\ mim Copyright , i8q2 By Roberts Brothers Colonial Press: C. H. Simonds & Co., Boston, U. S. A. MANSFIELD PARK PART FIRST MANSFIELD PARK. CHAPTER I. BOUT thirty years ago Miss Maria Ward, of Huntingdon, with only seven thousand pounds, had the good luck to captivate Sir Thomas Bertram, of Mans¬ field Park, in the county of Northampton, and to be thereby raised to the rank of a baronet s lady, with all the comforts and consequences of a hand¬ some house and large income. All Huntingdon exclaimed on the greatness of the match; and her uncle, the lawyer, himself allowed her to be at least three thousand pounds short of any equitable claim to it. She had two sisters to be benefited by her elevation; and such of their acquaintance as thought Miss Ward and Miss Prances quite as handsome as Miss Maria, did not scruple to pre¬ dict their marrying with almost equal advantage. But there certainly are not so many men of large fortune in the world as there are pretty women to leserve them. Miss Ward, at the end of half-* 6 MANSFIELD PARK. dozen years, found herself obliged to be attached to the Rev. Mr. Norris, a friend of her brother-in- law, with scarcely any private fortune; and Miss Frances fared yet worse. Miss Ward’s match, indeed, when it came to the point, was not con¬ temptible, Sir Thomas being happily able to give his friend an income in the living of Mansfield; and Mr. and Mrs. Norris began their- career of conjugal felicity with very little less than a thou¬ sand a year. But Miss Frances married, in the common phrase, to disoblige her family, and by fixing on a Lieutenant of Marines, without educa¬ tion, fortune, or connections, did it very thor¬ oughly. She could hardly have made a more untoward choice. Sir Thomas Bertram had in¬ terest which, from principle as well as pride, from a general wish of doing right, and a- desire of seeing all that were connected with him in situ¬ ations of respectability, he would have been glad to exert for the advantage of Lady Bertram’s sis¬ ter: hut her husband’s profession was such as no interest could reach; and before he had time to devise any other method of assisting them, an absolute breach between the sisters had taken place. It was the natural result of the conduct of each party, and such as a very imprudent mar¬ riage almost always produces. To save herself from useless remonstrance, Mrs. Price never wrote to her family on the subject till actually married. Lady Bertram, who was a woman of very tranquil feelings, and a temper remarkably easy and indo¬ lent, would have contented herself with merely giving up her sister, and thinking no more of the MANSFIELD PARK. 7 matter; but Mrs. Norris bad a spirit of activity, which could not he satisfied till she had written a long and angry letter to Fanny, to point out the folly of her conduct, and threaten her with all its possible ill consequences. Mrs. Price, in her turn, was injured and angry; and an answer, which comprehended each sister in its bitterness, and bestowed such very disrespectful reflections on the pride of Sir Thomas as Mrs. Norris could not possibly keep to herself, put an end to all inter¬ course between them for a considerable period. Their homes were so distant, and the circles in which they moved so distinct, as almost to preclude the means of ever hearing of each other’s existence during the eleven following years, or at least to make it very wonderful to Sir Thomas that Mrs. Norris should ever have it in her power to tell them, as she now and then did in an angry voice, that Fanny had got another child. By the end of eleven years, however, Mrs. Price could no longer afford to cherish pride or resentment, or to lose one connection that might possibly assist her. A large and still increasing family, a husband dis¬ abled for active service, but not the less equal to company and good liquor, and a very small income to supply their wants, made her eager to regain the friends she had so carelessly sacrificed; and she addressed Lady Bertram in a letter which spoke so much contrition and despondence, such a superfluity of children, and such a want of almost everything else, as could not but dispose them all to a reconciliation. She was preparing for her ninth lying-in; and after bewailing the circum- 8 MANSFIELD PARK. stance, and imploring their countenance as spon¬ sors to the expected child, she could not conceal how important she felt they might be to the future maintenance of the eight already in being. Her eldest was a boy of ten years old, a fine spirited fellow, who longed to be out in the world; hut what could she do? Was there any chance of his being hereafter useful to Sir Thomas in the con¬ cerns of his West Indian property? No situation would be beneath him, — or what did Sir Thomas think of Woolwich? or how could a boy he sent out to the East? The letter was not unproductive. It re-estab¬ lished peace and kindness. Sir Thomas sent friendly advice and professions, Lady Bertram de¬ spatched money and baby-linen, and Mrs. Norris wrote the letters. Such were its immediate effects, and within a twelvemonth a more important advantage to Mrs. Price resulted from it. Mrs. Norris was often observing to the others that she could not get her poor sister and her family out of her head, and that, much as they had all done for her, she seemed to be wanting to do more; and at length sh^ could not but own it to be her wish that poor Mrs. Price should he relieved from the charge and expense of one child entirely out of her great number. “What if they were among them to undertake the care of her eldest daughter, a girl now nine years old, of an age to require more attention than her poor mother could possibly give? The trouble and expense of it to them would he nothing com- MANSFIELD PARK. 9 pared with the benevolence of the action. Lad) Bertram agreed with her instantly. “I think we cannot do better,” said she; “let us send for the child.” Sir Thomas could not give so instantaneous and unqualified a consent. He debated and hesitated: it was a serious charge; a girl so brought up must he adequately provided for, or there would be cruelty instead of kindness in taking her from her family. He thought of his own four" chil¬ dren, — of his two sons, of cousins in love, etc. ; but no sooner had he deliberately begun to state his objections, than Mrs. Norris interrupted him with a reply to them all, whether stated or not. “My dear Sir Thomas, I perfectly comprehend you, and do justice to the generosity and delicacy of your notions, which indeed are quite of a piece with your general conduct; and I entirely agree with you in the main as to the propriety of doing everything one could by way of providing for a child one had in a manner taken into one s own hands; and I am sure I should be the last person in the world to withhold my mite upon such an occasion. Having no children of my own, whom should I look to in any little matter 1 may eve. have to bestow, but the children of my sisters, and I am sure Mr. Norris is too just - But you know I am a woman of few words and Do not let us be frightened from a good deed by a trifle. Give a girl an education, and introduce her properly into the world, and ten to one but she has the means of settling well, without furtteex- pense to anybody. A niece of ours, Sir ihorna., 10 MANSFIELD PARK. I may say, or at least of yours, would not grow up in this neighborhood without many advantages. I don’t say she would be so handsome as her cousins. I dare say she would not; but she would be introduced into the society of this country un¬ der such very favorable circumstances as in all human probability would get her a creditable estab¬ lishment. You are thinking of your sons, — but do not you know that of all things upon earth that is the least likely to happen; brought up, as they would be, always together like brothers and sis¬ ters? It is morally impossible. I never knew an instance of it. It is, in fact, the only sure way of providing against the connection. Suppose her a pretty girl, and seen by Tom or Edmund for the first time seven years hence, and I dare say there would be mischief. The very idea of her having been suffered to grow up at a distance from us all in poverty and neglect, would be enough to make either of the dear, sweet-tempered boys in love with her. But breed her up with them from this time, and suppose her even to have the beauty of an angel, and she will never be more to either than a sister.” ‘ ‘ There is a great deal of truth in what you say,” replied Sir Thomas, “and far be it from me to throw any fanciful impediment in the way of a plan which would be so consistent with the rela¬ tive situations of each. I only meant to observe that it ought not to be lightly engaged in, and that to make it really serviceable to Mrs. Price, and creditable to ourselves, we must secure to the child, or consider ourselves engaged to secure to MANSFIELD PARK. 11 her hereafter, as circumstances may arise, the pro¬ vision of a gentlewoman, if no such establishment should offer as you are so sanguine in expecting.” “I thoroughly understand you,” cried Mrs. Norris; “you are everything that is generous and considerate, and I am sure we shall never disagree on this point. Whatever I can do, as you well know, I am always ready enough to do for the good of those I love; and though I could never feel for this little girl the hundredth part of the regard I bear your own dear children, nor consider her in any respect so much my own, I should hate myself if I were capable of neglecting her. Is not she a sister’s child? and could I bear to see her want, while I had a bit of bread to give her? My dear Sir Thomas, with all my faults I have a warm heart, and poor as I am, would rather deny myself the necessaries of life than do an ungen¬ erous thing. So, if you are not against it, I will write to my poor sister to-morrow, and make the proposal; and as soon as matters are settled, I will engage to get the child to Mansfield; you shall have no trouble about it. My own trouble, you know, I never regard. I will send Nanny to London on purpose, and she may have a bed at her cousin the saddler’s, and the child be appointed to meet her there. They may easily get her from Portsmouth to town by the coach, under the care of any creditable person that may chance to be going. I dare say there is always some reputable tradesman’s wife or other going up.” Except to the attack on Nanny’s cousin, Sir Thomas no longer made any objection; and a more 12 MANSFIELD PARK respectable though less economical rendezvous being accordingly substituted, everything was con¬ sidered as settled, and the pleasures of so benevo¬ lent a scheme were already enjoyed. The division of gratifying sensations ought not, in strict justice, to have been equal; for Sir Thomas was fully resolved to be the real and consistent patron of the selected child, and Mrs. Norris had not the least intention of being at any expense whatever in her maintenance. As far as walking, talking, and contriving reached, she was thoroughly be¬ nevolent, and nobody knew better how to dictate liberality to others; but her love of money was equal to her love of directing, and she knew quite as well how to save her own as to spend that of her friends. Having married on a narrower income than she had been used to look forward to, she had, from the first, fancied a very strict line of economy necessary; and what was begun as a matter of prudence soon grew into a matter of choice, as an object of that needful solicitude which there were no children to supply. Had there been a family to provide for, Mrs. Norris might never have saved her money; but having no care of that kind, there was nothing to impede hhr frugality, or lessen the comfort of making a yearly addition to an income which they had never lived up to. Under this infatuating principle, counteracted by no real affection for her sister, it was impossible for her to aim at more than the credit of projecting and arranging so expensive a charity; though perhaps she might so little know herself as to walk home to the Parsonage, after MANSFIELD PARK. 13 this conversation, in the happy belief of being the most liberal-minded sister and aunt in the world. When the subject was brought forward again, her views were more fully explained; and in reply to Lady Bertram’s calm inquiry of “ Where shall the child come to first, sister, — to you or to us? ” Sir Thomas heard, with some surprise, that it would be totally out of Mrs. Norris’s power to take any share in the personal charge of her. He had been considering her as a particularly welcome addition at the Parsonage, as a desirable companion to an aunt who had no children of her own; but he found himself wholly mistaken. Mrs. Norris was sorry to say that the little girl’s staying with them, at least as things then were, was quite out of the question. Poor Mr. Norris’s indifferent state of health made it an impossibil¬ ity; he could no more bear the noise of a child than he could fly. If, indeed, he should ever get well of his gouty complaints, it would be a differ¬ ent matter ; she should then be glad to take her turn, and think nothing of the inconvenience: but just now poor Mr. Norris took up every mo¬ ment of her time, and the very mention of such a thing she was sure would distract him. “ Then she had better come to us? ’ said Lady Bertram, with the utmost composure. After a short pause Sir Thomas added with dignity: “ Yes, let her home be in this house. We will endeavor to do our duty by her, and she will at least have the advantage of companions of her own age and of a regular instructress.” 14 MANSFIELD PARK. “Very true,” cried Mrs. Norris, “which are both very important considerations; and it will he just the same to Miss Lee, whether she has three girls to teach, or only two, — there can be no difference. I only wish I could he more use¬ ful; but you see I do all in my power. I am not one of those that spare their own trouble; and Nanny shall fetch her, however it may put me to inconvenience to have my chief counsellor away for three days. I suppose, sister, you will put the child in the little white attic, near the old nurseries. It will be much the best place for her, so near Miss Lee, and not far from the girls, and close by the housemaids, who could either of them help to dress her, you know, and take care of her clothes ; for I suppose you would not think it fair to expect Ellis to wait on her as well as the others. Indeed, I do not see that you could possibly place her anywhere else.” Lady Bertram made no opposition. “I hope she will prove a well-disposea girl,” continued Mrs. Norris, “and be sensible of her uncommon good fortune in having such friends.” “Should her disposition be really bad,” said $ir Thomas, “ we must not, for our own children’s sake, continue her in the family; but there is no reason to expect so great an evil. We shall prob- abty see much to wish altered in her, and must prepare ourselves for gross ignorance, some mean¬ ness of opinions, and very distressing vulgarity of manner; but these are not incurable faults, nor, I trust, can they be dangerous for her associates. Had my daughters been younger than herself, I MANSFIELD PAEK. 15 should have considered the introduction of such a companion as a matter of very serious moment; hut as it is, I hope there can be nothing to fear for them, and everything to hope for her, from the association.” 11 That is exactly what I think,” cried Mrs. Norris, “and what I was saying to my husband this morning. It will be an education for the child, said I, only being with her cousins; if Miss Lee taught her nothing, she would learn to be good and clever from them. <nd found almost everything in his favor, — a park, a real park five miles round ; a spacious modern-built house, so well placed and well screened as to deserve to be in any collection of engravings of gentlemen’s seats in the kingdom, and wanting only to be completely new furnished; pleasant sisters, a quiet mother, and an agree¬ able man himself, — with the advantage of being tied up from much gaming at present, by a promise to his father, and of being Sir Thomas hereafter. It might do very well : she believed she should accept him; and she began accordingly to interest herself a little about the horse which he had to run at the B - races. These races were, to, call him away not long after their acquaintance began; and as it appeared that the family did not, from his usual goings on, ex¬ pect him back again for many weeks, it would 64 MANSFIELD PARK. bring his passion to an early proof. Much was said on his side to induce her to attend the races, and schemes were made for a large party to them, with all the eagerness of inclination; but it would only do to he talked of. And Fanny, — what was she doing and thinking all this while, and what was her opinion of the new-comers? Few young ladies of eighteen could he less called on to speak their opinion than Fanny. In a quiet way, very little attended to, she paid her tribute of admiration to Miss Craw¬ ford’s beauty; but as she still continued to think Mr. Crawford very plain, in spite of- her two cousins having repeatedly proved the contrary, she never mentioned him. The notice which she excited herself was to this effect. “I begiu now to understand you all, except Miss Price,” said Miss Crawford, as she was walking with the Mr. Bertrams. “Pray, is she out, or is she not? I am puzzled. She dined at the Parsonage with the rest of you, which seemed like being out; and yet she says so little that I can hardly suppose she is.” Edmund, to whom this was chiefly addressed, replied: “I believe I know what you mean, but I will not undertake to answer the question. My cousin is grown up. She has the age and sense of a woman, but the outs and not outs are beyond me.” “And yet, in general, nothing can be more easily ascertained. The distinction is so broad. Manners as well as appearance are, generally speaking, so totally different. Till now, I could MANSFIELD PARK. 65 not have supposed it possible to be mistaken as to a girl’s being out or not. A girl not out has always the same sort of dress, — a close bonnet, fox- instance, — looks very dexnure, and never says a wox-d. You may smile, but it is so, I assure you; and except that it is sometimes carried a little too far, it is all very proper. Girls should be quiet and modest. The most objectionable part is that the alteration of manners on being introduced into company is frequently too sudden. They some' times pass in such very little time fi-om reserve to quite the opposite, — to confidence! That is the faulty part of the present system. One does not like to see a girl of eighteen or nineteen so imme¬ diately up to everything, — and perhaps when one has seen her hardly able to speak the year before. Mr. Bertram, I dare say you have sometimes met with such changes.” “ I believe I have: but this is hardly fair; I see what you are at. You are quizzing me and Miss Anderson.” “No, indeed! Miss Anderson! I do not know who or what you mean. I am quite in the dark. But I will quiz you with a great deal of pleasure, if you will tell me what about.” ‘ ‘ Ah ! you carry it off very well, but I caxxnot be quite so far imposed on. You must have had Miss Anderson in your eye, in describing an al¬ tered young lady. You paint too accurately for mistake. It was exactly so. The Andersons of Baker Street. We were speaking of them the other day, you know. Edmund, you have heard me mention Charles Anderson. The circumstance VOL. I. - 5 66 MANSFIELD PARK. was precisely as this lady has represented it. When Anderson first introduced me to his family, about two years ago, his sister was not out, and I could not get her to speak to me. I sat there an hour one morning waiting for Anderson, with only her and a little girl or two in the room, the gover¬ ness being sick or run away, and the mother in and out every moment with letters of business; and I could hardly get a word or a look from the young lady, — nothing like a civil answer, — she screwed up her mouth, and turned from me with such an air! I did not see her again for a twelvemonth. She was then out. I met her at Mrs. Holford’s, and did not recollect her. She came up to me, claimed me as an acquaintance, stared me out of countenance, and talked and laughed till I did not know which way to look. I felt that I must he the jest of the room at the time; and Miss Crawford, it is plain, has heard the story.” 1 ‘ And a very pretty story it is, and with more truth in it, I dare say, than does credit to Miss Anderson. It is too common a fault. Mothers certainly have not yet got quite the right way of Managing their daughters. I do not know where the error lies. I do not pretend to set people right, but I do see that they are often wrong.” “ Those who are showing the world what female manners should be,” said Mr. Bertram, gallantly, “are doing a great deal to set them right.” “The error is plain enough,” said the less courteous Edmund; “such girls are ill brought up. They are given wrong notions from the he- MANSFIELD PARK. 67 ginning. They are always acting upon motives of vanity, and there is no more real modesty in their behavior before they appear in public than afterwards.” “I do not know,” replied Miss Crawford, hesi¬ tatingly. “Yes, I cannot agree with you there. It is certainly the modestest part of the business. It is much worse to have girls not out give them¬ selves the same airs and take the same liberties as if they were, which I have seen done. That is worse than anything, — quite disgusting! ” “Yes, that is very inconvenient indeed,” said Mr. Bertram. “It leads one astray, one does not know what to do. The close bonnet and de¬ mure air you describe so well (and nothing was ever juster) tell one what is expected; but I got into a dreadful scrape last year from the want of them. I went down to Ramsgate for a week with a friend last September, just after my return from the West Indies. My friend Sneyd, — you have heard me speak of Sneyd, Edmund, — his father and mother and sisters were there, all new to me. When we reached Albion Place they were out : we went after them, and found them on the pier, Mrs. and the two Miss Sneyds, with others of their acquaintance. I made my bow in form ; and as Mrs. Sneyd was surrounded by men, attached my¬ self to one of her daughters, walked by her side all the way home, and made myself as agreeable as I could, — the young lady perfectly easy in her manners, and as ready to talk as to listen. I had not a suspicion that I could be doing anything wrong. They looked just the same, —both well 68 MANSFIELD PARK. dressed, with veils and parasols like other girls; hut I afterwards found that I had been giving all my attention to the youngest, who was not out, and had most excessively offended the eldest. Miss Augusta ought not to have been noticed for the next six months; and Miss Sneyd, I believe, has never forgiven me.” “That was bad indeed. Poor Miss Sneyd! Though I have no younger sister, I feel for her. To be neglected before one’s time must he very vexatious; hut it was entirely the mother’s fault. Miss Augusta should have been with her gover¬ ness. Such half and half doings never prosper. But now I must he satisfied about Miss Price. Does she go to halls? Does she dine out every¬ where, as well as at my sister’s?” “No,” replied Edmund, “I do not think she has ever been to a ball. My mother seldom goes into company herself, and dines nowhere hut with Mrs. Grant; and Eanny stays at home with her.” “Oh, then the point is clear. Miss Price is not out.” \ CHAPTER VI. Mr. Bertram set off for - , and Miss Crawford was prepared to find a great chasm in their society, and to miss him decidedly in the meetings which w'ere now becoming almost daily between the fami¬ lies 5 and on their all dining together at the Park soon after his going, she retook her chosen place near the bottom of the table, fully expecting to feel a most melancholy difference in the change of masters. It would be a very flat business, she was sure. In comparison with his brother, Ed¬ mund would have nothing to say. The soup would he sent round in a most spiritless manner, wine drank without any smiles or agreeable tri¬ fling, and the venison cut up without supplying one pleasant anecdote of any former haunch, or a single entertaining story about “my friend such a one.” She must try to find amusement in what was passing at the upper end of the table, and in observing Mr. Kushworth, who was now making his appearance at Mansfield for the first time since the Crawfords’ arrival. He had been visiting a friend in a neighboring county, and that friend having recently had his grounds laid out by an improver, Mr. Rushwortli was returned with his head full of the subject, and very eager to be im¬ proving his own place in the same way; and 70 MANSFIELD PARK. though not saying much to the purpose, could talk of nothing else. The subject had been already handled in the drawing-room; it was revived in the dining-parlor. Miss Bertram’s attention and opinion was evidently his chief aim; and though her deportment showed rather conscious superior¬ ity than any solicitude to oblige him, the mention of Sotherton Court, and the ideas attached to it, gave her a feeling of complacency, which prevented her from being very ungracious. “I wish you could see Compton,” said he; “ it is the most complete thing! I never saw a place so altered in my life. I told Smith I did not know where I was. The approach now is one of the finest things in the country; you see the house in the most surprising manner. I declare, when I got back to Sotherton yesterday, it looked like a prison, — quite a dismal old prison.” “Oh, for shame!” cried Mrs. Norris. “A prison, indeed! Sotherton Court is the noblest old place in the world.” “ It wants improvement, ma’am, beyond any¬ thing. I never saw a place that wanted so much improvement in my life; and it is so forlorn that I do not know what can be done with it.” ‘fNo wonder that Mr. Rushworth should think so at present,” said Mrs. Grant to Mrs. Norris, with a smile; “but depend upon it, Sotherton will have every improvement in time which his heart can desire.” “ I must try to do something with it,” said Mr. Rush worth, “ but X do not know what. I hope X shall have some good friend to help me.” MANSFIELD PARK, 71 ‘‘Your best friend upon such an occasion,” said Miss Bertram, calmly, “would be Mr. Repton, I imagine. ” “That is what I was thinking of. As he has done so well by Smith, I think I had better have him at once. His terms are five guineas a day.” “Well, and if they were ten,” cried Mrs. Norris, “ I am sure you need not regard it. The expense need not be any impediment. If I were you, I should not think of the expense; I would have everything done in the best style, and made as nice as possible. Such a place as Sotherton Court deserves everything that taste and money can do. You have space to work upon there, and grounds that will well reward you. Tor my own part, if I had anything within the fiftieth part of the size of Sotherton, I should be always planting and im¬ proving, for naturally I am excessively fond of it. It would be too ridiculous for me to attempt any¬ thing where I am now, with my little half acre. It would be quite a burlesque. But if I had more room, I should take a prodigious delight in im¬ proving and planting. We did a vast deal in that way at the Parsonage : we made it quite a different place from what it was when we first had it. You young ones do not remember much about it, per¬ haps : but if dear Sir Thomas were here, he could tell you what improvements we made ; and a great deal more would have been done, but for poor Mr. Norris’s sad state of health. He could hardly ever get out, poor man, to enjoy anything, and that dis¬ heartened me from doing several things that Sir Thomas and I used to talk of. If it had not been 72 MANSFIELD PARK. for that, we should have carried on the garden wall, and made the plantation to shut out the churchyard, just as Dr. Grant has done. We were always doing something, as it was. It was only the spring twelvemonth before Mr. Norris’s death, that we put in the apricot against the stable wall, which is now grown such a noble tree, and getting to such perfection, sir,” addressing herself then to Dr. Grant. “ The tree thrives well beyond a doubt, madam,” replied Dr. Grant. “The soil is good; and I never pass it without regretting that the fruit should be so little worth the trouble of gathering.” “ Sir, it is a moor park, we bought it as a moor park, and it cost us — that is, it was a present from Sir Thomas; but I saw the bill, and I know it cost seven shillings, and was charged as a moor park. ” “You were imposed on, ma’am,” replied Dr. Grant; “these potatoes have as much the flavor of a moor-park apricot as the fruit from that tree. It is an insipid fruit at the best; but a good apricot is eatable, which none from my garden are.” “The truth is, ma’am,” said Mrs. Grant, pre¬ tending to whisper across the table to Mrs. Norris, “ that Dr. Grant hardly knows what the natural taste of our apricot is; he is scarcely ever indulged with one, for it is so valuable a fruit with a little assistance, and ours is such a remarkably large, fair sort, that what with early tarts and preserves my cook contrives to get them all.” Mrs. Norris, who had begun to redden, was ap¬ peased; and for a little while other subjects took MANSFIELD PARK. 73 place of the improvements of Sotherton. Dr. Grant and Mrs. Norris were seldom good friends; their acquaintance had begun in dilapidations, and their habits were totally dissimilar. After a short interruption Mr. Rushworth began again. “ Smith’s place is the admiration of all the country; and it was a mere nothing before Repton took it in hand. T think I shall have Repton.” “Mr. Rushworth,” said Lady Bertram, “ if I were you, I would have a very pretty shrubbery. One likes to get out into a shrubbery in fine weather.” Mr. Rushworth was eager to assure her Ladyship of his acquiescence, and tried to make out some¬ thing complimentary; but between his submission to her taste, and his having always intended the same himself, with the superadded objects of pro¬ fessing attention to the comfort of ladies in gen¬ eral, and of insinuating that there was one only whom he was anxious to please, he grew puzzled; and Edmund was glad to put an end to his speech by a proposal of wine. Mr. Rushworth, however, though not usually a great talker, had still more to say on the subject next his heart. “ Smith has not much above a hundred acres altogether in his grounds, which is little enough, and makes it moie surprising that the place- can have been so improved. Now, at Sotherton, we have a good seven hundred, without reckoning the water meadows; so that I think, if so much could be done at Compton, we need not despair. There have been two or three fine old trees cut down that grew too near the house, and it opens the prospect amazingly, which makes ma 74 MANSFIELD PARK. think that liepton, or anybody of that sort, would certainly have the avenue at Sotherton down, — the avenue that leads from the west front to the top of the hill, you know,” turning to Miss Bertram par¬ ticularly, as he spoke. But Miss Bertram thought it most becoming to reply, — “The avenue! Oh, I do not recollect it. I »eally know very little of Sotherton.” Fanny, who was sitting on the other side of Ed¬ mund, exactly opposite Miss Crawford, and who had been attentively listening, now looked at him, and said in a low voice, — “ Cut down an avenue! What a pity ! Does not it make you think of Cowper? ‘ Ye fallen avenues, once more I mourn your fate unmerited.’ ” He smiled as he answered, “lam afraid the avenue stands a had chance, Eanny.” “I should like to see Sotherton before it is cut down, to see the place as it is now, in its old state; but I do not suppose I shall.” “Have you never been there? Ho, you never can; and unluckily it is out of distance for a ride. I wish we could contrive it.” “Oh, it does not signify. Whenever I do see it, you will tell me how it has been altered.” CJ collect,” said Miss Crawford, “that Sother.. ton is an old place, and a place of some grandeur. In any particular style of building? ” “The house was built in Elizabeth’s time, and is a large, regular brick building, — heavy, but re¬ spectable-looking, and has many good rooms. It is ill-placed. It stands in one of the lowest spots of the park; in that respect, unfavorable for im MANSFIELD PARK. 75 provement. But the woods are fine, and there is a stream, which, I dare say, might be made a good deal of. Mr. Bushworth is quite right, I think, in meaning to give it a modern dress, and I have no doubt that it will be all done extremely well.” Miss Crawford listened with submission, and said to herself, “ He is a well-bred man; he makes the best of it.” “I do not wish to influence Mr. Bushworth,” he continued; “ but had I a place to new-fashion, I should not put myself into the hands of an im¬ prover. I would rather have an inferior degree of beauty, of my own choice, and acquired progres¬ sively. I would rather abide by my own blunders than by his.” “You would know what you were about, of course, -*r-but that would not suit me. I have no eye or ingenuity for such matters, but as they are before me ; and had I a place of my own in the country, I should be most thankful to any Mr. Bepton who would undertake it, and give me as much beauty as he could for my money; and I should never look at it till it was complete.” “ It would be delightful to me to see the prog¬ ress of it all,” said Fanny. “Ay, you have been brought up to it. It was no part of my education; and the only dose I ever had being administered by not the first favorite in the world, has made me consider improvements in hand as the greatest of nuisances. Three years ago the Admiral, my honored uncle, bought a cot¬ tage at Twickenham for us all to spend our sum¬ mers in; and my aunt and I went down to it quite 76 MANSFIELD PARK. in raptures : but it being excessively pretty, it was soon found necessary to be improved; and for three months we were all dirt and confusion, without a gravel walk to step on, or a bench fit for use. I would have everything as complete as possible in the country, shrubberies and flower-gardens, and rustic seats innumerable: but it must be all done without my care. Henry is different; he loves to be doing.” Edmund was sorry to hear Miss Crawford, whom he was much disposed to admire, speak so freely of her uncle. It did not suit his sense of pro¬ priety, and he was silenced, till induced, by further smiles and liveliness, to put the matter by for the present. “Mr. Bertram,” said she, “I have tidings of my harp at last. I am assured that it is safe at Northampton; and there it has probably been these ten days, in spite of the solemn assurances we have so often received to the contrary.” Edmund ex¬ pressed his pleasure and surprise. “ The truth is, that our inquiries were too direct, — we sent a ser¬ vant, we went ourselves; this will not do seventy miles from London, — but this morning we heard of it in the right way. It was seen by some farmer, and he told the miller, and the miller told the butcher, and the butcher’s son-in-law left word at the shop.” “I am very glad that you have heard of it, by whatever means, and hope there will be no further delay.” “I am to have it to-morrow; but how do you think it is to be conveyed? Not by a wagon or MANSFIELD PARK 77 cart, — oh, no, nothing of that kind could he hired in the village. I might as well have asked for porters and a hand-barrow.” “You would find it difficult, I dare say, just now, in the middle of a very late hay harvest, to hire a horse and cart? ” “I was astonished to find what a piece of work was made of it! To want a horse and cart in the country seemed impossible, so I told my maid to speak for one directly; and as I cannot look out of my dressing-closet without seeing one farmyard, nor walk in the shrubbery without passing another, I thought it would be only ask and have, and was rather grieved that I could not give the advantage to all. Guess my surprise, when I found that I had been asking the most unreasonable, most im¬ possible thing in the world; had offended all the farmers, all the laborers, all the hay in the parish. As for Dr. Grant’s bailiff, I believe I had bet¬ ter keep out of his way; and my brother-in-law himself, who is all kindness in general, looked rather black upon me, when he found what I had been at.” “You could not be expected to have thought on the subject before; but when you do think of it, you must see the importance of getting in the grass. The hire of a cart at any time might not be so easy as you suppose, — our farmers are not in the habit of letting them out; but in harvest it must be quite out of their power to spare a horse. ^ * “ I shall understand all your ways in time; but coming down with the true London maxim, that 78 MANSFIELD PARK everything is to be got with money, I was a little embarrassed at first by the sturdy independence of vour country customs. However, I am to have my harp fetched to-morrow. Henry, who is good¬ nature itself, has offered to fetch it in his barouche. Will it not be honorably conveyed? ” Edmund spoke of the harp as his favorite instru¬ ment, and hoped to be soon allowed to hear her. Fanny had never heard the harp at all, and wished for it very much. “I shall be most happy to play to you both,” said Miss Crawford, — “ at least, as long as you can like to listen; probably much longer, for I dearly love music myself, and where the natural taste is equal, the player must always be best off, for she is gratified in more ways than one. Now, Mr. Bertram, if you write to your brother, I entreat you to tell him that my harp is come; he heard so much of my misery without it. And you may say, if you please, that I shall prepare my most plaintive airs against his return in compassion to his feelings, as I know his horse will lose.” “If I write, I will say whatever you wish me; but I do not at present foresee any occasion for waiting.” ‘ ‘ No, I dare say ; nor if he were to be gone a twelvemonth, would you ever write to him nor he to you, if it could be helped. The occasion would never be foreseen. What strange creatures brothers are ! You would not write to each other but upon the most urgent necessity in the world; and when obliged to take up the pen to say that such a horse is ill, or such a relation dead, it is done in the MANSFIELD PARK. 79 fewest possible words. You liave but one style among you. I know it perfectly. Henry, who is in every other respect exactly what a brother should be, who loves me, consults me, confides in me, and will talk to me by the hour together, has never yet turned the page in a letter; and very often it is nothing more than — Dear Mary, — I am just arrived. Bath seems full, and everything as usual. Yours sincerely. That is the true manly style, — that is a complete brother’s letter.” “ When they are at a distance from all their family,” said Fanny, coloring for William’s sake, “they^can write long letters.” “ Miss Price has a brother at sea,” said Edmund, “ whose excellence as a correspondent makes her think you too severe upon us. “At sea, has she? — In the king’s service, of course.” Fanny would rather have had Edmund tell the story; but his determined silence obliged her to relate her brother’s situation: her voice was ani¬ mated in speaking of his profession, and the foreign stations he had been on ; but she could not mention the number of years that he had been absent with¬ out tears in her eyes. Miss Crawford civilly wished him an early promotion. . } “ Do you know anything of my cousin’s captain . said Edmund, — £< Captain Marshall? You have a large acquaintance in the navy, I conclude?, “Among admirals, large enough; but,' with 80 MANSFIELD PARK. an air of grandeur, “we know very little of the inferior ranks. Post-captains may be very good sort of men, hut they do not belong to us. Of various admirals I could tell you a great deal, of them and their flags, and the gradation of their pay, and their bickerings and jealousies. But in general, I can assure you that they are all passed over, and all very ill used. Certainly my home at my uncle’s brought me acquainted with a circle of admirals. Of Bears and Vices, I saw enough. Now, do not he suspecting me of a pun, I entreat.” Edmund again felt grave and only replied, “ It is a noble profession.” “Yes, the profession is well enough under two circumstances, — if it make the fortune, and there be discretion in spending it; hut in short, it is not a favorite profession ot mine. It has never worn an amiable form to me.” Edmund reverted to the harp, and was again very happy in the prospect of hearing her play. 'The subject of improving grounds, meanwhile, was still under consideration among the others; and Mrs. Grant could not help addressing her brother, though it was calling his attention from Migs Julia Bertram. “My dear Henry, have you nothing to say? You have been an improver yourself; and from what I hear of Everingham, it may vie with any place in England. Its natural beauties I am sure are great. Everingham as it used to be was per¬ fect in my estimation ; such a happy fall of ground, and such timber! What would not I give to see it again! ” MANSFIELD PARK. 81 “Nothing could he so gratifying to me as to hear your opinion of it,” was his answer; “ but I fear there would he some disappointment, — you would not find it equal to your present ideas. In extent it is a mere nothing, — you would be sur¬ prised at its insignificance; and as for improve¬ ment, there was very little for me to do, too little, _ I should like to have been busy much longer.” “You are fond of the sort of thing? said Julia. “Excessively; hut what with the natural ad¬ vantages of the ground, which pointed out, even to a very young eye, what little remained to he done, and my own consequent resolutions, I had not been of age three months before Everingham was all that it is now. My plan was laid at West¬ minster, a little altered, perhaps, at Cambridge, and at one-and-twenty executed. I am inclined to envy Mr. Bushworth for having so much happi¬ ness yet before him. I have been a devourer of my own.” . “Those who see quickly will resolve quickly ant act quickly,” said Julia. “ You can never want employment. Instead of envying Mr. Rusliwortli, you should assist him with your opinion. Mrs. Grant, hearing the latter part of this speech, enforced it warmly, persuaded that no judgment could he equal to her brother s; and as Miss Bertram caught at the idea likewise, and gave it her full support, declaring that, in her opinion, it was infinitely better to consult VOL. I. — 6 82 MANSFIELD PARK. with friends and disinterested advisers than im. mediately to throw the business into the hands of a professional man, Mr. Rushworth was very ready to request the favor of Mr. Crawford’s assist¬ ance; and Mr. Crawford, after properly depreciat¬ ing his own abilities, was quite at his service in any way that could be useful. Mr. Rushworth then began to propose Mr. Crawford’s doing him the honor of coming over to Sotherton, and taking a bed there; when Mrs. N orris, as if reading in her two nieces’ minds their little approbation of a plan which was to take Mr. Crawford away, interposed with an amendment. “There can be no doubt of Mr. Crawford’s willingness; but why should not more of us go? Why should not we make a little party? Here are many that would oe interested in your im¬ provements, my dear Mr. Rushworth, and that would like to hear Mr. Crawford’s opinion on the spot, and that might be of some small use to you with their opinions; and for my own part I have been long wishing to wait upon your good mother again. Nothing but having no horses of my own could have made me so remiss; hut now I epuhl go and sit a few hours with Mrs. Rush- worth while the rest of you walked about and settled things, and then we could all return to a late dinner here, or dine at .Sotherton, just as might be most agreeable to your mother, and have a pleasant drive home by moonlight. I dare say Mr. Crawford would take my two nieces and me in his barouche, and Edmund can go MANSFIELD PARK. 83 on horseback, you know, sister, and Fanny will stay at borne witb you.” Lady Bertram made no objection; and every one concerned in tbe going was forward in ex¬ pressing their ready concurrence, excepting Ed¬ mund, who heard it all and said nothing. CHAPTER VII* “Well, Fanny, and how do you like Miss Crawford now ? ’ ’ said Edmund the next day, af¬ ter thinking some time on the subject himself. “How did you like her yesterday?” “Very well, — very much. I like to hear hex- talk. She entertains me 5 and she is so extremely pretty that I have great pleasure in looking at her.” “It is her countenance that is so attractive. She has a wonderful play of feature! But was there nothing in her conversation that struck you, Fanny, as not quite right?” “Oh, yes, she ought not to have spoken of her uncle as she did. I was quite astonished. An uncle with whom she has been living so many years, and who, whatever his faults may be, is so very fond of her brother, treating him, they say, quite like a son. I could not have believed it! ” “I thought you would be struck. It was very wrong, — very indecorous.” “And very ungrateful, I think.” “Ungrateful is a strong word. I do not know that her uncle has any claim to her gratitude. His wife certainly had; and it is the warmth of her respect for her aunt’s memory which misleads her here. She is awkwardly circumstanced, With MANSFIELD PARK. 85 such warm feelings and lively spirits if must be difficult to do justice to her affection for Mrs. Crawford, without throwing a shade on the Ad¬ miral. I do not pretend to know which was most to blame in their disagreements, though the Ad¬ miral’s present conduct might incline one to the side of his wife; but it is natural and amiable that Miss Crawford should acquit her aunt en¬ tirely. I do not censure her opinions; but there certainly is impropriety in making them public.” “ Do not you think,” said Fanny, after a little consideration, “that this impropriety is a reflec¬ tion itself upon Mrs. Crawford, as her niece lias been entirely brought up by her? She cannot have given her right notions of what was due to the Admiral.” “ That is a fair remark. Yes, we must suppose the faults of the niece to have been those of the aunt; and it makes one more sensible of the disad¬ vantages she has been under. But I think her present home must do her good. Mrs. Grant’s man¬ ners are just what they ought to be. She speaks of her brother with a very pleasing affection.” “Yes, except as to his writing her such short letters. She made me almost laugh; but I cannot rate so very highly the love or good- nature of a brother who will not give himself the trouble of writing anything worth reading to his sisteis, when they are separated. I am sure William would never have used me so, under any circum¬ stances. And what right had she to suppose that you would not write long letters when you were absent? ” 86 MANSFIELD PARK. “ The right of a lively mmd, Fanny, seizing whatever may contribute to its own amusement or that of others; perfectly allowable, when untinc¬ tured by ill humor or roughness; and there is not a shadow of either in the countenance or manner of Miss Crawford, — nothing sharp or loud or coarse. She is perfectly feminine, except in the instances we have been speaking of. There she cannot be justified. I am glad you saw it all as I did.” Having formed her mind and gained her affec¬ tions, he had a good chance of her thinking like him; though at this period and on this subject there began now to be some danger of dissimi¬ larity, for he was in a line of admiration of Miss Crawford which might lead him where Fanny could not follow. Miss Crawford’s attractions did not lessen. The harp arrived, and rather added to her beauty, wit, and good-humor; for she played with the greatest obligingness, with an expression and taste which were peculiarly becoming, and there was something clever to he said at the close of every air. Edmund was at the Parsonage every day, to be indulged with his favorite instrument : one morning secured an invitation for the next; for Hie lady could not be unwilling to have a lis¬ tener, and everything was soon in a fair train. A young woman, pretty, lively, with a harp as elegant as herself; and both placed near a window cut down to the ground, and opening on a little lawn, surrounded by shrubs in the rich foliage of summer, was enough to catch any man’s heart. The season, the scene, the air, wrere all favorable to tenderness and sentiment. Mrs. Grant and her MANSFIELD PARK. 87 tambour frame were not without their use-, it was all in harmony; and as everything will turn to ac¬ count when love is once set going, even the sand¬ wich tray, and Dr. Grant doing the honors of it were worth looking at. Without studying the business, however, or knowing what he was about, Edmund was beginning, at the end of a week of such intercourse, to be a good deal in love; and to the credit of the lady it may be added, that with¬ out his being a man of the world or an elder brother, without any of the arts of flattery or the gayeties of small talk, he began to be agreeable to her. She felt it to be so, though she had not fore¬ seen and could hardly understand it ; for he was not pleasant by any common rule, he talked no nonsense, he paid no compliments, his opinions were unbending, his attentions tranquil and sim¬ ple. There was a charm, perhaps, in his sincerity, his steadiness, his integrity, which Miss Crawford might be equal to feel, though not equal to discuss with herself. She did not think very much about it, however: he pleased her for the present; she liked to have him near her; it was enough. Fanny could not wonder that Edmund was ai the Parsonage every morning, — she would gladly have been there too, might she have gone in unin¬ vited and unnoticed to hear the harp; neither could she wonder that when the evening stroll was over, and the two families parted again, he should think it right to attend Mrs. Grant and her sister to their home, while Mr. Crawford was devoted to the ladies of the Park : but she thought it a very bad exchange ; and if Edmund were not 88 MANSFIELD PARK. there to mix the wine and water for her, would rather go without it than not. She was a little surprised that he could spend so many hours with Miss Crawford, and not see more of the sort of fault which he had already observed, and of which she was almost always reminded by a something of the same nature whenever she was in her company ; but so it was. Edmund was fond of speaking to her of Miss Crawford, but he seemed to think it enough that the Admiral had since been spared; and she scrupled to point out her own remarks to him, lest it should appear like ill-nature. The first actual pain which Miss Crawford occasioned her was the consequence of an inclination to learn to ride, which the former caught soon after her being settled at Mansfield, from the example of the young ladies at the Park, and which, when Edmund’s acquaintance with her increased, led to his encouraging the wish, and the offer of his own quiet mare for the purpose of her first attempts, as the best fitted for a beginner that either stable could furnish. No pain, no injury, however, was designed by him to his cousin in this offer; she was not to lose a day’s exercise by it. The mare was only to be taken down to the Parsonage half an hour before her rides were to begin ; and Fanny, on its being first proposed, so far from feeling slighted, was almost overpowered with gratitude that he should be asking her leave for it. Miss Crawford made her first essay with great credit to herself, and no inconvenience to Fanny. Edmund, who had taken down the mare and pre¬ sided at the whole, returned with it in excellent MANSFIELD PARK. 89 time, before either Fanny or the steady old coach¬ man, who always attended her when she rode with¬ out her cousins, was ready to set forward. The second day’s trial was not so guiltless. Miss Crawford’s enjoyment of riding was such that she did not know how to leave off. Active and fear¬ less, and, though rather small, strongly made, she seemed formed for a horsewoman; and to the pure genuine pleasure of the exercise, something was probably added in Edmund’s attendance and in¬ structions, and something more in the conviction of very much surpassing her sex in general by her early progress, to make her unwilling to dismount. Fanny was ready and waiting, and Mrs. Norris was beginning to scold her for not being gone, and still no borse was announced, no Edmund ap- peared. To avoid her aunt, and look foi him, she went out. The houses, though scarcely half a mile apart, were not within sight of each other; but by walk¬ ing fifty yards from the hall door she could look down the park, and command a view of the Par¬ sonage and all its demesnes, gently rising beyond the village road; and in Dr. Grant’s meadow she immediately saw the group, — Edmund and Miss Crawford, both on horseback, riding side by side, Dr. and Mrs. Grant and Mr. Crawford, with two or three grooms, standing about and looking on. A happy party it appeared to her, — all interested in one object, — cheerful beyond a doubt, for the sound of merriment ascended even to her. It was a sound which did not make her cheerful; she wondered that Edmund should forget her, and felt 90 MANSFIELD PARK. a pang. She could not turn her eyes from the meadow, she could not help watching all that passed. At first Miss Crawford and her compan¬ ion made the circuit of the field, which was not small, at a foot’s pace; then, at her apparent sug¬ gestion, they rose into a canter; and to Fanny’s timid nature it was most astonishing to see how well she sat. After a few minutes they stopped entirely. Edmund was close to her, he was speak¬ ing to her, he was evidently directing her manage¬ ment of the bridle, he had hold of her hand; she saw it, or the imagination supplied what the eye could not reach. She must not wonder at all this ; what could he more natural than that Edmund should be making himself useful, and proving his good-nature by any one? She could not hut think, indeed, that Mr. Crawford might as well have saved him the trouble; that it would have been particularly proper and becoming in a brother to have done it himself; but Mr. Crawford, with all his boasted good-nature and all his coachmanship, probably knew nothing of the matter, and had no active kindness in comparison of Edmund. She began to think it rather hard upon the mare to have such double duty; if she were forgotten, the poor mare should be remembered. Her feelings for one and the other were soon a little tranquillized, by seeing the party in the meadow disperse, and Miss Crawford still on horseback, but attended by Edmund on foot, pass through a gate into the lane, and so into the park, and make towards the spot where she stood. She began then to be afraid of appearing rude and im- MANSFIELD PARK. 91 patient, and walked to meet them with a great anxiety to avoid the suspicion. “My dear Miss Price,” said Miss Crawford, as soon as she was at all within hearing, “ I am come to make my own apologies for keeping you waiting, — but I have nothing in the world to say for my¬ self, — I knew it was very late, and that I was behaving extremely ill ! and therefore, if you please, you must forgive me. Selfishness must always be forgiven, you know, because there is no hope of a cure.” Fanny’s answer was extremely civil, and Ed¬ mund added his conviction that she could be in no hurry. “ For there is more than time enough for my cousin to ride twice as far as she ever goes,” said he, “and you have been promoting her com¬ fort by 'preventing her from setting off half an hour sooner: clouds are now coming up, and she will not suffer from the heat as she would have done then. I wish you may not be fatigued by so much exercise. I wish you had saved yourself this walk home.” “No part of it fatigues me hut getting off this horse, I assure you,” said she, as she sprang down with his help; “I am very strong. Nothing ever fatigues me hut doing what I do not like. Miss Price, I give way to you with a very bad grace; but I sincerely hope you will have a pleasant ride, and that I may have nothing but good to hear of this dear, delightful, beautiful animal.” The old coachman, who had been waiting about with his' own horse, now joining them, Fanny was lifted on hers, and they set off across another part 92 MANSFIELD PARK. of the park; her feelings of discomfort not light¬ ened by seeing, as she looked back, that the others were walking down the hill together to the village; nor did her attendant do her much good by his comments on Miss Crawford’s great cleverness as a horsewoman, which he had been watching with an interest almost equal to her own. “ It is a pleasure to see a lady with such a good heart for riding! ” said he. “I never see one sit a horse better. She did not seem to have a thought of fear. Very different from you, miss, when you first began, six years ago come next Easter. Lord bless me ! how you did tremble when Sir Thomas first had you put on! ” In the drawing-room Miss Crawford was also celebrated. Her merit in being gifted by nature with strength and courage was fully appreciated by the Miss Bertrams; her delight in riding was like their own; her early excellence in it was like their own, and they had great pleasure in praising it. “I was sure she would ride well,” said Julia; “she has the make for it. Her figure is as neat as her brother’s.” “Yes,” added Maria; “and her spirits are as good, and she has the same energy of character. I cannot but think that good horsemanship has a great deal to do with the mind.” When they parted at night, Edmund asked Eanny whether she meant to ride the next day. ‘ ‘ Ho, I do not know, not if you want the mare, ’ ’ was her answer. “I do not want her at all for myself, ’ ’ said he ; “ but whenever you are next in¬ clined to stay at home, I think Miss Crawford MANSFIELD PARK. 93 would be glad to have her for a longer time, — for a whole morning, in short. She has a great desire to get as far as Mansfield Common: Mrs. Grant has been telling her of its fine views, and I have no doubt of her being perfectly equal to it. But any morning will do for this. She would he ex¬ tremely sorry to interfere with you. It would be very wrong if she did. She rides only for pleasure ; you for health.” “I shall not ride to-morrow, certainly,” said Fanny; “I have been out very often lately, and would rather stay at home. You know I am strong enough now to walk very well.” Edmund looked pleased, which must be Fanny’s comfort, and the ride to Mansfield Common took places the next morning: the party included all the young people hut herself, and was much en¬ joyed at the time, and doubly enjoyed again in the evening discussion. A. successful scheme of this sort generally brings on another; and the having been to Mansfield Common disposed them all for going somewhere else the day after. There were many other views to he shown; and though the weather was hot, there were shady lanes wherever they wanted to go. A young party is always pro¬ vided with a shady lane. Four fine mornings suc¬ cessively were spent in this manner in showing the Crawfords the country, and doing the honors of its finest spots. Everything answered: it was all gayety and good-humor, the heat only supplying inconvenience enough to be talked of with pleasure, till the fourth day, when the happiness of one of the party was exceedingly clouded. Miss Ber 94 MANSFIELD PARK. tram was the one. Edmund and Julia were invited to dine at the Parsonage, and she was excluded. It was meant and done by Mrs. Grant, with per¬ fect good-humor, on Mr. Rushworth’s account, who was partly expected at the Park that day; but it was felt as a very grievous injury, and her good manners were severely taxed to conceal her vexa¬ tion and anger till she reached home. As Mr. Rush worth did not come, the injury was increased, and she had not even the relief of showing her power over him; she could only be sullen to her mother, aunt, and cousin, and throw as great a gloom as possible over their dinner and dessert. Between ten and eleven Edmund and Julia walked into the drawing-room, fresh with the even¬ ing air, glowing and cheerful, the very reverse of what they found in the three ladies sitting there, for Maria would scarcely raise her eyes from her book, and Lady Bertram was half asleep; and even Mrs. Norris, discomposed by her niece’s ill-humor, and having asked one or two questions about the dinner, which were not immediately attended to, seemed almost determined to say no more. Eor a few minutes the brother and sister were too eager inMheir praise of the night and their remarks on the stars, to think beyond themselves; but when the first pause came, Edmund, looking around, said, “But where is Eanny? Is she gone to bed?” “No, not that I know of,” replied Mrs. Norris; “ she was here a moment ago.” Her own gentle voice speaking from the other end of the room, which was a very long one, told MANSFIELD PARK. 95 them that she was on the sofa. Mrs. Norris began scolding. “That is a very foolish trick, Fanny, to be idling away all the evening upon a sofa. Why cannot you come and sit here, and employ yourself as we do? If you have no work of your own, I can supply you from the poor basket. There is all the new calico that was bought last week, not touched yet. I am sure I almost broke my back by cutting it out. You should learn to think of other people; and take my word for it, it is a shocking trick for a young person to be always lolling upon a sofa.” Before half this was said, Fanny was returned to her seat at the table, and had taken up her work again-; and Julia, who was in high good-humor, from the pleasures of the day, did her the justice of exclaiming, “I must say, ma’am, that Fanny is as little upon the sofa as anybody in the house.” “Fanny,” said Edmund, after looking at her attentively, “ I am sure you have the headache! ” She could not deny it, but said it was not very bad. “I can hardly believe you,” he replied; “I know your looks too well. How long have you had it? ” “Since a little before dinner. It is nothing but the heat.” “ Did you go out in the heat? ” “ Go out! to be sure she did,” said Mrs. Norris; “would you have her stay within such a fine day as this? Were not we all out? Even your mother was out to-day for above an hour.” 96 MANSFIELD I'ARK. “ Yes, indeed, Edmund,” added her Ladyship, who had been thoroughly awakened by Mrs. Nor¬ ris’s sharp reprimand to Fanny ; “I was out above an hour. I sat three quarters of an hour in the flower-garden, while Fanny cut the roses ; and very pleasant it was, I assure you, hut very hot. It was shady enough in the alcove, hut I declare I quite dreaded the coming home again.” “ Fanny has been cutting roses, has she? ” “Yes, and I am afraid they will be the last this year. Poor thing! She found it hot enough; hut they were so full blown that one could not wait.” “There was no help for it, certainly,” rejoined Mrs. Norris, in a rather softened voice; “hut I question whether her headache might not he caught then, sister. There is nothing so likely to give it as standing and stooping in a hot sun ; hut I dare say it will be well to-morrow. Suppose you let her have your aromatic vinegar; I always forget to have mine filled.” “ She has got it,” said Lady Bertram: “she has had it ever since she came back from your house the second time.” “ What! ” cried Edmund; “has she been walk¬ ing as well as cutting roses, — walking across the hot park to your house, and doing it twice, ma’am? No wonder her head aches.” Mrs. Norris was talking to Julia, and did not hear. “I was afraid it would he too much for her,” said Lady Bertram; “hut when the roses were gathered, your aunt wished to have them, and then you know they must be taken home.” MANSFIELD PARK. 97 “ But were there roses enough to oblige her to go twice? ” “No; hut they were to he put into the spare room to dry; and, unluckily, Fanny forgot to lock the door of the room and bring away the key, so she was obliged to go again.” Edmund got up and walked about the room, saying, “And could nobody be employed on such an errand hut Fanny? Upon my word, ma’am, it has been a very ill-managed business.” ‘ ‘ I am sure I do not know how it was to have been done better,” cried Mrs. Norris, unable to be longer deaf, “unless I had gone myself, indeed; but I cannot be in two places at once; and I was talking to Mr. Green at that very time about your mother’s dairymaid, by her desire, and had prom¬ ised John Groom to write to Mrs. Jefferies about his son, and the poor fellow was waiting for me half an hour. I think nobody can justly accuse me of sparing myself upon any occasion, but really I cannot do everything at once. And as for Fanny’s just stepping down to my house for me, — it is not much above a quarter of a mile, — I cannot think I was unreasonable to ask it. How often do I pace it three times a day, early and late, ay, and in all weathers too, and say nothing about it? ” “ I wish Fanny had half your strength, ma’am.” “If Fanny would be more regular in her exer¬ cise, she would not be knocked up so soon. She has not been out on horseback now this long while, and I am persuaded that when she does not ride she ought to walk. If she had been riding before, VOL. I. - 7 98 MANSFIELD PARK. I should not have asked it of her. But I thought it would rather do her good after being stooping among the roses; for there is nothing so refresh¬ ing as a walk after a fatigue of that kind; and though the sun was strong, it was not so very hot. Between ourselves, Edmund,” nodding signifi¬ cantly at his mother, “it was cutting the roses and dawdling about in the flower-garden that did the mischief.” “I am afraid it was, indeed,” said the more candid Lady Bertram, who had overheard her; “I am very much afraid she caught the headache there, for the heat was enough to kill anybody. It was as much as I could bear myself. Sitting and calling to Pug, and trying to keep him from the flower-beds, was almost too much for me.” Edmund said no more to either lady; hut going quietly to another table, on which the supper-tray yet remained, brought a glass of Madeira to Fanny, and obliged her to drink the greater part. She wished to he able to decline it; hut the tears, which a variety of feelings created, made it easier to swallow than to speak. Vexed as Edmund was with his mother and aunt, he was still more angry with himself. His own forgetfulness of her was worse than anything which they had done. Nothing of this would have happened had she been properly considered; hut she had been left four days together without any choice of companions or exercise, and without any excuse for avoiding whatever her unreasonable aunts might require. He was ashamed to think that for four days together she had not had the MANSFIELD PARK. 99 power of riding, and very seriously resolved, how¬ ever unwilling he must he to check a pleasure of Muss Crawford s, that it should never happen again. Fanny went to bed with her heart as full as on the first evening of her arrival at the Park. The state of her spirits had probably had its share in her indisposition; for she had been feeling ne¬ glected, and been struggling against discontent and envy for some days past. As she leaned on the sofa, to which she had retreated that she might not be seen, the pain of her mind had been much beyond that in her head; and the sudden change which Edmund’s kindness had then occasioned made her hardly know how to support herself. CHAPTER VIII. Fanny’s rides recommenced the very next day; and as it was a pleasant fresh -feeling morning, less hot than the weather had lately been, Ed¬ mund trusted that her losses both of health and pleasure would be soon made good. While she was gone, Mr. Rushworth arrived, escorting his mother, who came to be civil, and to show her civility especially in urging the execution of the plan for visiting Sotherton, which had been started a fortnight before, and which, in conse¬ quence of her subsequent absence from home, had since lain dormant. Mrs. Norris and her nieces were all well pleased with its revival, and an early day was named, and agreed to, provided Mr. Crawford should be disengaged: the young ladies did not forget that stipulation, and though Mrs. Norris would willingly have answered for being so, they would neither authorize the liberty nor run the risk; and at last, on a hint from Miss Bertram, Mr. Rushworth discovered that the properest thing to be done was for him to walk down to the Parsonage directly, and call on Mr. Crawford, and inquire whether Wednesday would suit him or not. Before his return Mrs. Grant and Miss Craw¬ ford came in. Having been out some time, am] MANSFIELD PARK. 101 taken a different route to the house, they had not met him. Comfortable hopes, however, were given that he would find Mr. Crawford at home. The Sotherton scheme was mentioned of course. It was hardly possible, indeed, that anything else should be talked of, for Mrs. Norris was in high spirits about it; and Mrs. Bushworth, a well- meaning, civil, prosing, pompous woman, who thought nothing of consequence, hut as it related to her own and her son’s concerns, had not yet grren over pressing Lady Bertram to be of the party. Lady Bertram constantly declined it; hut her placid manner of refusal made Mrs. Bush- worth still think she wished to come, till Mrs. Norris’s more numerous words and louder tone convinced her of the truth. ‘ ‘ The fatigue would be too much for my sister, a great deal too much, I assure you, my dear Mrs. Bushworth. Ten miles there, and ten back, you know. You must excuse my sister on this occa¬ sion, and accept of our two dear girls and myself without her. Sotherton is the only place that could give her a wish to go so far, but it cannot be indeed. She will have a companion in Fanny Price, you know, so it will all do very well ; and as for Edmund, as he is not here to speak for himself, I will answer for his being most happy to join the party. He can go on horseback, you know.” Mrs. Bushworth, being obliged to yield to Lady Bertram’s staying at home, could only be sorry. < ‘ The loss of her Ladyship’s company would be a greaf drawback, and she should have been ex* 102 MANSFIELD PARK. tremely happy to have seen the young lady too, Miss Price, who had never been at Sotherton yet, and it was a pity she should not see the place.” “You are very kind, you are all kindness, my dear madam,” cried Mrs. Norris; “but as to Fanny, she will have opportunities in plenty of seeing Sotherton. She has time enough before her; and her going now is quite out of the ques¬ tion. Lady Bertram could not possibly spare her. ” “Oh, no, — I cannot do without Fanny.” Mrs. Rushworth proceeded next, under the conviction that everybody must be wanting to see Sotherton, to include Miss Crawford in the imitation; and though Mrs. Grant, who had not been at the trouble of visiting Mrs. Rushworth on her coming into the neighborhood, civilly declined it on her own account, she was glad to secure any pleasure for her sister; and Mary, properly pressed and persuaded, was not long in. accepting her share of the civility. Mr. Rush- worth came back from the Parsonage successful; and Edmund made his appearance just in time to Gear n what had been settled for Wednesday, to attend Mrs. Rushworth to her carriage, and walk half-way down the park with the two other ladies. On his return to the breakfast-room, he found Mrs. Norris trying to make up her mind as to whether Miss Crawford’s being of the party were desirable or not, or whether her brother’s ba¬ rouche would not be full without her. The Miss MANSFIELD PAEK. 103 Bertrams laughed at the idea, assuring her that the barouche would hold four perfectly well, in¬ dependent of the box, on which one might go with him, “ But why is it necessary,” said Edmund, “that Crawford’s carriage, or his only, should be em¬ ployed? Why is no use to he made of my mother’s chaise? I could not, when the scheme was first mentioned the other day, understand why a visit from the family were not to be made in the car¬ riage of the family.” “What! ” cried Julia; “go boxed up three in a postchaise in this weather, when we may have seats in a barouche ! No, my dear Edmund, that will not quite do.” “Besides,” said Maria, “I know that Mr. Crawford depends upon taking us. After what passed at first, he would claim it as a promise. “And, my dear Edmund,” added Mrs. Norris, “taking out two carriages when one will do, would he trouble for nothing; and between ourselves, coachman is not very fond of the roads between this and Sotherton: he always complains bitterly of the narrow lanes scratching his carriage, and you know one should not like to have dear Sii Thomas, when he comes home, find all the varnish scratched off.” “ That would not he a very handsome reason for using Mr. Crawford’s,” said Maria; “hut the truth is, that Wilcox is a stupid old fellow, and does not know how to drive. I will answer for it that we shall find no inconvenience from narrow roads on Wednesday.” 104 MANSFIELD PARK. “ There is no hardship, I suppose, nothing unpleasant,” said Edmund, “in going on the barouche box.” “Unpleasant!” cried Maria; “oh dear, I be¬ lieve it would be generally thought the favorite seat. There can be no comparison as to one’s view of the country. Probably Miss Crawford will choose the barouche box herself.” “There can be no objection then to Fanny’s going with you; there can be no doubt of your having room for her.” “Fanny!” repeated Mrs. Norris; “my dear Edmund, there is no idea of her going with us. She stays with her aunt. I told Mrs. Busliworth so. She is not expected.” “You can have no reason, I imagine, madam,” said he, addressing his mother, “for wishing Fanny not to be of the party, hut as it relates to yourself, to your own comfort. If you could do without her, you would not wish to keep her at home? ” “To he sure not, but I cannot do without her.” “ You can, if I stay at home with you, as I mean to do.” sphere was a general cry out at this. “Yes,” he continued, “ there is no necessity for my going, and I mean to stay at home. Fanny has a great c esire to see Sotherton. I know she wishes it very much. She has not often a gratification of the kind,, and I am sure, ma’am, you would be glad to give her the pleasure now?” “Oh, yes, very glad, if your aunt sees no objection.” MANSFIELD PARK. 105 Mrs. Norris was very ready with the only objec¬ tion which could remain, — their having positively assured Mrs. Bushworth that Fanny could not go, and the very strange appearance there would con¬ sequently be in taking her, which seemed to her a difficulty quite impossible to be got over. It must have the strangest appearance! It would be some¬ thing so very unceremonious, so bordering on dis¬ respect for Mrs. Bushworth, whose own manners were such a pattern of good-breeding and atten¬ tion, that she really did not feel equal to it. Mrs. Norris had no affection for Fanny, and no wish of procuring her pleasure at any time; but her opposi¬ tion to Edmund now arose more from partiality for her own scheme, because it was her own, than from anything else. She felt that she had arranged everything extremely well, and that any alteration must be for the worse. When Edmund, therefore, told her in reply, as he did when she would give him the hearing, that she need not distress herself on Mrs. Bushworth’ s account, because he had taken the opportunity as he walked with her through the hall of mentioning Miss Brice as one who would probably be of the party, and had directly received a very sufficient invitation for his cousin, Mrs. Norris was too much vexed to submit with a very good grace, and would only say, “ Very well, very well, just as you choose, settle it your own way, I am sure I do not care about it.” “It seems very odd,” said Maria, “that you should be staying at home instead of Fanny.” “ I am sure she ought to be very much obliged to you,” added Julia, hastily leaving the room as she 106 MANSFIELD PARK. spoke, from a consciousness that she ought to oftei' to stay at home herself. “Fanny will feel quite as grateful as the occa¬ sion requires,” was Edmund’s only reply; and the subject dropped. Fanny’s gratitude, when she heard the plan, was in fact much greater than her pleasure. She felt Edmund’s kindness with all, and more than all, the sensibility which he, unsuspicious of her fond attachment, could he aware of; but that he should forego any enjoyment on her account gave her pain, and her own satisfaction in seeing Sothei- ton would be nothing without him. The next meeting of the two Mansfield families produced another alteration in the plan, and one that was admitted with general approbation. Mrs, Grant offered herself as companion for the cuiy to Lady Bertram in lieu of her son, and Dr. Grant was to join them at dinner. Lady Bertram was very well pleased to have it so, and the young ladies were in spirits again. Even Edmund was very thankful for an arrangement which restored him to his share of the party; and Mrs. L orris thought it an excellent plan, and had it at her tongue’s end, and was on the point of proposing it, when Mrs. Grant spoke. Wednesday was fine, and soon after breakfast the barouche arrived, Mr. Crawford driving his sisters; and as everybody was ready, there was nothing to be done but for Mrs. Grant to alight and the others to take their places. The place of all places, the envied seat, the post of honor, was unappropriated. To whose, happy lot was it to MANSFIELD PARK. 107 fall? While each of the Miss Bertrams was meditating how best, and with most appearance of obliging the others, to secure it, the matter was settled by Mrs. Grant’s saying, as she stepped from the carriage, “ As there are five of you, it will be better that one should sit with Henry; and as you were saying lately that you wished you could drive, Julia, I think this will be a good op¬ portunity for you to take a lesson.” Happy Julia! Unhappy Maria! The former was on the barouche box in a moment, the latter took her seat within, in gloom and mortification; and the carriage drove off amid the good wishes of the two remaining ladies, and the harking of pug in his mistress’s arms. Their road was through a pleasant country; and Fanny, whose rides had never been extensive, was soon beyond her knowledge, and was very happy in observing all that was new, and admiring all that was pretty. She was not often invited to join in the conversation of the others, nor did she desire it. Her own thoughts and reflections were habit¬ ually her best companions; and in observing the appearance of the country, the bearings of the roads, the difference of soil, the state of the har¬ vest, the cottages, the cattle, the children, she found entertainment that could only have been heightened by having Edmund to speak to of what she felt. That was the only point of resemblance between her and the lady who sat by her; in every¬ thing but a value for Edmund, Miss Crawford was very unlike her. She had none of Fanny's deli¬ cacy of taste, of mind, of feeling; she saw nature, 108 MANSFIELD PARK. inanimate nature, with little observation; her at¬ tention was all for men and women, her talents for the light and lively. In looking back after Ed¬ mund, however, when there was any stretch of road behind them, or when he gained on them in as¬ cending a considerable hill, they were united, and a “ There he is! ” broke at the same moment from them both, more than once. For the first seven miles Miss Bertram had very little real comfort: her prospect always ended in Mr. Crawford and her sister sitting side by side full of conversation and merriment; and to see only his expressive profile as he turned with a smile to Julia, or to catch the laugh of the other, was a perpetual source of irritation, which her own sense of propriety could but just smooth over. When Julia looked back, it was with a counte¬ nance of delight ; and whenever she spoke to them, it was in the highest spirits: “her view of the country was charming, she wished they could all see it,” etc., but her only offer of exchange was ad¬ dressed to Miss Crawford, as they gained the sum¬ mit of a long hill, and was not more inviting than this : ■' ‘ Here is" a fine burst of country. I wish you had my seat, but I dare say you will not take it, let me press you ever so much; ” and Miss Crawford could hardly answer, before they were moving again at a good pace. When they came within the influence of Sother- ton associations, it was better for Miss Bertram, who might be said to have two strings to her bow. She had Rushworth-feelings and Crawford-feel- ings, and in the vicinity of Sotherton the former MANSFIELD PARK. 109 had considerable effect. Mr. Rushworth’s conse¬ quence was hers. She could not tell Miss Craw¬ ford that “ those woods belonged to Sotherton, ” she could not carelessly observe that “she believed it was now all Mr. Rushworth’s property on eacf side of the road,” without elation of heart; and i was a pleasure to increase with their approach to the capital freehold mansion, and ancient manorial residence of the family, with all its rights of court- leet and court-baron. “ Now we shall have no more rough road, Miss Crawford; our difficulties are over. The rest of the way is such as it ought to be. Mr. Rush- worth has made it since he succeeded to the es¬ tate. Here begins the village. Those cottages are really a disgrace. The church spire is reck¬ oned remarkably handsome. I am glad the church is not so close to the Great House as often happens in old places. The annoyance of the bells must be terrible. There is the parsonage, — a tidy-look¬ ing house, and I understand the clergyman and his wife are very decent people. Those are alms¬ houses, built by some of the family. To the right is the steward’s house; he is a very respectable man. Now we are coming to the lodge gates; but we have nearly a mile through the park still. It is not ugly, you see, at this end; there is some fine timber, but the situation of the house is dreadful. M^e go down hill to it for half a mile, and it is a pity, for it would not be an ill-looking place if it had a better approach.” Miss Crawford was not slow to admire; she pretty well guessed Miss Bertram’s feelings, and 110 MANSFIELD PARK. made it a point of honor to promote her enjoyment to the utmost. Mrs. Norris was all delight and volubility; and even Fanny had something to say in admiration, and might be heard with com¬ placency. Her eye was eagerly taking in every¬ thing within her reach; and after being at some pains to get a view of the house, and observing that “it was a sort of building which she could not look at but with respect,” she added, “Now, where is the avenue? The house fronts the east, I perceive. The avenue, therefore, must he at the back of it. Mr. Ruskwortli talked of the west front.” Yes, it is exactly behind the house ; begins at a little distance, and ascends for half a mile to the extremity of the grounds. You may see some¬ thing of it here, — something of the more distant trees. It is oak entirely.” Miss Bertram could now speak with decided in¬ formation of what she had known nothing about when Mr. Rushworth had asked her opinion ; and her spirits were in as happy a flutter as vanity and pride could furnish, when they drove up to the spacious stone steps before the principal entrance. X CHAPTER IX. Mr. Rushworth was at the door to receive his fair lady; and the whole party were welcomed by him with due attention. In the drawing-room they were met with equal cordiality by the mother, and Miss Bertram had all the distinction with each that she could wish. After the business of arriving was over, it was first necessary to eat, and the doors were thrown open to admit them through one or two intermediate rooms into the appointed dining-parlor, where a collation was pre¬ pared with abundance and elegance. Much was said, and much was ate; and all went well. The particular object of the day was then considered. How would Mr. Crawford like, in what manner would he choose, to take a survey of the grounds? Mr. Rushworth mentioned his curricle. Mr. Crawford suggested the greater desirableness of some carriage which might convey more than two. “To be depriving themselves of the advantage of other eyes and other judgments might be an evil even beyond the loss of present pleasure.” Mrs. Rushworth proposed that the chaise should be taken also ; but this was scarcely received as an amendment: the young ladies neither smiled nor spoke. Her next proposition of showing the 112 MANSFIELD PARK. house to such of them as had not been there be¬ fore was more acceptable ; for Miss Bertram was pleased to have its size displayed, and all were glad to be doing something. The whole party rose accordingly, and under Mrs. Bush worth’ s guidance were shown through a number of rooms, all lofty, and many large and amply furnished in the taste of fifty years back, with shining floors, solid mahogany, rich damask, marble, gilding and carving, each "handsome in its way. Of pictures there were abundance, and some few good; but the larger part were family portraits no longer anything to anybody but Mrs. Bush- worth, who had been at great pains to learn all that the housekeeper could teach, and was now almost equally well qualified to show the house. On the present occasion she addressed herself chiefly to Miss Crawford and Fanny, but there was no comparison in the willingness of their attention; for Miss Crawford, who had seen scores of great houses, and cared for none of them, had only the appearance of civilly listening, while Fanny, to whom everything was almost as inter¬ esting as it was new, attended with unaffected earnestness to all that Mrs. Bushworth could re¬ ate of the family in former times, its rise and grandeur, regal visits and loyal efforts, delighted to connect anything with history already known or warm her imagination with scenes of the past. ’ he situation of the house excluded the possi- bility of much prospect from any of the rooms; and while Fanny and some of the others were attending Mrs. Bushworth, Henry Crawford was MANSFIELD FARK. 113 looking grave and shaking his head at the windows. Every room on the west front .ooked across a lawn to the beginning of the avenue immediately beyond tall iron palisades and gates. Having visited many more rooms than could he supposed to he of any other use than to contribute to the window tax, and find employment for house¬ maids, “Now,” said Mrs. Bushworth, “we are coming to the chapel, which probably we ought to enter from above, and look down upon; but as we are quite among friends, I will take you in this way, if you will excuse me.” They entered. Fanny’s imagination had pre¬ pared her for something grander than a mere spacious, oblong room, fitted up for the purpose of devotion, — with nothing more striking or more solemn than the profusion of mahogany, and the crimson velvet cushions appearing over the ledge of the family gallery above. “ I am disappointed, said she, in a low voice to Edmund. “This is not my idea of a chapel. There is nothing awful here, nothing melancholy, nothing grand. Here are no aisles, no arches, no inscriptions, no banners. No banners, cousin, to be ‘blown by the night wind of heaven.’ No signs that a ‘Scottish monarch sleeps below.’ ” “You forget, Fanny, how lately all this has been built, and for how confined a purpose, com¬ pared with the old chapels of castles and monas¬ teries. It was only for the private use of the family. They have been buried, I suppose, in the parish church. There you must look for the banners and the achievements.” VOL. i. — 8 114 MANSFIELD PARK. “It was foolish of me not to think of all that, but I am disappointed.” Mrs. Rushworth began her relation. “This chapel was fitted up as you see it in James the Second’s time. Before that period, as I under¬ stand, the pews were only wainscot; and there is some reason to think that the linings and cushions of the pulpit and family seat were only purple cloth; but this is not quite certain. It is a hand¬ some chapel, and was formerly in constant use both morning and evening. Prayers were always read in it by the domestic chaplain, within the memory of many; but the late Mr. Rushworth left it off.” “Every generation has its improvements,” said Miss Crawford, with a smile to Edmund. Mrs. Rush worth was gone to repeat her lesson to Mr. Crawford; and Edmund, Eanny, and Miss Crawford remained in a cluster together. “ It is a pity, ” cried Fanny, “that the custom should have been discontinued. It was a valuable part of former times. There is something in a chapel and chaplain so much in character with a great house, with one’s ideas of what such a household should be ! A whole family assembling regularly for the purpose of prayer is fine!” “Very fine, indeed!” said Miss Crawford, laughing. “It must do the heads of the family a great deal of good to force all the poor housemaids and footmen to leave business and pleasure and say their prayers here twice a day, while they are inventing excuses themselves for staying away.” “That is hardly Fanny’s idea of a family as¬ sembling,” said Edmund. “If the master and MANSFIELD PARK. 115 mistress do not attend themselves, there must be more harm than good in the custom.” “ At any rate, it is safer to leave people to their own devices on such subjects. Everybody likes to go their own way, — to choose their own time and manner of devotion. The obligation of attend¬ ance, the formality, the restraint, the length of time, — altogether it is a formidable thing, and what nobody likes; and if the good people who used to kneel and gape in that gallery could have foreseen that the time would ever come when men and women might lie another ten minutes in bed, when they woke with a headache, without danger of reprobation because chapel was missed, they would have jumped with joy and envy. Cannot you imagine with what unwilling feelings the former belles of the house of Bushworth did many a time repair to this chapel? The young Mrs. Eleanors and Mrs. Bridgets, — starched up into seeming piety, but with heads full of something very different, — especially if the poor chaplain were not worth looking at, — and in those days I fancy parsons were very inferior even to what they are now.” Eor a few moments she was unanswered. Fanny colored and looked at Edmund, but felt too angry for speech; and he needed a little recollection before he could say, “Your lively mind can hardly be serious even on serious subjects. You have given us an amusing sketch, and human nature cannot say it was not so. We must all feel at times the difficulty of fixing our thoughts as we could wish ; but if you are supposing it a frequent 116 MANSFIELD PARK. thing, that is to say, a weakness grown into a habit from neglect, what could be expected from the private devotions of such persons? Do you think the minds which are suffered, which are indulged in wanderings in a chapel, would be more collected in a closet? ” “Yes, very likely. They would have two chances at least in their favor. There would he less to distract the attention from without, and it would not be tried so long.” “The mind which does not straggle against it¬ self under one circumstance woxrld find objects to distract it in the other, I believe; and the in¬ fluence of the place and of example may often rouse better feelings than are begun with. The greater length of the service, however, I admit to be sometimes too hard a stretch upon the mind. One wishes it were not so; hut I have not yet left Oxford long enough to forget what chapel prayers are.” While this was passing, the rest of the party being scattered about the chapel, Julia called Mr. Crawford’s attention to her sister saying, “Do look at Mr. Rushworth and Maria, standing side by skje, exactly as if the ceremony were going to be performed. Have not they completely the air of it?” Mr. Crawford smiled his acquiescence, and step¬ ping forward to Maria, said, in a voice which she only could hear, “I do not like to see Miss Ber¬ tram so near the altar.” Starting, the lady instinctively moved a step or two; but recovering herself in a moment, affected MANSFIELD PARK. 117 to laugh, and asked him, in a tone not much louder, if he would give her away. “ I am afraid I should do it very awkwardly,” was his reply, with a look of meaning. Julia, joining them at the moment, carried on the joke. “Upon my word, it is really a pity that it should not take place directly, if we had but a proper license; for here we are all together, and nothing in the world could be more snug and pleasant.” And she talked and laughed about it with so little caution as to catch the comprehen¬ sion of Mr. Eushworth and his mother, and expose her sister to the whispered gallantries of her lover, while Mrs. Eushworth spoke with proper smiles and dignity of its being a most happy event to her whenever it took place. “ If Edmund were but in orders! ” cried Julia, and running to where he stood with Miss Crawford and Fanny. “My dear Edmund, if you were but in orders now, you might perform the ceremony directly. How unlucky that you are not ordained! Mr. Eushworth and Maria are quite ready.” Miss Crawford’s countenance, as Julia spoke, might have amused a disinterested observer. She looked almost aghast under the new idea she was receiving. Fanny pitied her. “ How distressed she will he at what she said just now! ” passed across her mind. “Ordained!” said Miss Crawford: “what, are you to he a clergyman? ” “ Yes; I shall take orders soon after my father’s return, — probably at Christmas.’ 118 MANSFIELD PAKK. Miss Crawford, rallying her spirits and recover¬ ing her complexion, replied only, “ If I had known this before, I would have spoken of the cloth with more respect,” and turned the subject. The chapel was soon afterwards left to the silence and stillness which reigned in it, with few interruptions, throughout the year. Miss Ber¬ tram, displeased with her sister, led the way; and all seemed to feel that they had been there long enough. The lower part of the house had been now en¬ tirely shown; and Mrs. Bushworth, never weary in the cause, would have proceeded towards the principal staircase, and taken them through all the rooms above, if her son had not interposed with a doubt of there being time enough. “For if, said he, with the sort of self-evident proposi¬ tion which many a clearer head does not always avoid, “we are too long going over the house, we shall not have time for what is to be done out of doors. It is past two, and we are to dine at five.” Mrs. Bushworth submitted; and the question for surveying the grounds, with the who and the how, \ was likely to be more fully agitated, and Mrs. Norris was beginning to arrange by what junction of carriages and horses most could be done, when the young people, meeting with an outward door, temptingly open on a flight of steps which led immediately to turf and shrubs, and all the sweets of pleasure-grounds, as by one impulse one wish for air and liberty, all walked out. “Suppose we turn down here for the present,” MANSFIELD PARK. 119 said Mrs. Rushworth, civilly taking the hint and following them. “Here are the greatest number of our plants, and here are the curious pheasants.” “Query,” said Mr. Crawford, looking round him, “whether we may not find something to employ us here, before we go farther? I see walls of great’ promise. Mr. Rushworth, shall we summon a council on this lawn?” “James,” said Mrs. Rushworth to her son, “I believe the wilderness will he new to all the party. The Miss Bertrams have never seen the wilderness yet.” No objection was made, hut for some time there seemed no inclination to move in any plan or to any distance. All were attracted at first by the plants or the pheasants, and all dispersed about in happy independence. Mr. Crawford was the first to move forward, to examine the capabilities of that end of the house. The lawn, hounded on each side by a high wall, contained beyond the first planted area a bowling-green, and beyond the bowling-green a long terrace walk, hacked by iron palisades, and commanding a view over them into the tops of the trees of the wilderness imme¬ diately adjoining. It was a good spot for fault¬ finding. Mr. Crawford was soon followed by Miss Bertram and Mr. Rushworth; and when after a little time the others began to form into parties, these three were found in busy consulta¬ tion on the terrace by Edmund, Miss Crawford, and Fannv, who seemed as naturally to unite, and who, after a short participation of their regrets and difficulties, left them and walked on. The 120 MANSFIELD PARK. remaining tliree — Airs. Hushworth, Mirs. Horns, and Julia — were still far behind; for Julia, whose happy star no longer prevailed, was obliged to keep by the side of Mrs. Hush worth, and restrain her impatient feet to that lady’s slow pace, while her aunt, having fallen in with the housekeeper, who was come out to feed the pheasants, was lin¬ gering behind in gossip with her. Poor Julia, the only one out of the nine not tolerably satisfied with their lot, was now in a state of complete penance, and as different from the Julia of the barouche box as could well be imagined. The politeness which she had been brought up to prac¬ tise as a duty made it impossible for her to escape ; while the want of that higher species of self- command, that just consideration of others, that knowledge of her own heart, that principle of right which had not formed any essential part of her education, made her miserable under it. “This is insufferably hot,” said Miss Crawford when they had taken one turn on the terrace, and were drawing a second time to the door in the mid¬ dle which opened to the wilderness. “Shall any of us object to being comfortable? Here is a nice liktle wood, if one can hut get into it. What hap¬ piness if the door should not he locked ! — hut of course it is ; for in these great places the gardeners are the only people who can go where they like.” The door, however, proved not to he locked, and they were all agreed in turning joyfully through it, and leaving the unmitigated glare of day be¬ hind. A considerable flight of steps landed them in the wilderness, which was a planted wood of MANSFIELD PARK. 121 about two acres, and though chiefly of larch and laurel, and beech cut down, and though laid out with too much regularity, was darkness and shade, and natural beauty, compared with the bowling- green and the terrace. They all felt the refresh¬ ment of it, and for some time could only walk and admire. At length, after a short pause, Miss Crawford began with, “ So you are to be a clergy¬ man, Mr. Bertram. This is rather a surprise to me.” “ Why should it surprise you? You must sup¬ pose me designed for some profession, and might perceive that I am neither a lawyer nor a soldier nor a sailor.” “Very true; but, in short, it had not occurred to me. And you know there is generally an uncle or a grandfather to leave a fortune to the second son.” “ A very praiseworthy practice,” said Edmund, “but not quite universal. I am one of the excep¬ tions, and being one, must do something for myself. ’ ’ “But why are you to be a clergyman? I thought that was always the lot of the youngest, where there were many to choose before him.” “Do you think the church itself never chosen, then? ” “ ‘Never’ is a blackword. But yes, in the ‘never’ of conversation which means ‘ not very often, ’ I do think it. For what is to be done in the church? Men love to distinguish themselves, and in either of the other lines distinction may be gained, but not in the church. A clergyman is nothing.” 122 MANSFIELD PAEK. “The ‘ nothing ’ of conversation has its grada¬ tions, I hope, as well as the ‘ never.’ A clergyman cannot be high in state or fashion. He must not head mobs, or set the ton in dress. But I cannot call that situation nothing, which has the charge of all that is of the first importance to mankind, individually or collectively considered, temporally and eternally, — which has the guardianship of religion and morals, and consequently of the man¬ ners which result from their influence. Ho one here can call the office nothing. If the man who holds it is so, it is by the neglect of his duty, by foregoing its just importance, and stepping out of his place to appear what he ought not to appear.” “ You assign greater cbnsequence to the clergy¬ man than one has been used to hear given, or than I can quite comprehend. One does not see much of this influence and importance in society, and how can it be acquired where they are so seldom seen themselves? How can two sermons a week, even supposing them worth hearing, supposing the preacher to have the sense to prefer Blair’s to his own, do all that you speak of, - — govern the conduct and fashion the manners of a large congregation iW the rest of the week? One scarcely sees a clergyman out of his pulpit.” “'You are speaking of London, I am speaking of the nation at large.” “The metropolis, I imagine, is a pretty fair sample of the rest.” “.Hot, I should hope, of the proportion of virtue to vice throughout the kingdom. We do not look in great cities for our best morality. It is not MANSFIELD PARK. 123 there that respectable people of any denomination can do most good; and it certainly is not there that the influence of the clergy can be most felt. A fine preacher is followed and admired; but it is not in fine preaching only that a good clergyman will be useful in his parish and his neighborhood, where the parish and neighborhood are of a size capable of knowing his private character, and ob¬ serving his general conduct, which in London can rarely be the case. The clergy are lost there in the crowds of their parishioners. They are known to the largest part only as preachers. And with regard to their influencing public manners, Miss Crawford must not misunderstand me, or suppose I mean to call them the arbiters of good breeding, the regulators of refinement and courtesy, the masters of the ceremonies of life. The manners I speak of might rather be called conduct, perhaps, the result of good principles; the effect, in short, of those doctrines which it is their duty to teach and recommend; and it will, I believe, be every¬ where found that as the clergy are, or are not what they ought to be, so are the rest of the nation.” .<•' Certainly,” said Fanny, with gentle earnest¬ ness. “ There,” cried Miss Crawford, “ you have quite convinced Miss Price already.” “ I wish I could convince Miss Crawford too.” “I do not think you ever will,” said she, with an arch smile; “ 1 am just as much surprised now as I was at first that you should intend to take orders. You really are fit for something better 124 MANSFIELD PARK. Come, do change your mind. It is not too late. Go into the law.” “ Go into the law! with as much ease as I was told to go into this wilderness.” “Now you are going to say something about law being the worse wilderness of the two, hut I forestall you; remember I have forestalled you.” “ You need not hurry when the object is only to prevent my saying a bon mot, for there is not the least wit in my nature. I am a very matter-of- fact, plain-spoken being, and may blunder on the borders of a repartee for half an hour together without striking it out.” A general silence succeeded. Each was thought¬ ful. Fanny made the first interruption by saying, “ I wonder that I should be tired with only walk¬ ing in this sweet wood; but the next time we come to a seat, if it is not disagreeable to you, I should be glad to sit down for a little while.” “My dear Fanny,” cried Edmund, immediately drawing her arm within his, “how thoughtless I have been! I hope you are not very tired. Per¬ haps,” turning to Miss Crawford, “my other companion may do me the honor of taking an \ arm.” “Thank you, but I am not at all tired.” She took it, however, as she spoke; and. the gratifica¬ tion of having her do so, of feeling such a connec¬ tion for the first time, made him a little forgetful of Fanny. “You scarcely touch me,” said he. “You do not make me of any use. What a differ¬ ence in the weight of a woman’s arm from that of a man ! At Oxford I have been a good deal used MANSFIELD PARK. 125 to have a man lean on me for tlie length of a street, and you are only a fly in the comparison. ” ‘ ‘ I am really not tired, which I almost wonder at; for we must have walked at least a mile in this wood. Do not you think we have? ” “Not half a mile,” was his sturdy answer; for he was not yet so much in love as to measure dis¬ tance or reckon time with feminine lawlessness. “Oh, you do not consider how much we have wound about. We have taken such a very ser¬ pentine course; and the wood itself must be half a mile long in a straight line, for we have never seen the end of it yet, since we left the first great path.” “But if you remember, before we left that first great path, we saw directly to the end of it. We looked down the whole vista, and saw it closed by iron gates; and it could not have been more than a furlong in length.” “Oh, I know nothing of your furlongs, but I am sure it is a very long wood, and that we have been winding in and out ever since Ave came into it; and therefore when I say that we have walked a mile in it, I must speak within compass.” “We have been exactly a quarter of an hour here,” said Edmund, taking out his watch. “ Do you think we are walking four miles an hour ? “Oh, do not attack me with your watch. A watch is always too fast or too slow. I cannot he dictated to by a watch.” A feAV steps farther brought them out at the bottom of the very walk they had been talking of; and standing back, well shaded and sheltered, and 126 MANSFIELD FA1IK. looking over a ha-ha into the park, was a comfort¬ able-sized bench, on which they all sat down. ' “ I am afraid 3rou are very tired, Fanny,” said Edmund, observing her; “why would not you speak sooner? This will be a bad day’s amuse¬ ment for you, if you are to be knocked up. Every sort of exercise fatigues her so soon, Miss Craw¬ ford, except riding.” “How abominable in you, then, to let me en¬ gross her horse as I did all last week! I am ashamed of you and of myself, but it shall never happen again.” “Your attentiveness and consideration make me more sensible of my own neglect. Fanny’s interest seems in safer hands with you than with me.” “ That she should he tired now, however, gives me no surprise; for there is nothing in the course of one’s duties so fatiguing as what we have been doing this morning, — seeing a great house, daw¬ dling from one room to another, straining one’s eyes and one’s attention, hearing what one does not understand, admiring what one does not care for. It is generally allowed to be the greatest \ore in the world; and Miss Price has found it so, though she did not know it.” “I shall soon be rested,” said Fanny; “ to sit m the shade on a fine day, and look upon verdure is the most perfect refreshment.” After sitting a little while, Miss Crawford was up . again, “I must move,” said she; “resting rahgues me. I have looked across the ha-ha till I am weary. I must go and look through that iron She watched them until they had turned the corner Mansfield Park, I., 127 MANSFIELD PARK. 127 gate at tlie same view, without being able to see it so well.” Edmund left the seat likewise, “blow, Miss Crawford, if you will look up the walk, you will convince yourself that it cannot be half a mile long, or half half a mile.” “It is an immense distance,” said she; “I see that with a glance.” He still reasoned with her, but in vain. She would not calculate, she would not compare. She would only smile and assert. The greatest degree of rational consistency could not have been more engaging, and they talked with mutual satisfac¬ tion. At last it was agreed that they should en¬ deavor to determine the dimensions of the wood by walking a little more about it. They would go to one end of it, in the line they were then in (for there was a straight green walk along the bottom by the side of the ha-ha), and perhaps turn a little way in some other direction, if it seemed likely to assist them, and he hack in a few minutes. Fanny said she was rested, and would have moved too; hut this was not suffered. Edmund urged her re¬ maining where she was with an earnestness which she could not resist, and she was left on the bench to think with pleasure of her cousin’s care, hut with great regret that she was not stronger. She watched them till they had turned the corner, and listened till all sound of them had ceased. CHAPTER X. A quarter of an liour, twenty minutes, passed away; and Eanny was still thinking of Edmund, Miss Crawford, and herself, without interruption from any one. She began to be surprised at being left so long, and to listen with an anxious desire of hearing their steps and their voices again. She listened, and at length she heard; she heard voices and feet approaching; but she had just satisfied herself that it was not those she wanted, when Miss Bertram, Mr. Rushworth, and Mr. Crawford issued from the same path which she had trod herself, and were before her. “Miss Price all alone! ” and “My dear Eanny, how comes this? ” were the first salutations. She told her story. “Poor, dear Fanny,” cried her cousin, “how ill you have been used by them! You had better have stayed with us.” \Then seating herself with a gentleman on each side, she resumed the conversation which had en¬ gaged them before, and discussed the possibility of improvements with much animation. Nothing was fixed on; but Henry Crawford was full of ideas and projects, and, generally speaking, what¬ ever he proposed was immediately approved, first by her, and then by Mr. Rushworth, whose prin¬ cipal business seemed to he to hear the others, and MANSFIELD PARK. 129 who scarcely risked an original thought of his own beyond a wish that they had seen his friend Smith’s place. After some minutes spent in this way, Miss Ber¬ tram, observing the iron gate, expressed a wish of passing through it into the park, that their views and their plans might be more comprehensive. It was the very thing of all others to be wished, it was the best, it was the only way of proceeding with any advantage, in Henry Crawford’s opinion; and he directly saw a knoll not half a mile off, which would give them exactly the requisite com¬ mand of the house. Go therefore they must to that knoll and through that gate; but the gate was locked. Mr. Rushworth wished he had brought the key; he had been very near thinking whether he should not bring the key; he was determined he would never come without the key again; but still this did not remove the present evil. They could not get through; and as Miss Bertram’s in¬ clination for so doing did by no means lessen, it ended in Mr. Rushworth ’s declaring outright that he would go and fetch the key. He set off accordingly. “It is undoubtedly the best thing we can do now, as we are so far from the house already,” said Mr. Crawford, when he was gone. “Yes, there is nothing else to be done. But now, sincerely, do not you find the place altogether worse than you expected? ” “No, indeed, far otherwise. I find it better, grander, more complete in its style, though that style may not be the best. And to tell you the VOL. i. — 9 130 MANSFIELD PARK truth,” speaking rather lower, “I do not think that I shall ever see Sotherton again with so much pleasure as I do now. Another summer will hardly improve it to me.” After a moment’s embarrassment the lady re¬ plied: “You are too much a man of the world not to see with the eyes of the world. If other people think Sotherton improved, I have no doubt that you will.” “ I am afraid I am not quite so much the man of the world as might be good for me in some points. My feelings are not quite so evanescent, nor my memory of the past under such easy domin¬ ion as one finds to be the case with men of the world.” This was followed by a short silence. Miss Ber¬ tram began again. “You seemed to enjoy your drive here very much this morning. I was glad to see you so well entertained. You and Julia were laughing the whole way.” “Were we? Yes, I believe we were; but I have not the least recollection at what. Oh, I be¬ lieve I was relating to her some ridiculous stories of an old Irish groom of my uncle’s. Your sister loves to laugh.” “You think her more light-hearted than I am.” “More easily amused,” he replied; “conse¬ quently, you know,” smiling, “better company. I could not have hoped to entertain you with Irish anecdotes during a ten miles’ drive.” “ Naturally, I believe, I am as lively as Julia, but I have more to think of now.” “ You have undoubtedly, — and there are situa- MANSFIELD PARK. 131 tions in which very high spirits would denote in¬ sensibility. Your prospects, however, are too fair to justify want of spirits. You have a very smiling scene before you.” “Do you mean literally or figuratively? Liter¬ ally, I conclude. Yes, certainly, the sun shines, and the park looks very cheerful. But unluckily that iron gate, that ha-ha, give me a feeling of re¬ straint and hardship. I cannot get out, as the starling said.” As she spoke, and it was with ex¬ pression, she walked to the gate ; he followed her. “Mr. Rush worth is so long fetching this key! ” ‘ ‘ And for the world you would not get out with¬ out the key and without Mr. Rushworth’s authority and protection, or I think you might with little difficulty --'pass round the edge of the gate, here, with my assistance; I think it might be done, if you really wished to be more at large, and could allow yourself to think it not prohibited.” “Prohibited! Nonsense! I certainly can get out that way, and I will. Mr. Rushworth will be here in a moment, you know, — we shall not be out of sight.” “ Or if we are, Miss Price will he so good as to tell him that he will find us near that knoll, the grove of oak on the knoll.” Fanny, feeling all this to be wrong, could not help making an effort to prevent it. “ You will hurt yourself, Miss Bertram,” she cried, “you will certainly hurt yourself against those spikes, — you will tear your gown, you will be in danger of slipping into the ha-ha. You had better not go.” 132 MANSFIELD PARK. Her cousin was safe on the other side while these words were spoken; and smiling with all the good-humor of success, she said, “ Thank you, my dear Fanny; but I and my gown are aliye and well, and so good-by.” Fanny was again left to her solitude, and with no increase of pleasant feelings, for she was sorry for almost all that she had seen and heard, as¬ tonished at Miss Bertram, and angry with Mr. Crawford. By taking a circuitous and, as it ap¬ peared to her, very unreasonable direction to the knoll, they were soon beyond her eye; and for some minutes longer she remained without sight or sound of any companion. She seemed to have the little wood all to herself. She could almost have thought that Edmund and Miss Crawford had left it, but that it wa« impossible for Edmund to forget her so entirely. She was again roused from disagreeable mus- ings by sudden footsteps; somebody was coming at a quick pace down the principal walk. She expected Mr. Rushworth; but it was Julia, who, hot and out of breath and with a look of disap¬ pointment, cried out on seeing her: ^Ffeyday! where are the others? I thought Maria and Mr. Crawford were with you.” Fanny explained. A pretty trick, upon my word! I cannot see them anywhere,” looking eagerly into the park. “ But they cannot be very far off, and I think I am equal to as much as Maria, even without help.” “But, Julia, Mr. Rushworth will be here MANSFIELD PARK. 133 in a moment with the key. Do wait for Mr. Rush worth. ” “Not I, indeed. I have had enough of the family for one morning. Why, child, I have hut this moment escaped from his horrible mother. Such a penance as I have been enduring, while you were sitting here so composed and so happy! It might have been as well, perhaps, if you had been in my place; but you always contrive to keep out of these scrapes.” This was a most unjust reflection; hut Fanny could allow for it, and let it pass: Julia was vexed, and her temper was hasty; hut she felt that it would not last, and therefore, taking no notice, only asked her if she had not seen Mr. Rushworth. “Yes, yes, we saw him. He was posting away as if upon life and death, and could hut just spare time to tell us his errand, and where you all were.” “It is a pity that he should have so much trouble for nothing.” “That is Miss Maria’s concern. I am not obliged to punish myself for her sins. The mother I could not avoid, as long as my tiresome aunt was dancing about with the housekeeper; hut the son I can get away from.” And she immediately scrambled across the fence, and walked away, not attending to Fanny’s last question of whether she had seen anything of Miss Crawford and Edmund. The sort of dread in which Fanny now sat of seeing Mr. Rushworth prevented her thinking so much of their contin- 134 MANSFIELD PARK. ued absence, however, as she might have done. She felt that he had been very ill used, and was quite unhappy in having to communicate what had passed. He joined her within five minutes after Julia’s exit; and though she made the best of the story, he was evidently mortified and dis¬ pleased in no common degree. At first he scarcely said anything; his looks only expressed his ex¬ treme surprise and vexation, and he vralked to the gate and stood there, without seeming to know what to do. “They desired me to stay, — my cousin Maria charged me to say that you would find them at that knoll, or thereabouts.” “I do not believe I shall go any farther,” said he, sullenly; “ I see nothing of them. By the time I get to the knoll, they may be gone some¬ where else. I have had walking enough.” And he sat down with a most gloomy counte¬ nance by Fanny. “I am very sorry,” said she; “it is very un¬ lucky.” And she longed to be able to say some¬ thing more to the purpose. After an interval of silence, “I think they m^ght as well have stayed for me,” said he. “Miss Bertram thought you would follow her.” “I should not have had to follow her if she had stayed.” Ihis could not be denied, and Fanny was si¬ lenced. After another pause he went on : “Pray, Miss Price, are you such a great admirer of this Mr. Crawford as some people are? For my part I can see nothing in him.” MANSFIELD PARK. 135 “I do not think him at all handsome.” “ Handsome! Nobody can call such an under¬ sized man handsome. He is not five foot nine. I should not wonder if he was not more than five foot eight. I think he is an ill-looking fellow. In my opinion, these Crawfords are no addition at all. We did very well without them.” A small sigh escaped Fanny here, and she did not know how to contradict him. “If I had made any difficulty about fetching the key, there might have been some excuse ; but I went the very moment she said she wanted it.” “Nothing could be more obliging than your manner, I am sure, and I dare say you walked as fast as you could; but still it is some distance, you know, from this spot to the house, quite into the house; and when people are waiting they are bad judges of time, and every half-minute seems like five.” He got up and walked to the gate again, and “ wished he had had the key about him at the time.” Fanny thought she discerned in his standing there an indication of relenting, which encouraged her to another attempt, and she said therefore: “ It is a pity you should not join them. They expected to have a better view of the house from that part of the park, and will he thinking how it may he improved; and nothing of that sort, you know, can be settled without you. She found herself more successful in sending away than in retaining a companion. Mr. Kush- worth was worked on. “Well,” said he, “if you really think I had better go; it would be 136 MANSFIELD FARK. foolish to bring the key for nothing.” And let' ting himself out, he walked off without further ceremony. Fanny’s thoughts were now all engrossed by the two who had left her so long ago; and getting quite impatient, she resolved to go in search of them. She followed their steps along the bottom walk, and had just turned up into another, when the voice and the laugh of Miss Crawford once more caught her ear; the sound approached, and a few more windings brought them before her. They were just returned into the wilderness from the park, to which a side gate, not fastened, had tempted them very soon after their leaving her, and they had been across a portion of the park into the very avenue which Fanny had been hoping the whole morning to reach at last, and had been sitting down under one of the trees. This was their history. It was evident that they had been spending their time pleasantly, and were not aware of the length of their absence. Fanny’s best consolation was in being assured that Edmund had wished for her very much, and that he should certainly have come back for her, had she not been tired already; but this was not quite sufficient to do away the pain of having been left a whole hour, v hen he had talked of only a few minutes, nor to banish the sort of curiosity she felt, to know what they had been conversing about all that time; and the result of the whole was to her disappointment and depression, as they prepared, by general agree¬ ment, to return to the house. On reaching the bottom of the steps to the ter- MANSFIELD PARK. 137 race, Mrs. Rushworth and Mrs. Norris presented themselves at the top, just ready for the wilder¬ ness, at the end of an hour and a half from their leaving the house. Mrs. Norris had been too well employed to move faster. Whatever cross acci¬ dents had occurred to intercept the pleasures of her nieces, she had found a morning of complete enjoyment, — for the housekeeper, after a great many courtesies on the subject of pheasants, had taken her to the dairy, told her all about their cows, and given her the receipt for a famous cream cheese ; and since Julia’s leaving them, they had been met by the gardener, with whom she had made a most satisfactory acquaintance, for she had set him right as to his grandson’s illness, con¬ vinced Jum it was an ague, and promised him a charm for it; and he, in return, had showed her all his choicest nursery of plants, and actually presented her with a very curious specimen of heath. On this rencontre they all returned to the house together, there to lounge away the time as they could with sofas and chit-chat and Quarterly Reviews, till the return of the others, and the arrival of dinner. It was late before the Miss Bertrams and the two gentlemen came in, and their ramble did not appear to have been more than partially agreeable, or at all productive of anything useful with regard to the object of the day. By their own accounts they had been all walking after each other, and the junction which had taken place at last seemed, to Fanny’s obser¬ vation, to have been as much too late for re- 138 MANSFIELD PARK. establishing harmony as it confessedly had been for determining on any alteration. She felt, as she looked at Julia and Mr. Kush worth, that hers was not the only dissatisfied bosom amongst them; there was gloom on the face of each. Mr. Craw¬ ford and Miss Bertram were much more gay, and she thought that he was taking particular pains, during dinner, to do away any little resentment of the other two, and restore general good-humor. Dinner was soon followed by tea and coffee, a ten miles’ drive home allowed no waste of hours; and from the time of their sitting down to table, it was a quick succession of busy nothings till the carriage came to the door, and Mrs. Norris, having fidgeted about and obtained a few pheasants’ eggs and a cream cheese from the housekeeper, and made abundance of civil speeches to Mrs. Kush- wortli, was ready to lead the way. At the same moment Mr. Crawford, approaching Julia, said, ‘ ‘ I hope I am not to lose my companion, unless she is afraid of the evening air in so exposed a seat.” The request had not been foreseen, but was very graciously received; and Julia’s day was likely to end almost as well as it began. Miss Bertram had made up her mind to something different, and was a little disappointed; but her conviction of being really the one preferred com¬ forted her under it, and enabled her to receive Mr. Rushworth’s parting attentions as she ought. He was certainly better pleased to hand her into the barouche than to assist her in ascending the box, — and his complacency seemed confirmed by the arrangement. MANSFIELD PARK. 139 “Well, Fanny, this lias been a fine day for you, upon my word! ” said Mrs. Norris, as they drove through the park. “Nothing hut pleasure from beginning to end! I am sure you ought to be very much obliged to your aunt Bertram and me for contriving to let you go. A pretty good day’s amusement you have had! ” Maria was just discontented enough to say directly, “I think you have done pretty well your¬ self, ma’am. Your lap seems full of good things, and here is a basket of something between us, which has been knocking my elbow unmercifully.” “ My dear, it is only a beautiful little heath, which that nice old gardener would make me take ; but if it is in your way, I will have it in my lap directly. There, Fanny, you shall carry that parcel for me, — take great care of it, — do not let it fall; it is a cream cheese, just like the excellent one we had at dinner. Nothing would satisfy that good old Mrs. Whitaker but my taking one of the cheeses. I stood out as long as I could, till the tears almost came into her eyes, and I knew it was just the sort that my sister would be delighted with. That Mrs. Whitaker is a treasure! She was quite shocked when I asked her whether wine was allowed at the second table, and she has turned away two housemaids for wearing white gowns. Take care of the cheese, Fanny. Now I can man¬ age the other parcel and the basket very well.” “What else have you been sponging?” said Maria, half pleased that Sotherton should be so complimented. “Sponging, my dear! It is nothing but four 140 MANSFIELD PARK. of those beautiful pheasants’ eggs, which Mrs. Whitaker would quite force upon me; she would not take a denial. She said it must he such an amusement to me, as she understood I lived quite alone, to have a few living creatures of that sort; and so, to he sure, it will. I shall get the dairy¬ maid to set them under the first spare hen, and if they come to good I can have them moved to my own house and borrow a coop; and it will he a great delight to me in my lonely hours to attend to them. And if I have good luck, your mother shall have some.” It was a beautiful evening, mild and still, and the drive was as pleasant as the serenity of nature could make it; but when Mrs. ISTorris ceased speaking, it was altogether a silent drive to those within. Their spirits were in general exhausted; and to determine whether the day had afforded most pleasure or pain, might occupy the medita¬ tions of almost all. CHAPTER XI. The day at Sotherton, with all its imperfections, afforded the Miss Bertrams much more agreeable feelings than were derived from the letters from Antigua, which soon afterwards reached Mansfield. It was much pleasanter to think of Henry Craw¬ ford than of their father; and to think of their father in England again within a certain period, which these letters obliged them to do, was a most unwelcome exercise. November was the black month fixed for his return. Sir Thomas wrote of it with as much de¬ cision as experience and anxiety could authorize. His business was so nearly concluded as to justify him in proposing to take his passage in the Sep¬ tember packet, and he consequently looked for¬ ward with the hope of being with his beloved family again early in November. Maria was more to be pitied than Julia; for to her the father brought a husband, and the return of the friend most solicitous for her happiness would unite her to the lover, on whom she had chosen that happiness should depend. It was a gloomy prospect, and all that she could do was to throw a mist over it, and hope, when the mist cleared away, she should see something else. It would hardly be early in November; there were 142 MANSFIELD PARK. generally delays, a bad passage or something, — - that favoring something which everybody who shuts their eyes while they look, or their understandings while they reason, feels the comfort of. It would probably be the middle of November at least; the middle of November was three months off. Three months comprised thirteen weeks. Much might happen in thirteen weeks. Sir Thomas would have been deeply mortified by a suspicion of half that his daughters felt on the subject of his return, and would hardly have found consolation in a knowledge of the interest it excited in the breast of another young lady. Miss Crawford, on walking up with her brother to spend the evening at Mansfield Park, heard the good news; and though seeming to have no concern in the affair beyond politeness, and to have vented all her feelings in a quiet congratulation, heard it with an attention not so easily satisfied. Mrs. Norris gave the particulars of the letters, and the subject was dropped; but after tea, as Miss Crawford was standing at an open window with Edmund and Fanny looking out on a twilight scene,- while the Miss Bertrams, Mr. Rushworth, arffi Henry Crawford were all busy with candles at the pianoforte, she suddenly revived it by turn¬ ing round towards the group, and saying, “How happy Mr. Rushworth looks ! He is thinking of November.” Edmund looked round at Mr. Rushworth too, but had nothing to say. “Your father’s return will be a very interesting event.” “It will, indeed, after such an absence, —-an MANSFIELD PARK. 143 absence not only long, but including so many dangers.” “It will be the forerunner also of other interest¬ ing events, — your sister’s marriage, and your taking orders.” “Yes.” “Don’t be affronted,” said she, laughing; “but it does put me in mind of some of the old heathen heroes, who, after performing great exploits in a foreign land, offered sacrifices to the gods on their safe return.” “There is no sacrifice in the case,” replied Edmund, with a serious smile, and glancing at the pianoforte again; “it is entirely her own doing.” “ Oh, yes, I know it is. I was merely joking. She has done no more than what every young woman would do; and I have no doubt of her be¬ ing extremely happy. My other sacrifice of course you do not understand.” “My taking orders, I assure you, is quite as voluntary as Maria’s marrying.” “It is fortunate that your inclination and your father’s convenience should accord so well. There is a very good living kept for you, I understand, hei’eabouts.” “Which you suppose has biassed me.” “ But that I am sure it has not,” cried Fanny. “Thank you for your good word, Fanny, but it is more than I would affiimi myself. On the con¬ trary, the knowing that there was such a provision for me probably did bias me. Nor can I think it wrong that it should. There was no natural die* 144 MANSFIELD PARK. inclination to be overcome, and I see no reason why a man should make a worse clergyman for knowing that he will have a competence early in life. I was in safe hands. I hope I should not have been influenced myself in a wrong way, and I am sure my father was too conscientious to have allowed it. I have no doubt that I was biassed, but I think it was blamelessly.” ( yov. What shall we do for an Anhalt ? Is it practicable for advice?”6 “ d0nMe it? What is My advice,” said he, calmly, “is that change the play.” 18 that “I should have no objection, "she replied; “for ■hough I should not particularly dislike the part of MANSFIELD PARK. 191 Amelia if well supported, — that is, if everything went well, — I shall be sorry to be an inconven¬ ience; but as they do not choose to hear your ad¬ vice at that table, ” looking round, “it certainly will not be taken.” Edmund said no more. “If any part could tempt you to act, I suppose it would be Anhalt;” observed the lady, archly, after a short pause; “ for he is a clergyman, you know.” “That circumstance would by no means tempt me,” he replied, “for I should be sorry to make the character ridiculous by bad acting. It must be very difficult to keep Anhalt from appearing a formal, solemn lecturer; and the man who chooses the profession itself is perhaps one of the last who would wish to represent it on the stage.” Miss Crawford was silenced, and with some feel¬ ings of resentment and mortification, moved her chair considerably nearer the tea-table, and gave all her attention to Mrs. Norris, who was presiding there. “Fanny,” cried Tom Bertram, from the other table, where the conference was eagerly carrying on, and the conversation incessant, “we want your services.” Fanny was up in a moment, expecting some errand; for the habit of employing her in that way was not yet overcome, in spite of all that Edmund could do. “ Oh, we do not want to disturb you from your seat. We do not want your present services. We shall only want you in our play. You must be Cottager’s wife.” 192 MANSFIELD PARK. “Me! ” cried Fanny, sitting down again with a most frightened look. “Indeed you must excuse me. I could not act anything if you were to give me the world. Ho, indeed, I cannot act.'’ “ Indeed, . hut you must, for we cannot excuse you. It need not frighten you; it i? a nothing of a part, a mere nothing, not above half-a-dozen speeches altogether, and it will not much signify if nobody hears a word you say; so you may be as creepmouse as you like, but we must have you to look at.” “If you are afraid of half-a-dozen speeches,” cried Mr. Eush worth, “what would you do with such a part as mine ? I have forty-two to learn.” “ It is not that I am afraid of learning by heart,” said Fanny, shocked to find herself at that moment the only speaker in the room, and to feel that al¬ most every eye was upon her; “ but I really can¬ not act.” “Yes, yes, you can act well enough for us. Learn your part, and we will teach you all the rest. You have only two scenes, and as I shall be Cottager, I ’ll put you in and push you about ; and you will do it very well, I ’ll answer for it.” “Ho, indeed, Mr. Bertram, you must excuse You cannot have an idea. It would be ab¬ solutely impossible for me. If I were to undertake it, I should only disappoint you.” Phoo ! Phoo ! Do not be so shamefaced. You ’ll do it very well. Every allowance will be made for you. We do not expect perfection. You mast get a brown gown and a white apron and a mob cap, and we must make you a few wrinkles MANSFIELD PARK. 193 and a little of the crowsfoot at the corner of your eyes, and you will be a very proper little old woman.” “ You must excuse me, indeed you must excuse me,” cried Fanny, growing more and more red from excessive agitation, and looking distressfully at Edmund, who was kindly observing her; but unwilling to exasperate his brother by interference, gave her only an encouraging smile. Her entreaty had no effect on Tom: he only said again what he had said before; and it was not merely Tom, for the requisition was now hacked by Maria and Mr. Crawford and Mr. Yates, with an urgency which differed from his but in being more gentle or more ceremonious, and which altogether was quite over¬ powering to Fanny; and before she could breathe after it, Mrs. Norris completed the whole, by thus addressing her in a whisper at once angry and audible: “ What a piece of work here is about nothing, — I am quite ashamed of you, Fanny, to make such a difficulty of obliging your cousins in a trifle of this sort, — so kind as they are to you ! Take the part with a good grace, and let us hear no more of the matter, I entreat.” “ Do not urge her, madam,” said Edmund. “It is not fair to urge her in this manner. You see she does not like to act. Let her choose for her¬ self as well as the rest of us. Her judgment may be quite as safely trusted. Do not urge her any more.” “I am not going to urge her,” replied Mrs. Norris, sharply; “but I shall think her a very obstinate, ungrateful girl, if she does not do what VOL. i. — 13 194 MANSFIELD PARK. her aunt and cousins wish her, — very ungrateful, indeed, considering who and what she is.” Edmund was too angry to speak; hut Miss. Craw¬ ford, looking for a moment with astonished eyes at Mrs. Norris, and then at Eanny, whose tears were beginning to show themselves, immediately said, with some keenness: “I do not like my situation; this place is too hot for me,” and moved away her chair to the opposite side of the table, close to Fanny, saying to her, in a kind, low whisper, as she placed herself, “Never mind, my dear Miss Price; this is a cross evening, — everybody is cross and teasing, — but do not let us mind them; ” and with pointed attention continued to talk to her and endeavor to raise her spirits, in spite of being out of spirits herself. By a look at her brother she prevented any further entreaty from the theatrical board, and the really good feelings by which she was almost purely governed were rapidly restoring liei to all the little she had lost in Edmund,s favor. Fanny did not love Miss Crawford : but she felt very much obliged to her for her present kind¬ ness; and when from taking notice of her work, and wishing she could work as well, and begging fo.xthe pattern, and supposing Fanny was now pre¬ paring for her appearance, as of course she would come out when her cousin was married, Miss Craw¬ ford proceeded to inquire if she had heard lately from her brother at sea, and said that she had quite a- curiosity to see him, and imagined him a very fine young man, and advised Fanny to get his picture drawn before he went to sea again, she MANSFIELD PARK. 195 could not help admitting it to be very agreeable flattery, or help listening and answering with more animation than she had intended. The consultation upon the play still went on; and Miss Crawford’s attention was first called from Fanny .by Tom Bertram’s telling her, with infinite regret, that he found it absolutely impossible for him to undertake the part of Anhalt in addition to the Butler: he had been most anxiously trying to make it out to be feasible, but it would not do, — he must give it up. “But there will not be the smallest difficulty in filling it,” lie added. “We have but to speak the word; we may pick and choose. I could name at this moment at least six young men within six miles of us, who are wild to be admitted into our company, and there are one or two that would not disgrace us, — I should not be afraid to trust either of the Olivers or Charles Maddox. Tom Oliver is a very clever fellow, and Charles Maddox is as gentlemanlike a man as you will see anywhere; so I will take my horse early to-morrow morning and ride over to Stoke, and settle with one of them.” While he spoke Maria was looking apprehen¬ sively round at Edmund, in full expectation that he must oppose such an enlargement of the plan as this, — so contrary to all their first protes¬ tations; but Edmund said nothing. After a mo ment’s thought Miss Crawford calmly replied “As far as I am concerned, I can have no objeC tion to anything that you all think eligible. Have I ever seen either of the gentlemen? Yes, Mr. Charles Maddox dined at my sister’s one day, 196 MANSFIELD PARK. did not he, Henry? A quiet-looking young x an. I remember him. Let him be applied to, if you please, for it will be less unpleasant to me than to have a perfect stranger.” Charles Maddox was to he the man. Tom re¬ peated his resolution of going to him early on the moi’row; and though Julia, who had scarcely opened her lips before, observed in a sarcastic manner, and with a glance first at Maria and then at Edmund, that “the Mansfield theatricals would enliven the whole neighborhood exceedingly,” Ed¬ mund still held his peace, and showed his feelings only by a detei'mined gravity. “I am not very sanguine as to our play,” said Miss Crawford, in an under voice to Fanny, after some consideration; “ and I can tell Mr. Maddox that I shall shorten some of his speeches, and a g1 eat many of my own befoi'e we l’ehearse together. It will be very disagreeable, and by no means what I expected.” CHAPTER XVI. It was not in Miss Crawford’s power to tali Fanny into any real forgetfulness of what had passed. When the evening was over, she went to bed full of it, her nerves still agitated by the shock of such an attack from her cousin Tom, so public and so persevered in, and her spirits sink¬ ing under her aunt’s unkind reflection and re¬ proach. To be called into notice in such a manner, to hear that it was but the prelude to something so infinitely worse, to be told that she must do what was so impossible as to act; and then to have the charge of obstinacy and ingratitude follow it, en¬ forced with such a hint at the dependence of her situation, had been too distressing at the time to make the remembrance when she was alone much less SOj — especially with the superadded dread of what the morrow might produce in continuation of the subject. Miss Crawford had protected her only for the time; and if she were applied to again among themselves with all the authoritative urgency that Tom and Maria were capable of, and Edmund perhaps away, what should she do? She fell asleep before she could answer the question, and found it quite as puzzling when she awoke the next morning. The little white attic, vluch had continued her sleeping-room ever since her first 198 MANSFIELD PARK. entering the family, proving incompetent to sug¬ gest any reply, she had recourse, as soon as she was dressed, to another apartment more spacious and more meet for walking about in and think¬ ing, and of which she had now for some time been almost equally mistress. It had .been their school¬ room ; so called till the Miss Bertrams would not allow it 'to be called so any longer, and inhabited as such to a later period. There Miss Lee had lived, and there they had read and written and talked and laughed, till within the last three years, when she had quitted them. The room had then become useless, and for some time was quite de¬ serted, except by Fanny, when she visited her plants, or wanted one of the books which she was still glad to keep there from the deficiency of space and accommodation in her little chamber above: but gradually, as her value for the comforts of it increased, she had added to her possessions, and spent more of her time there; and having nothin «* o oppose her had so naturally and so artlessly worked herse i into it that it was now generally admitted to be hers. The East room, as it had been called ever since Maria Bertram was sixteen vas now considered Fanny’s almost as decidedly a^the white attic; the smallness of the one mak i,ng the use of the other so evident! v vpqc n that the Miss Bertrams, with every superiority in their own apartments which their own sense of superiority could demand, were entirely a it; and Mrs. Norris, haling never being a fire in it „ ‘J" for tolerably resigned to her having i ^ iy s account, was what MANSFIELD PARK. 199 nobody else wanted, though the terms in which she sometimes spoke of the indulgence seemed to imply that it was the best room in the house. The aspect was so favorable that even without a fire it was habitable in many an early spring and late autumn morning, to such a willing mind as Fanny’s ; and while there was a gleam of sunshine, she hoped not to be driven from it entirely, even when winter came. The comfort of it in her hours of leisure was extreme. She could go there after anything unpleasant below, and find imme¬ diate consolation in some pursuit, or some train of thought at hand. Her plants, her hooks, — of which she had been a collector, from the first hour of her commanding a shilling, — her writing-desk, and her works of charity and ingenuity were all within her reach; or if indisposed for employment, if nothing hut musing would do, she could scarcely see an object in that room which had not an inter¬ esting remembrance connected with it. Every¬ thing was a friend, or bore her thoughts to a friend; and though there had been sometimes much of suffering to her, — though her motives had been often misunderstood, her feelings disre¬ garded, and her comprehension undervalued, — though she had known the pains of tyranny, of ridicule, and neglect, — yet almost every recur¬ rence of either had led to something consolatory: her aunt Bertram had spoken for her, or Miss Lee had been encouraging, or what was yet more fre¬ quent or more dear, Edmund had been her cham¬ pion and her friend, — he had supported her cause or explained her meaning, he had told her not to 200 MANSFIELD PARK. cry, or had given her some proof of affection which made her tears delightful, — and the whole was now so blended together, so harmonized by dis¬ tance, that every former affliction had its charm. The room was most dear to her, and she would not have changed its furniture for the handsomest in the house, though what had been originally plain had suffered all the ill-usage of children; and its greatest elegances and ornaments were a faded footstool of Julia’s work, too ill done for the drawing-room; three transparencies, made in a rage for transparencies, for the three lower panes of one window, where Tintern Abbey held its station between a cave in Italy and a moonlight lake in Cumberland; a collection of family profiles thought unworthy of being anywhere else, over the mantel¬ piece; and by their side, and pinned against the wall, a small sketch of a ship sent four years ago from the Mediterranean by William, with “Id. M. S. Antwerp” at the bottom in letters as tall as the mainmast. To this nest. 0f comforts Fanny now walke down to try its influence on an agitated, doubtin spirit, — to see if by looking at Edmund’s profil she could catch any of his counsel, or by givin w t0 lier geraniums she might inhale a breeze o mental strength herself. But she had more tha: fears of her own perseverance to remove: she ha< begun to feel undecided as to what she ought t do; and as she walked round the room, her doubt were increasing. Was she right in refusing wha was so warmly asked, so strongly wished for What might be so essential to a scheme on whicl MANSFIELD PARK. 201 some of those to whom she owed the greatest complaisance had set their hearts? Was it not ill- nature, selfishness, and a fear of exposing her¬ self? And would Edmund’s judgment, would his persuasion of Sir Thomas’s disapprobation of the whole, be enough to justify her in a determined denial in spite of all the rest? It would he so horrible to her to act, that she was inclined to sus¬ pect the truth and purity of her own scruples; and as she looked around her, the claims of her cousins to being obliged were strengthened by the sight of present upon present that she had received from them. The table between the windows was covered with work-boxes and netting-boxes which had been given her at different times, principally by Tom ; and she grew bewildered as to the amount of the debt which all these kind remembrances produced. A tap at the door roused her in the midst of this attempt to find her way to her duty, and her gentle “Come in” was answered by the appearance of one before whom all her doubts were wont to be laid. Her eyes brightened at the sight of Edmund. “Can I speak with you, Fanny, for a few min¬ utes ? ” said he. “Yes, certainly.” “ I want to consult — I want your opinion.” “My opinion!” she cried, shrinking from such a compliment, highly as it gratified her. “Yes, your advice and opinion. I do not know what to do. This acting scheme gets worse and worse, you see. They have chosen almost as bad a play as they could; and now, to complete the 202 MANSFIELD PARK. business, are going to ask the help of a young man very slightly known to any of us. This is the end of all the privacy and propriety which was talked about at first. I know no harm of Charles Mad¬ dox; but the excessive intimacy which must spring from his being admitted among us in this manner is highly objectionable, — the more than intimacy, the familiarity. I cannot think of it with any patience; and it does appear to me an evil of such magnitude as must, if possible, be prevented. Do not you see it in the same light? ” Yes; but what can be done? Your brother is so determined.” There is but one thing to be done, Fanny. I must take Anhalt myself. I am well aware that nothing else will quiet Tom.” Fanny could not answer him. It is not at all what I like,” he continued. “No man can like being driven into the appear ance of such inconsistency. After being known to oppose the scheme from the beginning, there is absurdity in the face of my joining them npw, when they are exceeding their first plan in every respect; but I can think of no other alternative. Can you, Fanny? ” bat — ”” SaidFannj> slowlD “not immediately; W!1£d? 1 See your judgment is not with me. Thmk it a little over. Perhaps you are not so much aware as I am of the mischief that may, of the unpleasantness that must, arise from a young man’s being received in this manner, - domesticated among us, authorized to come at all MANSFIELD PARK. 203 hours, and placed suddenly on a footing which must do away all restraints. To think only of the license which every rehearsal must tend to create. It is all very bad! Put yourself in Miss Crawford’s place, Fanny. Consider what it would be to act Amelia with a stranger. She has a right to be felt for, because she evidently feels for herself. I heard enough of what she said to you last night, to understand her unwillingness to be acting with a stranger; and as she probably en¬ gaged in the part with different expectations, perhaps without considering the subject enough to know what was likely to be, it would be ungen¬ erous, it would be really wrong to expose her to it. Her feelings ought to be respected. Does it not strike you so, Fanny? You hesitate.” “I am sorry for Miss Crawford; but I am more sorry to see you drawn in to do what you have resolved against, and what you are known to think will be disagreeable to my uncle. It will be such a triumph to the others! ” “ They will not have much cause of triumph when they see how infamously I act. But, how¬ ever, triumph there certainly will be, and I must brave it. But if I can he the means of restraining the publicity of the business, of limiting the ex¬ hibition, of concentrating our folly, I shall be well repaid. As I am now, I have no influence, I can do nothing; I have offended them, and they will not hear me, but when I have put them in good humor by this concession, I am not without hopes of persuading them to confine the representation within a much smaller circle than they are now in 204 MANSFIELD PARK. the high road for. This will be a material gain. My object is to confine it to Mrs. Rushwortli and the Grants. Will not this be worth gaining? ” “Yes, it will be a great point.” “But still it has not your approbation. Can you mention any other measure by which I have a chance of doing equal good?” “No, I cannot think of anything else.” “Give me your approbation, then, Fanny. I am not comfortable without it.” “Oh, cousin.” “If you are against me, I ought to distrust my¬ self; and yet — But it is absolutely impossible to let Tom go on in this way, riding about the country in quest of anybody who can be qiersuaded to act, — no matter whom; the look of a gentleman is to be enough. I thought you would have en¬ tered more into Miss Crawford’s feelings.” “No doubt she will be very glad. It must be a gieat relief to her,” said Fanny, trying for greater warmth of manner. “She never appeared more amiable than in her behavior to you last night. It gave her a very strong claim on my good-will.” indeed, and I am glad to “ She was very kind, have her spared — ” She could not finish the generous effusion. Her conscience stopped her in the middle; but Edmund was satisfied. , !'la" 1"'“lk *>wn immediately after break- thei'e S A 1 ’ “a”'3 ™ sure of giving pleasure there. And now, dear Fanny, I will not intern ,„t you any longer. You want to be reading. Bu i MANSFIELD PARK. 205 could not be easy till I had spoken to you and come to a decision. Sleeping or waking, my head has been full of this matter all night. It is an evil, — hut I am certainly making it less than it might he. If Tom is up, I shall go to him di¬ rectly and get it over; and when we meet at breakfast we shall he all in high good-humor at the prospect of acting the fool together with such unanimity. You in the mean while will be taking a trip into China, I suppose. How does Lord Macartney go on?” opening a volume on the ta¬ ble, and then taking up some others. “And here are Crabbe’s Tales and the Idler, at hand to relieve you if you tire of your great book. I ad¬ mire your little establishment exceedingly ; and as soon as I am gone you will empty your head of all this nonsense of acting, and sit comfortably down to your table. But do not stay here to be cold.” He went; but there was no reading, no China, no composure for Fanny. He had told her the most extraordinary, the most inconceivable, the most unwelcome news; and she could think of nothing else. To be acting! After all his ob¬ jections, — objections so just and so public! After all that she had heard him say, and seen him look, and known him to be feeling! Could it be pos¬ sible? Edmund so inconsistent! Was he not deceiving himself? Was he not wrong? Alas! it was all Miss Crawford’s doing. She had seen her influence in every speech, and was miserable. The doubts and alarms as to her own conduct, which had previously distressed her, and which had all slept while she listened to him, were 206 MANSFIELD PARK become of little consequence now. This deeper anxiety swallowed them up. Things should take their course; she cared not how it ended. Her cousins might attack, but could hardly tease her. She was beyond their reach ; and if at last obliged to yield, no matter, — it was all misery now. CHAPTER XVII. It was, indeed, a triumphant day to Mr. Bertram and Maria. Such a victory over Edmund’s dis¬ cretion had been beyond their hopes, and was most delightful. There was no longer anything to disturb them in their darling project, and they congratulated each other in private on the jealous weakness to which they attributed the change, with all the glee of feelings gratified in every way. Edmund might still look grave, and say he did not like the scheme in general, and must disapprove the play in particular; their point was gained: he was to act, and he was driven to it by the force of selfish inclinations only. Edmund had descended from that moral elevation which he had maintained before, and they were both as much the better as the happier for the descent. They behaved very well, however, to him on the occasion, betraying no exultation beyond the lines about the corners of the mouth, and seemed to think it as great an escape to be quit of the intru¬ sion of Charles Maddox, as if they had been forced into admitting him against their inclination. “To have it quite in their own family circle was what they had particularly wished. A stranger among them would have been the destruction of all their comfort;” and when Edmund, pursuing 208 MANSFIELD PARK. that idea, gave a hint of his hope as to the limita¬ tion of the audience, they were ready, in the com¬ plaisance of the moment, to promise anything. It was all good-humor and encouragement. Mrs. Norris offered to contrive his dress, Mr. Yates assured him that Anhalt’s last scene with the Baron admitted a good deal of action and empha- sis, and Mr. Rushworth undertook to count his speeches. 11 Perhaps,” said Tom, “ Fanny may he more disposed to oblige us now. Perhaps you may per¬ suade her.” She certainly “No; she is quite determined, will not act.” Oh, very well.” And not another word was said; hut Fanny felt herself again in danger, and her indifference to *he danger was beginning to fail her already. There were not fewer smiles at the Parsonage than at the Park on this change in Edmund; Miss Crawford looked very lovely in hers, and entered with such an instantaneous renewal of cheerfulness into the whole affair, as could have but one effect on l„m “ He rvas certainly right in respecting snch feelings; he was glad he had determined on ‘ n<7 th,G mormnS w°re away in satisfactions ery svveet, if not very sound. One advantage re¬ sulted from lt to Fanny ; at the earnest request of Miss Crawford, Mrs. Grant had, with her usual good humor, agreed to undertake the part for which Fanny had been wanted; and this was all that occurred to gladden her heart during tWav an even this, when imparted by Edmund, brought MANSFIELD PARK. 209 a pang with it, for it was Miss Crawford to whom she was obliged, it was Miss Crawford whose kind exertions were to excite her gratitude, and whose merit in making them was spoken of with a glow of admiration. She was safe ; hut peace and safety were unconnected here. Her mind had been never farther from peace. She could not feel that she had done wrong herself, but she was disquieted in every other way. Her heart and her judgment were equally against Edmund’s decision: she could not acquit his unsteadiness; and his happiness under it made her wretched. She was full of jeal¬ ousy and agitation. Miss Crawford came with looks of gayety which seemed an insult, with friendly expressions towards herself which she could hardly answer calmly. Everybody around her was gay and busy, prosperous and important; each had their object of interest, their part, their dress, their favorite scene, their friends and confederates, — all were finding employment in consultations and comparisons, or diversion in the playful conceits they suggested. She alone was sad and insignifi¬ cant; she had no share in anything; she might go or stay, she might be in the midst of their noise, or retreat from it to the solitude of the East room, without being seen or missed. She could almost think anything would have been preferable to this. Mrs. Grant was of consequence; her good-nature had honorable mention, her taste and her time were considered, her presence was wanted, she was sought for and attended and praised; and Fanny was at first in some danger of envying her the character she had- accepted. But leflection VOL. i. — u 210 MANSFIELD PARK. brought better feelings, and showed her that Mrs. Grant was entitled to respect which could never have belonged to her; and that had she received even the greatest, she could never have been easy in joining a scheme which, considering only her uncle, she must condemn altogether. Fanny’s heart was not absolutely the only sad¬ dened one amongst them, as she soon began to ac¬ knowledge herself. Julia was a sufferer, too, though not quite so blamelessly. Henry .Crawford had trifled with her feelings; but she had very long allowed and even sought his attentions, with a jealousy of her sister so reason¬ able as ought to have been their cure; and now that the conviction of his preference for Maria had been forced on her, she submitted to it without any alarm for Maria’s situation, or any endeavor at rational tranquillity for herself. She either sat in gloomy silence, wrapped in such gravity as nothing could subdue, no curiosity touch, no wit amuse; or allowing the attentions of Mr. Yates, was talking with forced gayety to him alone, and ridiculing the acting of the others. For a day or two after the affront was given, Henry Crawford had endeavored to do it away by tlfe usual attack of gallantry and compliment, but he had not cared enough about it to persevere against a few repulses; and becoming soon too busy with his play to have time for more than one flirtation lie grew indifferent to the quarrel, or rather thought it a lucky occurrence, as quietly putting an-end to what might erelong have raised expectations m more than Mrs. Grant. She was MANSFIELD PARK. 211 not pleased to see Julia excluded from the play, and sitting by disregarded; but as it was not a matter which really involved her happiness, as Henry must be the best judge of his own, and as he did assure her, with a most persuasive smile, that neither he nor Julia had ever had a serious thought of each other, she could only renew her former caution as to the elder sister, entreat him not to risk his tranquillity by too much admira¬ tion there, and then gladly take her share in any¬ thing that brought cheerfulness to the young people in general, and that did so particularly promote the pleasure of the two so dear to her. “ I rather wonder Julia is not in love with Henry, ” was her observation to Mary. “ I dare say she is,” replied Mary, coldly. “I imagine both sisters are.” “Both! no, no, that must not be. Do not give him a hint of it. Think of Mr. Rushwortb.” “ You had better tell Miss Bertram to think of Mr. Bush worth. It may do her some good. I often think of Mr. Rush worth’s property and independence, and wish them in other hands; but I never think of him. A man might rep¬ resent the county with such an estate; a man might escape a profession and represent the county. ” ‘ ‘ I dare say he will be in parliament soon. When Sir Thomas comes, I dare say he will be in for some borough; but there has been nobody to put him in the way of doing anything yet.” “ Sir Thomas is to achieve mighty things when he comes home,” said Mary, after a pause. “Do 212 MANSFIELD PARK. you remember Hawkins Browne’s ‘ Address to To¬ bacco, ’ in imitation of Pope? — ‘ Blest leaf ! whose aromatic gales dispense To Templars modesty, to Parsons sense ’ ? I will parody them : — Blest Knight ! whose dictatorial looks dispense To Children affluence, to Rushworth sense. Will not that do, Mrs. Grant? Everything seems to depend upon Sir Thomas’s return.” “ You will find his consequence very just and reasonable when you see him in his family, I as- suie you. I do not think we do so well without him. He has a fine, dignified manner, which suits the head of such a house, and keeps everybody in their place. Lady Bertram seems more of a cipher now than when he i° at home; and nobody else can keep Mrs. Norris in order. But, Mary, do not fancy that Maria Bertram cares for Henry. I am sure Julia does not, or she would not have flirted as she did last night with Mr. Yates; and though he and Maria are very good friends, I think she likes Sotherton too well to be inconstant.” “ 1 wouId not give much for Mr. Rushworth’s chance, if Henry stepped in before the articles vwere signed.” “ If you have sucl1 a suspicion, something must be done; and as soon as the play is all over, we will talk to him seriously, and make him know his own mind; and if he means nothing, we will send him off, though he is Henry, for a time.” Julia did suffer, however, though Mrs. Grant discerned it not, and though it escaped the notice MANSFIELD PARK 213 of many of her own family likewise. She had loved, she did love still, and she had all the suffer¬ ing which a warm temper and a high spirit were likely to endure under the disappointment of a dear though irrational hope, with a strong sense of ill-usage. Her heart was sore and angry, and she was capable only of angry consolations. The sister with whom she was used to be on easy terms was now become her greatest enemy: they were alienated from each other; and Julia was not su¬ perior to the hope of some distressing end to the attentions which were still carrying on there, some punishment to Maria for conduct so shame¬ ful towards herself as well as towards Mr. Hush- worth. With no material fault of temper, or difference of opinion, to prevent their being very good friends while their interests were the same, the sisters, under such a trial as this, had not af¬ fection or principle enough to make them merciful or just, to give them honor or compassion. Maria xelt her triumph, and pursued her purpose careless of Julia; and Julia could never see Maria distin¬ guished hy Henry Crawford without trusting that it would create jealousy, and bring a public dis¬ turbance at last. Fanny saw and pitied much of this in Julia; but there was no outward fellowship between them. Julia made no communication, and Fanny took no liberties. They were two solitary suffer¬ ers, or connected only hy Fanny’s consciousness. The inattention of the two brothers and the aunt to Julia’s discomposure, and their blindness to its true cause, must he imputed to the fulness 214 MANSFIELD PAKK. of their own minds. They were totally preoccu¬ pied. Tom was engrossed by the concerns of his theatre, and saw nothing that did not immedi¬ ately relate to it. Edmund, between his theatri¬ cal and his real part, between Miss Crawford’s claims and his own conduct, between love and consistency, was equally unobservant; and Mrs. Norris was too busy in contriving and directing the general little matters of the company, super¬ intending their various dresses with economical expedient, for which nobody thanked her, and saving, with delighted integrity, half-a-crown here and there to the absent Sir Thomas, to have leisure for watching the behavior or guarding the happiness of his daughters. V CHAPTEB XVIII. Everything was now in a regular train, — theatre, actors,- actresses, and dresses were all getting forward; but though no other great impediments arose, Fanny found, before many days were past, that it was not all uninterrupted enjoyment to the party themselves, and that she had not to witness the continuance of such unanimity and delight as had been almost too much for her at first. Everybody began to have their vexation. Edmund had many. Entirely against his judg¬ ment, a scene-painter arrived from town, and was at work, much to the increase of the expenses, and, what was worse, of the eclat, of their pro¬ ceedings; and his brother, instead of being really guided by him as to the privacy of the represen¬ tation, was giving an invitation to every family who came in his way. Tom himself began to fret over the scene-painter’s slow progress, and to feel the miseries of waiting. He had learned his part, — all his parts, — for he took every trifling one that could be united with the Butler, and be¬ gan to be impatient to be acting; and every day thus unemployed was tending to increase his sense of the insignificance of all his parts to¬ gether, and make him more ready to regret that some other play had not been chosen. 216 MANSFIELD PARK. Fanny, being always a very courteous listener, and often the only listener at hand, came in for the complaints and distresses of most of them. She knew that Mr. Yates was in general thought to rant dreadfully; that Mr. Yates was disap¬ pointed in Henry Crawford; that Tom Bertram spoke so quick he would be unintelligible; that Mrs. Grant spoiled everything by laughing; that Edmund was behindhand with his part, and that it was misery to have anything to do with Mr. h ush worth, who was wanting a prompter through every speech. She knew, also, that poor Mr. Bushworth could seldom get anybody to re¬ hearse with him: his complaint came before her as well as the rest; and so decided to her eye was her cousin Maria’s avoidance of him, and so need¬ lessly often the rehearsal of the first scene between her and Mr. Crawford, that she had soon all the terror of other complaints from him. So far from being all satisfied and all enjoying, she found everybody requiring something they had not, and giving occasion of discontent to the others. Every¬ body had a part either too long or too short; no¬ body would attend as they ought, nobody would remember on which side they were to come in nobody but the complainer would observe any directions. J Kanny believed herself to derive as much inno¬ cent enjoyment from the play as any of them; Henry Crawford acted well, and it was a pleasure to her to creep into the theatre, and attend the rehearsal of the first act, in spite of the feelings it excited m some speeches for Maria. Maria she MANSFIELD PARK. 217 also thought acted well, — too well ; and after the first rehearsal or two, Fanny began to be their only audience, and sometimes as prompter, some¬ times as spectator, was often very useful. As far as she could judge, Mr. Crawford was considerably the best actor of all; he had more confidence than Edmund, more judgment than Tom, more talent and taste than Mr. Yates. She did not like him as a man, but she must admit him to be the best actor, and on this point there were not many who differed from her. Mr. Yates, indeed, exclaimed against his tameness and insipidity; and the day came at last, when Mr. Rushworth turned to her with a black look, and said: “Do you think there is anything so very fine in all this? For the life and soul of me, I cannot admire him; and be¬ tween ourselves, to see such an undersized, little, mean-looking man set up for a fine actor, is very ridiculous in my opinion.” From this moment there was a return of his for¬ mer jealousy, which Maria, from increasing hopes of Crawford, was at little pains to remove; and the chances of Mr. Rushworth’s ever attaining to the knowledge of his two-and-forty speeches became much less. As to his ever making anything toler¬ able of them, nobody had the smallest idea of that except his mother, — she, indeed, regretted that his part was not more considerable, and deferred coming over to Mansfield till they were forward enough in their rehearsal to comprehend all his scenes; but the others aspired at nothing beyond his remembering the catchword, and the first line of his speech, and being able to follow the prompter 218 MANSFIELD PARK. through the rest. Fanny, in her pity and kind- heartedness, was at great pains to teach him how to learn, giving him all the helps and directions in her power, trying to make an artificial memory for him, and learning every word of his part herself, but without his being much the forwarder. Many uncomfortable, anxious, apprehensive feel¬ ings she certainly had; but with all these, and other claims on her time and attention, she was as far from finding herself without employment or utility amongst them, as without a companion in uneasiness ; quite as far from having no demand on her leisure as on her compassion. The gloom of her first anticipations was proved to have been un¬ founded. She was occasionally useful to all; she was perhaps as much at peace as any. There was a great deal of needlework to be done, moreover, in which her help was wanted; and that Mrs. Norris thought her quite as well off as the rest, was evident by the manner in which she claimed it: “Come, Fanny,” she cried, “these are fine times for you; but you must not be always walking from one room to the other, and doing the lookings on, at your ease, in this way, — I want you here. I have been slaving myself till I can hardly stand, to contrive Mr. II us Invert Ids cloak without sending for any more satin,; and now I think you may give me your help in putting it together. There are but three seams; you may do them in a trice. It would be lucky for me if 1 had nothing but the executive part to do. You are best off, I can tell you; but if nobody did more tiian you, we should not get on very fast.” MANSFIELD PARK. 219 Fanny took the work very quietly, without attempting any defence; hut her kinder aunt Bertram observed on her behalf, — “ One cannot wonder, sister, that Fanny should be delighted; it is all new to her, you know: you and I used to be very fond of a play ourselves, and so am I still ; and as soon as I am a little more at leisure, I mean to look in at their rehear¬ sals too. What is the play about, Fanny? You have never told me.” “ Oh, sister, pray do not ask her now; for Fanny is not one of those who can talk and work at the same time. It is about Lovers’ Vows.” “1 believe,” said Fanny to her aunt Bertram, ‘ ‘ there will be three acts rehearsed to-morrow even¬ ing, and that will give you an opportunity of seeing all the actors at once.” “You had better stay till the curtain is hung,” interposed Mrs. Norris; “the curtain will be hung in a day or two, - — ■ there is very little sense in a play without a curtain, — and I am much mis¬ taken if you do not find it draw up into very handsome festoons.” Lady Bertram seemed quite resigned to waiting. Fanny did not share her aunt’s composure; she thought of the morrow a great deal, — for if the three acts were rehearsed, Edmund and Miss Craw¬ ford would then be acting together for the first time; the third act would bring a scene between them which interested her most particularly, and which .she was longing and dreading to see how they would perform. The whole subject of it was love, — a marriage of love was to be described by 220 MANSFIELD PARK. the gentleman, and very little short of a declaration ; of love he made by the lady. She had read and read the scene again with i many painful, many wondering emotions, and i looked forward to their representation of it as a circumstance almost too interesting. She did not i believe they had yet rehearsed it, even in private. ; The morrow came, the plan for the evening con- ] tinned, and Fanny’s consideration of it did not be¬ come less agitated. She worked very diligently I under her aunt’s directions, hut her diligence and her silence concealed a very absent, anxious mind; ] and about noon she made her escape with her work to the East room, that she might have no concern in another and, as she deemed it, most unneces¬ sary rehearsal of the first act, which Henry Craw- ' ford was just proposing, desirous at once of having her time to herself and of avoiding the sight of Mr. Eushworth. A glimpse, as she passed through the hall, of the two ladies walking up from the Parsonage made no change in her wish of retreat, and she worked and meditated in the East room, undisturbed, for a quarter of an hour, when a gen¬ tle tap at the door was followed by the entrance of Miss Crawford. “ Am I right? Yes; this is the East room. My dear Miss Price, I beg your pardon, but I have vmade my way to you on purpose to entreat your help.” J Fanny, quite surprised, endeavored to show her¬ self mistress of the room by her civilities, and looked at the bright bars of her empty grate with concern. MANSFIELD PARK. 221 “ Thank you, — I am quite warm, very warm. Allow me to stay here a little while, and do have the goodness to hear me my third act. I have brought my hook, and if you would hut rehearse it with me, I should be so obliged! I came here to¬ day intending to rehearse it with Edmund — by ourselves — against the evening, but he is not in the way ; and if he were, I do not think I could go through it with him till I have hardened myself a little, for really there is a speech or two — You will be so good, won’t you? ” Fanny was most civil in her assurances, though she could not give them in a very steady voice. “ Have you ever happened to look at the part I mean? ” continued Miss Crawford, opening her book. “Here it i-s. I did not think much of it at first; but, upon my word — There, look at that speejth, ■ and that and that! How am I ever to look him in the face and say such things? Could you do it? But then he is your cousin, which makes all the difference. You must rehearse it with me, that I may fancy you him, and get on by degrees. You have a look of his sometimes.” “ Have I? I will do my best with the greatest readiness ; but I must read the part, for I can say very little of it.” “None of it, I suppose. You are to have the book, of course. Now for it. We must have two chairs at hand for you to bring forward to the front of the stage. There — very good school-room chairs, not made for a theatre, I dare say ; much more fitted for little girls to sit and kick their feet against when they are learning a lesson. What 222 MANSFIELD PARK. would your governess and your uncle say to see them used for such a purpose? Could Sir Thomas look in upon us just now, he would bless himself, for we are rehearsing all over the house. Yates is storming away in the dining-room. I heard him as' I came upstairs ; and the theatre is engaged of course by those indefatigable rehearsers, Agatha and Frederick. If they are not perfect, I shall be surprised. By the by, I looked in upon them five .minutes ago, and it happened to he exactly at one of the times when they were trying not to embrace, and Mr. Rushworth was with me. I thought he began to look a little queer, so I turned it off as well as I could, by whispering to him, 1 We shall have an excellent Agatha; there is something so maternal in her manner, so completely maternal in her voice and countenance. ’ Was not that well done of me? He brightened up directly. How for my soliloquy.” She began, and Fanny joined in, with all the modest feeling which the idea of representing Ed¬ mund was so strongly calculated to inspire, hut with looks and voice so truly feminine as to be no very good picture of a man. With such an Anhalt, however, Miss Crawford had courage enough ; and they had got through half the scene, when a tap at the door brought a pause, and the entrance of Edmund, the next moment; suspended it all. Surprise, consciousness, and pleasure appeared in each of the three on this unexpected meeting; and as Edmund was come on the very same business that had brought Miss Crawford, consciousness aud pleasure were likely to be more than momem tary in them. He, too, had his book, and was seeking Fanny, to ask her to rehearse with him, and help him to prepare for the evening, without knowing Miss Crawford to be in the house; and great was the joy and animation of1 being thus thrown together, of comparing schemes, and sym¬ pathizing in praise of Fanny’s kind offices. She could not equal them in their warmth. Her spirits sank under the glow of theirs, and she felt herself becoming too nearly nothing to both, to have any comfort in having been sought by either. They must now rehearse together. Ed¬ mund proposed, urged, entreated it, till the lady, not very unwilling at first, could refuse no longer, — and Fanny was wanted only to prompt and observe them. She was invested, indeed, with the office of judge and critic, and. earnestly desired to exercise it and tell them all their faults; but from doing so every feeling within her shrank; she could not, would not, dared not attempt it: had she been otherwise qualified for criticism, her conscience must have restrained her from ventur¬ ing at disapprobation. She believed herself to feel too much of it in the aggregate for honesty or safety in particulars. To prompt them must be enough for her; and it was sometimes more than enough, for she could not always pay attention to the book. In watching them she forgot herself; and, agitated by the increasing spirit of Edmund’s manner, had once closed the page and turned away exactly as he wanted help. It was imputed to very reasonable weariness, and she was thanked and pitied; but she deserved their pity more than 224 MANSFIELD PARK. she hoped they would ever surmise. At last the scene was over, and Fanny forced herself to add her praise to the compliments each was giving the other; and when again alone, and able to recall the whole, she was inclined to believe their per¬ formance would, indeed, have such nature and feeling in it as must insure their credit, and make it a very suffering exhibition to herself. What¬ ever might be its effect, however, she must stand the brunt of it again that very day. The first regular rehearsal of the three first acts was certainly to take place in the evening: Mrs. Grant and the Crawfords were engaged to return for that purpose as soon as they could after dinner ; and every one concerned was looking forward with eagerness. There seemed a general diffusion of cheerfulness on the occasion: Tom was enjoying such an advance towards the end, Edmund was in spirits from the morning’s rehearsal, and little vexations seemed everywhere smoothed away. All were alert and impatient; the ladies moved soon, the gentlemen soon followed them, and, with the exception of Lady Bertram, Mrs. Norris, and Julia, everybody was in the theatre at an early hour, and, having lighted it up as well as its unfinished state admitted, were waiting only the arrival of Mrs. Grant and the Crawfords to begin. \ They did not wait long for the Crawfords, but there was no Mrs. Grant. She could not come. Dr. Grant, professing an indisposition, for which he had little credit with his fair sister-in-law, could not spare his wife. “Dr. Grant is ill,” said she, until mock solem- MANSFIELD PARK. 225 nity. “ He lias been ill ever since lie did not eat any of the pheasant to-day. He fancied it tough, sent away his plate, and has been suffering ever since.” Here was disappointment! Mrs. Grant’s non- attendance was sad indeed. Her pleasant manners and cheerful conformity made her always valu¬ able amongst them; but now she was absolutely necessary. They could not act, they could not rehearse with any satisfaction without her. The comfort of the whole evening was destroyed. What was to be done? Tom, as Cottager, was in despair. After a pause of perplexity, some eyes began to be turned towards Fanny, and a voice or two to say, “ If Miss Price would be so good as to read the part.” She was immediately surrounded by supplications, — everybody asked it; even Ed¬ mund said, “Do, Fanny, if it is not very dis¬ agreeable to you.” But Fanny still hung back. She could not endure the idea of it. Why was not Miss Craw¬ ford to be applied to as well? Or why had not she rather gone to her own room, as she had felt to be safest, instead of attending the rehearsal at all? She had known it would irritate and distress her, — she had known it her duty to keep away. She was properly punished. “You have only to read the part,” said Henry Crawford, with renewed entreaty. “And I do believe she can say every word of it,” added Maria, “for she could put Mrs. Grant right the other day in twenty places. Fanny, I am sure you know the part.” VOL. I. — 15 226 MANSFIELD PARK. Fanny could not say slie did not; and as they all persevered, — as Edmund repeated his wish, and with a look of even fond dependence on her good¬ nature, — she must yield. She would do her best. Everybody was satisfied; and she was left to the tremors of a most palpitating heart, while the others prepared to begin. They did begin; and being too much engaged in their own noise to be struck by an unusual noise in the other part of the house, had proceeded some way, when the door of the room was thrown open, and Julia, appearing at it, with a face all aghast, exclaimed, “My father is come! He is in the hall at this moment.” CHAPTER XIX. How is the consternation of the party to he de¬ scribed? To the greater number it was a moment of absolute horror. Sir Thomas in the house! All felt the instantaneous conviction. Not a hope of imposition or mistake was harbored anywhere. Julia’s looks were an evidence of the fact that made it indisputable; and after the first starts and exclamations, not a word was spoken for half a minute; each with an altered countenance was looking at some other, and almost each was feeling it a stroke the most unwelcome, most ill-timed, most appalling! Mr. Yates might consider it only as a vexatious interruption for the evening, and Mr. Rusliworth might imagine it a blessing; but every other heart was sinking under some degree of self-condemnation or undefined alarm, — every other heart was suggesting, “What will become of us? What is to he done now?” It was a terrible pause ; and terrible to every ear were the corroborating sounds of opening doors and passing footsteps. Julia was the first to move and speak again. Jealousy and bitterness had been suspended: self¬ ishness was lost in the common cause; but at the moment of her appearance, Erederick was listen¬ ing with looks of devotion to Agatha’s narra- 228 MANSFIELD PARK. tive, and pressing her hand to his heart; and as soon as she could notice this, and see that in spite of the shock of her words, he still kept his station and retained her sister’s hand, her wounded heart swelled again with injury, and, looking as red as she had been white before, she turned out of the room, saying, “I need not be afraid of appearing before him.” Her going roused the rest; and at the same moment the two brothers stepped forward, feeling the necessity of doing something. A very few words between them were sufficient. The case admitted no difference of opinion; they must go to the drawing-room directly. Maria joined them with the same intent, just then the stoutest of the three; for the very circumstance which had driven Julia away was to her the sweetest support. Henry Crawford’s retaining her hand at such a moment, a moment of such peculiar proof and im¬ portance, was worth ages of doubt and anxiety. She hailed it as an earnest of the most serious determination, and was equal even to encounter her father. They walked off, utterly heedless of Mr. Hush worth’s repeated question of, “ Shall I go too? Had not I better go too? Will not it be right for me to go too? ” but they were no sooner through the door than Henry Crawford ’undertook to answer the anxious inquiry, and, encouraging him by all means to pay his respects to Sir Thomas without delay, sent him after the others with delighted haste. Fanny was left with only the Crawfords and Mr. Yates. She had been quite overlooked by her MANSFIELD PARK. 229 cousins; and as her own opinion of her claims on Sir Thomas’s affection was much too humble to give her any idea of classing herself with his children, she was glad to remain behind and gain a little breathing-time. Her agitation and alarm exceeded all that was endured by the rest, by the right of a disposition which not even innocence could keep from suffering. She was nearly faint¬ ing; all her former habitual dread of her uncle was returning, and with it compassion for him and for almost every one of the party on the development before him, — with solicitude on Edmund’s account indescribable. She had found a seat, where in excessive trembling she was enduring all these fearful thoughts, while the other three, no longer under any restraint, were giving vent to their feelings of vexation, lamenting over such an unlooked-for, premature arrival as a most untoward event, and without mercy wishing poor Sir Thomas had been twice as long on his passage, or were still in Antigua. The Crawfords were more warm on the subject than Mr. Yates, from better understanding the family, and judging more clearly of the mischief that must ensue. The ruin of the play was to them a certainty: they felt the total destruction of the scheme to be inevitably at hand; while Mr. Yates considered it only as a temporary interrup¬ tion, a disaster for the evening, and could even suggest the possibility of the rehearsal being re¬ newed after tea, when the bustle of receiving bir Thomas were over, and he might be at leisure to be amused by it. The Crawfords laughed at the 230 MANSFIELD PARK. idea; and having soon agreed on the propriety of their walking quietly home and leaving the family to themselves, proposed Mr. Yates’s accompanying them and spending the evening at the Parsonage, But Mr. Yates, having never Been with those who thought much of parental claims or family confi¬ dence, could not perceive that anything of the kind was necessary ; and therefore, thanking them, said he preferred remaining where he was, that he might pay his respects to the old gentleman handsomely, since he was come; and besides, he did not think it would he fair by the others to have everybody run away. Fanny was just beginning to collect herself, and to feel that if she stayed longer behind- it might seem disrespectful, when this point was settled, and being commissioned with the brother and sister’s apology, saw them preparing to go, as she quitted the room herself to perform the dreadful duty of appearing before her uncle. Too soon did she find herself at the drawing¬ room door; and after pausing a moment for what she knew would not come, for a courage which the outside of no door had ever supplied to her, she turned the lock in desperation, and the lights of the drawing-room and all the collected family were before her. As she entered, her own name caught her ear. Sir Thomas was at that moment looking round him and saying, “But where is Fanny? Why- do not I see my little Fanny?” and on perceiv¬ ing her, came forward with a kindness which as¬ tonished and penetrated her, calling her his dear MANSFIELD PARK. 231 Fanny, kissing her affectionately and observing with decided pleasure how much she was grown! Fanny knew not how to feel, nor where to look. She was quite oppressed. He had never been so kind, so very kind to her in his life. His manner seemed changed; his voice was quick from the agitation of. joy, and all that had been awful in his dignity seemed lost in tenderness. He led her nearer the light, and looked at her again, in¬ quired particularly after her health, and then, cor¬ recting himself, observed that he need not inquire, for her appearance spoke sufficiently on that point. A fine blush having succeeded the previous pale¬ ness of her face, he was justified in his belief of her equal improvement in health and beauty. He inquired next after her family, especially William ; and his kindness altogether was such as made her reproach herself for loving him so little, and think¬ ing his return a misfortune; and when on having courage to lift her eyes to his face, she saw that he was grown thinner, and had the burnt, fagged, worn look of fatigue and a hot climate, every tender feeling was increased, and she was miser¬ able in considering how much unsuspected vexation was probably ready to burst on him. Sir Thomas was indeed the life of the party, who at his suggestion now seated themselves round the fire. He had the best right to be the talker; and the delight of his sensations in being a crain in his own house, in the centre of Ins family, after such a separation, made him communicative and chatty in a very unusual degree; and he was ready to give every information as to Ins voyage, 232 MANSFIELD PARK. and answer every question of liis two sons almost before it was put. His business in Antigua had latterly been prosperously rapid, and he came directly from Liverpool, having had an opportu¬ nity of making his passage thither in a private vessel, instead of waiting for the packet; and all the little particulars of his proceedings and events, his arrivals and departures, were most promptly delivered, as he sat by Lady Bertram and looked with heartfelt satisfaction on the faces around him, — interrupting himself more than once, however, to remark on his good fortune in finding them all at home, — coming unexpectedly as he did, — all collected together exactly as he could have wished, but dared not depend on. Mr. Rush worth was not forgotten; a most friendly reception and warmth of hand-shaking had already met him, and with pointed attention he was now included in the ob¬ jects most intimately connected with Mansfield. There was nothing disagreeable in Mr. Rush- worth’s appearance, and Sir Thomas was liking him already. By not one of the circle was he listened to with such unbroken, unalloyed enjoyment as by his wife, who was really extremely happy to see him, and whose feelings were so warmed by his sudden arrival as to place her nearer agitation than she Ijad been for the last twenty years. She had been almost fluttered for a few minutes, and still re¬ mained so sensibly animated as to put away her work, move pug from her side, and give all her attention and all the rest of her sofa to her hus¬ band. She had no anxieties for anybody to cloud MANSFIELD PAEK. 233 her pleasure : her own time had been irreproach¬ ably spent during his absence; she had done a great deal of carpet work, and made many yards of fringe; and she would have answered as freely for the good conduct and useful pursuits of all the young people as for her own. It was so agreeable to her to see him again and hear him talk, to have her ear amused and her whole comprehension filled by bis narratives, that she began particu¬ larly to feel how dreadfully she must have missed him, and how impossible it would have been for her to bear a lengthened absence. Mrs. Norris was by no means to be compared in happiness to her sister. Not that she was incom¬ moded by many fears of Sir Thomas’s disapproba¬ tion when the present state of his house should be known, for her judgment had been so blinded that except bj the instinctive caution with which she had whisked away Mr. Rushworth’s pink satin cloak as her brother-in-law entered, she could hardly be said to show any sign of alarm; but she was vexed by the manner of his return. It had left her nothing to do. Instead of being sent for out of the room, and seeing him first, and having to spread the happy news through the house, Sir Thomas, with a very reasonable dependence, per¬ haps, on the nerves of bis wife and children, bad sought no confidant but the butler, and had been following him almost instantaneously into the drawing-room. Mrs. Norris felt herself defrauded of an office on which she had always depended, whether his arrival or bis death were to be. the thing unfolded; and was now trying to be m a 234 MANSFIELD PARK. bustle without having anything to bustle about, and laboring to be important where nothing was wanted but tranquillity and silence. Would Sir Thomas have consented to eat, she might have gone to the housekeeper with troublesome direc¬ tions, and insulted the footmen with in junctions of despatch; but Sir Thomas resolutely declined all dinner: he would take nothing, nothing till tea came, — he would rather wait for tea. Still Mrs. Norris was at intervals urging something differ¬ ent; and in the most interesting moment of his passage to England, when the alarm of a French privateer was at the height, she burst through his recital with the proposal of soup. “ Sure, my dear Sir Thomas, a basin of soup would be a much better thing for you than tea. Do have a basin of soup. ” Sir Thomas could not be pr*ovoked. “ Still the same anxiety for everybody’s comfort, my dear Mrs. Norris,” was iris answer. “But indeed I would rather have nothing but tea.” “Well, then, Lady Bertram, suppose you speak for tea directly; suppose you hurry Baddeley a lit¬ tle; he seems behindhand to-night.” She carried this point, and Sir Thomas’s narrative proceeded. At length there was a pause. His immediate communications were exhausted, and it seemed enough to be looking joyfully around him, now at one, now at another of the beloved circle. But the pause was not long: in the elation of her spirits, Lady Bertram became talkative; and what were the sensations of her children upon hearing her say; “How do you think the young people have been MANSFIELD PARK. 235 amusing themselves lately, Sir Thomas? They have been acting. We have been all alive with acting.” “ Indeed! and what have you been acting? ” “ Oh, they ’ll tell you all about it.” “The all will he soon told,” cried Tom, hastily and with affected unconcern; “but it is not worth while to bore my father with it now. You will hear enough of it to-morrow, sir. We have just been trying, by way of doing something and amusing my mother, just within the last week, to get up a few scenes, — a mere trifle. We have had such incessant rains almost since October began, that we have been nearly confined to the house for days together. I have hardly taken out a gun since the 3d. Tolerable sport the first three days, but there has been no attempting anything since. The first day I went over Mansfield Wood, and Edmund took the copses beyond Easton, and we brought home six brace between us, and might each have killed six times as many; but we respect your pheasants, sir, I assure you, as much as you could desire. I do not think you will find your woods by any means worse stocked than they were. I never saw Mansfield Wood so full of pheasants in my life as this year. I hope you will take a day’s sport there yourself, sir, soon.” For the present the danger was over, and Fanny’s sick feelings subsided; but when tea was soon afterwards brought in, and Sir Thomas, getting up, said that he found he could not he any longer in the house without just looking into his own dear room, every agitation was returning. He was gone 236 * MANSFIELD PARK. before anything had been said to prepare him for the change he must find there; and a pause of alarm followed his disappearance. Edmund was the first to speak. “ Something must be done,” said he. “ It is time to think of our visitors,” said Maria, still feeling her hand pressed to Henry Crawford’s heart, and caring little for anything else. “ Where did you leave Miss Crawford, Fanny?” Fanny told of their departure, and delivered their message. “Then poor Yates is all alone,” cried Tom. “I will go and fetch him. He will be no bad assist¬ ant when it all comes out.” To the theatre he went, and reached it just in time to witness the first meeting of his father and his friend. Sir Thomas had been a good deal sur¬ prised to find candles burning in his room; and on casting his eye round it, to see other symptoms of recent habitation, and a general air of confusion in the furniture. The removal of the bookcase from before the billiard-room door struck him es¬ pecially; but he had scarcely more than time to feel astonished at all this, before there were sounds from the billiard-room to astonish him still further. Some one was talking there in a very loud accent, — he did not know the voice, — more than talking, almost hallooing. He stepped to the door, re¬ joicing at that moment in having the means of immediate communication, and opening it, found himself on the stage of the theatre, and opposed to a ranting young man, who appeared likely to knock him down backwards. At the very moment of MANSFIELD PARK. 237 Fates perceiving Sir Thomas, and giving perhaps the very best start he had ever given in the whole course of his rehearsals, Tom Bertram entered at the other end of the room; and never had he found greater difficulty in keeping his countenance. His father’s looks of solemnity and amazement on this his first appearance on any stage, and the gradual metamorphosis of the impassioned Baron Wilden- heim into the well-bred and easy Mr. Yates, mak¬ ing his how and apology to Sir Thomas Bertram, was such an exhibition, such a piece of true acting as he would not have lost upon any account. It would be the last, — in all probability the last scene on that stage ; but he was sure there could not be a finer. The house would close with the greatest eclat. There was little time, however, for the indul¬ gence of any images of merriment. It was neces¬ sary for him to step forward, too, and assist the introduction; and with many awkward sensations, he did his best. Sir Thomas received Mr. Yates with all the appearance of cordiality which was due to his own character, but was really as far from pleased with the necessity of the acquaintance as with the manner of its commencement. Mr. Yates’s family and connections were sufficiently known to him to render his introduction as the ‘ ‘ particular friend,” another of the hundred par¬ ticular friends of his son, exceedingly unwelcome; and it needed all the felicity of being again at home, and all the forbearance it could supply, to save Sir Thomas from anger on finding himself thus bewildered in his own house, making part of a 238 MANSFIELD PARK. ridiculous exhibition in the midst of theatrical non. sense, and forced in so untoward a moment to admit the acquaintance of a young man whom he felt sure of disapproving, and whose easy indifference and volubility in the course of the first five minutes seemed to mark him the more at home of the two. Tom understood his father’s thoughts, and heartily wishing he might be always as well dis¬ posed to give them but partial expression, began to see more clearly than he had ever done before, that there might be some ground of offence, — that there might be some reason for the glance his father gave towards the ceiling and stucco of the room; and that when he inquired with mild gravity after the fate of the billiard-table, he was not proceeding be¬ yond a very allowable curiosity. A few minutes were enough for such unsatisfactory sensations on each side; and Sir Thomas, having exerted him¬ self so far as to speak a few words of calm appro¬ bation, in reply to an eager appeal of Mr. Yates, as to the happiness of the arrangement, the three gen¬ tlemen returned to the drawing-room together, Sir Thomas with an increase of gravity which was not lost on all. “I come from your theatre,” said he, com¬ posedly, as he sat down; “I found myself in it rather unexpectedly. Its vicinity to my own room -v- but in every respect, indeed, it took me by sur¬ prise, as I had not the smallest suspicion of your acting having assumed so serious a character. It appears a neat job, however, as far as I could judge by candle-light, and does my friend Christopher Jackson credit.” And then he would have changed MANSFIELD PARK. 239 the subject, and sipped his coffee in peace over do¬ mestic matters of a calmer hue; but Mr. Yates, without discernment to catch Sir Thomas’s mean¬ ing, or diffidence, or delicacy, or discretion enough to allow him to lead the discourse while he min¬ gled among the others with the least obtrusiveness himself, would keep him on the topic of the theatre, would torment him with questions and remarks relative to it, and finally would make him hear the whole history of his disappointment at Ecclesford. Sir Thomas listened most politely, but found much to offend his ideas of decorum, and confirm his ill opinion of Mr. Yates’s habits of thinking, from the beginning to the end of the story; and when it was over, could give him no other assurance of sympathy than what a slight bow conveyed. “This was, in fact, the origin of our acting,” said Tom, after a moment’s thought. “ My friend Yates brought the infection from Ecclesford, and it spread — as those things always spread, you know, sir — the faster, probably, from your having so often encouraged the sort of thing in us for¬ merly. It was like treading old ground again.” Mr. Yates took the subject from his friend as soon as possible, and immediately gave Sir Thomas an account of what they had done and were doing; told him of the gradual increase of their views, the happy conclusion of their first dii- ficulties, and present promising state of affairs ; relating everything with so blind an interest as made him not only totally unconscious of the uneasy movements of many of his friends as they sat, the change of countenance, the fidget, 240 MANSFIELD PARK. the hem! of unquietness, hut prevented him even from seeing the expression of the face on which his own eyes were fixed, — from seeing Sir Thomas’s dark brow contract as he looked with inquiring earnestness at his daughters and Edmund, dwell¬ ing particularly on the latter, and speaking a language, a remonstrance, a reproof which he felt at his heart. Not less acutely was it felt by Fanny, who had edged back her chair behind her aunt’s end of the sofa, and, screened from notice herself, saw all that was passing before her. Such a look of reproach at Edmund from his father she could never have expected to witness; and to feel that it was in any degree deserved was an aggra¬ vation indeed. Sir Thomas’s look implied, “On your judgment, Edmund, I depended; what have you been about?” She knelt in spirit to her uncle, and her bosom swelled to utter, “Oh, not to him! Look so to all the others, but not to him ! ” Mr. Yates was still talking. “To own the truth, Sir Thomas, we were in the middle of a rehearsal when you arrived this evening. We were going through the three first acts, and not unsuccessfully upon the whole. Our company is now so dispersed, from the Crawfords being gone home, that nothing more can be done to-night; but if you will give us the honor of your company to-morrow evening, I should not be afraid of the result. We bespeak your indulgence, you under¬ stand, as young performers; we bespeak your indulgence.” “My indulgence shall be given, sir,” replied MANSFIELD PARK. 241 Sir Thomas, gravely, “but without any other re¬ hearsal.” And with a relenting smile he added, “I come home to he happy and indulgent.” Then turning away towards any or all of the rest, he tranquilly said: “Mr. and Miss Crawford were mentioned in my last letters from Mansfield. Do you find them agreeable acquaintance?” Tom was the only oue at all ready with an an¬ swer ; but he, being entirely without particular re¬ gard for either, without jealousy either in love or acting, could speak very handsomely of both. “Mr. Crawford was a most pleasant, gentleman¬ like man; his sister a sweet, pretty, elegant, lively girl.” Mr. Rushworth could be silent no longer. “ I do not say he is not gentlemanlike, considering; but you should tell your father he is not above five feet eight, or he will be expecting a well¬ looking man.” Sir Thomas did not quite understand this, and looked with some surprise at the speaker. “If I must say what I think,” continued Mr. Rushworth, “in my opinion it is very disagree¬ able to be always rehearsing. It is having too much of a good thing. I am not so fond of act¬ ing as I was at first. I think we are a great deal better employed, sitting comfortably here among ourselves, and doing nothing.” Sir Thomas looked again, and then replied with an approving smile: “I am happy to find our sen¬ timents on this subject so much the same. It gives me sincere satisfaction. That I should be cautious and quick-sighted, and feel many scm- vol. x. — 15 242 MANSFIELD PARK. pies which my children do not feel, is perfectly natural; and equally so that my value for domes¬ tic tranquillity, for a home which shuts out noisy pleasures, should much exceed theirs. But at your time of life to feel all this is a most favor¬ able circumstance for yourself and for everybody connected with you; and I am sensible of the im¬ portance of having an ally of such weight.” Sir Thomas meant to be giving Mr. Bush- worth’s opinion in better words than he could find himself. He was aware that he must not expect a genius in Mr. Bushworth ; but as a well-judging, steady young man, with better no¬ tions than his elocution would do justice to, he intended to value him very highly. It was im¬ possible for many of the others not to smile. Mr. Bushworth hardly knew what to do with so much meaning; but by looking, as he really felt, most exceedingly pleesed with Sir Thomas’s good opinion, and saying scarcely anything, he did his best towards preserving that good opinion a little longer. \ CHAPTER XX. Edmund’s first object the next morning was to see his father alone, and give him a fair statement of the whole acting scheme, defending his own share in it as far only as he could then in a soberer mo¬ ment feel his motives to deserve, and acknowledg¬ ing, with perfect ingenuousness, that his concession had been attended with such partial good as to make his judgment in it very doubtful. He was anxious while vindicating himself to say nothing unkind of the others; but there was only one amongst them whose conduct he could mention without some necessity of defence or palliation. “We have all been more or less to blame,” said he, “every one of us excepting Fanny. Fanny is the only one who has judged rightly throughout, who has been consistent. Her feelings have been steadily against it from first to last. She never ceased to think of what was due to you. You will find Fanny everything you could wish.” Sir Thomas saw all the impropriety of such a scheme among such a party and at such a time as strongly as his son had ever supposed he must; he felt it too much, indeed, for many words; and having shaken hands with Edmund, meant to try to lose the disagreeable impression, and forget how much he had been forgotten himself as soon as he 244 MANSFIELD PAKK. could, after the house had been cleared of every object enforcing the remembrance, and restored to its proper state. He did not enter into an} re monstrance with his other children : he was more willing to believe they felt their error, than to run the risk of investigation. The reproof of an im¬ mediate conclusion of everything, the sweep of every preparation would be sufficient. There was one person, howrever, in the house whom he could not leave to learn his sentiments merely through his conduct. He could not help merely giving Mrs. Norris a hint of his having hoped that her advice might have been interposed to prevent what her judgment must certainly have disapproved. The young people had been very inconsiderate in forming the plan; they ought to have been capable of a better decision themselves; but they were young, and, excepting Edmund, he believed, of unsteady characters ; and with greater surprise, therefore, he must regard her acquies¬ cence in their wrong measures, her countenance of their unsafe amusements, than that such measures and such amusements should have been suggested. Mrs. Norris was a little confounded, and as nearly being silenced as ever she had been in her life; for she was ashamed to confess having never seen any of the impropriety which was so glaring to Sk Thomas, and would not have admitted that her influence was insufficient, — that she might have talked in vain. Her only resource was to get out of the subject as fast as possible, and turn the current of Sir Thomas’s ideas into a happier chan¬ nel. She had a great deal to insinuate in her own MANSFIELD PARK. 245 praise as to general attention to the interest and comfort of his family, much exertion and many sacrifices to glance at in the form of hurried walks and sudden removals from her own fireside, and many excellent hints of distrust and economy to Lady Bertram and Edmund to detail, whereby a most considerable saving had always arisen, and more than one bad servant been detected. But her chief strength lay in Sotherton. Her greatest support and glory was in having formed the connection with the Bushworths. There she was impregnable. She took to herself all the credit of bringing Mr. Bushworth’s admiration of Maria to any effect. “If I had not been active,” said she, “and made a point of being introduced to his mother, and then prevailed on my sister to pay the first visit, I am as certain as I sit here that nothing would have come of it, — for Mr. Bushworth is the sort of amiable modest young man who wants a great deal of encouragement, and there were girls enough on the catch for him if we had been idle. But I left no stone unturned. I was ready to move heaven and earth to persuade my sister, and at last I did persuade her. You know the distance to Sotherton; it wjis in the middle of winter, and the roads almost impassable, but I did persuade her.” “I know how great, how justly great your in¬ fluence is with Lady Bertram and her children, and am the more concerned that it should not have been — ” “My dear Sir Thomas, if you had seen the state of the roads that day ! I thought we should never 246 MANSFIELD PARK. have got through them, though we had the four horses of course; and poor old coachman would attend us, out of his great love and kindness, though he was hardly able to sit the box on account of the rheumatism which I had been doc¬ toring him for ever since Michaelmas. I cured him at last ; but he was very bad all the winter, — and this was such a day, I could not help going to him up in his room before we set off to advise him not to venture: he was putting on his wig; so I said, ‘Coachman, you had much better not go, your Lady and I shall be very safe; you know how steady Stephen is, and Charles has been upon the leaders so often now that I am sure there is no fear. ’ But, however, I soon found it would not do: he was bent upon going, and as I hate to be worrying and officious, I said no more; but my heart quite ached for him at every jolt, and when we got into the rough lanes about Stoke, where what with frost and snow upon beds of stones, it was worse than anything you can imagine, I was quite in an agony about him. And then the poor horses too! To see them straining away! You know how I always feel for the horses. And when we got to the bottom of Sandcroft Hill, wdiat do you think I did? You will laugh at me, — but I got out and walked up. I did, indeed. It might not be saving thejji much, but it was something, and I could not bear to sit at my ease, and be dragged up at the expense of those noble animals. I caught a dread¬ ful cold, but that I did not regard. My object was accomplished in the visit.” “I hope we shall always think the acquaintance MANSFIELD PARK. 247 worth any trouble that might be taken to establish it. There is nothing very striking in Mr. Tush- worth’s manners, but I was pleased last night with what appeared to be his opinion on one sub¬ ject, — his decided preference of a quiet family- party to the bustle and confusion of acting. He seemed to feel exactly as one could wish.” “ Yes, indeed, and the more you know of him the better you will like him. He is not a shining character, but he has a thousand good qualities; and is so disposed to look up to you, that I am quite laughed at about it, for everybody considers it as my doing. ‘Upon my word, Mrs. Norris,’ said Mrs. Grant the other day, ‘ if Mr. Kushworth were a son of your own, he could not hold Sir Thomas in greater respect.’ ” Sir Thomas gave up the point, foiled by her evasions, disarmed by her flattery; and was obliged to rest satisfied with the conviction that where the present pleasure of those she loved was at stake her kindness did sometimes overpower her judgment. It was a busy morning with him. Conversation with any of them occupied but a small part of it. He had to reinstate himself in all the wonted con¬ cerns of his Mansfield life, to see his steward and his bailiff, — to examine and compute, — - and in the intervals of business, to walk into his stables and his gardens and nearest plantations; but active and methodical, he had not only done all this before he resumed his seat as master of the house at dinner, he had also set the carpenter to work in pulling down what had been so lately put 248 MANSFIELD PARK. up in the billiard-room, and given the scene- painter his dismissal long enough to justify the pleasing belief of his being then at least as far off as Northampton. The scene-painter was gone, having spoiled only the floor of one room, ruined all the coachman’s sponges, and made five of the under-servants idle and dissatisfied; and Sir Thomas was in hopes that another day or two would suffice to wipe away every outward memento of what had been, even to the destruction of every unbound copy of Lovers’ Vows in the house, for he was burning all that met his eye. Mr. Yates was beginning now to understand Sir Thomas’s intentions, though as far as ever from understanding their source. He and his friend had been out with their guns the chief of the morning, and Tom had taken the opportunity of explaining, with proper apologies for his father’s particularity, what was to be expected. Mr. Yates felt it as acutely as might be supposed. To be a second time disappointed in the same way was an instance of very severe ill-luck; and his indignation was such that had it not been for delicacy towards his friend and his friend’s young¬ est sister, he believed he should certainly attack the Baronet on the absurdity of his proceedings, and argue him into a little more rationality. He be¬ lieved this very stoutly while he was in Mansfield Wood, and all the way home; but there was a something in Sir Thomas, when they sat round the same table, which made Mr. Yates think it wiser to let him pursue his own way, and feel the folly of it without opposition. He had known MANSFIELD PARK. 249 many disagreeable fathers before, and often been struck with the inconveniences they occasioned; but never in the whole course of his life, had he seen one of that class so unintelligibly moral, so infamously tyrannical as Sir Thomas. He was not a man to be endured but for his children’s sake, and he might be thankful to his fair daugh¬ ter Julia that Mr. Yates did yet mean to stay a few days longer under his roof. The evening passed with external smoothness, though almost every mind was ruffled; and the music which Sir Thomas called for from his daugh¬ ters helped to conceal the want of real harmony. Maria was in a good deal of agitation. It was of the utmost consequence to her that Crawford should now lose no time in declaring himself, and she was disturbed that even a day should be gone by without seeming to advance that point. She had been expecting to see him the whole morning, — and all the evening, too, was still expecting him. Mr. Rushworth had set off early with the great news for Sotherton; and she had fondly hoped for such an immediate eclttivcissBincnt as might save him the trouble of ever coming back again. But they had seen no one from the Parson¬ age — not a creature, — and had heard no tidings beyond a friendly note of congratulation and in¬ quiry from Mrs. Grant to Lady Bertram. It was the first day, for many, many weeks, in which the families had been wholly divided. Four-and- twenty hours had never passed before, since August began, without bringing them together in some way or other. It was a sad, anxious nay J 250 MANSFIELD PARK. and the morrow, though differing m the sort of evil, did by no means bring less. A few moments of feverish enjoyment were followed by hours of acute suffering. Henry Crawford was again m the house: he walked up with Dr. Grant, who was anxious to pay his respects to Sir Thomas; and at rather an early hour they were ushered into, the breakfast-room, where were most of the family. Sir Thomas soon appeared, and Maria saw with delight and agitation the introduction of the man she loved to her father. Her sensations were in¬ definable, and so were they a few minutes after¬ wards upon hearing Henry Crawford, who had a chair between herself and Tom, ask the latter in an under voice, whether there were any plan for resuming the play after the present happy inter¬ ruption (with a courteous glance at Sir Thomas), because in that case he should make a point of returning to Mansfield at any time required by the party: he was going away immediately, being to meet his uncle at Bath without delay ; but if there were any prospect of a renewal of Lovers' Vows, he should hold himself positively engaged, lie should break through every other claim, he should absolutely condition with his uncle for attending them whenever he might be wanted. The play should not be lost by his absence, x “From Bath, Horfollt, London, York, — wher¬ ever I may be,” said he, “I will attend you from any place in England, at an hour’s notice.” It was well at that moment that Torn had to speak, and not his sister. He could immediately say, with easy fluency, “ I am sorry you are going; MANSFIELD PAEK. 251 but as to our play, that is all over, entirely at an end,” looking significantly at his father. “The painter was sent off yesterday, and very little will remain of the theatre to-morrow. I knew how that would be from the first. It is early for Bath. You will find nobody there.” “It is about my uncle’s usual time.” “ When do you think of going? ” “ I may, perhaps, get as far as Banbury to-day.” “ Whose stables do you use at Bath? ” was the next question; and while this branch of the sub¬ ject was under discussion, Maria, who wanted neither pride nor resolution, was preparing to en¬ counter her share of it with tolerable calmness. To her he soon turned, repeating much of what he had already said, with only a softened air and stronger expressions of regret. But what availed his expressions or his air? He was going, — and if not voluntarily going, voluntarily intending to stay away; for, excepting what might be due to his uncle, his engagements were all self-imposed. He might talk of necessity, but she knew his inde¬ pendence. The hand which had so pressed hers to his heart! — the hand and the heart were alike mo¬ tionless and passive now! Her spirit supported her, but the agony of her mind was severe. She had not long to endure what arose from listening to language which his actions contradicted, or to bury the tumult of her feelings under the restraint of society ; for general civilities soon called his no¬ tice from her, and the farewell visit, as it then be¬ came openly acknowledged, was a very short one. He was gone, — he had touched her hand for the 252 MANSFIELD PARK. last time, he had made his parting bow, and she might seek directly all that solitude could do for her. Henry Crawford was gone, — gone from the house, and within two hours afterwards from the parish, — and so ended all the hopes his selfish vanity had raised in Maria and Julia Bertram. Julia could rejoice that he was gone. His pres¬ ence was beginning to be odious to her; and if Maria gained him not, she was now cool enough to dispense with any other revenge. She did not want exposure to be added to desertion. Henry Crawford gone, she could even pity her sister. With a purer spirit did Fanny rejoice in the in¬ telligence. She heard it at dinner, and felt it a blessing. By all the others it was mentioned with regret; and his merits honored with due gradation of feeling, from the sincerity of Edmund’s too par¬ tial regard, to the unconcern of his mother speak¬ ing entirely by rote. Mrs. Norris began to look about her, and wonder that his falling in love with Julia had come to nothing; and could almost fear that she had been remiss herself in forwarding it: but with so many to care for, how was it possible for even her activity to keep pace with her wishes? Another day or two, and Mr. Yates was gone likewise. In his departure Sir Thomas felt the chief interest: wanting to be alone with his family, ■the presence of a stranger superior to Mr. Yates must have been irksome; but of him, trifling and confident, idle and expensive, it was every way vexatious. In himself he was wearisome, but as the friend of Tom and tire admirer of Julia he became offensive. Sir Thomas had been m, and disturb everybody in quest of two needlefuls of thread or a second-hand shirt button in the midst of her nephew’s account of a ship¬ wreck or an engagement, everybody else was at¬ tentive; and even Lady Bertram could not hear of such horrors unmoved, or without sometimes lift- MANSFIELD PARK. 307 mg her eyes from her work to say, “Dear me! how disagreeable! I wonder anybody can ever go to sea.” To Henry Crawford they gave a different feeling. He longed to have been at sea, and seen and done and suffered as much. His heart was warm, his fancy fired, and he felt the highest respect for a lad who, before he was twenty, had gone through such bodily hardships, and given such proofs of mind. The glory of heroism, of usefulness, of exertion, of endurance, made his own habits of self¬ ish indulgence appear in shameful contrast; and he wished he had been a William Price, distin¬ guishing himself and working his way to fortune and consequence with so much self-respect and happy ardor,, instead of what he was! The wish was rather eager than lasting. He was roused from the reverie of retrospection and regret produced by it, by some inquiry from Ed¬ mund as to his plans for the next day’s hunting; and he found it was as well to be a man of fortune at once with horses and grooms at his command. In one respect it was better, as it gave him the means of conferring a kindness where he wished to oblige. With spirits, courage, and curiosity up to anything, William expressed an inclination to hunt; and Crawford could mount him without the slightest inconvenience to himself, and with only some scruples to obviate in Sir Thomas, who knew better than his nephew the value of such a loan, and some alarms to reason away in Fanny. She feared for William, by no means convinced by all that he could relate of his own horsemanship in 308 MANSFIELD PARK. various countries, of the scrambling parties in which he had been engaged, the rough horses and mules he had ridden, or his many narrow escapes from dreadful falls, that he was at all equal to the management of a high-fed hunter in an English fox-chase; nor till he returned safe and well, with¬ out accident or discredit, could she be reconciled to the risk, or feel any of that obligation to Mr. Crawford for lending the horse which he had fully intended it should produce. When it was proved, however, to have done William no harm, she could allow it to be a kindness, and even reward the owner with a smile when the animal was one minute tendered to his use again, and the next, with the greatest cordiality, and in a manner not to be resisted, made over to his use entirely so long as he remained in Northamptonshire. V MANSFIELD PARK PART SECOND MANSFIELD PARK. CHAPTER I. intercourse of the two families was at is period more nearly restored to hat it had been in the autumn, than iy member of the old intimacy had thought ever likely to be again. The return of Henry Crawford and the arrival of William Price had much to do with it, but much was still owing to Sir Thomas’s more than toleration of the neigh¬ borly attempts at the Parsonage, His mind, now disengaged from the cares which had pressed on him at first, was at leisure to find the Grants and their young inmates really worth visiting; and though infinitely above scheming or contriving for any the most advantageous matrimonial establish¬ ment that could he among the apparent possibili¬ ties of any one most dear to him, and disdaining even as a littleness the being quick-sighted on such points, he could not avoid perceiving, in a grand and careless way, that Mr. Crawford was 6 MANSFIELD PARK. somewhat distinguishing his niece, nor perhaps refrain (though unconsciously) from giving a more willing assent to invitations on that account. His readiness, however, in agreeing to dine at the Parsonage, — when the general invitation was at last hazarded, after many debates and many doubts as to whether it were worth while, “because Sir Thomas seemed so ill inclined, and Lady Bertram was so indolent! ” — proceeded from good breeding and good-will alone, and had nothing to do with Mr. Crawford, hut as being one in an agreeable group; for it was in the course of that very visit that he first began to think that any one in the habit of such idle observations would have thought that Mr. Crawford was the admirer of -Fanny Price. The meeting was generally felt to be a pleasant one, being composed in a good proportion of those who would talk and those who would listen; and the dinner itself was elegant and plentiful, accord¬ ing to the usual style of the Grants, and too much according to the usual habits of all to raise any emotion except in Mrs. Norris, ■who could never behold either the wide table or the number of dishes on it with patience, and who did always contrive to experience some evil from the passing of the servants behind her chair, and to bring away S£>me fresh conviction of its being impossible among so many dishes but that some must be cold. In the evening it was found, according to the predetermination of Mrs. Grant and her sister, that after making up the whist-table there would MANSFIELD PARK. 7 remain sufficient for a round game, and everybody being as perfectly complying and without a choice as on such occasions they always are, speculation was decided on almost as soon as whist; and Lady Bertram soon found herself in the critical situation of being applied to for her own choice between the games, and being required either to draw a card for whist or not. She hesitated. Luckily Sir Thomas was at hand. “What shall I do, Sir Thomas? Whist and speculation, — which will amuse me most?” Sir Thomas, after a moment’s thought, recom¬ mended speculation. He was a whist-player him¬ self, and perhaps might feel that it would not much amuse him to have her for a partner. “ Very well,” was her Ladyship’s contented answer; “then speculation, if you please, Mrs. Grant. I know nothing about it, but Fanny must teach me.” Here Fanny interposed, however, with anxious protestations of her own equal ignorance; she had never played the game nor seen it played in her life; and Lady Bertram felt a moment’s indecision again, — but upon everybody’s assuring her that nothing could be so easy, that it was the easiest game on the cards, and Henry Crawford’s stepping forward with a most earnest request to be allowed to sit between her Ladyship and Miss Price, and teach them both, it was so settled; and Sir Thomas, Mrs. Norris, and Dr. and Mrs. Grant being seated at the table of prime intellectual state and dignity, the remaining six, under Miss Crawford s direc¬ tion, were arranged round the other. It was a tine 8 MANSFIELD PARK. arrangement for Henry Crawford, who was close to Fanny, and with his hands full of business, hav¬ ing two persons’ cards to manage as well as his own, — for though it was impossible for Fanny not to feel herself mistress of the rules of the game in three minutes, he had yet to inspirit her play, sharpen her avarice, and harden her heart, which, especially in any competition with William, was a work of some difficulty;, and as for Lady Bertram, he must continue in charge of all her fame and fortune through the whole evening; and if quick . enough to keep her from looking at her cards when the deal began, must direct her in whatever was to be done with them to the end of it. He was in high spirits, doing everything with happy ease, and pre-eminent in all the lively turns, quick resources, and playful impudence that could do honor to the game ; and the round table was al¬ together a very comfortable contrast to the steady sobriety and orderly silence of the other. Twice had Sir Thomas inquired into the enjoy¬ ment and success of his lady, but in vain; no pause was long enough for the time his measured manner needed; and very little of her state could be known till Mrs. Grant was able, at the end of the first rubber, to go to her and pay her compliments. -v “I hope your Ladyship is pleased with the game.” “ Oh dear, yes. Very entertaining indeed. A very odd game. I do not know what it is all about. I am never to see my cards; and Mr. Crawford does all the rest.” MANSFIELD PARK. 9 “ Bertram,” said Crawford, some time after¬ wards, taking the opportunity of a little languor in the game, “ I have never told you what happened to me yesterday in my ride home.” They had been hunting together, and were in the midst of a good run, and at some distance from Mansfield, when his horse being found to have flung a shoe, Henry Crawford had been obliged to give up, and make the best of his way back. “I told you I lost my way after passing that old farmhouse with the yew-trees, because I can never bear to ask; but I have not told you that with my usual luck . — for I never do wrong without gaining by it — I found myself in due time in the very place which I had a curiosity to see. I was suddenly, upon turning the corner of a steepish downy field, in the midst of a retired little village between gently rising hills ; a small stream before me to be forded, a church standing on a sort of knoll to my right — which church was strikingly large and handsome for the place, and not a gentleman or half a gentleman’s house to be seen, excepting one _ to be presumed the Parsonage — within a stone’s-throw of the said knoll and church. I found myself, in short, in Thornton Lacey.” “ It sounds like it,” said Edmund; “ but which way did you turn after passing Sewell’s farm? ” “ I answer no such irrelevant and insidious questions; though were I to answer all that you could put in the course of an hour, you would never be able to prove that it was not Thornton Lacey, — for such it certainly was.” “ You inquired, then? ” 10 MANSFIELD PARK. “ No, I never inquire. But I told a man mend¬ ing a hedge that it was Thornton Lacey, and he agreed to it.” “You have a good memory. I had forgotten having ever told you half so much of the place.” Thornton Lacey was the name of his impending living, as Miss Crawford well knew; and her in¬ terest in a negotiation for William Price’s knave increased. “Well,” continued Edmund, “and how did you like what you saw? ” “Very much, indeed. You are a lucky fellow. There will be work for five summers at least before the place is live-able.” “No, no, not so bad as that. The farmyard must be moved, I grant you ; but I am not aware of anything else. The house is by no means bad; and when the yard is removed, there may be a very tolerable approach to it.” ‘ ‘ The farmyard must be cleared away entirely, and planted up to shut out the blacksmith’s shop. The house must be turned to front the east instead of the north, — the entrance and principal rooms, I mean, must be on that side, where the view is really very pretty ; I am sure it may be done. And there must be your approach, — through what is at present the garden. You must make a new ^garden at what is now the back of the house, which will be giving it the best aspect in the world, — sloping to the southeast. The ground seems pre¬ cisely formed for it. I rode fifty yards up the lane between the church and the house in order to look about me, and saw how it might all be. MANSFIELD PARK. 11 Nothing can he easier. The meadows beyond what will he the garden, as well as what now is, sweeping round from the lane I stood in to the northeast, that is, to the principal road through the village, must he all laid together, of course; very pretty meadows they are, finely sprinkled with timber. They belong to the living, I sup¬ pose. If not, you must purchase them. Then the stream, — something must be done with the stream ; hut I could not quite determine what. I had two or three ideas.” ‘ ‘ And I have two or three ideas also,” said Ed¬ mund, “ and one of them is that very little of your plan for Thornton Eacey will ever he put in practice. I must he satisfied with rather less or¬ nament and beauty. I think the house and prem¬ ises may be made comfortable, and given the air of a gentleman’s residence without any very heavy expense, and that must suffice me ; and I hope may suffice all who care about me. Miss Crawford, a little suspicious and resentful of a certain tone of voice and a certain half-look attending the last expression of his hope, made a hasty finish of her dealings with William Trice; and securing his knave at an exorbitant rate, ex claimed: “There, I will stake my last, like a woman of spirit. No cold prudence for me. I am not born to sit still and do nothing. If I lose the game, it shall not be from not striving for it The game was hers, and only did not pay her for what she had given to secure it. Another deal proceeded, and Crawford began again about Thorn¬ ton Lacey. 12 MANSFIELD PARK. “My plan may not be the best possible; I had not many minutes to form it in: but you must do a good deal. The place deserves it, and you will find yourself not satisfied with much less than it is capable of. (Excuse me, your Ladyship must not see your cards. There, let them lie just before you.) The place deserves it, Bertram. You talk of giving it the air of a gentleman's residence. That will be done, by the removal of the farm¬ yard; for, independent of that terrible nuisance, I never saw a house of the kind which had in itself so much the air of a gentleman’s residence, so much the look of a something above a mere par¬ sonage house, — above the expenditure of a few hundreds a year. It is not a scrambling collection of low single rooms, with as many roofs as windows, — it is not cramped into the vulgar compactness of a square farmhouse, — it is a solid, roomy, man¬ sion-like looking house, such as one might suppose a respectable old country family had lived in from generation to generation, through two centuries at least, and were now spending from two to three thousand a year in.” Miss Crawford listened, and Edmund agreed to this. “The air of a gentle¬ man’s residence, therefore, you cannot but give it, if you do anything. But it is capable of much more. (Let me see, Mary; Lady Bertram bids a dozen for that queen ; no, no, a dozen is more than it is worth. Lady Bertram does not bid a dozen. She will have nothing to say to it. Go on, go on.) By some such improvements as I have suggested (I do not really require you to proceed upon my plan, though, by the by, I doubt anybody’s strik- MANSFIELD PARK. 13 ing out a better), you may give it a higher char¬ acter. You may raise it into a place. From be¬ ing the mere gentleman’s residence, it becomes, by judicious improvement, the residence of a man of education, taste, modern manners, good connec¬ tions. All this may be stamped on it; and that house receive such an air as to make its owner be set down as the great landholder of the parish, by every creature travelling the road; especially as there is no real squire’s house to dispute the point, . — a circumstance, between ourselves, to enhance the value of such a situation in point of privilege and independence beyond all calculation. You think with me, I hope,” turning with a softened voice to Fanny. “Have you ever seen the place? Fanny gave a quick negative, and tried to hide her interest in the subject by an eager attention to her brother, who was driving as hard a bargain and imposing on her as much as he could; but Crawford pursued with: “No, no, you must not part with the queen. You have bought her too dearly, and your brother does not offer half her value. No, no, sir, hands off, — hands off. Four sister does not part with the queen. She is quite determined. The game will be yours,” turning to her again; “it will certainly be yours. “And Fanny had much rather it were Wil¬ liam’s,” said Edmund, smiling at her. “ Poor Fanny! not allowed to cheat herself as she wishes!” “Mr. Bertram,” said Miss Crawford, a few minutes afterwards, “you know Henry to be such a capital improver that you cannot possibly en- 14 MANSFIELD PARK. gage in anything of the sort at Thornton Lacey without accepting his help. Only think how use¬ ful he was at Sotherton ! Only think what grand things were produced there by our all going with him one hot day in August to drive about the grounds, and see his genius take fire. There we went, and there we came home again; and what was done there is not to be told!” Fanny’s eyes were turned on Crawford for a moment with an expression more than grave, even reproachful; but on catching his were instantly withdrawn. With something of consciousness he shook his head at his sister, and laughingly re¬ plied: “ I cannot say there was much done at Sotherton; but it was a hot day, and we were all walking after each other and bewildered.” As soon as a general buzz gave him shelter, he added, in a low voice directed solely at Fanny: “ I should be sorry to have my powers of planning judged of by the day at Sotherton. I see things very differently now. Do not think of me as I ap¬ peared then.” Sotherton was a word to catch Mrs. Norris, and being just then in the happy leisure which fol¬ lowed securing the odd trick by Sir Thomas’s capital play and her own, against Dr. and Mrs. Grant’s great hands, she called out in high good- Ljumor : “Sotherton! Yes, that is a place, indeed, and we had a charming day there. William, you are quite out of luck ; but the next time you come I hope dear Mr. and Mrs. Rushworth will be at home, and I am sure I can answer for your being kindly received by both. Your cousins are not of MANSFIELD PARK. 15 a sort to forget their relations, and Mr. Rushworth is a most amiable man. They are at Brighton now, you know, — in one of the best houses there, as Mr. Rushworth’s fine fortune gives them a right to he. I do not exactly know the distance; hut when you get hack to Portsmouth, if it is not very far off, you ought to go over and pay your respects to them; and I could send a little par¬ cel by you that I want to get conveyed to your cousins.” “I should he very happy, aunt, but Brighton is almost by Beachey Head; and if I could get so far, I could not expect to be welcome in such a smart place as that, — poor scrubby midshipman as I am.” Mrs. Norris was beginning an eager assurance of the affability he might depend on, when she was stopped by Sir Thomas’s saying with author¬ ity: U1 do not advise your going to Brighton, William, as I trust you may soon have more con¬ venient opportunities of meeting; but my daugh¬ ters would be happy to see their cousins anywhere, and you will find Mr. Rushworth most sincerely disposed to regard all the connections of our fam¬ ily as his own.” “ I would rather find him private secretary to the First Lord than anything else,” was Wil¬ liam’s only answer, in an under voice, not meant to reach far; and the subject dropped. As yet Sir Thomas had seen nothing to remark in Mr. Crawford’s behavior; but when the whist- table broke up at the end of the second rubber, and leaving Dr. Grant and Mrs. Norris to dispute 16 MANSFIELD PARK. over their last play, he became a looker-on at the other, he found his niece the object of attentions, or rather of professions, of a somewhat pointed character. Henry Crawford was in the first glow of another scheme about Thornton Lacey; and not being able to catch Edmund’s ear, was detailing it to his fair neighbor with a look of considerable earnestness. His scheme was to rent the house himself the fol¬ lowing winter, that he might have a home of his own in that neighborhood; and it was not merely for the use of it in the hunting-season (as he was then telling her), though that consideration had certainly some weight, feeling as he did that in spite of all Dr. Grant’s very great kindness, it was impossible for him and his horses to be accommo¬ dated where they now were without material incon¬ venience; but his attachment to that neighborhood did not depend upon one amusement or one season of the year: he had set his heart upon having a something there that he could come to at any time, a little home-stall at his command, where all the holidays of his year might be spent, and he might find himself continuing, improving, and perfecting that friendship and intimacy with the Mansfield Park family which was increasing in value to him every day. Sir Thomas heard and was not of¬ fended. There was no want of respect in the young man’s address; and Eanny’s reception of it was so proper and modest, so calm and uninviting, that he had nothing to censure in her. She said little, assented only here and there, and betrayed no inclination either of appropriating any part of MANSFIELD PARK. 17 the compliment to herself or of strengthening his views in favor of Northamptonshire. Finding by whom he was observed, Henry Crawford addressed himself on the same subject to Sir Thomas in a more every-day tone, but still with feeling. “ I want to be your neighbor, Sir Thomas, as you have, perhaps, heard me telling Miss Price. May I hope for your acquiescence, and for your not influencing your son against such a tenant?” Sir Thomas, politely bowing, replied: “ It is the only way, sir, in which I could not wish you established as a permanent neighbor; but I hope and believe that Edmund will occupy his own house at Thornton Lacey. Edmund, am I saying too much?” Edmund, on this appeal, had first to hear what was going on; but on understanding the question, was at no loss for an answer. “Certainly, sir, I have no idea but of residence. But, Crawford, though I refuse you as a tenant, come to me as a friend. Consider the house as half your own every winter, and we will add to the stables on your own improved plan, and with all the improvements of your improved plan that may occur to you this spring. ” “We shall be the losers,” continued Sir Thomas. “ His going, though only eight miles, will be an unwelcome contraction of our family circle; but I should have been deeply mortified if any son of mine could reconcile himself to doing less. It is perfectly natural that you should not have thought much on the subject, Mr. Crawford. But a parish has wants and claims which can be known only by a clergy' VOL. XI. — 2 13 MANSFIELD PARK. man constantly resident, and which no proxy can be capable of satisfying to the same extent. Ed¬ mund might, in the common phrase, do the duty of Thornton, that is, he might read prayers and preach, without giving up Mansfield Park; he might ride over, every Sunday, to a house nominally inhabited, and go through divine service; he might be the clergyman of Thornton Lacey every seventh day, for three or four hours, if that would content him. But it will not. He knows that human na¬ ture needs more lessons than a weekly sermon can convey; and that if he does not live among his parishioners, and prove himself by constant atten¬ tion their well-wisher and friend, he does very little either for their good or his own.” Mr. Crawford bowed his acquiescence. “I repeat again,” added Sir Thomas, “that Thornton Lacey is the only house in the neighbor¬ hood in which I should not be happy to wait on Mr. Crawford as occupier.” Mr. Crawford bowed his thanks. “Sir Thomas,” said Edmund, “ undoubtedly un¬ derstands the duty of a parish priest. We must hope his son may prove that he knows it too.” Whatever effect Sir Thomas’s little harangue might really produce on Mr. Crawford, it raised some awkward sensations in two of the others, — two &f his most attentive listeners, Miss Crawford and Fanny, — one of whom, having never before under¬ stood that Thornton was so soon and so completely to be his home, was pondering with downcast eyes on what it would be not to see Edmund every day; and the other, startled from the agreeable fancies MANSFIELD PARK. 19 she had been previously indulging on the strength of her brother’s description, — no longer able, in the picture she had been forming of a future Thornton, to shut out the church, sink the clergyman, and see only the respectable, elegant, modernized, and occasional residence of a man of independent for¬ tune, — was considering Sir Thomas, with decided ill-will, as the destroyer of all this, and suffering the more from that involuntary forbearance which his character and manner commanded, and from not daring to relieve herself by a single attempt at throwing ridicule on his cause. All the agreeable of her speculation was over for that hour. It was time to have done with cards if sermons prevailed; and she was glad to find it necessary to come to a conclusion, and be able to re¬ fresh her spirits by a change of place and neighbor. The chief of the party were now collected ir¬ regularly round the fire, and waiting the final break up. William and Fanny were the most de¬ tached. They remained together at the otherwise deserted card-table, talking very comfortably, and not thinking of the rest, till some of the rest began to think of them. Henry Crawford’s chair was the first to be given a direction towards them, and he sat silently observing them for a few minutes ; him¬ self, in the mean while, observed by Sir Thomas, who was standing in chat with Dr. Grant. “ This is the assembly night,” said William. “If I were at Portsmouth, I should be at it perhaps.” “But you do not wish yourself at Portsmouth, William? ” 20 MANSFIELD PARK. “No, Fanny, that I do not. I shall have enough of Portsmouth, and of dancing too, when I cannot have you; and I do not know that there would be any good in going to the assembty, for I might not get a partner. The Portsmouth girls turn up their noses at anybody who has not a commission. One might as well he nothing as a midshipman. One is nothing, indeed. You re¬ member the Gregorys; they are grown up amaz¬ ing fine girls, but they will hardly speak to me, because Lucy is courted by a lieutenant.” “Oh, shame, shame! But never mind it, Wil¬ liam,” her own cheeks in a glow of indignation as she spoke; “it is not worth minding. It is no re¬ flection on you; it is no more than what the great¬ est admirals have all experienced, more or less, in their time. You must think of that; you must try to make up your mind to it as one of the hard¬ ships which fall to every sailor’s share, — like bad weather and hard living, — only with this advan¬ tage, that there will be an end to it, that there will come a time when you will have nothing of that sort to endure. When you are a lieutenant ! — only think, William, when you are a lieutenant, how little you will care for any nonsense of this kind.” “I begin to think I shall never he a lieutenant, Fitnny. Everybody gets made but me.” “Oh, my dear William, do not talk so, do not be so desponding. My uncle says nothing, but I am sure he will do everything in his power to get you made. He knows as well as you do, of what consequence it is.” MANSFIELD PARK. 21 She was checked hy the sight of her uncle much nearer to them than she had any suspicion of, and each found it necessary to talk of something else. “ Are you fond of dancing, Fanny?” “ Yes, very; only I am soon tired.” “I should like to go to a ball with you and see you dance. Have you never any balls at North¬ ampton? I should like to see you dance, and I ’d dance with you if you would, for nobody would know who I was here, and I should like to be your partner once more. We used to jump about to¬ gether many a time, did not we, when the hand- organ was in the street? I am a pretty good dancer in my way, but I dare say you are a better. And turning to his uncle, who was now close to them, “Is not Fanny a very good dancer, sir? ” Fanny, in dismay at such an unprecedented question, did not know which way to look, or how to be prepared for the answer. Some very grave reproof, or at least the coldest expression of in¬ difference, must be coming to distress her brother, and sink her to the ground. But, on the contrary, it was no worse than : “lam sorry to say that I am unable to answer your question. I have never seen Fanny dance since she was a little girl; but I trust we shall botli think she acquits herself like a gen¬ tlewoman when we do see her, which perhaps we may have an opportunity of doing erelong. »» X have had the pleasure of seeing your sister dance, Mr. Price,” said Henry Crawford, leaning forward, “ and will engage to answer every in¬ quiry which you can make on the subject, to your entire satisfaction. But I believe,” seeing Fanny 22 MANSFIELD PARK. looked distressed, “it must be at some other time. There is one person in company who does not like to have Miss Price spoken of.” True enough, he had once seen Fanny dance; and it was equally true that he would now have answered for her gliding about with quiet, light elegance, and in admirable time: but in fact he could not for the life of him recall what her danc¬ ing had been, and rather took it for granted that she had been present than remembered anything about her. He passed, however, for an admirer of her danc¬ ing; and Sir Thomas, by no means displeased, pro¬ longed the conversation on dancing in general, and was so well engaged in describing the balls of An¬ tigua, and listening to what his nephew could relate of the different modes of dancing which had fallen within his observation, that he had not heard his carriage announced, and was first called to the knowledge of it by the bustle of Mrs. Norris. “Come, Fanny, Fanny, what are you about? We are going. Do not you see your aunt is going? Quick, quick. I cannot bear to keep good old Wil¬ cox waiting. You should always remember the coachman and horses. My dear Sir Thomas, we have settled it that the carriage should come back for you and Edmund and William.” Sir Thomas could not dissent, as it had been his own arrangement, previously communicated to his wife and sister; but that seemed forgotten by Mrs. Norris, who must fancy that she settled it all herself. Fanny’s last feeling in the visit was disappoint- MANSFIELD PARK. 23 ment, — for tire shawl which Edmund was quietly taking from the servant to bring and put round her shoulders was seized by Mr. Crawford’s quicker hand, and she was obliged to he indebted to his more prominent attention. CHAPTER II. "William’s desire of seeing Eanny dance made more than a momentary impression on his uncle. The hope of an opportunity, which Sir Thomas had then given, was not given to he thought of no more. He remained steadily inclined to gratify so amiable a feeling, — to gratify anybody else who might wish to see Eanny dance, and to give pleas¬ ure to the young people in general; and having thought the matter over, and taken his resolution in quiet independence, the result of it appeared the next morning at breakfast, when, after recalling and commending what his nephew had said, he added, “I do not like, William, that you should leave Northamptonshire without this indulgence. It would give me pleasure to see you both dance. You spoke of the halls at Northampton. Your cousins have occasionally attended them; hut they would not altogether suit us now. The fatigue would he too much for your aunt. I believe, we must not think of a Northampton hall. A dance atxhome would be more eligible; and if — ” “Ah, my dear Sir Thomas,” interrupted Mrs. Norris, “I knew what was coming. I knewr what you were going to say. If dear Julia were at home, or dearest Mrs. Rushworth at Sotherton, to afford a reason, an occasion for such a thing, you would MANSFIELD PARK. 25 be tempted to give the young people a dance at Mansfield. I know you would. If they were at home to grace the ball, a ball you would have this very Christmas. Thank your uncle, William, thank your uncle.” “ My daughters, ” replied Sir Thomas, gravely interposing, “have their pleasures at Brighton, and I hope are very happy; but the dance which I think of giving at Mansfield will be for their cousins. Could we be all assembled, our satisfac¬ tion would undoubtedly be more complete; but the absence of some is not to debar the others of amusement.” Mrs. Norris had not another word to say. She saw decision in his looks, and her surprise and vexation required some minutes’ silence to be set¬ tled into composure. A ball at such a time ! His daughters absent, and herself not consulted! There was comfort, however, soon at hand. She must be the doer of everything; Lady Bertram would of course be spared all thought and exertion, and it would all fall upon her. She should have to do the honors of the evening; and this reflection quickly restored so much of her good humor as enabled her to join in with the others, before their happiness and thanks were all expressed. Edmund, William, and Fanny did, in their dif¬ ferent ways, look and speak as much grateful pleas¬ ure in the promised ball as Sir Thomas could desire. Edmund’s feelings were for the other two. His father had never conferred a favor or shown a kindness more to his satisfaction. Lady Bertram was perfectly quiescent and con. 26 MANSFIELD PARK. tented, and had no objections to make. Sii Thomas engaged for its giving her very little trouble; and she assured him “ that she was not at all afraid of the trouble, —indeed, she could not imagine there would be any.” Mrs. Norris was ready with her suggestions as to the rooms he would think fittest to be used, but found it all prearranged; and when she would have conjectured and hinted about the day, it appeared that the day was settled too. Sir Thomas had been amusing himself with shaping a very complete out¬ line of the business; and as soon as she would listen quietly, could read his list of the families to he invited, from whom he calculated, with all neces¬ sary allowance for the shortness of the notice, to collect young people enough to form twelve or four¬ teen couple; and could detail the considerations which had induced him to fix on the 22d as the most eligible day. William was required to he at Portsmouth on the 24th; the 22d would therefore be the last day of his visit; but where the days were so few, it would be unwise to fix on any earlier. Mrs. Norris was obliged to he satisfied with thinking just the same, and with having been on the point of proposing the 22d herself, as by far the best day for the purpose. The hall was now a settled thing, and before the ' evening a proclaimed thing to all whom it con¬ cerned. Invitations were sent with despatch, and many a young lady went to bed that night with her head full of happy cares, as well as Fanny. To her the cares were sometimes almost beyond the happiness; for young and inexperienced, with MANSFIELD PARK. 27 small means of choice, and no confidence in her own taste, the “how she should be dressed” was a point of painful solicitude; and the almost solitary ornament in her possession, a very pretty amber cross which William had brought her from Sicily, was the greatest distress of all, for she had nothing but a bit of riband to fasten it to; and though she had worn it in that manner once, would it be allowable at such a time, in the midst of all the rich ornaments which she supposed all the other young ladies would appear in? And yet not to wear it! William had wanted to buy her a gold chain too, but the purchase had been beyond his means, and therefore not to wear the cross might be mortifying him. These were anxious consider¬ ations; enough to sober her spirits even under the prospect of a ball given principally for her gratification. The preparations meanwhile went on, and Lady Bertram continued to sit on her sofa without any inconvenience from them. She had some extra visits from the housekeeper, and her maid was rather hurried in making up a new dress for her; Sir Thomas gave orders, and Mrs. Norris ran about : but all this gave her no trouble, and, as she had foreseen, “ there was, in fact, no trouble in the business.” Edmund was at this time particularly full of cares; his mind being deeply occupied in the con¬ sideration of two important events now at hand, which were to fix his fate in life, — ordination and matrimony, — events of such a serious character as to make the ball, which would be very quickly 28 MANSFIELD PARK. followed by one of them, appear of less moment in his eyes than in those of any other person in the house. On the 23d he was going to a friend near Peterborough in the same situation as himself, and they were to receive ordination in the course of Christmas week. Half his destiny would then be determined; but the other half might not be so smoothly wooed. His duties would be established; but the wife who was to share and animate and reward those duties might yet be unattainable. He knew his own mind, but he was not always perfectly assured of knowing Miss Crawford’s. There were points on which they did not quite agree, there were moments in which she did not seem propitious; and though trusting altogether to her affection, so far as to be resolved (almost re¬ solved) on bringing it to a decision within a very short time, as soon as the variety of business before him were arranged, and he knew what he had to offer her, — he had many anxious feelings, many doubting hours as to the result. His conviction of her regard for him was sometimes very strong; he could look back on a long course of encouragement, and she was as perfect in disinterested attachment as in everything else. But at other times doubt and alarm intermingled with his hopes; and when he thought of her acknowledged disinclination for priyacv and retirement, her decided preference of a London life, — what could he expect but a deter¬ mined rejection? unless it were an acceptance even more to be deprecated, demanding such sacrifices of situation and employment on his side as conscience must forbid. MANSFIELD PARK. 29 The issue of all depended on one question. Did she love him well enough to forego what had used to be essential points, — did she love him well enough to make them no longer essential? And this question, which he was continually repeat¬ ing to himself, though oftenest answered with a “Yes,” had sometimes its “No.” Miss Crawford was soon to leave Mansfield, and on this circumstance the “no” and the “yes” had been very recently in alternation. He had seen her eyes sparkle as she spoke of the dear friend’s letter, which claimed a long visit from her in London, and of the kindness of Henry in en¬ gaging to remain where he was till January, that he might convey her thither; he had heard her speak of the pleasure of such a journey with an animation which had “no” in every tone. But this had occurred on the first day of its being settled, within the first hour of the burst of such enjoyment, when nothing but the friends she was to visit was before her. He had since heard her express herself differently, —with other feelings, more checkered feelings; he had heard her tell Mrs. Grant that she should leave her with regret; that she began to believe neither the friends nor the pleasures she was going to were worth those she left behind ; and that though she felt she must go, and knew she should enjoy herself when once away, she was already looking forward to being at Mansfield again. Was there not a “yes” m all this? With such matters to ponder over and arrange and re-arrange, Edmund could not, on his own 30 MANSFIELD PARK. account, think very much of the evening which the rest of the family were looking forward to with a more equal degree of strong interest. In¬ dependent of his two cousins’ enjoyment in it, the evening was to him of no higher value than any other appointed meeting of the two families might be. In every meeting there was a hope of receiv¬ ing further confirmation of Miss Crawford’s at¬ tachment; hut the whirl of a ball-room, perhaps, was not particularly favorable to the excitement or expression of serious feelings. To engage her early for the two first dances was all the command of individual happiness which he felt in his power, and the only preparation for the hall which he could enter into in spite of all that was passing around him on the subject from morning till night. Thursday was the day of the ball; and on Wednesday morning, Fanny, still unable to satisfy herself as to what she ought to wear, determined to seek counsel of the more enlightened, and apply to Mrs. Grant and her sister, whose acknowledged taste would certainly bear her blameless; and as Edmund and William were gone to Northampton, and she had reason to think Mr. Crawford likewise out, she walked down to the Parsonage without much fear of wanting an opportunity for private discussion; and the privacy of such a discussion was a most important part of it to Fanny, being more than half ashamed of her own solicitude. She met Miss Crawford within a few yards of the Parsonage, just setting out to call on her; and as it seemed to her that her friend, though obliged MANSFIELD PARK. 31 to insist on turning back, was unwilling to lose her walk, she explained her business at once, and observed that if she would he so kind as to give her opinion, it might he all talked over as well without doors as within. Miss Crawford appeared gratified by the application, and after a moment’s thought urged Fanny’s returning with her in a much more cordial manner than before, and proposed their going up into her room, where they might have a comfortable coze without disturbing Dr. and Mrs. Grant, who were together in the draw¬ ing-room. It was just the plan to suit Fanny; and with a great deal of gratitude on her side for such ready and kind attention, they proceeded in¬ doors and upstairs, and were soon deep in the in¬ teresting subject. Miss Crawford, pleased by the appeal, gave her all her best judgment and taste, made everything easy by her suggestions, and tried to make everything agreeable by her en¬ couragement. The dress being settled in all its grander parts, — “But what shall you have by way of necklace?” said Miss Crawford. “Shall not you wear your brother’s cross?” And as she spoke she was undoing a small parcel which Fanny bad observed in her hand when they met. Fanny acknowledged her wishes and doubts on this point; she did not know how either to wear the cross or to refrain from wearing it. She was answered by having a small trinket-box placed before her, and being requested to choose from among several gold chains and necklaces. Such had been the paicel with which Mass Crawford was provided, and such the object of her intended visit; and in the kind* 32 MANSFIELD PARK. est manner she now urged Fanny’s taking one for the cross and to keep for her sake, saying every¬ thing she could think of to obviate the scruples which were making Fanny start hack at first with a look of horror at the proposal. “You see what a collection I have,” said she, — “more by half than I ever use or think of. I do not offer them as new. I offer nothing but an old necklace. You must forgive the liberty and oblige me.” Fanny still resisted, and from her heart. The gift was too valuable. But Miss Crawford per¬ severed, and argued the case with so much affec¬ tionate earnestness through all the heads of William and the cross and ^the hall and herself, as to he finally successful. Fanny found herself obliged to yield, that she might not he accused of pride or indifference, or some other littleness; and having with modest reluctance given her consent, proceeded to make the selection. She looked and looked, longing to know which might he least valuable; and was determined in her choice at last, by fancying there was one necklace more frequently placed before her eyes than the rest. It was of gold, prettily worked; and though Fanny would have preferred a longer and a plainer chain as more adapted for her purpose, she hoped, in fix¬ ing on this, to be choosing what Miss Crawford least wished to keep. Miss Crawford smiled her perfect approbation ; and hastened to complete the gift by putting the necklace round her, and mak¬ ing her see how well it looked. Fanny had not a word to say against its becomingness, and ex- “ Miss Crawford smiled her perfect approbation ” Mansfield Park, II., 32 MANSFIELD PARK. 33 cepting what remained of her scruples, was exceed¬ ingly pleased with an acquisition so very apropos. She would rather perhaps have been obliged to some other person. But this was an unworthy feeling. Miss Crawford had anticipated her wants with a kindness which proved her a real friend. “When I wear this necklace I shall always think of you,” said she, “and feel how very kind you were.” “You must think of somebody else, too, when you wear that necklace,” replied Miss Crawford. “'You must think of Henry, for it was his choice in the first place. He gave it to me, and with the necklace I make over to you all the duty of re¬ membering the original giver. It is to be a family remembrancer. The sister is not to he in your mind without bringing the brother too.” Fanny, in great astonishment and confusion, would have returned the present instantly. To take what had been the gift of another person, — of a brother too, — impossible ! — it must not he ! and with an eagerness and embarrassment quite diverting to her companion, she laid down the necklace again on its cotton, and seemed resolved either to take another or none at all. Miss Craw¬ ford thought she had never seen a prettier con¬ sciousness. “ M!y dear child, said she, laughing, “what are you afraid of? Do you think Henry will claim the necklace as mine, and fancy you did not come honestly by it? or are you imagin¬ ing he would he too much flattered by seeing round your lovely throat an ornament which his money purchased three years ago, before he knew VOL. II. - 3 34 MANSFIELD PARK. there was such a throat in the world? or per¬ haps,” looking archly, “you suspect a confed¬ eracy between us, and that what I am now doing is with his knowledge and at his desire? ” With the deepest blushes Fanny protested against such a thought. “Well, then,” replied Miss Crawford, more seriously, hut without at all believing her, “to convince me that you suspect no trick, and are as unsuspicious of compliment as I have always found you, take the necklace, and say no more about it. Its being a gift of my brother’s need not make the smallest difference in your accepting it, as I assure you it makes none in my willingness to part with it. He is always giving me something or other. I have such innumerable presents from him that it is quite impossible for me to value, or for him to remember half. And as for this necklace, I do not suppose I have worn it six times; it is very pretty, — but I never think of it; and though you would be most heartily welcome to any other in my trinket-box, you have happened to fix on the very one which, if I have a choice, I would rather part with and see in your possession than any other. Say no more against it, I entreat you. Such a trifle is not worth half so many words.” Fanny dared not make any further opposition; awl with renewed hut less happy thanks accepted the necklace again, for there was an expression in Miss Crawford’s eyes which she could not be satisfied with. It was impossible for her to be insensible of Mr. Crawford s change of manners. She had long seen MANSFIELD PARK. 35 it. He evidently tried to please her, — he was gallant, — he was attentive, — he was something like what he had been to her cousins : he wanted, she supposed, to cheat her of her tranquillity as he had cheated them; and whether he might not have some concern in this necklace ! She could not be convinced that he had not; for Miss Crawford, complaisant as a sister, was careless as a woman and a friend. Reflecting and doubting, and feeling that the possession of what she had so much wished for did not bring much satisfaction, she now walked home again, — with a change rather than a diminution of cares since her treading that path before. CHAPTER III. On reaching home Fanny went immediately up¬ stairs to deposit this unexpected acquisition, this doubtful good of a necklace, in some favorite box in the East room which held all her smaller treas¬ ures; but on opening the door, what was her sur¬ prise to find her cousin Edmund there writing at the table! Such a sight, having never occurred before, was almost as wonderful as it was welcome. “Fanny,” said he, directly, leaving his seat and his pen, and meeting her with something in his hand, “I beg your pardon for being here. I came to look for you, and after waiting a little while in hope of your coming in, was making use of your inkstand to explain my errand. You will find the beginning of a note to yourself; but I can now speak my business, which is merely to beg your acceptance of this little trifle, — a chain for William’s cross. You ought to have had it a week ago; but there has been a delay from my brother’s not £eing in town by several days so soon as I expected; and I have only just now received it at Northampton. I hope you will like the chain itself, Fanny. I endeavored to consult the sim¬ plicity of^ your taste; but at any rate I know you will be kind to my intentions, and consider it, as MANSFIELD PARK. 37 it really is, a token of tlie love of one of your oldest friends.” And so saying, lie was hurrying away, before Fanny, overpowered by a thousand feelings of pain and pleasure, could attempt to speak; but quick¬ ened by one sovereign wish, she then called out, “ Oh, cousin, stop a moment, pray stop! ” He turned hack. “ I cannot attempt to thank you,” she continued in a very agitated manner; “thanks are out of the question. I feel much more than I can possibly express. Your goodness in thinking of me in such a way is beyond — ” „ “If this is all you have to say, Fanny — smiling and turning away again. ^ “ No, no, it is not. I want to consult you. Almost unconsciously she had now undone the parcel he had just put into her hand, and seeing before her, in all the niceness of jewellers’ packing, a plain gold chain, perfectly simple and neat, she could not help bursting forth again: “Oh, this is beautiful, indeed! This is the very thing, pre¬ cisely what I wished for! This is the only orna¬ ment I have ever had a desire to possess. It m exactly suit my cross. They must and shall be worn together. It comes, too, m such an accept¬ able moment. Oh, cousin, you do not know how acceptable it is. « My dear Fanny, you feel these things a great deal too much. I am most happy that you like the chain, and that it should be here m time for to-morrow; but your thanks are far beyond tie occasion. Believe me, I have no pleasure m he 38 MANSFIELD PARK. world superior to that of contributing to yours. Ho, I can safely say, I have no pleasure so com¬ plete, so unalloyed. It is without a drawback.” Upon such expressions of affection, Fanny could have lived an hour without saying another word; but Edmund, after waiting a moment, obliged her to bring down her mind from its heavenly flight by saying, “But what is it that you want to con¬ sult me about? ” It was about the necklace, which she was now most earnestly longing to return, and hoped to obtain his approbation of her doing. She gave the history of her recent visit, and now her raptures might well be over; for Edmund was so struck with the circumstance, so delighted with what Miss Crawford had done, so gratified by such a coinci¬ dence of conduct between them, that Fanny could not but admit the superior power of one pleasure over his own mind, though it might have its draw¬ back. It was some time before she could get his attention to her plan, or any answer to her demand of his opinion : he was in a reverie of fond reflection, uttering only now and then a few half-sentences of praise ; but when he did awake and understand, he was very decided in opposing what she wished. “Return the necklace! Ho, my dear Fanny, upon no account. It would be mortifying her severely. There can hardly be a more unpleasant sensation than the having anything returned on our hands, which we have given with a reasonable hope of its contributing to the comfort of a friend. Why should she lose a pleasure which she has shown herself so deserving of? MANSFIELD PARK. 39 “If it had been given to me in the first in¬ stance,” said Fanny, “ I should not have thought of returning it; but being her brother’s present, is not it fair to suppose that she would rather not part with it, when it is not wanted?” < ‘ She must not suppose it not wanted, not ac¬ ceptable at least; and its having been originally her brother’s gift makes no difference, for as she was not prevented from offering, nor you from taking it on that account, it ought not to affect your keeping it. No doubt it is handsomer than mine, and fitter for a ball-room.” “No, it is not handsomer, not at all handsomer in its way, and for my purpose not half so fit. The chain will agree with William’s cross beyond all comparison better than the necklace. “For one night, Fanny, for only one night, if it be a sacrifice, — I am sure you will, upon con¬ sideration, make that sacrifice rather than gi'e pain to one who has been so studious of your com¬ fort. Miss Crawford’s attentions to you have been, not more than you were justly entitled to, _ I am the last person to think that could be, — but they have been invariable; and to be return¬ ing them with what must have something the air of ingratitude, though I know it could never have the meaning, is not in your nature, I am sure. Wear the necklace, as you are engaged to do to¬ morrow evening, and let the chain, which was not ordered with any reference to the ball, be kept for commoner occasions. This is my advice. I would not have the shadow of a coolness between the two whose intimacy I have been observing with the 40 MANSFIELD PARK. greatest pleasure, and in whose characters there is so much general resemblance in true generosity and natural delicacy as to make the few slight differences, resulting principally from situation, no reasonable hindrance to a perfect friendship. I would not have the shadow of a coolness arise,” he repeated, his voice sinking a little, “ between the two dearest objects I have on earth.” He was gone as he spoke; and Fanny remained to tranquillize herself as she could. She was one of his two dearest, — that must support her. But the other! — the first! She had never heard him speak so openly before, and though it told her no more than what she had long perceived, it was a stab; for it told of his own convictions and views. They were decided. He would marry Miss Craw¬ ford. It was a stab, in spite of every long-standing expectation; and she was obliged to repeat again and again that she was one of his two dearest, before the words gave her any sensation. Could she believe Miss Crawford to deserve him, it would be — oh, how different it would be, how far more tolerable! But he was deceived in her; he gave her merits which she had not; her faults were what they had ever been, but he saw them no longer. Till she had shed many tears over this deception, Fanny could not subdue her agitation; ’and the dejection which followed could only be relieved by the influence of fervent prayers for his happiness. It was her intention, as she felt it to be her duty, to try to overcome all that was excessive, all that bordered on selfishness in her affection MANSFIELD PARK. 41 for Edmund. To call or to fancy it a loss, a dis¬ appointment, would be a presumption; for which she had not words strong enough to satisfy her own humility. To think of him as Miss Crawford might be justified in thinking, would in her be insanity. To her, he could be nothing under any circumstances, — nothing dearer than a friend. Why did such an idea occur to her, even enough to be reprobated and forbidden? It ought not to have touched on the confines of her imagination. She would endeavor to be rational, and to deserve the right of judging of Miss Crawford’s character and the privilege' of true solicitude for him by a sound intellect and an honest heart. She had all the heroism of principle, and was de¬ termined to do her duty; but having also many of the feelings of youth and nature, let her not be much wondered at, if, after making all these .ood resolutions on the side of self-government she seized the scrap of paper on which Edmund had begun writing to her, as a treasure beyond all her hopes, and reading with the tenderest emo¬ tion these words, “My very dear Fanny, you must do me the favor to accept — ” locked it up with the chain, as the dearest part of the gift. It was the only thing approaching to a letter wine i she had ever received from him; she might never receive another; it was impossible that she ever should receive another so perfectly gratifying in the occasion and the style. Two lines more prized had never fallen from the pen of the most dis¬ tinguished author, — never more completely blessed the researches of the fondest biographer. 42 MANSFIELD PARK. enthusiasm of a woman’s love is even beyond the biographer’s. To her the handwriting itself, in¬ dependent of anything it may convey, is a blessed¬ ness. Never were such characters cut by any other human being, as Edmund’s commonest hand¬ writing gave! This specimen, written in haste as it was, had not a fault; and there was a feli¬ city in the flow of the first four words, in the ar¬ rangement of “My very dear Fanny,” which she could have looked at forever. Having regulated her thoughts and comforted her feelings by this happy mixture of reason and weakness, she was able in due time to go down and resume her usual employments near her aunt Bertram, and pay her the usual observances with¬ out any apparent want of spirits. Thursday, predestined to hope and enjoyment, came, and opened with more kindness to Fanny than such self-willed, unmanageable days often volunteer; for soon after breakfast, a very friendly note was brought from Mr. Crawford to'william, stating that as he found himself obliged to go to London on the morrow for a few days, he could not help trying to procure a companion, and therefore hoped that if William could make up his mind to leave Mansfield half a day earlier than had been proposed, he would accept a place mvhis carriage. Mr. Crawford meant to be in town by his uncle’s accustomary late dinner-hour, and William was invited to dine with him at the Admiral’s. The proposal was a very pleasant one to William himself, who enjoyed the idea of trav¬ elling post with four horses and such a good- MANSFIELD PARK. 43 humored, agreeable friend, and in likening it to going up with despatches, was saying at once everything in favor of its happiness and dignity which his imagination could suggest; and Fanny, from a different motive, was exceedingly pleased: for the original plan was that William should go up by the mail from Northampton the following night, which would not have allowed him an hour’s rest before he must have got into a Ports¬ mouth coach ; and though this offer of Mr. Craw¬ ford’s would rob her of many hours of his company, she was too happy in having William spared from the fatigue of such a journey, to think of any¬ thing else. Sir Thomas approved of it for another reason. His nephew’s introduction to Admiral Crawford might be of service. The Admiral, he believed, had interest. Upon the whole, it was a very joyous note. Fanny’s spirits lived on it half the morning, deriving some accession of pleasure from its writer being himself to go away. As for the ball so near at hand, she had too many agitations and fears to have half the enjoy¬ ment in anticipation which she ought to have had, or must have been supposed to have, by the many young ladies looking forward to the same event in situations more at ease, but under circumstances of less novelty, less interest, less peculiar gratifi¬ cation than would be attributed to her. Miss Price, known only by name to half the people in¬ vited, was now to make her first appearance, and must be regarded as the Queen of the evening. Who could be happier than Miss Price? Put Miss Price had not been brought up to the trade 44 MANSFIELD PARK. of coming out ; and had she known in what light this ball was, in general, considered respecting her, it would very much have lessened her comfort hy increasing the fears she already had of doing wrong and being looked at. To dance without much observation or any extraordinary fatigue, to have strength and partners for about half the even¬ ing, to dance a little with Edmund and not a great deal with Mr. Crawford, to see William en¬ joy himself, and he able to keep away from her aunt Norris, was the height of her ambition, and seemed to comprehend her greatest possibility of happiness. As these were the best of her hopes, they could not always prevail; and in the course of a long morning, spent principally with her two aunts, she was often under the influence of much less sanguine views. William, determined to make this last day a day of thorough enjoyment, was out snipe shooting; Edmund, she had too much reason to suppose, was at the Parsonage; and left alone to hear the worrying of Mrs. Norris, who was cross because the housekeeper would have her own way with the supper, and whom she could not avoid though the housekeeper might, Fanny was worn down at last to think everything an evil belonging to the ball, and when sent off with a parting worry to dress, moved as languidly towards her own room and felt as incapable of happiness as if she had been allowed no share in it. As she walked slowly upstairs, she thought of yesterday; it had been about the same hour that she had returned from the Parsonage, and found Edmund in the East room. “ Suppose I were to MANSFIELD PARK. 45 find him there again to-day! ” said she to herself, in a fond indulgence of fancy. “ Fanny,” said a voice at that moment near her. Starting and looking up, she saw across the lobby she had just reached Edmund himself, standing at the head of a different staircase. He came to¬ wards her. “You look tired and fagged, Fanny. You have been walking too far.” “ No, I have not been out at all.” “Then you have had fatigues within doors, which are worse. You had better have gone out.” Fanny, not liking to complain, found it easiest to make no answer; and though he looked at her with his usual kindness, she believed he had soon ceased to think of her countenance. He did not appear in spirits; something unconnected with her was probably amiss. J-hey proceeded upstairs together, their rooms being on the same floor above. “ I come from Dr. Grant’s,” said Edmund, presently. “You may guess my errand there, Fanny.” And he looked so conscious that Fanny could think but of one errand, which turned her too sick for speech. £{ he wrote to his father, no wonder he was con¬ cise. Who could write chat to Sir Thomas? If he had written to you, there would have been more particulars. You would have heard of balls and parties. He would have sent you a description of everything and everybody. How many Miss Owens are there? ” “Three grown up.” “Are they musical? ” “I do not at all know. I never heard.” “That is the first question, you know,” said Miss Crawford, trying to appear gay and uncon¬ cerned, ‘ ‘ which every woman who plays herself is sure to ask another. But it is very foolish to ask questions about any young ladies, — about any three sisters just grown up; for one knows with- MANSFIELD PARK. 73 out being told exactly wliat they are, — all very accomplished and pleasing, and one very pretty. There is a beauty in every family, — it is a regular thing. Two play on the pianoforte, and one on the harp; and all sing, or would sing if they were taught, or sing all the better for not being taught, or something like it.” “I know nothing of the Miss Owens,” said Fanny, calmly. “You know nothing and you care less, as people say. Never did tone express indifference plainer. Indeed, how can one care for those one has never seen? Well, when your cousin comes back he will find Mansfield very quiet, — all the noisy ones gone, your brother and mine and myself. I do not like the idea of leaving Mrs. Grant now the time draws near. She does not like my going.” Fanny felt obliged to speak. “ You cannot doubt your being missed by many,” said she. “You will be very much missed.” Miss Crawford turned her eye on her, as if wanting to hear or see more, and then laughingly said: “Oh, yes, missed as every noisy evil is missed when it is taken away; that is, there is a o-reat difference felt. But I am not fishing, t on compliment me. If I am missed, it will appear. I may be discovered by those who want to see me. I shall not be in any doubtful or distant or unap¬ proachable region.’ Now Fanny could not bring herself to speak, and Miss Crawford was disappointed; for she had hoped to hear some pleasant assurance of her 74 MANSFIELD PARK. power, from one who she thought must know; and her spirits were clouded again. “The Miss Owens, ” said she, soon after¬ wards, — “suppose you were to have one of the Miss Owens settled at Thornton Lacey; how should you like it? Stranger things have happened. I dare say they are trying for it. And they are quite in the right, for it would he a very pretty establishment for them. I do not at all wonder or blame them. It is everybody’s duty to do as well for themselves as they can. Sir Thomas Bertram’s son is somebody; and now he is in their own line. Their father is a clergyman and their brother is a clergyman, and they are all clergymen together. He is their lawful property, he fairly belongs to them. You don’t speak, Fanny — Miss Price — you don’t speak. But honestly now, do not you rather expect it than otherwise ?” “Ho,” said Fanny, stoutly, “I do not expect it at all.” “Hot at all! ” cried Miss Crawford, with alac¬ rity. “I wonder at that. But I dare say you know exactly — I always imagine you are — per¬ haps you do not think him likely to marry at all — or not at present.” “Ho, I do not,” said Fanny, softly, hoping she did not err either in the belief or the acknowledg¬ ment of it. Her companion looked at her keenly; and gath¬ ering greater spirit from the blush soon produced from such a look, only said, “ He is best off as he is,” and turned the subject. CHAPTER YT. Miss Crawford’s uneasiness was much lightened by this conversation, and she walked home again in spirits which might have defied almost another week of the same small party in the same had weather, had they been put to the proof; but as that very evening brought her brother down from London again in quite or more than quite his usual cheerfulness, she had nothing further to try her own. His still refusing to tell her what he had gone for was but the promotion of gayety; a day before it might have irritated, but now it was a pleasant joke, — suspected only of con¬ cealing something planned as a pleasant surprise to herself. And the next day did bring a surprise to her. Henry had said he should just go and ask the Bertrams how they did, and be back in ten minutes, — but he was gone above an hour; and when his sister, who had been waiting for him to walk with her in the garden, met him at last most impatiently in the sweep, and cried out, “My dear Henry, where can you possibly have been all this time? ” he had only to say that he had been sitting with Lady Bertram and Fanny. “Sitting with them an hour and a half! ” ex¬ claimed Mary. But this was only the beginning of her surprise 76 MANSFIELD PARK. u Yes, Mary,” said he, drawing her arm within his, and walking along the sweep as if not know¬ ing where he was, “I could not get away sooner, — Fanny looked so lovely! I am quite deter¬ mined, Mary. My mind is entirely made up. Will it astonish you? No; jmu must he aware that I am quite determined to marry Fanny Price.” The surprise was now complete ; for in sjnte of whatever his consciousness might suggest, a sus¬ picion of his having any such views had never entered his sister’s imagination; and she looked so truly the astonishment she felt that he was obliged to repeat what he had said, and more fully and more solemnly. The conviction of his determina¬ tion once admitted, it was not unwelcome. There was even pleasure with the surprise. Mary was m a state of mind to rejoice in a connection with the Bertram family, and to be not displeased with her brother’s marrying a little beneath him. Yes, Mary,” was Henry’s concluding assur¬ ance; “ I am fairly caught. You know with what idle designs I began — but this is the end of them. I have (I flatter myself) made no incon¬ siderable progress in her affections; but my own are entirely fixed.” “ Lucky, lucky girl!” cried Mary as soon as she could speak; “what a match for her! My dearest Henry, this must be my first feeling; but my second, which you shall have as sincerely, is that I approve your choice from my soul, and fore¬ see your happiness as heartily as I wish and desire *0U Wl11 W a sweet little wife, — all gratb MANSFIELD PARK. 77 tude and devotion. Exactly what you deserve. What an amazing match for her! Mrs. Norris often talks of her luck; what will she say now? The delight of all the family, indeed! And she has some true friends in it. How they will re¬ joice! But tell me ail about it. Talk to me for¬ ever. When did you begin to think seriously about her? ” Nothing could he more impossible than to answer such a question, though nothing he more agreeable than to have it asked. “ How the pleasing plague had stolen on him ’ ’ he could not say ; and before he had expressed the same sentiment with a little variation of words three times over, his sister eagerly interrupted him with: “Ah, my dear Henry, and this is what took you to London! This was your business! You chose to consult the Admiral, before you made up your mind.” But this he stoutly denied. He knew his uncle too well to consult him on any matrimonial scheme. The Admiral hated marriage, and thought it never pardonable in a young man of independent fortune. “When Fanny is known to him,” continued Henry, “he will dote on her. She is exactly the woman to do away every prejudice of such a man as the Admiral, for she is exactly such a woman as he thinks does not exist in the world, ^he is the very impossibility he would describe, — if in¬ deed he has now delicacy of language enough to embody his own ideas. But till it is absolutely settled, — settled beyond all interference, — he shall know nothing of the matter. No, Mary, you 78 MANSFIELD PARK. are quite mistaken. You have not discovered my business yet.” “Well, well, I am satisfied. I know now to whom it must relate, and am in no hurry for the rest. Fanny Price, — wonderful, - — quite wonder¬ ful! That Mansfield should have done so much for — that you should have found your fate in Mansfield! But you are quite right, you could not have chosen better. There is not a better girl in the world, and you do not want for fortune; and as to her connections, they are more than good. The Bertrams are undoubtedly some of the first people in this country. She is niece to Sir Thomas Bertram; that will be enough for the world. But go on, go on. Tell me more. What are your plans? Does she know her own happi¬ ness ? ” “No.” “What are you waiting for?” “For — for very little more than opportunity. Mary, she is not like her cousins; but I think I shall not ask in vain.” “ Oh, no, you cannot. Were you even less pleasing, supposing her not to love you already (of which, however, I can have little doubt), you would be safe. The gentleness and gratitude of her disposition would secure her all your own immediately. From my soul I do not think she would marry you without love, — that is, if there is a girl in the world capable of being uninfluenced by ambition, I can suppose it her; hut ask her to love you, and she will never have the heart to refuse.” MANSFIELD PARK. 79 As soon as her eagerness could rest in silence, he was as happy to tell as she could be to listen; and a conversation followed almost as deeply inter¬ esting to her as to himself, though he had in fact nothing to relate hut his own sensations, nothing to dwell on hut Fanny’s charms. Fanny’s beauty of face and figure, Fanny’s graces of manner and goodness of heart were the exhaustless theme. The gentleness, modesty, and sweetness of her character were warmly expatiated on, — that sweet¬ ness which makes so essential a part of every woman’s worth in the judgment of man, that though he sometimes loves where it is not, he can never believe it absent. Her temper he had good reason to depend on and to praise. He had often seen it tried. Was there one of the family, ex¬ cepting Edmund, who had not in some way or other continually exercised her patience and forbearance? Her affections were evidently strong. To see her with her brother! What could more delightfully prove that the warmth of her heart was equal to its gentleness? What could be more encouraging to a man who had her love in view? Then, her understanding was beyond every suspicion, quick and clear; and her manners were the mirror of her own modest and elegant mind. Nor was this all. Henry Crawford had too much sense not to feel the worth of good principles in a wife, though he was too little accustomed to serious reflection to know them by their proper name; but when he talked of her having such a steadiness and regu¬ larity of conduct, such a high notion of honor, and such an observance of decorum as might warrant 80 MANSFIELD PARK. any man in the fullest dependence on her faith and integrity, he expressed what was inspired by the knowledge of her being well principled and religious. “I could so wholly and absolutely confide in her,” said he, “and that is what I want.” Well might his sister, believing as she really did that his opinion of Fanny Price was scarcely beyond her merits, rejoice in her prospects. “The more I think of it,” she cried, “the more am I convinced that you are doing quite right; and though I should never have selected Fanny Price as the girl most likely to attach you, I am now persuaded she is the very one to make you happy. Your wicked project upon her peace turns out a clever thought indeed. You will both find your good in it.” “It was bad, very bad in me against such a creature; but I did not know her then. And she shall have no reason to lament the hour that first put it into my head. I will make her very happy, Mary, happier than she has ever yet been herself, or ever seen anybody else. I will not take her from Northamptonshire. I shall let Everingham, and rent a place in this neighborhood; perhaps Stanwix Lodge. I shall let a seven years’ lease of Everingham. I am sure of an excellent tenant at naif a word. I could name three people now, who would give me my own terms and thank me. ” “Ha!” cried Mary; “settle in Northampton¬ shire! That is pleasant! Then we shall be all together.” When she had spoken it, she recollected herself, MANSFIELD PARK. 81 and wished it unsaid : but there was no need of confusion ; for her brother saw her only as the sup¬ posed inmate of Mansfield Parsonage, and replied but to invite her in the kindest manner to' his own house, and to claim the best right in her. “You must give us more than half your time,” said he. “ I cannot admit Mrs. Grant to have an equal claim with Fanny and myself, for we shall both have a right in you. Fanny will be so truly your sister! ” Mary had only to be grateful and give general assurances; but she was now very fully purposed to be the guest of neither brother nor sister many months longer. “You. will divide your year between London and Northamptonshire?” “Yes.” “That’s right; and in London, of course, a house of your own, and no longer with the Admi¬ ral. My dearest Henry, the advantage to you of getting away from the Admiral before your man¬ ners are hurt by the -contagion of his, before you have contracted any of his foolish opinions, or learned to sit over your dinner, as if it were the best blessing of life! You are not sensible of the gain, for your regard for him has blinded you; but, in my estimation, your marrying early may be the sating of you. To have seen you grow like the Admiral in word or deed, look or gesture, would have broken my heart.” “Well, well, we do not think quite alike here. The Admiral has his faults, but he is a very good man, and has been more than a father to me. Few VOL. ii. — 6 82 MANSFIELD PARK. fathers would have let me have my own way half so much. You must not prejudice Fanny against him. I must have them love one another.” Mary refrained from saying what she felt, that there could not be two persons in existence whose characters and manners were less accordant: time would discover it to him; but she could not help this reflection on the Admiral. “Henry, I think so highly of Fanny Price that if I could suppose the next Mrs. Crawford would have half the reason which my poor ill-used aunt had to abhor the very name, I would prevent the marriage, if possible; but I know you, I know that a wife you loved would be the happiest of women, and that even when you ceased to love, she would yet find in you the liberality and good-breeding of a gentleman.” The impossibility cf not doing everything in the world to make Fanny Price happy, or of ceas¬ ing to love Fanny Price, was of course the ground¬ work of his eloquent answer. “Had you seen her this morning, Mary,” he continued, “ attending with such ineffable sweet¬ ness and patience to all the demands of her aunt’s stupidity, working with her and for her, her color beautifully heightened as she leant over the work, thdli returning to her seat to finish a note which she was previously engaged in writing for that stupid woman’s service, and all this with such un¬ pretending gentleness, so much as if it were a matter of course that she was not to have a moment at her own command, her hair arranged as neatly as it always is, and one little curl falling forward as she wrote, which she now and then shook back, MANSFIELD PARK. 83 and in the midst of all this, still speaking at in¬ tervals to me, or listening, and as if she liked to listen to what I said. Had you seen her so, Mary, you would not have implied the possibility of her power over my heart ever ceasing.” ‘ ‘ My dearest Henry,” cried Mary, stopping short, and smiling in his face, “how glad I am to see you so much in love! It quite delights me. But what will Mrs. Rushwortli and Julia say? ” “ I care neither what they say nor what they feel. They will now see what sort of woman it is that can attach me, that can attach a man of sense. I wish the discovery may do them any good. And they will now see their cousin treated as she ought to be, and I wish they may be heartily ashamed of their own abominable neglect and unkindness. They will he angry,” he added, after a moment’s silence and in a cooler tone; “Mrs. Rushwortli will be very angry. It will be a bitter pill to her • that is, like other bitter pills, it will have two mo¬ ments’ ill-flavor, and then be swallowed and for¬ gotten ; for I am not such a coxcomb as to suppose her feelings more lasting than other women’s, though I was the object of them. Yes, Alary, my Fanny will feel a difference indeed, a daily, hourly difference, in the behavior of every being who approaches her; and it will be the completion of my happiness to know that I am the doer of it, that I am the person to give the consequence so justly her due. How she is dependent, helpless, friendless, neglected, forgotten.” “Hay, Henry, not by all, not forgotten by all; 84 MANSFIELD PARK. not friendless or forgotten. Her cousin Edmund never forgets her.” 1 Edmunc), true, I believe he is (generally speaking) kind to her; and so is Sir Thomas in kis way, but it is the way of a rich, superior, long- worded, arbitrary uncle. What can Sir Thomas and Edmund together do, what do they do for her happiness, comfort, honor, and dignity in the world to what I shall do?” v CHAPTEB VII. Henry Crawford was at Mansfield Parle again the next morning, and at an earlier hour than common visiting warrants. The two ladies were together in the breakfast-roonr; and fortunately for him, Lady Bertram was on the very point of quit¬ ting it as he entered. She was almost at the door; and not choosing by any means to take so much trouble in vain, she still went on, after a civil re¬ ception, a short sentence about being waited for, and a “ Let Sir Thomas know,” to the servant. Henry, overjoyed to have her go, bowed and watched her off, and without losing another mo¬ ment, turned instantly to Fanny, and taking out some letters, said with a most animated look : I must acknowledge myself infinitely obliged to any creature who gives me such an opportunity of see¬ ing you alone; I have been wishing it more .than you can have any idea. Knowing as I do what your feelings as a sister are, I could hardly have borne that any one in the house should share with you in the first knowledge of the news I now bring. He is made. Your brother is a lieutenant. I have the infinite satisfaction of congratulating you on your brother’s promotion. Here are the letters which announce it, this moment come to hand. You will, perhaps, like to see them. 86 MANSFIELD PARK. Fanny could not speak, but he did not want her to speak. To see the expression of her eyes, the change of her complexion, the progress of her feel¬ ings, their doubt, confusion, and felicity, was enough. She took the letters as he gave them. The first was from the Admiral, to inform his ne¬ phew, in a few words, of his having succeeded in the object he had undertaken, the promotion of young Price, and enclosing two more, — one from the Secretary of the First Lord to a friend whom the Admiral had set to work in the business ; the other from that friend to himself, by which it appeared that his Lordship had the very great happiness of attending to the recommendation of Sir Charles, that Sir Charles was much delighted in having such an opportunity of proving his regard for Ad¬ miral Crawford, and that the circumstance of Mr. William Price’s commission as Second Lieutenant of H. M. Sloop Thrush being made out was spread¬ ing general joy through a wide circle of great people. While her hand was trembling under these letters, her eye running from one to the other, and her heart swelling with emotion, Crawford thus continued, with unfeigned eagerness, to express hi& interest in the event : — “I will not talk of my own happiness,” said he, “great as it is, for I think only of yours. Com¬ pared with you, who has a right to be happy? I have almost grudged myself my own prior knowl¬ edge of what you ought to have known before all the world. I have not lost a moment, however. The post was late this morning, but there has not MANSFIELD PARK. 87 been since a moment’s delay. How impatient, bow anxious, bow wild I have been on the subject, I will not attempt to describe; how severely morti¬ fied, how cruelly disappointed, in not having it finished while I was in London! I was kept there from day to day in the hope of it, for nothing less dear to me than such an object would have detained me half the time from Mansfield. But though my uncle entered into my wishes with all the warmth I could desire, and exerted himself immediately, there were difficulties, from the absence of one friend and the engagements of another, which at last I could no longer bear to stay the end of; and knowing in what good hands I left the cause, I came away on Monday, trusting that many posts would not pass before I should be followed by such very letters as these. My uncle, who is the very best man in the world, has exerted himself, as I knew he would after seeing your brother. He was delighted with him, — I would not allow myself, yesterday, to say how delighted, or to repeat half that the Admiral said in his praise. I deferred it all till his praise should be proved the praise of a friend, as this day does prove it. Now I may say that even I could not require William Price to ex¬ cite a greater interest, or be followed by warmer wishes and higher commendation, than were most voluntarily bestowed by my uncle after the evening they passed together.” “Has this been all your doing, then?” cried Fanny. “Good Heaven! how very, very kind! Have you really — was it by your desire — I beg your pardon, but I am bewildered. Did Ad- 88 MANSFIELD PARK. rniral Crawford apply? — how was it? — I am stupefied.” Henry was most happy to make it more intelli¬ gible, by beginning at an earlier stage, and ex* plaining very particularly what he had done. His last journey to London had been undertaken with no other view than that of introducing her brother in Hill Street, and prevailing on the Admiral to exert whatever interest he might have for getting him on. This had been his business. He had communicated it to no creature; he had not breathed a syllable of it even to Mary ; while un¬ certain of the issue, he could not have borne any participation of his feelings, but this had been his business; and he spoke with such a glow of what bis solicitude had been, and used such strong ex¬ pressions, was so abounding in the deepest interest, in twofold motives, in views and wishes more than could be told, that Fanny could not have remained insensible of his drift, had she been able to attend; but her heart was so full and her senses still so as¬ tonished that she could listen but imperfectly even to what he told her of William, and saying only when he paused, “How kind! how very kind! Oh, Mr. Crawford, we are infinitely obliged to you. Dearest, dearest William!” She jumped up and moved in haste towards the door, crying out, “ ] will go to my uncle. My uncle ought to know it as soon as possible.” But this could not be suf¬ fered. The opportunity was too fair, and his feel¬ ings too impatient. He was after her immediately. She must not go, she must allow him five min¬ utes longer; ” and he took her hand and led her MANSFIELD PARK. 89 back to her seat, and was in the middle of his fur¬ ther explanation, before she had suspected for what she was detained. When she did understand it, however, and found herself expected to believe that she had created sensations which his heart had never known before, and that everything he had done for William was to be placed to the ac¬ count of his excessive and unequalled attachment to her, she was exceedingly distressed, and for some moments unable to speak. She considered it all as nonsense, as mere trifling and gallantry, which meant only to deceive for the hour; she could not but feel that it was treating her improp¬ erly and unworthily, and in such a way as she had not deserved; but it was like himself, and entirely of a piece with what she had seen before; and she would not allow herself to show half the displeas¬ ure she felt, because he had been conferring an obligation which no want of delicacy on his part could make a trifle to her. While her heart was still bounding with joy and gratitude on William’s behalf, she could not be severely resentful of any¬ thing that injured only herself; and after having twice drawn back her hand, and twice attempted in vain to turn away from him, she got up, and said only, with much agitation; “ Don’t, Mr. Crawford, pray don’t. I beg you would not. This is a sort of talking which is very unpleasant to me. I must go away. X cannot bear it.’' But he was still talking on, describing his affection, soliciting a return, and, finally, in words so plain as to bear but one meaning even to her, offering himself, hand, fortune, everything, to her acceptance. It 90 MANSFIELD PARK. was so, he had said it. Her astonishment and con¬ fusion increased; and though still not knowing how to suppose him serious, she could hardly stand. He pressed for an answer. “Ho, no, no,” she cried, hiding her face. “This is all nonsense. Ho not distress me. I can hear no more of this. Your kindness to William makes me more obliged to you than words can express; but I do not want, I cannot bear, I must not listen to such — Ho, no, don’t think of me. But you are not thinking of me. I know it is all nothing.” She had burst away from him, and at that mo¬ ment Sir Thomas was heard speaking to a servant in his way towards the room they were in. It was no time for further assurances or entreaty, though to part with her at a moment when her modesty alone seemed to his sanguine and preassured mind to stand in the way of the happiness he sought was a cruel necessity. She rushed out at an opposite door from the one her uncle was approaching, and was walking up and down the East room in the utmost confusion of contrary feeling, before Sir Thomas’s politeness or apologies were over, or he had reached the beginning of the joyful intelligence v which his visitor came to communicate. She was feeling, thinking, trembling, about everything; agitated, happy, miserable, infinitely obliged, absolutely angry. It was all beyond be¬ lief! He was inexcusable, incomprehensible! But such were his habits that he could do nothing without a mixture of evil. He had previously made her the happiest of human beings, and now he had insulted — She knew not what to say, — MANSFIELD PARK. 91 how to class or how to regard it. She would not have him he serious, and yet what could excuse the use of such words and offers,' if they meant but to trifle? But William was a lieutenant. That was a fact beyond a doubt and without an alloy. She would think of it forever, and forget all the rest. Mr. Crawford would certainly never address her so again : he must have seen how unwelcome it was to her; and in that case how gratefully she could esteem him for his friendship to William ! She would not stir farther from the East room than the head of the great staircase, till she had satisfied herself of Mr. Crawford’s having left the house; but when convinced of his being gone, she was eager to go down and be with her uncle, and have all the happiness of his joy as well as her own, and all the benefit of his information or his conjectures as to what would now be William’s destination. Sir Thomas was as joyful as she could desire, and very kind and communicative; and she had so comfortable a talk with him about William as to make her feel as if nothing had oc¬ curred to vex her, till she found, towards the close, that Mr. Crawford was engaged to return and dine there that very day. This was a most unwelcome hearing; for though he might think nothing of what had passed, it would be quite distressing to her to see him again so soon. She tried to get the better of it, — tried very hard, as the dinner hour approached, to feel and appear as usual ; but it was quite impossible for her not to look most shy and uncomfortable when their 92 MANSFIELD PARK. visitor entered the room. She could not have supposed it in the power of any concurrence of circumstances to give her so many painful sensa¬ tions on the first day of hearing of \V i ] 1 i am 7 s promotion. Mr. Crawford was not only in the room, _ he was soon close to her. He had a note to deliver from his sister. Fanny could not look at him, but there was no consciousness of past folly in his voice. She opened her note immediately, glad to have anything to do, and happy, as she read it, to feel that the fidgetings of her aunt Norris, who was also to dine there, screened her a little from view. iIy dear Fanny, for so I may now always call you, to the infinite relief of a tongue that has been stum¬ bling at Miss Price for at least the last six weeks, — I cannot let my brother go without sending you a few' lines of general congratulation, and giving my most joyful con¬ sent and approval. Go on, my dear Fanny, and without fear ; there can be no difficulties worth naming. I choose to suppose that the assurance of my .consent will be some¬ thing; so you may smile upon him with your sweetest smiles this afternoon, and send him back to me even happier than he goes. Yours affectionately, X M. C. These were not expressions to do Fanny any good; for though she read in too much haste and Cmwf 1 t0 f°rm the Cl6areSt iudg« of Miss Crawford s meaning, it was evident that she meant o compliment her on her brother’s attachment, and even to appear to believe it serious. She did not know what to do or what to think. There MANSFIELD PARK. 93 was wretchedness in the idea of its being serious; there was perplexity and agitation every way. She was distressed whenever Mr. Crawford spoke to her, and he spoke to her much too often; and she was afraid there was a something in his voice and manner in addressing her very different from what they were when he talked to the others. Her comfort in that day’s dinner was quite de¬ stroyed: she could hardly eat anything; and when Sir Thomas good-humoredly observed that joy had taken away her appetite, she was ready to sink with shame, from the dread of Mr. Crawford’s interpretation; for though nothing could have tempted her to turn her eyes to the right hand, where he sat, she felt that his were immediately directed towards her. She was more silent than ever. She would hardly join even when William was the subject, for his commission came all from the right hand too, and there was pain in the connection. She thought Lady Bertram sat longer than ever, and began to he in despair of ever getting away; but at last they were in the drawing-room, and she was able to think as she would, while her aunts finished the subject of William’s appointment in their own style. ^ , ... ., Mrs. Norris seemed as much delighted with the saving it would be to Sir Thomas as with any part of it “Now William would be able to keep him¬ self, ‘which would make a vast difference to his uncle, for it was unknown how much he had cost his uncle; and, indeed, it would make some differ¬ ence in her presents too. She was very glad that 94 MANSFIELD PARK. she had given William what she did at parting, very glad, indeed, that it had been in her power, without material inconvenience, just at that time to give him something rather considerable, — that is, for her, with her limited means, — for now it would all be useful in helping to fit up his cabin. She knew he must be at some expense, that he would have many things to buy, — though to be sure his father and mother would be able to put him in the way of getting everything very cheap, — but she was very glad that she had contributed her mite towards it.” “ I am glad you gave him something consider¬ able,” said Lady Bertram, with most unsuspicious calmness, “for I gave him only £10.” “ Indeed! ” cried Mrs. Norris, reddening. “ Up¬ on my word, he must l ave gone off with his pock¬ ets well lined, and at no expense’ for his journey to London either! ” “Sir Thomas told me £10 would be enough.” Mrs. Norris, being not at all inclined to ques¬ tion its sufficiency, began to take the matter in another point. “It is amazing,” said she, “how much young people cost their friends, what with bringing them up and putting them out in the world! They little think how much it comes to, or what their parents or their uncles and aunts pay for them in the course of the year. Now, here are my sister Prices children; take them altogether, I dare say nobody would believe what a sum they cost Sir Thomas every year, to say nothing of what I do for them.” MANSFIELD PARK. 95 •‘Very true, sister, as you say. But, poo* things! they cannot help it; and you know it makes very little difference to Sir Thomas. Fanny, William must not forget my shawl, if he goes to the East Indies; and I shall give him a commission for anything else that is worth hav¬ ing. I wish he may go to the East Indies, that I may have my shawl. I think I will have two shawls, Fanny.” Fanny meanwhile, speaking only when she could not help it, was very earnestly trying to understand what Mr. and Miss Crawford were at. There was everything in the world against their being serious, but his words and manner. E\ery thing natural, probable, reasonable, was against it; all their habits and ways of thinking, and all her own demerits. How could she have excited serious attachment in a man who had seen so many, and been admired, by so many, and flirted with so many, infinitely her superiors, — who seemed so little open to serious impressions, even where pa;ns had been taken to please him, — who thought so slightly, so carelessly, so unfeelingly on all such points, — who was everything to every¬ body, and seemed to find no one essential to him? And further, how could it be supposed that his sister, with all her high and worldly notions of matrimony, would be forwarding anything of a serious nature in such a quarter? Nothing could be more unnatural in either. Fanny was ashamed of her own doubts. Everything might be pos¬ sible rather than serious attachment, or serious approbation of it toward her. She had quite con- 96 MANSFIELD PARK. vinced herself of this before Sir Thomas and Mr. Crawford joined them. The difficult}' was in maintaining the conviction quite so absolutely after Mr. Crawford was in the room ; for once or twice a look seemed forced on her which she did not know how to class among the common mean¬ ing; in any other man, at least, she would have said that it meant something very earnest, very pointed. But she still tried to believe it no more than what he might often have expressed towards her cousins and fifty other women. She thought he was wishing to speak to her unheard by the rest. She fancied he was trying for it the whole evening at intervals, whenever Sir Thomas was out of the room, or at all engaged with Mrs. Norris, and she carefully refused him every opportunity. At last — it seemed an at last to Fanny’s ner¬ vousness, though not remarkably late — he began to talk of going away; but the comfort of the sound was impaired by his turning to her the next moment, and saying: “Have you nothing to send to Mary? No answer to her note? She will he disappointed if she receives nothing from you. Pray write to her, if it be only a line.” Oh? yes> certainly,” cried Fanny, rising in haste, — the haste of embarrassment and of want¬ ing to get away, “I will write directly.” She went accordingly to the table where she was in the habit of writing for her aunt, and pre¬ pared her materials without knowing what in the world to say. She had read Miss Crawford’s note only once; and how to reply to -anything. §Q.im: MANSFIELD PARK 97 perfectly understood was most distressing. Quite unpractised in such sort of note-writing, had there been time for scruples and fears as to style she would have felt them in abundauce: but some¬ thing must be instantly written; and with only one decided feeling, that of wishing not to appear to think anything really intended, she wrote thus, in great trembling both of spirits and hand: — I am very much obliged to you, my dear Miss Craw¬ ford, for your kind congratidations, as far' as they relate to my dearest William. The rest of your note I know means nothing ; but I am so unequal to anything of the sort that I hope you will excuse my begging you to take no further notice. I have seen too much of Mr. Craw¬ ford not to understand his manners ; if he understood me as well, he would, I dare say, behave differently. I do not know what I write, but it would be a great favor of you never to mention the subject again. With thanks for the honor of your note, I remain, dear Miss Crawford, Etc. etc. The conc-USion was scarcely intelligible from in¬ creasing fright; for she found that Mr. Crawford, under pretence of receiving the note, was coming towards her. “ You cannot think I mean to hurry you,” said he, in an under voice, perceiving the amazing trepi¬ dation with which she made up the note; “you cannot think I have any such object. Do not hurry yourself, I entreat.” “ Oh, I thank you, I have quite done, just done _ _ it will be ready in a moment — I am very much von. ii. — ‘ 98 MANSFIELD DARK. obliged to you — if you will be so good as to give that to Miss Crawford.” The note was held out, and must be taken; and as she instantly and with averted eyes walked towards the fireplace, where sat the others, he had nothing to do but to go in good earnest. Fanny thought she had never known a day of greater agitation, both of pain and pleasure; but happily, the pleasure was not of a sort to die with the day, — for every day would restore the knowl¬ edge of William’s advancement, whereas the pain she hoped would return no more. She had no doubt that her note must appear excessively ill- written, that the language would disgrace a child, for her distress had allowed no arrangement; but at least it would assure them both of her being neither imposed on nor gratified by Mr. Crawford’s attentions. v CHAPTER VIII. Fanny had by no means forgotten Mr. Crawford when she awoke the next morning; hut she remem¬ bered the purport of her note, and was not less san¬ guine as to its effect than she had been the night before. If Mr. Crawford would but go away ! — - that was what she most earnestly desired, — go and take his sister with him, as he was to do, and as he returned to Mansfield on purpose to do. And why it was not done already she could not devise, for Miss Crawford certainly wanted no delay. Fanny had hoped, in the course of his yesterday s visit, to hear the day named; but he had only spoken of their journey as what would take place erelong. Having so satisfactorily settled the conviction her note would convey, she could not hut be aston¬ ished to see Mr. Crawford, as she accidentally did, coming up to the house again, and at an hour as early as the day before. His coming might have nothing to do with her, hut she must avoid seeing him if possible; and being then in her way up¬ stairs, she resolved there to remain, during the whole of his visit, unless actually sent for; and as Mrs. Horris was still in the house, there seemed little danger of her being wanted. She sat some time in a good deal of agitation, listening, trembling, and fearing to be sent for 100 MANSFIELD PARK. every moment; but as no footsteps approached the East room, she grew gradually composed, could sit down, and he able to employ herself, and able to hope that Mr. Crawford had come and would go without her being obliged to know anything of the matter. Nearly half an hour had passed, and she was growing very comfortable, when suddenly the sound of a step in regular approach was heard, — a heavy step, an unusual step in that part of the house; it was her uncle’s. She knew it as well as his voice; she had trembled at it as often, and be¬ gan to tremble again, at the idea of his coming up to speak to her, whatever might be the subject. It was indeed Sir Thomas, who opened the door, and asked if she were there and if he might come in. The terror of his former occasional visits to that room seemed all renewed, and she felt as if he were going to examine her again in French and English. She was all attention, however, in placing a chair for him, and trying to appear honored, and in her agitation had quite overlooked the deficien¬ cies of her apartment, till he, stopping short as he entered, said with much surprise, “ Why have you no fire to-day? ” There was snow on the ground, and she was sit¬ ting in a shawl. She hesitated. “ I am not cold, sir, — I never sit here long at this time of year. ’ ’ “ But you have a fire in general?” “No, sir.” “ How comes this about? Here must be some MANSFIELD PARK. 101 mistake. I understood that you had the use of this room hy way of making you perfectly com¬ fortable. In your bedchamber I know you cannot have a fire. Here is some great misapprehension which must be rectified. It is highly unfit for you to sit, be it only half an hour a day, without a fire. You are not strong. You are chilly. Your aunt cannot be aware of this.’3 Fanny would rather have been silent; but being obliged to speak, she could not forbear, in justice to the aunt she loved best, from saying something in which the words “ my aunt Norris33 were distinguishable. “I understand, 33 cried her uncle, recollecting himself, and not wanting to hear more, — “I un¬ derstand. Your aunt Norris has always been an advocate, and very judiciously, for young people’s being brought up without unnecessary indulgences; but there should be moderation in everything. She is also very hardy herself, which of course will in¬ fluence her in her opinion of the wants of others. And on another account, too, I can perfectly com¬ prehend. I know what her sentiments have al¬ ways been. The principle was good in itself, but it may have been, and I believe has been, carried too far in your case. I am aware that there has been sometimes, in some points, a misplaced dis¬ tinction; but I think too well of you, Fanny, to suppose you will ever harbor resentment on that account. You have an understanding which will prevent you from receiving things only in part, and judging partially by the event. You will take in the whole of the past, you will consider times, 102 MANSFIELD PARK. persons, and probabilities, and you will feel that they were not least your friends who were educa¬ ting and preparing you for that mediocrity of con¬ dition which seemed to be your lot. Though their caution may prove eventually unnecessary, it was kindly meant; and of this you may be assured, that every advantage of affluence will be doubled by the little privations and restrictions that may have been imposed. I am sure you will not dis¬ appoint my opinion of you, by failing at any time to treat your aunt Norris with the respect and at¬ tention that are due to her. But enough of this. Sit down, my dear. I must speak to you for a few minutes, but I will not detain you long.” Fanny obeyed, with eyes cast down and color rising. After a moment’s pause Sir Thomas, try¬ ing to suppress a smile, went on. “You are not aware, perhaps, that I have had a visitor this morning. I had not been long in my own room, after breakfast, when Mr. Crawford was shown in. His errand you may probably conjecture.” Fanny’s color grew deeper and deeper; and her uncle, perceiving that she was embarrassed to a degree that made either speaking or looking up ’quite impossible, turned away his own eyes, and without any further pause proceeded in his account of Mr. Crawford’s visit. Mr. Crawford’s business had been to declare himself the lover of Fanny, make decided proposals for her, and entreat the sanction of the uncle, who seemed to stand in the place of her parents; and he had done it all so well, so openly, so liberally. MANSFIELD PARK. 103 so properly, that Sir Thomas, feeling moreover his own replies and his own remarks to have been very much to the purpose, was exceedingly happy to give the particulars of their conversation, and little aware of what was passing in his niece’s mind, conceived that by such details he must he gratifying her far more than himself. He talked, therefore, for several minutes without Fanny’s dar¬ ing to interrupt him. She had hardly even at¬ tained the wish to do it. Her mind was in too much confusion. She had changed her position; and with her eyes fixed intently on one of the windows, was listening to her uncle in the ut¬ most perturbation and ' dismay. For a moment he ceased; hut she had barely become conscious of it, when, rising from his chair, he said: “And now, Fanny, having performed one part of my commission, and shown you everything placed on the basis the most assured and satisfactory, I may execute the remainder by prevailing on you to accompany me downstairs, where, though I can¬ not but presume on having been no unacceptable companion myself, I must submit to your finding one still better worth listening to.. Mr. Craw¬ ford, as you have perhaps foreseen, is yet m t le house. He is in my room, and hoping to see you there ^ There was a look, a start, an exclamation, on hearing this, which astonished Sir Thomas; but what was his increase of astonishment on hearing her exclaim: “Oh, no, sir, I cannot, indeed cannot go down to him. Mr. Crawford ought to know -he must know that -I told him enough 104 MANSFIELD PARK. yesterday to convince him — lie spoke to me on this subject yesterday, and I told him with¬ out disguise that it was very disagreeable to me, and quite out of my power to return his good opinion.” “I do not catch your meaning,” said Sir Thomas, sitting down again. “ Out of your power to return his good opinion! What is all this? I know he spoke to you yesterday, and (as far as I understand) received as much encourage¬ ment to proceed as a well-judging young woman could permit herself to give. I was very much pleased with what I collected to have been your behavior on the occasion; it showed a discretion highly to be commended. But now, when he has made his overtures so properly and honorably, — what are your scruples now?” “You are mistaken, sir, ” cried Fanny, forced by the anxiety of the moment even to tell her uncle that he was wrong, — “you are quite mis¬ taken. How could Mr. Crawford say such a thing? I gave him no encouragement yesterday. On the contrary, I told him — I cannot recollect my exact words — but I am sure I told him that I would not listen to him, that it was very un¬ pleasant to me in every respect, and that I begged him never to talk to me in that manner again. I am sure I said as much as that and more; and I should have said still more, if I had been quite certain of his meaning anything seriously; but I did not like to he — I could not bear to be _ im¬ puting more than might be intended. I thought it might all pass for nothing with him.” MANSFIELD PARK. 105 She could say no more; her breath was almost gone. “Am I to understand,” said Sir Thomas, after a few moments’ silence, “that you mean to refuse Mr. Crawford? ” “Yes, sir.” “ Refuse him? ” “Yes, sir.” “ Refuse Mr. Crawford ! Upon what plea? For what reason? ” “I — I cannot like him, sir, well enough to marry him.” “This is very strange! ” said Sir Thomas, in a voice of calm displeasure. “There is something in this which my comprehension does not reach. Here is a young man wishing to pay his addresses to you, with everything to recommend him, — not merely situation in life, fortune, and character, but with more than common agreeableness, with address and conversation pleasing to everybody. And he is not an acquaintance of to-day; you have now known him some time. His sister, moreover, is your intimate friend, and he has been doing that for your brother which I should suppose would have been almost sufficient recommendation to you, had there been no other. It is very uncer¬ tain when my interest might have got William on. He has done it already. “Yes,” said Fanny, in a faint voice, and look¬ ing down with fresh shame; and she did feel almost ashamed of herself, after such a picture as her uncle had drawn, for not liking Mr. Crawford. 106 MANSFIELD PARK. “ You must have been aware,” continued Sir Thomas, presently, — “you must have been some¬ time aware of a particularity in Mr. Crawford s manners to you. This cannot have taken you by surprise. You must have observed his attentions; and though you always received them very prop¬ erly (I have no accusation to make on that head), I never perceived them to be unpleasant to you. I am half inclined to think, Fanny, that you do not quite know your own feelings.” “ Oh, yes, sir, indeed I do. His attentions were always — what I did not like.” Sir Thomas looked at her with deeper surprise. “This is beyond me,” said he; “this requires explanation. Young as you are, and having seen scarcely any one, it is hardly possible that your affections — ” He paused and eyed her fixedly. He saw her lips formed into a no, though the sound was inar¬ ticulate ; but her face was like scarlet. That, how¬ ever, in so modest a girl might be very compatible with innocence; and choosing at least to appear satisfied, he quickly added: “Ho, no, I know that is quite out of the question, — quite impossible. Well, there is nothing more to be said.” And for a few minutes he did say nothing. He was deep in thought. His niece was deep in thought likewise, trying to harden and prepare herself against further questioning. She would rYther die than own the truth; and she hoped by a little reflection to fortify herself beyond betrav- ing it. “Independently of the interest which Mr. Craw- MANSFIELD PARK. 107 ford’s choice seemed to justify,” said Sir Thomas beginning again, and very composedly, “his wish¬ ing to marry at all so early is recommendatory to me. I am an advocate for early marriages, where there are means in proportion, and would have every young man, with a sufficient income, settle as soon after four-and-twenty as he can. This is so much my opinion that I am sorry to think how little likely my own eldest son, your cousin, Mr. Bertram, is to marry early; but at present, as far as I can judge, matrimony makes no part of his plans or thoughts. I wish he were more likely to fix. ” Here was a glance at Fanny. “Edmund I consider from his disposition and habits as much more likely to marry early than his brother. He, indeed, I have lately thought has seen the woman he could love, which I am convinced my eldest son has not. Am I right? Do you agree with me, my dear? ” “Yes, sir.” It was gently, hut it was calmly said; and Sir Thomas was easy on the score of the cousins. But the removal of his alarm did his niece no service : as her unaccountableness was confirmed, his dis¬ pleasure increased; and getting up and walking about the room, with a frown, which Fanny could picture to herself, though she dared not lift up her eyes, he shortly afterwards, and in a voice of authority, said, “Have you any reason, child, to think ill of Mr. Crawford’s temper? ” “ No, sir.” She longed to add, “But of his principles I have; ” but her heart sunk under the appalling pros- 108 MANSFIELD PARK. pect of discussion, explanation, and probably non¬ conviction. Her ill-opinion of him was founded chiefly on observations which, for her cousins’ sake, she could scarcely dare mention to their father. Maria and J ulia, and especially Maria, were so closely implicated in Mr. Crawford s miscon¬ duct that she could not give his character, such as she believed it, without betraying them. She had hoped that to a man like her uncle, so discerning, so honorable, so good, the simple acknowledgment of settled dislike on her side would have been suf¬ ficient. To her infinite grief she found it was not. Sir Thomas came towards the table where she sat in trembling wretchedness, and with a good deal of cold sternness said : “It is of no use, I perceive, to talk to you. We had better put an end to this most mortifying conference. Mr. Crawford must not he kept longer waiting. I will therefore only add, as thinking it my duty to mark my opinion of your conduct, that you have disappointed every expectation I had formed, and proved yourself of a character the very reverse of what I had supposed. For I had, Fanny, as I think my behavior must have shown, formed a very favorable opinion of you from the period of my return to England. I had thought you peculiarly free from wilfulness of temper, self-conceit, and every tendency to that independence of spirit ijfhich prevails so much in modern days, even in young women, and which in young women is of¬ fensive and disgusting beyond all common offence. But you have now shown me that you can be wil¬ ful and perverse, that you can and will decide for MANSFIELD PARK. 109 yourself, without any consideration or deference for those who have surely some right to guide you, — without even asking their advice. You have shown yourself very, very different from anything that I had imagined. The advantage or disad¬ vantage of your family — of your parents, your brothers and sisters — never seems to have had a moment’s share in your thoughts on this occasion. How they might he benefited, how they must re¬ joice in such an establishment for you, is nothing to you. You think only of yourself; and because you do not feel for Mr. Crawford exactly what a young, heated fancy imagines to be necessary for happiness, you resolve to refuse him at once, with¬ out wishing even for a little time to consider of it, — a little more time for cool consideration, and for really examining your own inclinations, — and are, in a wild fit of folly, throwing away from you such an opportunity of being settled in life, eligibly, honorably, nobly settled, as will probably never occur to you again. Here is a young man of sense, of character, of temper, of manners, and of fortune, exceedingly attached to you, and seeking your hand in the most handsome and disinterested way; and let me tell you, Fanny, that you may live eighteen years longer in the world, without being addressed by a man of half Mr. Crawford’s estate, or a tenth part of his merits. Gladly would 1 have bestowed either of my own daughters on him. Maria is nobly married; but had Mr. Crawford sought Julia’s hand, I should have given it to him with superior and more heartfelt satisfaction than I gave Maria’s to Mr. Rush worth.” After half a moment’s pause :■ 110 MANSFIELD PARK. “And I should have been very much surprised had either of my daughters, on receiving a proposal of marriage at any time which might carry with it only half the eligibility of this, immediately and peremptorily, and without paying my opinion or my regard the compliment of any consultation, put a decided negative on it. I should have been much surprised and much hurt by such a proceeding. I should have thought it a gross violation of duty and respect. You are not to be judged by the same rule. You do not owe me the duty of a child. But, Fanny, if your heart can acquit you of ingratitude — ” He ceased. Fanny was by this time crying so bitterly that, angry as he was, he would not press that article further. Her heart was almost broken by such a picture of what she appeared to him ; by such accusations, so heavy, so multiplied, so rising in dreadful gradation! Self-willed, obstinate, self¬ ish, and ungrateful, — he thought her all this. She had deceived his expectations; she had lost his good opinion. What was to become of her? “I am very sorry,” said she, inarticulately, through her tears, ‘ •' I am very sorry indeed. ’ ’ “ Sorry! yes, I hope you are sorry; and you will probably have reason to be long sorry for this day’s transactions.” “If it were possible for me to do otherwise,” said she, with another strong effort; “but I am so perfectly convinced that I could never make him happy, and that I should be miserable myself.” Another burst of tears ; but in spite of that burst, and in spite of that great black word “miser- MANSFIELD PARK. Ill able,” which served to introduce it, Sir Thomas began to think a little relenting, a little change of inclination, might have something to do with it; and to auger favorably from the personal entreaty of the young man himself. He knew her to be very timid and exceedingly nervous; and thought it not improbable that her mind might be in such a state, as a little time, a little pressing, a little patience, and a little impatience, a judicious mix¬ ture of all on the lover’s side, might work their usual effect on. If the gentleman would but per¬ severe, if he had but love enough to persevere — Sir Thomas began to have hopes; and these reflec¬ tions having passed across his mind and cheered it, “Well,” said he, in a tone of becoming gravity, but of less anger, — “well, child, dry up your tears. There is no use in these tears; they can do no good. You must now come downstairs with me. Mr. Crawford has been kept waiting too long al¬ ready. You must give him your own answer: you cannot expect him to be satisfied with less; and you only can explain to him the grounds of that misconception of your sentiments which, unfor¬ tunately for himself, he certainly has imbibed. I am totally unequal to it.” But Fanny showed such reluctance, such misery, at the idea of going down to him, that Sir Thomas, after a little consideration, judged it better to in¬ dulge her. His hopes from both gentleman and lady suffered a small depression in consequence; but when he looked at his niece, and saw the state of feature and complexion which her crying had brought her into, he thought there might be as 112 MANSFIELD PARK. much lost as gained by an immediate interview. With a few words, therefore, of no particular meaning, he walked off by himself, leaving his poor niece to sit and cry over what had passed with very wretched feelings. Her mind was all disorder. The past, present, future, — everything was terrible. But her uncle s anger gave her the severest pain of all. Selfish and ungrateful ! — to have appeared so to him ! She was miserable forever. She had no one to take her part, to counsel or speak for her. Her only friend was absent. He might have softened his father; but all, perhaps all, would think her selfish and ungrateful. She might have to endure the reproach again and again; she might hear it, or see it, or know it to exist forever in every con¬ nection about her. She could not hut feel some resentment against Mr. Crawford; yet if he really loved her, and were unhappy too ! — it was all wretchedness together. In about a quarter of an hour her uncle re¬ turned; she was almost ready to faint at the sight of him. He spoke calmly, however, without aus¬ terity, without reproach, and she revived a little. There was comfort, too, in his words, as well as his manner; for he began with: “Mr. Crawford is gone; he has just left me. I need not repeat what has passed. I do not Want to add to any¬ thing you may now be feeling, by an account of what he has felt. Suffice it that he has hehaAmd in the most gentlemanlike and generous manner, and has confirmed me in a most favorable opiuion of his understanding, heart, and temper. Upon MANSFIELD PARK 113 my representation of what you were suffering, he immediately, and with the greatest delicacy, ceased to urge to see you for the present. ” Here Fanny, who had looked up, looked down again. “Of course,” continued her uncle, “it cannot be supposed but that he should request to speak with you alone, be it only for live minutes,- — a request too natural, a claim too just to be denied. But there is no time fixed, perhaps to-morrow, or whenever your spirits are composed enough. For the present you have only to tranquillize yourself. Check these tears; they do but exhaust you. If, as I am willing to suppose, you wish to show me any observance, you will not give way to these emotions, but endeavor to reason yourself into a stronger frame of mind. I advise you to go out, the air will do you good; go out for an hour on the gravel. You will have the shrubbery to your¬ self, and will be the better for air and exercise. And, Fanny,” turning back again for a moment, “I shall make no mention below of what has passed; I shall not even tell your aunt Bertram. There is no occasion for spreading the disappoint¬ ment; say nothing about it yourself.” This was an order to be most joyfully obeyed; this was an act of kindness which Fanny felt at her heart. To be spared from her aunt Norris’s interminable reproaches !— he left her in a glow of gratitude. Anything might be bearable rather than such reproaches. Even to see Mr. Crawford would be less overpowering. She walked out directly, as her uncle recoim VOL. II. — 8 114 MANSFIELD PARK. mended, and followed his advice throughout, as far as she could; did check her tears, did earnestly try to compose her spirits, and strengthen her mind. She wished to prove to him that she did desire his comfort, and sought to regain his favoi ; and he had given her another strong motive for exertion, in keeping the whole affair from the knowledge of her aunts. Not to excite suspicion by her look or manner was now an object worth attaining; and she felt equal to almost anything that might save her from her aunt Norris. She was struck, quite struck, when, on return¬ ing from her walk and going into the East room again, the first thing which caught her eye was a fire lighted and burning. A fire! it seemed too much; just at that time to be giving her such an indulgence, was exciting even painful gratitude. She wondered that Sir Thomas could have leisure to think of such a trifle again; hut she soon found, from the voluntary information of the housemaid who came in to attend it, that so it was to be every day. Sir Thomas had given orders for it. “I must he a brute, indeed, if I can he really ungrateful!” said she, in soliloquy. “Heaven defend me from being ungrateful!” She saw nothing more of her uncle, nor of her ;junt Norris, till they met at dinner. Her uncle’s Cehavior to her was then as nearly as possible V what it had been before ; she was sure he did not mean there should be any change, and that it was only her own conscience that could fancy any : but her aunt was soon quarrelling with her; and when she found how much and how unpleasantly her MANSFIELD PARK. 115 having only walked out without her aunt’s knowl¬ edge could be dwelt on, she felt all the reason she had to bless the kindness which saved her from the same spirit of reproach, exerted on a more momentous subject. “If I had known you were going out, I should have got you just to go as far as my house with some orders for Nanny,” said she, “which I have since, to my very great inconvenience, been obliged to go and carry myself. I could very ill spare the time, and you might have saved me the trouble if you would only have been so good as to let us know you were going out. It would have made no difference to you, I suppose, whether you had walked in the shrubbery or gone to my house.” “I recommended the shrubbery to Fanny as the driest place,” said Sir Thomas. “Oh,” said Mrs. Norris, with a moment’s check, “that was very kind of you, Sir Thomas; but you do not know how dry the path is to my house. Fanny would have had quite as good a walk there, I assure you; with the advantage of being of some use, and obliging her aunt: it is all her fault. If she would but have let us know she was going out — but there is a something about Fanny, I have often observed it before — she likes to go her own way to work ; she does not like to be dictated to; she takes her own independent walk, whenever she can; she certainly has a little spirit of secrecy and independence and nonsense about her, which I would advise her to get the better of.” As a general reflection on Fanny, Sir Thomas 116 MANSFIELD PARK. thought nothing could he more unjust, though he had been so lately expressing the same sentiments himself, and he tried to turn the conversation, — tried repeatedly before he could succeed; for Mis. Norris had not discernment enough to perceive, either now or at any other time, to what degree he thought well of his niece, or how very far he was from wishing to have his own children’s merits set off by the depreciation of hers. She was talk¬ ing at Fanny, and resenting this private walk half through the dinner. It was over, however, at last; and the evening set in with more composure to Fanny, and more cheerfulness of spirits than she could have hoped for after so stormy a morning : hut she trusted, in the first place, that she had done right, that her judgment had not misled her; for the purity of her intentions she could answer ; and she was willing to hope, secondly, that her uncle’s dis¬ pleasure was abating, and would abate further as he considered the matter with more impartiality, and felt, as a good man must feel, how wretched and how unpardonable, how hopeless and how wicked it was to marry without affection. When the meeting with which she was threat¬ ened for the morrow was past, she could not but flatter herself that the subject would be finally concluded, and, Mr. Crawford onee gone from Mansfield, that everything would soon be as if no sdteh subject had existed. She would not, eould not believe that Mr. Crawford’s affection for her could distress him long; his mind was not of that sort. London would soon bring its cure. In Lorn MANSFIELD PAPJv. 117 don lie would soon learn to wonder at his infatua¬ tion, and he thankful for the right reason in her which had saved him from its evil consequences. While Fanny’s mind was engaged in these sort of hopes, her uncle was soon after tea called out of the room, — an occurrence too common to strike her, and she thought nothing of it till the butler re¬ appeared ten minutes afterwards, and advancing decidedly towards herself, said, “ Sir Thomas wishes to speak with you, ma’am, in his own room.” Then it occurred to her what might he going on ; a suspicion rushed over her mind which drove the color from her cheeks; but instantly rising, she was preparing to obey, when Mrs. bTorris called out: “Stay, stay, Fanny! what are you about? where are you going? Don’t he in such a hurry. Depend upon it, it is not you that are wanted; depend upon it, it is me,” looking at the butler; “hut you are so very eager to put your¬ self forward. What should Sir Thomas want you for? It is me, Baddeley, you mean; I am coming this moment. You mean me, Baddeley, I am sure; Sir Thomas wspnts me, not Miss Price.” But Baddeley was stout. «No, ma’am, it is Miss Price; I am certain of its being Miss Price.” And there was a Jialf smile with the words which meant, “ I do not think you would answer the purpose at all.” Mrs. Norris, much discontented, was obliged to compose herself to work again; and Fanny, walk¬ ing off in agitating consciousness, found herself, as°she anticipated, in another minute alone with Mr. Crawford. CHAPTER IX. The conference was neither so short nor so conclu¬ sive as the lady had designed. The gentleman was not so easily satisfied. He had all the dispo¬ sition to persevere that Sir Thomas could wish him. He had vanity, which strongly inclined him, in the first place, to think she did love him, though she might not know it herself; and which, secondly, when constrained at last to admit that she did know her own present feelings, convinced him that he should he able in time to make those feelings what he wished. He was in love, very much in love; and it was a love which, operating on an active, sanguine spirit, of more warmth than delicacy, made her affection appear of greater consequence because it was with¬ held, and determined him to have the glory, as well as the felicity, of forcing her to love him. He would not despair; he would not desist. He had every well-grounded reason for solid attach¬ ment ; he knew her to have all the worth that could justify the warmest hopes of lasting happiness with her; her conduct at this very time, by speak¬ ing the disinterestedness and delicacy of her char¬ acter (qualities which he believed most rare indeed), was of a sort to heighten all his wishes, and confirm all his resolutions. He knew not that he had a MANSFIELD PARK. 119 pre-engaged heart to attach. Of that, he had no suspicion. He considered her rather as one who had never thought on the subject enough to he in danger ; who had been guarded by youth, a youth of mind as lovely as of person; whose modesty had prevented her from understanding his attentions, and who was still overpowered by the suddenness of addresses so wholly unexpected, and the novelty of a situation which her fancy had never taken into account. Must it not follow, of course, that when he was understood, he should succeed? He believed it fully. Love such as his, in a man like himself, must with perseverance secure a return, and at no great distance; and he had so much delight in the idea of obliging her to love him in a very short time, that her not loving him now was scarcely re¬ gretted. A little difficulty to be overcome was no evil to Henry Crawford. He rather derived spirits from it. He had been apt to gain hearts too easily. His situation was new and animating. To Fanny, however, who had known too much opposition all her life to find any charm in it, all this was unintelligible. She found that he did mean to persevere ; but how he could, after such language from her as she felt herself obliged to use, was not to be understood. She told him that she did not love him, could not love him, was sure she never should love him; that such a change uas qhite impossible; that the subject was most painful to her; that she must entreat him never to mention it again, to allow her to leave him at once, and let it be considered as concluded forever. And when 120 MANSFIELD PARK. further pressed, had added that in her opinion their dispositions were so totally dissimilar as to make mutual affection incompatible; and that they were unfitted for each other by nature, education, and habit. All this she had said, and with the earnestness of sincerity; yet this was not enough, for he immediately denied there being anything uncongenial in their characters, or anything un¬ friendly in their situations, and positively declared that he would still love and still hope! Fanny knew her own meaning, but was no judge of her own manner. Her manner was incurably gentle; and she was not aware how much it con¬ cealed the sternness of her purpose. Her diffidence, gratitude, and softness made every expression of indifference seem almost an effort of self-denial, _ seem, at least, to be giving nearly as much pain to herself as to him. Mr. Crawford was no longer the Mr. Crawford who, as the clandestine, insidi¬ ous, treacherous admirer of Maria Bertram, had been her abhorrence, whom she had hated to see or to speak to, in whom she could believe no good quality to exist, and whose power, even of being agreeable, she had barely acknowledged. He was now the Mr. Crawford who was addressing herself with ardent, disinterested love; whose feelings were apparently become all that was honorable and upright, whose views of happiness were all fixed on a marriage of attachment; who was pouring out his* sense of her merits, describing and describing again his affection, proving, as far as words could prove it, and m the language, tone, and spirit of a man of talent too, that he sought her for her MANSFIELD PARK. 121 gentleness and her goodness; and to complete the whole, he was now the Mr. Crawford who had procured William’s promotion! Here was a change, and here were claims which could not hut operate! She might have disdained him in all the dignity of angry virtue, in the grounds of Sotherton, or the theatre at Mansfield Park; hut he approached her now with rights that demanded different treatment. She must be cour¬ teous, and she must be compassionate. She must have a sensation of being honored, and whether thinking of herself or her brother, she must have a strong feeling of gratitude. The effect of the whole was a manner so pitying and agitated, and words intermingled with her refusal so expressive of obligation and concern, that to a temper of vanity and hope like Crawford’s, the truth, or at least the strength of her indifference, might well be questionable; and he was not so irrational as Pauny considered him, in the professions of per¬ severing, assiduous, and not desponding attachment which closed the interview. It was with reluctance that he suffered her to go ; but there was no look of despair in parting to belie his words, or give her hopes of his being less unreasonable than he professed himself. How she was angry. Some resentment did arise at a perseverance so selfish and ungenerous. Here was again a want of delicacy and regard for others which had formerly so struck and disgusted her. Here was again a something of the same Mr. Crawford whom she had so reprobated before. How evidently was there a gross want of feeling and 122 MANSFIELD PARK. humanity where his own pleasure was concerned; and, alas ! how always known no principle to supply as a duty what the heart was deficient in. Had her own affections been as free, as perhaps they ought to have been — he never could have engaged them. So thought Fanny in good truth and sober sad¬ ness, as she sat musing over that too great indul¬ gence and luxury of a fire upstairs, — wondering at the past and present, wondering at what was yet to come, and in a nervous agitation which made nothing clear to her but the persuasion of her being never under any circumstances able to love Mr. Crawford, and the felicity of having a fire to sit over and think of it. Sir Thomas was obliged or obliged himself to wait till the morrow for a knowledge of what had passed between the young people. He then saw Mr. Crawford, and received his account. The first feeling was disappointment : he had hoped better tilings; he had thought that an hour’s entreaty fiom a young man like Crawford could not have worked so little change on a gentle-tempered girl like Fanny; but there was speedy comfort in the determined views and sanguine perseverance of the lover; and when seeing such confidence of success in the principal, Sir Thomas was soon able to depend on himself. Nothing was omitted, on his side, of civility, compliment, or kindness, that might assist the plan. Mr. Crawford’s steadiness was honored, and anuy was praised, and the connection was still the most desirable in the world. At Mansfield MANSFIELD PARK. 123 Park Mr. Crawford would always be welcome; he had only to consult his own judgment and feelings as to the frequency of his visits, at present or in future. In all the niece’s family and friends there could be but one opinion, one wish on the subject; the influence of all who loved her must incline one way. Everything was said that could encourage, every encouragement received with grateful joy, and the gentlemen parted the best of friends. Satisfied that the cause was now on a footing the most proper and hopeful, Sir Thomas resolved to abstain from all further importunity with his niece, and to show no open interference. Upon her dis¬ position he believed kindness might be the best way of working. Entreaty should be from one quarter only. The forbearance of her family on a point respecting which she could be in no doubt of their wishes might be their surest means of for¬ warding it. Accordingly on this principle Sir Thomas took the first opportunity of saying to her, with a mild gravity intended to be overcoming: “Well, Fanny, I have seen Mr. Crawford again, and learn from him exactly how matters stand be¬ tween you. He is a most extraordinary young man, and whatever be the event, you must feel that you have created an attachment of no common character; though, young as you are, and little acquainted with the transient, varying, unsteady nature of love, as it generally exists, you cannot be struck as I am with all that is wonderful in a perseverance of this sort against discouragement. With him it is entirely a matter of feeling; he claims no merit in 124 MANSFIELD PARK. it, perhaps is entitled to none. Yet, having chosen so well, his constancy has a respectable stamp. Had his choice been less unexceptionable, I should have condemned his persevering.” “ Indeed, sir,” said Fanny, “ I am very sorry that Mr. Crawford should continue to — I know that it is paying me a very great compliment, and I feel most undeservedly honored ; but I am so perfectly convinced, and I have told him so, that it will never be in my power — ” My dear, interrupted Sir Thomas, (e there is no occasion for this. Your feelings are as well known to me as my wishes and regrets must be to you. There is nothing more to be said or done. From this hour the subject is never to be revived between us. You will have nothing to fear or to be agitated about. You cannot suppose me capable of trying to persuade you to marry against your inclinations. Your happiness and advantage are all that I have in view, and nothing is required of yon but to bear with Mr. Crawford’s endeavors to convince you that they may not be incompatible with his. He proceeds at his own risk. You are on safe ground I have engaged for your seeing him whenever he caHs, as you might have donf nad nothing of this sort occurred. You will see him with the rest of us, in the same manner, and evervtY “ dlsmissillg the recollection of shV ing OHpieasant. He leaves Horthampton- be oft S° r ^ 6Ven this Slight sacrifice cannot certat Y 27 ^ ^ be -ry un- cW between^’ ^ ** "*** - MANSFIELD PARK. 125 The promised departure was all that Fanny could think of with much satisfaction. Her uncle’s kind expressions, however, and forbearing manner were sensibly felt; and when she considered how much of the truth was unknown to him, she believed she had no right to wonder at the line of conduct he pursued, — he who had married a daughter to Mr. Rushworth. Romantic delicacy was certainly not to be expected from him. She must do her duty, and trust that time might make her duty easier than it now was. She could not, though only eighteen, suppose Mr. Crawford’s attachment would hold out forever; she could not but imagine that steady, unceasing discouragement from herself would put an end to it in time. How much time she might, in her own fancy, allot for its dominion, is another concern. It would not be fair to inquire into a young lady’s exact estimate of her own perfections. In spite of his intended silence, Sir Thomas found himself once more obliged to mention the subject to his niece, — to prepare her briefly for its being imparted to her aunts ; a measure which he would still have avoided, if possible, but which became necessary from the totally opposite feelings of Mr Crawford as to any secrecy of proceeding. He had no idea of concealment. It was all known at the Parsonage, where he loved to talk over the future with both his sisters; audit would be rather grati¬ fying to him to have enlightened witnesses of the progress of his success. When SR Thomas under¬ stood this, he felt the necessity of making his own wife and sister-in-law acquainted with the business 126 MANSFIELD PARK. without delay; though, on Fanny’s account, he al¬ most dreaded the effect of the communication to Mrs. Norris as much as Fanny herself. He deprecated her mistaken but well-meaning zeal. Sir Thomas, indeed, was by this time not very far from class¬ ing Mrs. Norris as one of those well-meaning people who are always doing mistaken and very disagree¬ able things. Mrs. Norris, however, relieved him. He pressed for the strictest forbearance and silence towards their niece; she not only promised, but did ob¬ serve it. She only looked her increased ill-will. Angry she was, bitterly angry; but she was more angry with Fanny for having received such an offer, than for refusing it. It was an injury and affront to Julia, who ought to have been Mr. Crawford’s choice; and, independently of that, she disliked Fanny, because she had neglected her; and she would have grudged such an eleva¬ tion to one whom she had been always trying to depress. Sir Thomas gave her more credit for discretion on the occasion than she deserved; and Fanny could have blessed her for allowing her only to see her displeasure, and not to hear it. Lady Bertram took it differently. She had een a beauty, and a prosperous beauty, all her lie; and beauty and wealth were all that excited her respect. To know Fanny to be sought in marriage by a man of fortune raised her, there- W VwIyTrmUCh ^ hei' °pini°n- % convincing er that Fanny was very pretty, which she had been doubting about before, and that she would MANSFIELD PAKK. 127 be advantageously married, it made her feel a sort of credit in calling her niece. “Well, Fanny,” said she, as soon as they were alone together afterwards, — and she really had known something like impatience to he alone with her, and her countenance, as she spoke, had extra¬ ordinary animation, — “well, Fanny, I have had a very agreeable surprise this morning. I must just speak of it once, I told Sir Thomas I must once, and then I shall have done. I give you joy, my dear niece.” And looking at her compla¬ cently, she added, “Humph! we certainly are a handsome family.” Fanny colored, and doubted at first what to say; when hoping to assail her on her vulnerable side, she presently answered, — “My dear aunt, you cannot wish me to do differently from what I have done, I am sure. You cannot wish me to marry; for you would miss me, should not you? Yes, I am sure you would miss me too much for that.” “No, my dear, I should not think of missing you, when such an offer as this comes in your way. I could do very well without you, if you were married to a man of such good estate as Mr. Crawford. And you must be aware, Fanny, that it is every young woman’s duty to accept such a very unexceptionable offer as this.” This was almost the only rule of conduct, the only piece of advice, which Fanny had ever received from her aunt in the course of eight years and a half. It silenced her. She felt how un¬ profitable contention would be. If her aunt’s 128 MANSFIELD PARK. feelings were against her, nothing could he hoped from attacking her understanding. Lady Bertram was quite talkative. “I will tell you what, Fanny,” said she, — “I am sure he fell in love with you at the ball ; I am sure the mischief was done that evening. You did look remarkably well. Everybody said so. Sir Thomas said so. And you know you had Chapman to help you dress. I am very glad I sent Chapman to you. I shall tell Sir Thomas that I am sure it was done that evening.” And still pursuing the same cheerful thoughts, she soon afterwards added: “And I will tell you what, Fanny, — which is more than I did for Maria, — • the next time pug has a litter you shall have a puppy." v CHAPTER X. Edmund had great things to hear on his return. Many surprises were awaiting him. The first that occurred was not least in interest, — the ap¬ pearance of Henry Crawford and his sister walk¬ ing together through the village, as he rode into it. He had concluded — he had meant them to be far distant. His absence had been extended beyond a fortnight purposely to avoid Miss Craw¬ ford. He was returning to Mansfield with spirits ready to feed on melancholy remembrances and tender associations, when her own fair self was before him, leaning on her brother’s arm; and he found himself receiving a welcome, unquestion¬ ably friendly, from the woman whom, two mo¬ ments before, he had been thinking of as seventy miles off, and as farther, much farther from him in inclination than any distance could express. Her reception of him was of a sort which he could not have hoped for, had he expected to see her. Coming as he did from such a purport ful¬ filled as had taken him away, he would have ex¬ pected anything rather than a look of satisfaction, and words of simple, pleasant meaning. It was enough to set his heart in a glow, and to bring him home in the properest state for feeling the full value of the other joyful surprises at hand. VOL. II. — 9 130 MANSFIELD PARK. William’s promotion, with all its particulars, he was soon master of; and with such a secret provision of comfort within his own breast to help the joy, he found in it a source of most gratifying sensation and unvarying cheerfulness all dinner¬ time. After dinner, when he and his father were alone, he had Fanny’s history; and then all the great events of the last fortnight, and the present situation of matters at Mansfield were known to him. Fanny suspected what was going on. They sat so much longer than usual in the dining-parlor that she was sure they must be talking of her; and when tea at last brought them away, and she was to be seen by Edmund again, she felt dread- fully guilty. He came to her, sat down by her, took her hand, and pressed it kindly; and at that moment she thought that but for the occupation and the scene which the tea-things afforded, she must have betrayed her emotion in some unpar¬ donable excess. He was not intending, however, by such action to be conveying to her that unqualified approba¬ tion and encouragement which her hopes drew from it. It was designed only to express his par- icipation m all that interested her, and to tell her that he had been hearing what quickened every feeling of affection. He was, in fact, en- ne y on his father’s side of the question. His surprise was not so great as his father’s, at her re usnig Crawford, because, so far from supposing consider him with anything like a prefer MANSFIELD PARK. 131 ence, he had always believed it to he rather the reverse, and could imagine her to be taken per¬ fectly unprepared; hut Sir Thomas could not re¬ gard the connection as more desirable than he did. It had every recommendation to him; and while honoring her for what she had done under the influence of her present indifference, honoring her in rather stronger terms than Sir Thomas could quite echo, he was most earnest in hoping, and sanguine in believing, that it would be a match at last, and that, united by mutual affection, it would appear that their dispositions were as ex¬ actly fitted to make them blessed in each other as he was now beginning seriously to consider them. Crawford had been too precipitate. He had not given her time to attach herself. He had begun at the wrong end. With such powers as his, however, and such a disposition as hers, Edmund trusted that everything would work out a happy conclusion. Meanwhile he saw enough of Fanny's embarrassment to make him scrupu¬ lously guard against exciting it a second time by any word or look or movement. Crawford called the next day ; and on the score of Edmund’s return, Sir Thomas felt himself more than licensed to ask him to stay dinner: it was really a necessary compliment. He stayed of course, and Edmund had then ample opportunity for observing how he sped with Fanny, and what degree of immediate encouragement for him might be extracted from her manners; and it was so little, so very, very little (every chance, every possibility of it resting upon her embarrassment 132 MANSFIELD PARK. only ; if there was not hope in her confusion, there was hope in nothing else), that he was almost ready to wonder at his friend’s perseverance. Fanny was worth it all; he held her to he worth every effort of patience, every exertion of mind, but he did not think he could have gone on him¬ self, with any woman breathing, without some¬ thing more to warm his courage than his eyes could discern in hers. He was very willing to hope that Crawford saw clearer; and this was the most comfortable conclusion for his friend that he could come to from all that he observed to pass before and at and after dinner. In the evening a few circumstances occurred which he thought more promising. When he and Crawford walked into the drawing-room, his mother and Fanny were sitting as intently and silently at work as if there were nothing else to care for. Edmund could not help noticing their apparently deep tranquillity. _ “ We have not been so silent all the time, ” replied his mother. “Fanny has been reading to me, and only put the book down upon hearing you coming.” And sure enough there was a book on the table which had the air of being very recently closed, _ a volume of fehakspeare. “ She often reads tome out of those books; and she was in the middle of a very fine speech of that man’s — What ’s his name, Fanny? — when we heard your footsteps.” wrawford took the volume. “Let me have the pleasure of finishing that speech to your Lady¬ ship,” said he. “I shall find it immediately.” And by carefully giving way to the inclination of MANSFIELD PARK. 133 the leaves, he did find it, or within a page or two, _ quite near enough to satisfy Lady Bertram, who assured him, as soon as he mentioned the name of Cardinal Wolsey, that he had got the very speech. Not a look or an offer of help had Fanny given ; not a syllable for or against. All her attention was for her work. She seemed determined to be interested by nothing else. But taste was too strong in her. She could not abstract her mind five minutes; she was forced to listen: his reading was capital, and her pleasure in good reading ex¬ treme. To good reading, however, she had been long used, — her uncle read well, her cousins all, Edmund very well ; but in Mr. Crawford’s read¬ ing there was a variety of excellence beyond what she had ever met with. The King, the Queen, Buckingham, Wolsey, Cromwell, all were given in turn; for with the happiest knack, the happiest power of jumping and guessing, he could always light, at will, on the best scene or the best speeches of each; and whether it were dignity or pride or tenderness or remorse, or whatever were to be ex¬ pressed, he could do it with equal beauty. It was truly dramatic. His acting had first taught Fanny what pleasure a play might give, and his reading brought all his acting before her again; nay, per¬ haps with greater enjoyment, for it came unexpect¬ edly, and with no such drawback as she had been used to suffer in seeing him on the stage with Miss Bertram. Edmund watched the progress of her attention, and was amused and gratified by seeing how she gradually slackened in the needlework, which at 134 MANSFIELD PARK. the beginning seemed to occupy her totally; how it fell from her hand while she sat motionless over it — and at last, how the eyes which had appeared so studiously to avoid him throughout the day were turned and fixed on Crawford, fixed on him for minutes, fixed on him, in short, till the attraction drew Crawford’s upon her, and the hook was closed, and the charm was broken. Then she was shrink¬ ing again into herself, and blushing and working as hard as ever; but it had been enough to give Edmund encouragement for his friend, and as he cordially thanked him, he hoped to be expressing Fanny’s secret feelings too. “That play must be a favorite with you,” said he; “ you read as if you knew it well.” “ It will be a- favorite, I believe, from this hour,” replied Crawford; “but I do not think I have had a volume of Shakspeare in my hand be¬ fore since I was fifteen. I once saw Henry the Eighth acted, or I have heard of it from some¬ body who did, — I am not certain which. But Shakspeare one gets acquainted with without know¬ ing how. It is a part of an Englishman’s consti¬ tution. His thoughts and beauties are so spread abroad that one touches them everywhere; one is intimate with him by instinct. No man of any brain can open at a good part of one of his plays without falling into the flow of his meaning immediately.” *PNo doubt one is familiar writh Shakspeare in a degree,” said Edmund, “from one’s earliest years. His celebrated passages are quoted by everybody : they are in half the books we open, and we all talk MANSFIELD PARK. 135 Shakspeare, use his similes, and describe with his descriptions; but this is totally distinct from giv¬ ing his sense as you gave it. To know him in bits and scraps is common enough; to know him pretty thoroughly is, perhaps, not uncommon; but to read him well aloud is no every-day talent.” “ Sir, you do me honor,” was Crawford’s answer, with a bow of mock gravity. Both gentlemen had a glance at Fanny, to see if a word of accordant praise could be extorted from her, yet both feeling that it could not be. Her praise had been given in her attention; that must content them. Lady Bertram’s admiration was expressed, and strongly too. “ It was really like being at a play,” said she. “ I wish Sir Thomas had been here.” Crawford was excessively pleased. If Lady Bertram, with all her incompetency and languor, could feel this, the inference of what her niece, alive and enlightened as she was, must feel, was elevating. . ( ( You have a great turn for acting, I am sure, Mr. Crawford,” said her Ladyship soon afterwards, 1 1 and I will tell you what, — I think you will have a theatre, some time or other, at your house in Norfolk. I mean when you are settled there. I do, indeed. I think you will fit up a theatre at your house in Norfolk.” “Do you, ma’am?” cried he, with quickness. “No no, that will never be. Your Ladyship is auite mistaken. No theatre at Everingham,- oh, iol ” And he looked at Fanny with an expressive 136 MANSFIELD PARK. smile, which evidently meant, “ That lady will neyer allow a theatre at Everingliam.” Edmund saw it all, and saw Fanny so deter¬ mined not to see it as to make it clear that the voice was enough to convey the full meaning of the protestation; and such a quick consciousness pf compliment, such a ready comprehension of a hint, he thought, was rather favorable than not. The subject of reading aloud was further dis¬ cussed. The two young men were the only talk¬ ers; but they, standing by the fire, talked over the too common neglect of the qualification, the total inattention to it, in the ordinary school-sys¬ tem for boys; the consequently natural, yet in some instances almost unnatural, degree of igno¬ rance and uncouthness of men, of sensible and well-informed men, when suddenly called to the necessity of reading aloud, which had fallen with¬ in their notice ; giving instances of blunders and failures, with their secondary causes, the want of management of the voice; of proper modulation and emphasis, of foresight and judgment, all pro¬ ceeding from the first cause, want of early atten¬ tion and habit; and Fanny was listening again with great entertainment. ^Even in my profession,” said Edmund, with a smile, “how little the art of reading has been studied! how little a clear manner and good de¬ livery have been attended to! I speak rather of Fhe past, however, than the present. There is now a spirit of improvement abroad; but among those who were ordained twenty, thirty, forty years ago, the larger number, to judge by their MANSFIELD PARK. 137 performance, must have thought reading was read¬ ing, and preaching was preaching. It is different now. The subject is more justly considered. It is felt that distinctness ana energy may have weight in recommending the most solid truths; and, besides, there is more general observation and taste, a more critical knowledge diffused than formerly; in every congregation there is a larger proportion who know a little of the mat¬ ter, and who can judge and criticise.” Edmund had already gone through the service once since his ordination; and upon this being understood, he had a variety of questions from Crawford as to his feelings and success, — questions which being made, though with the vivacity of friendly interest and quick taste, without any touch of that spirit of banter or air of levity which Edmund knew to be most offensive to Fanny, lie had true pleasure in satisfying; and when Craw¬ ford proceeded to ask his opinion and give his own as to the properest manner in which particular passages in the service should be delivered, show¬ ing it to be a subject on which he had thought before, and thought with judgment, Edmund was still more and more pleased. This would be the way to Fanny’s heart. She was not to be won by all that gallantry and wit and good nature to¬ gether could do; or at least she would not be won by them nearly so soon, without the assistance of sentiment and feeling, and seriousness on serious subjects. , (( Our liturgy,” observed Crawford, “lias beau¬ ties which not even a careless, slovenly style of 138 MANSFIELD PARK. reading can destroy; but it has also redundancies and repetitions which require good reading not to be felt. Tor myself, at least, I must confess be¬ ing not always so attentive as I ought to be, here was a glance at Fanny, — “that nineteen times out of twenty I am thinking how such a prayer ought to be read, and longing to have it to read myself — Did you speak?” stepping eagerly to Fanny, and addressing her in a softened voice ; and upon her saying, “No, ” he added: “Are you sure you did not speak? I saw your lips move. I fan¬ cied you might be going to tell me I ought to be more attentive, and not allow my thoughts to wander. Are not you going to tell me so?” “No, indeed; you know your duty too well for me to — even supposing — ” She stopped, felt herself getting into a puzzle, and could not be prevailed on to add another word, not by dint of several minutes of supplication and waiting. He then returned to his former station, and went on as if there had been no such tender interruption. “A sermon well delivered is more uncommon even than prayers well read. A sermon good in itself is no rare thing. It is more difficult to speak well than to compose well; that is, the rules and trick of composition are oftener an object of study. A thoroughly good sermon, thoroughly jvell delivered, is a capital gratification. I can never hear such a one without the greatest admi¬ ration and respect, and more than half a mind to take orders and preach myself. There is some¬ thing in the eloquence of the pulpit, when it is MANSFIELD PARK. 139 really eloquence, which is entitled to the highest praise and honor. The preacher who can touch and affect such an heterogeneous mass of hearers, on subjects limited, and long worn threadbare in all common hands; who can say anything new or striking, anything that rouses the attention, with¬ out offending the taste or wearing out the feelings of his hearers, — is a man whom one could not (in his public capacity) honor enough. I should like to he such a man.” Edmund laughed. “ I should indeed. I never listened to a distin¬ guished preacher in my life without a sort of envy. But then, I must have a London audience. I could not preach hut to the educated, — to those who were capable of estimating my composition. And I do not know that I should be fond of preach¬ ing often, — now and then, perhaps, once or twice in the spring, after being anxiously expected for half- a-dozen Sundays together, — hut not for a con¬ stancy; it would not do for a constancy. Here Fanny, who could not hut listen, involun¬ tarily shook her head; and Crawford was instantly by her side again, entreating to know her mean¬ ing; and as Edmund perceived, by his drawing in a chair, and sitting down close by her, that it was to be a very thorough attack, that looks and un¬ dertones were to be well tried, he sank as quietly as possible into a corner, turned his hack, and took up a newspaper, very sincerely wishing that, dear little Fanny might he persuaded into explaining away that shake of the head to the satisfaction of her ardent lover, and as earnestly trying to bury 140 MANSFIELD PARK. every sound of the business from himself in mur¬ murs of his own over the various advertisements of “A most desirable Estate in South Wales/’ “To Parents and Guardians/’ and a “Capital season’d Hunter.” Fanny meanwhile, vexed with herself for not having been as motionless as she was speechless, and grieved to the heart to see Edmund’s arrange¬ ments, was trying, by everything in the power of her modest, gentle nature, to repulse Mr. Craw¬ ford, and avoid both his looks and inquiries; and he, unrepulsable, was persisting in both. “ What did that shake of the head mean? ” said he. “ What was it meant to express? Disappro¬ bation, I fear. But of what? What had I been saying to displease you? Did you think me speak¬ ing improperly, — lightly, irreverently, on the sub¬ ject? Only tell me if I was. Only tell me if I was wrong. I want to be set right. Hay, nay, I entreat you; for one moment put down your work. What did that shake of the head mean? ” In vain was her “Pray, sir, don’t, — pray, Mr. Crawford,” repeated twice over; and in vain did she try to move away. In the same low, eager voice, and the same close neighborhood, he went on, re-urging the same questions as before. She grew more agitated and displeased. How can you, sir? You quite astonish me — 1 wonder how you can - _ ” '‘Do I astonish you? ” said he. “ Do you won- ei s there anything in my present entreaty that you do not understand? I will explain to you instantly all that makes me urge you in this man. MANSFIELD PARK. 141 ner, all that gives me an interest in what you look and do, and excites my preseDt curiosity. I will not leave you to wonder long.” In spite of herself, she could not help half a smile, hut she said nothing. “You shook your head at my acknowledging that I should not like to engage in the duties of a clergyman always for a constancy. Yes, that was the word. Constancy, — I am not afraid of the word. I would spell it, read it, write it with any¬ body. I see nothing alarming in the word. Did you think 1 ought? ” “Perhaps, sir,” saidFanny, wearied at last into speaking, — “ perhaps, sir, I thought it was a pity you did not always know yourself as well as you seemed to do at that moment.” Crawford, delighted to get her to speak at any rate, was determined to keep it up; and poor Fanny, who had hoped to silence him by such an extremity of reproof, found herself sadly mistaken, and that it was only a change from one object of curiosity and one set of woi'ds to another. He had always something to entreat the explanation of. The opportunity was too fair. None such had oc¬ curred since his seeing her in her uncle’s room, none such might occur again before his leaving Mansfield. Lady Bertram’s being just on the other side of the table was a trifle, for she might always be considered as only half awake, and Edmund’s advertisements were still of the first utility. “ Well,” said Crawford, after a course of rapid questions and reluctant answers, “I am happier 142 MANSFIELD PARK. than 1 was, because I now understand more clearly your opinion of me. You think me unsteady, easily swayed by the whim of the moment, easily tempted, easily put aside. With such an opinion, no wonder that — But we shall see. It is not by protestations that I shall endeavor to convince you I am wronged, it is not by telling you that my affections are steady. My conduct shall speak for me; absence, distance, time shall speak for me. They shall prove that as far as you can be deserved by anybody, I do deserve you. You are infinitely my superior in merit; all that I know. You have qualities which I had not before supposed to exist in such a degree in any human creature. You have some touches of the angel in you beyond what — not merely beyond what one sees, because one never sees anything like it, but beyond what one fancies might be. But still I am not frightened. It is not by equality of merit that you can be won. That is out of the question. It is he who sees and worships your meric the strongest, who loves you most devotedly, that has the best right to a return. There I build my confidence. By that right I do and will deserve you; and when once convinced that my attachment is what I declare it, I know you too well not to entertain the warmest hopes, — yes, dearest, sweetest Fanny — Nay,” seeing her draw back displeased, “forgive me. Per¬ haps I have as yet no right — but by what other name can I call you? Do you suppose you are ever present to my imagination under any other? No, it is ‘ Fanny ’ that I think of all day, and dream of all night. You have given the name MANSFIELD PARK. 143 such reality of sweetness, that nothing else can now he descriptive of you.” Fanny could hardly have kept her seat any longer, or have refrained from at least trying to get away in spite of all the too public opposition she foresaw to it, had it not been for the sound of approaching relief, — the very sound which she had been long watching for, and long thinking strangely delayed. The solemn procession, headed by Baddeley, of tea-board, urn, and cake-bearers, made its ap¬ pearance, and delivered her from a grievous im¬ prisonment of body and mind. Mr. Crawford was obliged to move. She was at liberty, she was busy, she was protected. Edmund was not sorry to be admitted again among the number of those who might speak and hear. But though the conference had seemed full long to him, and though on looking at Fanny he saw rather a flush of vexation, he inclined to hope that so much could not have been said and listened to without some profit to the speaker. CHAPTER XI. Edmund had determined that it belonged en¬ tirely to Fanny to choose whether her situation with regard to Crawford should be mentioned be¬ tween them or not, and that if she did not lead the way, it should never be touched on by him; but after a day or two of mutual reserve, he was in¬ duced by his father to change his mind, and try what his influence might do for his friend. A day, and a very early day, was actually fixed for the Crawfords’ departure; and Sir Thomas thought it might be as well to make one more effort for the young man before he left Mansfield, that all his professions and vows of unshaken attach¬ ment might have as much hope to sustain them as possible. Sir Thomas was most cordially anxious for the perfection of Mr. Crawford’s character in that point. He wished him to be a model of constancy, and fancied the best means of effecting it would be by not trying him too long. Edmund was not unwilling to be persuaded to engage in the business ; he wanted to know Fanny’s feelings. She had been used to consult him in every difficulty, and he loved her too well to bear to be denied her confidence now; he hoped to be of service to her, he thought he must be of service to her, whom else had she to open her heart to? If MANSFIELD PARK. 145 she -did ©ot need council, she must need (the com¬ fort of communication. Fanny estranged from him, silent and reserved, was an unnatural state of things, — a state which he must break through, and which he could easily learn to think she was wanting him to break through. “ I will speak to her, sir ; I will take the first opportunity of speaking to her alone,” was tbe result of such thoughts as these; and upon Sir Thomas’s information of her being at that very time walking alone in the shrubbery, he instantly joined her. “Iam come to walk with you, Fanny/'’ said he; “ shall I? ” drawing her arm within his. u It is a long while since we have had a comfortable walk together.” She assented to it all rather by look -than word. Her spirits were low. “But, Fanny,” he presently added, “in order to have a comfortable walk, something more is neces¬ sary than merely pacing this gravel together. You must talk to me. I know you have something on your mind. I know what you -are thinking of. You cannot suppose me uninformed. Am I to hear of it from everybody hut Fanny herself ? ” Fanny, at -once agitated and dejected, replied, “ If you hear of it from everybody, cousin, there can be nothing for me to tell.” “Not of facts, perhaps, but of feelings, Fanny. No one but you can tell me them. I do not mean to press you, however. H it is not what you yourself, I have done, I had thought it might he a relief.” VOL. II. — 10 146 MANSFIELD PARK. “ I am afraid we think too differently for me to find any relief in talking of what I feel.” “Do you suppose that we think differently? I have no idea of it. I dare say that on a compari¬ son of our opinions they would be found as much alike as they have been used to be : to the point, — I consider Crawford’s proposals as most advanta¬ geous and desirable, if you could return his affec¬ tion. I consider it as most natural that all your family should wish you could return it; but that as you cannot, you have done exactly as you ought in refusing him. Can there be any disagreement between us here? ” “Oh, no! But I thought you blamed me. I thought you were against me. This is such a comfort! ” “This comfort you might have had sooner, Fanny, had you sought it. But how could you possibly suppose me against you? How could you imagine me an advocate for marriage without love? Were I even careless m general on such matters, how could you imagine me so where your happi¬ ness was at stake?” “My uncle thought me wrong, and I knew he had been talking to you. ” “As far as you have gone, Fanny, I think you perfectly right. I may be sorry, I may be sur¬ prised, though hardly that, for you had not had time to attach yourself; but I think you perfectly right. Can it admit of a question? It is disgrace¬ ful to us if it does. You did not love him, — nothing could have justified your accepting him.” Fanny had not felt so comfortable for days and days. MANSFIELD PARK. 147 “ So far your conduct has been faultless, and they were quite mistaken who wished you to do otherwise. But the matter does not end here. Crawford’s is no common attachment; he perse¬ veres, with the hope of creating that regard which had not been created before. This, we know, must be a work of time. But,” with an affectionate smile, “let him succeed at last, Fanny, let him succeed at last. You have proved yourself upright and disinterested, prove yourself grateful and tender-hearted; and then you will he the perfect model of a woman which I have always believed you born for.” “Oh! never, never, never; he- never will suc¬ ceed with me.” And she spoke with a warmth which quite astonished Edmund, and which she blushed at the recollection of herself, when she saw his look and heard him reply, “Never, Fanny, — so very determined and positive ! This is not tike yourself, your rational self. “I mean,” she cried, sorrowfully, correcting herself “ that I think I never shall, as far as the future can be answered for, - 1 think I never shall return his regard.” « I must hope better things. I am aware, more aware than Crawford can be, that the man who means to make yon love him (you having due notice of his intentions) must have very up-hill work, for there are all your early attachments and habits in battle-array; and before lie can get your heart for his own use, he has to unfasten it from all the holds upon things animate and inanimate, wWch so many years’ growth have confirmed, and 148 MANSFIELD PARK. which are considerably tightened for the moment by the very idea of separation. I know that the apprehension of being forced to quit Mansfield will for a time be arming you against him. I wish he had not been obliged to tell you what he was try¬ ing for. I wish he had known you as well as I do, Fanny. Between us, I think we should have won you. My theoretical and his practical knowl¬ edge together could not have failed. He should have worked upon my plans. I must hope, however, that time proving him (as I firmly believe it will) to deserve you by his steady affection will give him his reward. I cannot suppose that you have not. the wish to love him, — the natural wish of gratitude. You must have some feeling of that sort. You must be sorry for your own indifference.” “ We are 80 totally «nlike,” said Fanny, avoid¬ ing a direct answer, “we are so very, very differ¬ ent in all our inclinations and ways, that I consider it as quite impossible we should ever be tolerably happy together, even if I could like him. There never were two people more dissimilar. We have not one taste in common. We should be miserable ” “ You are mistaken, Fanny. The dissimilarity ” n°5 S° Str0nS', are finite enough alike. ou have tastes m common. You have moral and literary tastes in common. You have both warm hearts and benevolent feelings; and, Fanny, who that heard him read ami „ J0„ listeK ^ Shahspeare the other night, will think you un¬ fitted aS companions? You forget yourself. There « a decided difference in your tempers, I allow! lively, you are serious; but eo much the MANSFIELD PARK. 149 better; his spirits will support yours. It is your disposition to be easily dejected, and to fancy difficulties greater than they are. His cheerful¬ ness will counteract this. He sees difficulties no¬ where; and his pleasantness and gayety will be a constant support to you.. Your being so far un¬ like, Fanny, does not in the smallest degree make against the probability of your happiness together: do not imagine it. I am myself convinced that it is rather a favorable circumstance. I am per¬ fectly persuaded that the tempers had better be unlike; I mean unlike in the flow of the spirits, in the manners, in the inclination for much or little company, in the propensity to talk or to be silent, to be grave or to be gay. Some opposition here is, I am thoroughly convinced, friendly to matrimonial happiness. I exclude extremes of course; and a very close resemblance in all those points would bo the likeliest way to produce an extreme^. A counteraction, gentle and continual, is the best safeguard of manners and conduct. Full well could Fanny guess where his thoughts were now. Miss Crawford’s power was all return¬ ing. He had been speaking of her cheerfully from the hour of his coining home. His avoiding her was quite at an end. He had dined at the Parson¬ age only the preceding day. After leaving him to his happier thoughts for some minutes, Fanny, feeling it due to herself, re¬ turned to Mr. Crawford, and said : “It is not merely in temper that I consider him as totally unsuited to myself, — though in that respect I think the difference between us too great, in- 150 MANSFIELD PARK. finitely too great; his spirits often oppress me, — but there is something in him which I object to still more. I must say, cousin, that I cannot ap¬ prove his character. I have not thought well of him from the time of the play. I then saw him behaving, as it appeared to me, so very improperly and unfeelingly, — I may speak of it now because it is all over, — so improperly by poor Mr. Rush- worth, not seeming to care how he exposed or hurt him, and paying attentions to my cousin Maria which — In short, at the time of the play, I received an impression which will never be got over.” “My dear Fanny,” replied Edmund, scarcely, hearing her to the end, “ let us not any of us be judged by what we appeared at that period of gen¬ eral folly. The time of the play is a time which I hate to recollect. Maria was wrong, Crawford was wrong, we were all wrong together; but none so wrong as myself. Compared with me all the rest were blameless. I wau playing the fool with my eyes open.” “As a bystander,” said Fanny, “perhaps I saw more than you did; and I do think that Mr. Rush worth was sometimes very jealous.” Very possible. No wonder. Nothing could be more improper than the whole business. I am shocked whenever I think that Maria could be ca¬ pable of it; but if she could undertake the part, we inust not be surprised at the rest.” “Before the play, I am much mistaken if Julia did not think he was paying her attentions. ” “Julia! I have heard before from some one of MANSFIELD PARK. 151 his being in love with Julia, but I could never see anything of it. And, Fanny, though I hope I dc justice to my sisters’ good qualities, I think it very possible that they might, one or both, be more desirous of being admired by Crawford, and might show that desire rather more unguardedly than was perfectly prudent. I can remember that they were evidently fond of his society; and with such encouragement a man like Crawford, lively and it may be a little unthinking, might be led on to — there could be nothing very striking, because it is clear that he had no pretensions: his heart was reserved for you. And I must say that its being for you has raised him inconceivably in my opinion. It does him the highest honor; it shows his proper estimation of the blessing of domestic happiness and pure attachment. It proves him unspoiled by his uncle. It proves him, in short, everything that I had been used to wish to be¬ lieve him, and feared he was not.” “I am persuaded that he does not think as lie ought on serious subjects.” “ Say, rather, that he has not thought at all upon serious subjects, which I believe to be a good deal the case. How could it be otherwise, with such an education and adviser? Under the disadvan¬ tages, indeed, which both have had, is it not wonderful that they should be what they are? Crawford’s feelings, I am ready to acknowledge, have hitherto been too much his guides. Happily, those feelings have generally been good. You will supply the rest; and a most fortunate man he is to attach himself to such a creature, — to a woman 152 MANSFIELD PARK. who, firm as a rock in her own principles, has a gentleness of character so well adapted to recom¬ mend them. He has chosen his partner, indeed, with rare felicity. He will make you happy, [Fanny, I know he will make you happy ; hut you will make him everything.” “I would not engage in such a chai’ge, ciied Fanny, in a shrinking accent, — “in such an of¬ fice of high responsibility! ” “As usual, believing yourself unequal to any¬ thing! — fancying everything too much for you! Well, though I may not be able to persuade you into different feelings, you will be persuaded into them, I trust. I confess myself sincerely anxious that you may, X have no common interest in Crawford’s well-doing. Next to your happiness, Fanny, his has the first claim on me. You are aware of my having no common interest in Crawford.” Fanny was too well aware of it to have anything to say; and they walked on together some fifty yards in mutual silence and abstraction, Edmund first began again : — “ I was very much pleased by her manner of speaking of it yesterday, particularly pleased, be¬ cause I had not depended upon her seeing every¬ thing in so just a light. I knew she was very fond of you, hut yet I was afraid of her not estimating yojrr worth to her brother quite as it deserved, and of her regretting that he had not rather fixed on some woman of distinction or fortune. I was afraid of the bias of those worldly maxims which she has been too much used to hear. But it was MANSFIELD PARK. 153 very different. She spoke of you, Fanny, just as she ought. She desires the connection as warmly as your uncle or myself. We had a long talk about it. I should not have mentioned the sub¬ ject, though very anxious to know her sentiments; hut I had not been in the room five minutes before she began introducing it with all that openness of heart and sweet peculiarity of manner, that spirit and ingenuousness which are so much a part of herself. Mrs, Grant laughed at her for her rapidity.” “Was Mrs. Grant in the room, then?” “ Yes, when I reached the house I found the two sisters together by themselves; and when once we had begun, we had not done with you, Fanny, till Crawford and Dr. Grant came in.” “ It is about a week since I saw Miss Crawford.” “ Yes, she laments it, yet owns it may have been best. You will see her, however, before she goes. She is very angry with you, Fanny; you must be prepared for that. She calls herself very angry, but you can imagine her anger. It is. the regret and disappointment of a sister, who thinks her brother has a right to everything he may wish for, at the first moment. She is hurt, as you would be, for William; but she loves and esteems you with all her heart.” . « I knew she would be very angry with me.” “My dearest Fanny,” cried Edmund, pressing her arm closer to him, “do not let the idea of her auger distress you. It is anger to be talked of rather than felt. Her heart is made for love and kindness, not for resentment. I wish you could have 154 MANSFIELD PARK. overheard her tribute of praise; I wish you could have seen her countenance, when she said that you should be Henry's wife. And I observed that she always spoke of you as ‘ Fanny,’ which she was never used to do ; and it had a sound of most sisterly cordiality.” “ And Mrs. Grant, did she say — did she speak — was she there all the time? ” “ Yes, she was agreeing exactly with her sister. The surprise of your refusal, Fanny, seems to have been unbounded. That you could refuse such a man as Henry Crawford seems more than they can understand. I said what I could for you; but in good truth, as they stated the case — You must prove yourself to be in your senses as soon as you can, by a different conduct; nothing else will satisfy them. But this is teasing you. I have done. Ho not turn away from me.” “I should have thought,” said Fanny, after a pause of recollection and exertion, “ that every woman must have felt the possibility of a man’s not being approved, not being loved by some one of her sex, at least, let him be ever so generally agreeable. Let him have all the perfections in the world, I think it ought not to be set down as certain that a man must be acceptable to every woman he may happen to like himself. But even supposing it is so, allowing Mr. Crawford to have all the^claims which his sisters think he has, how was I to be prepared to meet him with any feeling answerable to his own? He took me wholly by surprise. I had not an idea that his behavior to me before had any meaning; and surely I was not MANSFIELD PARK. 155 to be teaching myself to like him only because he was taking what seemed very idle notice of me. In my situation it would have been the extreme of vanity to be forming expectations on Mr. Craw¬ ford. I am sure his sisters, rating him as they do, must have thought it so, supposing he had meant nothing. How then was I to be — to be in love with him the moment he said he was with me? How was I to have an attachment at his service, as soon as it was asked for? His sisters should con¬ sider me as well as him. The higher his deserts, the more improper for me ever to have thought of him. And, and — we think very differently of the nature of women, if they can imagine a woman so very soon capable of returning an affection as this seems to imply.” “ My dear, dear Fanny, now I have the truth. I know this to be the truth; and most worthy of you are such feelings. I had attributed them to you before. I thought I could understand you. You have now given exactly the explanation which I ventured to make for you to your friend and Mrs. Grant ; and they were both better satisfied, though your warm-hearted friend was still run away with a little, by the enthusiasm of her fondness for Henry. I told them that you were of all human creatures the one over whom habit had most power, and novelty least; and that the very circumstance of the novelty of Crawford’s addresses was against him. Their being so new and so recent was all in their disfavor; that you could tolerate nothing that you were not used to; and a great deal more to the same purpose, to give them a knowledge of youi 156 MANSFIELD PARK. character. Miss Crawford made ns laugh by her plans of encouragement for her brother. She meant to urge him to persevere in the hope of being loved in time, and of having his addresses most kindly received at the end of about ten years happy marriage. ” Fanny conld with difficulty give the smile that was here asked for. Her feelings were all in revolt. She feared she had been doing wrong, saying too much, overacting the caution which she had been fancying necessary, in guarding against one evil laying herself open to another; and to have Miss Crawford’s liveliness repeated to her at such a moment and on such a subject was a bitter aggravation. Edmund saw weariness and distress in her face, and immediately resolved to forbear all further discussion; and not even to mention the name of Crawford again, except as it might be connected with what must be agreeable to her. On this principle, he soon afterwards observed, — “They go on Monday. You are sure, therefore, of seeing your friend either to-morrow or Sunday. They really go on Monday; and I was within a trifle of being persuaded to stay at Lessingby till that very day! I had almost promised it. What a difference it might have made ! Those five or six days more at Lessingby might have been felt all my life! ” “You were near staying there? ” “Very. I was most kindly pressed, and had nearly consented. Had I received any letter from Mansfield to tell me how you were all going on, I MANSFIELD PARK. 157 believe I should certainly have stayed; hut I knew nothing that had happened here for a fortnight, and felt that I had been away long enough.” n You spent your time pleasantly there? “ Yes; that is, it was the fault of my own mind if I did not. They were all very pleasant. I doubt their finding me so. I took uneasiness with me, and there was no getting rid of it till I was in Mansfield again.” “The Miss Owens, — you liked them, did not you? ” “ Yes, very well. Pleasant, good-humored, un¬ affected girls. But I am spoilt, Fanny, for common female society. Good-humored, unaffected girls will not do for a man who has been used to sensible women. They are two distinct orders of being. You and Miss Crawford have made me too nice.” Still, however, Fanny was oppressed and wea¬ ried; he saw it in her looks, it could not be talked away, and attempting it no more, he led her directly, with the kind authority of a privileged guardian, into the house. CHAPTER XII. Edmund now believed himself perfectly acquainted with all that Fanny could tell, or could leave to be conjectured of her sentiments, and he was satisfied. It had been, as he before presumed, too hasty a measure on Crawford’s side, and time must be given to make the idea first familiar and then agreeable to her. She must be used to the consideration of his being in love with her, and then a return of affection might not be very distant. He gave this opinion as the result of the con¬ versation to his father, and recommended there be¬ ing nothing more said to her, no further attempts to influence or persuade, but that everything should be left to Crawford’s assiduities, and the natural workings of her own mind. Sir Thomas promised that it should be so. Ed¬ mund’s account of Fanny’s disposition he could believe to be just ; he supposed she had all those feelings, but he must consider it as very unfortu¬ nate that she had; for, less willing than his son to trust to the future, he could not help fearing that if such very long allowances of time and habit were necessary for her, she might not have per¬ suaded herself into receiving his addresses properly before the young man’s inclination for paying them were over. There was nothing to be done, however, but to submit quietly, and hope the best. MANSFIELD PARK. 159 The promised visit from “her friend,” as Ed¬ mund called Miss Crawford, was a formidable threat to Eanny, and she lived in continual terror of it. As a sister, so partial and so angry, and so little scrupulous of what she said, and in another light so triumphant and secure, she was in every way an object of painful alarm. Her displeasure, her penetration, and her happiness were all fear¬ ful to encounter; and the dependence of having others present when they met, was Fanny’s only support in looking forward to it. She absented herself as little as possible from Lady Bertram, kept away from the East room, and took no soli¬ tary walk in the shrubbery, in her caution to avoid any sudden attack. She succeeded. She was safe in the breakfast- room, with her aunt, when Miss Crawford did come; and the first misery over, and Miss Craw¬ ford looking and speaking with much less parti¬ cularity of expression than she had anticipated, Eanny began to hope there would be nothing worse to be endured than an half-hour of moderate agita¬ tion. But here she hoped too much; Miss Craw¬ ford was not the slave of opportunity. She was determined to see Fanny alone, and therefore said to her tolerably soon, in a low voice, “I must speak to you for a few minutes somewhere,” words that Fanny felt all over her, in all her pulses and all her nerves. Denial was impossible. Her habits of ready submission, on the contrary, made her almost instantly rise and lead the way out of the room. She did it with wretched feel Vpgs, but it was inevitable. 160 MANSFIELD PARK. They were no sooner in the hall than all re¬ straint of countenance was over on Miss Craw¬ ford’s side. She immediately shook her head at Fanny with arch yet affectionate reproach, and taking her hand, seemed hardly able to help be¬ ginning directly. She said nothing, however, but, “Sad, sad girl! I do not know when I shall have done scolding you,” and had discretion enough to reserve the rest till they might be se¬ cure of having four walls to themselves. Fanny naturally turned upstairs, and took her guest to the apartment which was now always fit for com¬ fortable use; opening the door, however, with a most aching heart, and feeling that she had a more distressing scene before her than ever that spot had yet witnessed. But the evil ready to burst on her was at least delayed by the sudden change in Miss Crawford’s ideas, — by the strong effect on her mind which the finding herself in the East room again produced. “Ha!” she cried, with instant animation, “am I here again? The East room. Once only was I in this room before; ” and after stopping to look about her, and seemingly to retrace all that had then passed, she added: “Once only before. Do you remember it? I came to rehearse. Your cousin came too; and we had a rehearsal. You were our audience and prompter. A delightful rehearsal. I shall never forget it. Here we were, just1 in this part of the room; here was your cousin, here was I, here were the chairs. Oh, why will such things ever pass away?” Happily for her companion, she wanted no an- MANSFIELD PARK. 161 swer. Her mind was entirely self-engrossed. She was in a reverie of sweet remembrances. “ The scene we were rehearsing was so very remarkable! The subject of it so very — very — what shall I say? He was to be describing and recommending matrimony to me. I think I see him now, trying to be as demure and composed as Anhalt ought, through the two long speeches. ‘ When two sympathetic hearts meet in the mar¬ riage state, matrimony may be called a happy life.’ I suppose no time can ever wear out the impression I have of his looks and voice, as he said those words. It was curious, very curious, that we should have such a scene to play! If I had the power of recalling any one week of my existence, it should be that week, that acting week. Say what you would, Fanny, it should be that; for I never knew such exquisite happiness in any other. His sturdy spirit to bend as it did! Oh, it was sweet beyond expression. But alas! that very evening destroyed it all. That very evening brought your most unwelcome uncle. Poor Sir Thomas, who was glad to see you? Yet, Fanny, do not imagine I would now speak disre¬ spectfully of Sir Thomas, though I certainly did hate him for many a week. No, I do him justice now. He is just what the head of such a family should be. Nay, in sober sadness, I believe I now love you all.” And having said so, with a degree of tenderness and consciousness which Fanny had never seen in her before, and now thought only too becoming, she turned away for a moment to recover herself. “I have had a little von. ii. — 11 MANSFIELD PARK. 162 fit. since I came into this room, as you may per¬ ceive,” said she, presently, with a playful smile, “but it is over now; so let us sit down and be com¬ fortable; for as to scolding you, Fanny, which I came fully intending to do, I have not the heart for it when it comes to the point.” And embracing her very affectionately, “Good, gentle Fanny! when I think of this being the last time of seeing you for I do not know how long, I feel it quite impos¬ sible to do anything but love you.” Fanny was affected. She had not foreseen any¬ thing of this, and her feelings could seldom with¬ stand the melancholy influence of the word “ last. ” She cried as if she had loved Miss Crawford more than she possibly could; and Miss Crawford, yet further softened by the sight of such emotion, hung about her with fondness, and said: “I hate to leave you. I shall see no one half so amiable where I am going. Who says we shall not be sisters? I know we shall. I feel that we are born to be connected, and those tears convince me that you feel it too, dear Fanny.” Fanny roused herself, and replying only in part, said: “But you are only going from one set of friends to another. You are going to a very par¬ ticular friend.” “ Yes, very true; Mrs. Fraser has been my in¬ timate friend for years. But I have not the least inclination to go near her. I can think only of the friends I am leaving, — my excellent sister, your¬ self, and the Bertrams in general. You have all so much more heart among you than one finds in the world at large. You all give me a feeling of being MANSFIELD PARK. 163 able to trust and confide in you; which, in common intercourse, one knows nothing of. I wish I had settled with Mrs. Fraser not to go to her till after Easter, a much better time for the visit; but now I cannot put her off. And when I have done with her, I must go to her sister, Lady Stornaway, be¬ cause she was rather my most particular friend of the two; but I have not cared much for her these three years.” After this speech the two girls sat many minutes silent, each thoughtful, — Fanny meditating on the different sorts of friendship in the world, Mary on something of less philosophic tendency. She first spoke again. “How perfectly I remember my resolving to look for you upstairs; and setting off to find my way to the East room, without having an idea whereabouts it was! How well I remember what I was thinking of as I came along; and my look¬ ing in and seeing you here, sitting at this table at work ; and then your cousin’s astonishment, when he opened the door, at seeing me here! To be sure, your uncle’s returning that very evening! There never was anything quite like it.” Another short fit of abstraction followed; when, shaking it off, she thus attacked her companion: “Why, Fanny, you are absolutely in a reverie! Thinking, I hope, of one who is always thinking of you. Oh that I could transport you for a short time into our circle in town, that you might un¬ derstand how your power over Henry is thought of there! Oh the envyings and heart-burnings of dozens and dozens! the wonder, the incredulity 164 MANSFIELD PARK. that will he felt at hearing what you have done! For as to secrecy, Henry is quite the hero of an old romance, and glories in his chains. You should come to London to know how to estimate your con¬ quest. If you were to see how he is courted, and how I am courted for his sake! Now, I am well aware that I shall not be half so welcome to Mrs. Fraser in consequence of his situation with you. When she conies to know the truth, she will, very likely, wish me in Northamptonshire again; for there is a daughter of Mr. Fraser, by a first wife, whom she is wild to get married, and wants Henry to take. Oh, she has been trying for him to such a degree! Innocent and quiet as you sit here, you cannot have an idea of the sensation that you w ill be occasioning, of the curiosity there will be to see you, of the endless questions I shall have to Poor Margaret Fraser will be at me for- answer ! w ever about your eyes and your teeth, and how you do your hair, and who makes your shoes. I wish Margaret were married, for my poor friend s sake, for I look upon the Frasers to be about as unhappy as most other married people. And yet it was a most desirable match for Janet at the time. Me were all delighted. She could not do otherwise than accept him, for he was rich, and she had nothing; but he turns out ill-tempered and exi- geant, and wants a young woman, a beautiful young woman of five-and-twenty, to be as steady as himself. And my friend does not manage him well;, she does not seem to know how to make the best of it. There is a spirit of irritation which, to, say nothing worse, is certainly very ill- MANSFIELD PARK, 165 bred. In their house I shall call to mind the com jugal manners of Mansfield Parsonage with respect. Even Dr. Grant does show a thorough confidence in my sister, and a certain consideration for her judgment, which makes one feel there is attach- ment; hut of that I shall see nothing with the Frasers. I shall he at Mansfield, forever, Fanny. My own sister as a wife, Sir Thomas Bertram as a husband, are my standards of perfection. Poor Janet has been sadly taken in-, and yet there was nothing improper on her side: she did not run into the match inconsiderately; there was no want of foresight. She took three days to consider of his proposals, and during those three days asked the advice of everybody connected with her, whose opinion was worth having; and especially applied to my late dear aunt, whose knowledge of the world made her judgment very generally and de¬ servedly looked up to by all the young people of her acquaintance; and she was decidedly m favor of Mr. Fraser. This seems as if nothing were a security for matrimonial comfort. I have not so much to say for my friend Flora, who jilted a very nice young man in the Blues for the sake of that horrid Lord Stornaway, who has about as much sense, Fanny, as Mr. Rush worth, but much worse looking, and with a blackguard character. I had mv doubts at the time about her being right, for he has not even the air of a gentleman, and now I am sure she was wrong. By the by. Flora Ross was dying for Henry the first winter she came out. But were I to attempt to tell you of all the women whom 1 have known to be m love with him, I 166 MANSFIELD PARK. should never have done. It is you only, you, in¬ sensible Fanny, who can think of him with any¬ thing like indifference. But are you so insensible as you profess yourself? No, no, I see you are not.” There was, indeed, so deep a blush over Fanny’s face at that moment as might warrant strong sus¬ picion in a predisposed mind. “Excellent creature! I will not tease you. Everything shall take its course. But, dear Fanny, you must allow that you were not so absolutely unprepared to have the question asked as your cousin fancies. It is not possible but that you must have had some thoughts on the subject, some surmises as to what might be. You must have seen that he was trying to please you by every attention in his power. Was not he devoted to you at the ball? And then before the ball, the necklace! Oh, you received it just as it was meant. You were as conscious as heart could desire. I remember it perfectly.” “Do you mean, then, that your brother knew of the necklace beforehand? Oh, Miss Crawford, that was not fair.” “Knew of it! It was his own doing entirely, his own thought. I am ashamed to say that it had never entered my head; but I was delighted to act on his proposal, for both your sakes.” ^ “ I will not say,” replied Fanny, “that I was not half afraid at the time of its being so; for there was something in your look that frightened me — but not at first — I was as unsuspicious of it at first! — indeed, indeed I was. It is as true as MANSFIELD PARK. 167 that I sit here. And had I had an idea of it, nothing should have induced me to accept the necklace. As to your brother’s behavior, certainly I was sensible of a particularity; I had been sen¬ sible of it some little time, perhaps two or three weeks ; but then I considered it as meaning noth¬ ing. I put it down as simply being his way, and was as far from supposing as from wishing him to have any serious thoughts of me. I had not, Miss Crawford, been an inattentive observer of what was passing between him and some part of this family in the summer and autumn. I was quiet, but I was not blind. I could not but see that Mr. Crawford allowed himself in gallantries which did mean nothing.” “Ah! I cannot deny it. He has now and then been a sad flirt, and cared very little for the havoc he might be making in young ladies’ affections. I have often scolded him for it, but it is his only fault; and there is this to be said, that very few young ladies have any affections worth caring for. And then, Fanny, the glory of fixing one who has been shot at by so many, of having it in one’s power to pay off the debts of one’s sex! Oh, I am sure it is notin woman’s nature to refuse such a triumph.’ Fanny shook her head. “ I cannot think well of a man who sports with any woman’s feelings; and there may often be a great deal more suffered than a stander-by can judge of.” “I do not defend him. I leave him entirely to your mercy; and when he has got you at Ever in g- ham, I do not care how much you lecture him. But this I will say, — that his fault, the liking to make 168 MANSFIELD PARK girls a little in love with him, is not half so danger¬ ous to a wife’s happiness as a tendency to .fall m love himself, which he has never been addicted to. And I do seriously and truly believe that he is at¬ tached to you in a way that he never was to ally woman before, — that he loves you with all his heart, and will love you as nearly forever as pos¬ sible. If any man ever loved a woman forever, I think Henry will do as much for you.” Fanny could not avoid a faint smile, but had nothing to say. “I cannot imagine Henry ever to have been happier,” continued Mary, presently, “than when he had succeeded in getting your brother’s com¬ mission.” She had made a. sure push at Fanny’s feelings here. “ Oh, yes. How very, very kind of him! ” “ I know he must have exerted himself very much, for I know the parties he had to move. The Admiral hates trouble, and scorns asking favors; and there are so many young men’s claims to be attended to in the same way that a friendship and energy not very determined is easily put by. What a happy creature William must be! I wish we could see him.” Poor Fanny’s mind was thrown into the most dis¬ tressing of all its varieties. The recollection of ,what had been done for William was always the most powerful disturber of every decision against Mr. Crawford ; and she sat thinking deeply of it till Mary, who had been first watching her compla¬ cently and then musing on something else, suddenly MANSFIELD PARK. 169 called her attention by saying: “ I should like to sit talking with you here all day, hut we must not for¬ get the ladies below ; and so good-by, my dear, my amiable, my excellent Fanny, for though we shall nominally part in the breakfast-parlor, I must take leave of you here. And I do take leave, longing fox a happy reunion, and trusting that when we meet again, it will be under circumstances which may open our hearts to each other without any remnant or shadow of reserve.” A very, very kind embrace, and some agitation of manner accompanied these words. “ I shall see your cousin in town soon, — he talks of being there tolerably soon ; and Sir Thomas, I dare say, in the course of the spring; and your eld¬ est cousin and the flush worths and Julia I am sure of meeting again and again, and all but you. I have two favors to ask, Fanny : one is your corre¬ spondence, — you must write to me; and the other, that you will often call on Mrs. Grant, and make her amends for my being gone.” The first at least of these favors Fanny would rather not have been asked ; but it was impossible for her to refuse the correspondence, it was impos¬ sible for her even not to accede to it more readily than her own judgment authorized. There was no resisting so much apparent affection. Her dispo¬ sition was peculiarly calculated to value a fond treatment; and from having hitherto known so little of it, she was the more overcome by Miss Crawford’s. Besides, there was gratitude towards her for having made their tete-a-tete so much less painful than her fears had predicted. 170 MANSFIELD PARK. It was over, and she had escaped without re¬ proaches and without detection. Her secret was still her own; and while that was the case, she thought she could resign herself to almost every¬ thing. . In the evening there was another . parting. Henry Crawford came, and sat some time with them; and her spirits not being previously in the strongest state, her heart was softened for a while towards him, — because he really seemed to feel. Quite unlike his usual self, he scarcely said any¬ thing. He was evidently oppressed; and Fanny must* grieve for him, though hoping she might never see him again till he were the husband of some other woman. When it came to the moment of parting, he would take her hand, he would not be denied it : he said nothing, however, or nothing that she heard; and when he had left the room, she was better pleased that such a token of friendship had passed. On the morrow the Crawfords were gone. \ CHAPTER XIII. Mb. Cbawfokd gone, Sir Thomas’s next object was that he should he missed; and he entertained great hope that his niece would find a blank in the loss of those attentions which at the time she had felt or fancied an evil. She had tasted of conse¬ quence in its most flattering form; and he did hope that the loss of it, the sinking again into nothing, would awaken very wholesome regrets in her mind. He watched her with this idea, but he could hardly tell with what success. He hardly knew whether there were any difference in her spirits or not. She was always so gentle and retiring that her emotions were beyond his dis¬ crimination. He did not understand her, he felt that he did not; and therefore applied to Edmund to tell him how she stood affected on the present occasion, and whether she were more or less happy than she had been. Edmund did not discern any symptom of regret, and thought his father a little unreasonable in supposing the first three or four days could produce any. What chiefly surprised Edmund was that Craw¬ ford’s sister, the friend and companion who had been so much to her, should not he more visibly regretted. He wondered that Eanny spoke so sel 172 MANSFIELD PARK. dom of her, and had so little voluntarily to say of her concern at this separation. Alas! it was this sister, this friend and com¬ panion, who was now the chief hane of Fanny’s comfort. If she could have believed Mary’s future fate as unconnected with Mansfield as she was determined the brother’s should be, if she could have hoped her return thither to be as distant as she was much inclined to think his, she would have been light of heart indeed; but the more she recollected and observed, the more deeply was she convinced that everything was now in a fairer train for Miss Crawford’s marrying Edmund than it had ever been before. On his side the inclina¬ tion was stronger, on hers less equivocal. His objections, the scruples of his integrity, seemed all done away, — nobody could tell how; and the doubts and hesitations of her ambition were equally got over, —and equally without apparent reason. It could only be imputed to increasing attach¬ ment. His good and her bad feelings yielded to love, and such love must ..rite them. He was to go to town as soon as some business relative to Thornton Lacey was completed, — perhaps within a fortnight, — -lie talked of going, he loved to talk of if; and when once w7itli her again, Fanny could not doubt the rest. Her acceptance must he as certain as his offer; and yet there were bad feel¬ ings still remaining which made the prospect of it most sorrowful to her, independently, she believed independently of self. In their vei*y last conversation Miss Crawford, in spite of some amiable sensations and much per. MANSFIELD PARK. 173 sonal kindness, had still been Miss Crawford, still shown a mind led astray and bewildered, and with¬ out any suspicion of being so; darkened, yet fancying itself light. She might love, but she did not deserve Edmund by any other sentiment. Fanny believed there was scarcely a second feeling in common between them ; and she may be for¬ given by older sages for looking on the chance of Miss Crawford’s future improvement as nearly desperate, for thinking that if Edmund’s influence in this season of love had already done so little in clearing her judgment and regulating her notions, his worth would be finally wasted on her even in years of matrimony. Experience might have hoped more for any young people so circumstanced, and impartiality would not have denied to Miss Crawford’s nature that participation of the general nature of women which would lead her to adopt the opinions of the man she loved and respected as her own. But as such were Fanny’s persuasions, she suffered very much from them, and could never speak of Miss Crawford without pain. Sir Thomas, meanwhile, went on with his own hopes and his own observations, still feeling a right, by all his knowledge of human nature, to expect to see the effect of the loss of power and consequence on his niece’s spirits, and the past attentions of the lover producing a craving for their return; and he was soon afterwards able to account for his no yet completely and indubitably seeing all this by the prospect of another visitor, whose approach lie could allow to be quite enough to support the 174 MANSFIELD PARK. spirits he was watching. "W illiam had obtained a ten days’ leave of absence to be given to North¬ amptonshire, and was coming, the happiest of lieutenants, because the latest made, to show his happiness and describe his uniform. He came; and he would have been delighted to show his uniform there too, had not cruel custom prohibited its appearance except on duty. So the uniform remained at Portsmouth, and Edmund conjectured that before Fanny had any chance of seeing it, all its own freshness and all the fresh¬ ness of its wearer’s feelings must be worn away. It would be sunk into a badge of disgrace; for what can be more unbecoming or more worthless than the uniform of a lieutenant who has been a lieutenant a year or two, and sees others made commanders before him? So reasoned Edmund, till his father made him the confidant of a scheme which placed Fanny’s chance of seeing the second lieutenant of H. M. S. “Thrush” in all his glory in another light. This scheme was that she should accompany her brother back to Portsmouth, and spend a little time with her own family. It had occurred to Sir Thomas, in one of his dignified nursings, as a ■"lght and desirable measure; hut before he abso¬ lutely made up his mind, he consulted his son. Edmund considered it every way, and saw nothing but what was right. The thing was good in it¬ self, and could not he done at a better time ; and he had no doubt of it being highly ag oeable to Fanny. This was enough to determine Sir Thomas; and a decisive “Then so it shall be” MANSFIELD PARK. 175 closed that stage of the business, — Sir Thomas retiring from it with some feelings of satisfaction and views of good over and above what lie had communicated to his son; for his prime motive in sending her away had very little to do with the propriety of her seeing her parents again, and nothing at all with any idea of making her happy. He certainly wished her to go willingly, hut he as certainly wished her to be heartily sick of home before her visit ended; and that a little abstinence from the elegances and luxuries of Mansfield Park would bring her mind into a sober state, and in¬ cline her to a juster estimate of the value of that home, of greater permanence and equal comfort, of which she had the offer. It was a medicinal project upon his niece’s un¬ derstanding, which he must consider as at present diseased. A residence of eight or nine years in the abode of wealth and plenty had a little disor¬ dered her powers of comparing and judging. Her father’s house would, in all probability, teach hei the value of a good income; and he trusted that she would be the wiser and happier woman all her life for the experiment he had devised. Had Fanny been at all addicted to raptures, she must have had a strong attack of them when she first understood what was intended, . when her uncle first made her the offer of visiting the parents and brothers and sisters, from whom she had been divided almost half her life, of return¬ ing for a couple of months to the scenes of her infancy, with William for the protector and com¬ panion of her journey; and the certainty of com 176 MANSFIELD PARK. tinning to see William to the last hour of his remaining on land. Had she ever given way to hursts of delight, it must have been then, for she was delighted; but her happiness was of a quiet, deep, heart-swelling sort, and though never a great talker, she was always more inclined to silence when feeling most strongly. At the mo¬ ment she could only thank and accept. After¬ wards, when familiarized with the visions of enjoyment so suddenly opened, she could speak more largely to kVblliam and Edmund of what she felt; but still there were emotions of tenderness that could not be clothed in words. The remem¬ brance of all her earliest pleasures, and of what she had suffered in being torn from then), came over her with renewed strength, and it seemed as if to be at home again would heal every pain that had since grown out of the separation. To be in the centre of such a circle, loved by so many, and more loved by all than she had ever been before ; to feel affection without fear or restraint ; to feel herself the equal of those who surrounded her ; to be at peace from all mention of the Craw¬ fords, safe from every look which could be fancied a reproach on their account, — this was a prospect to fee dwelt on with a fondness that could be but half acknowledged. Edmund, too, — to be two months from him (and perhaps she might be allowed to make her absence three) must do her good. At a distance, unas sailed by his looks or his kindness, and safe from the perpetual irritation of knowing his heart and striving to avoid his confidence, she should be able MANSFIELD PARK. 177 to reason herself into a properer state ; she should he able to think of him as in London, and arrang¬ ing everything there, without wretchedness. What might have been hard to hear at Mansfield was to become a Slight evil at Portsmouth. The only drawback was the doubt of her aunt Bertram’s being comfortable without her. She was of use to no one else; but there she might be missed to a degree that she did not like to think of; and that part of the arrangement was*, indeed, the hardest for Sir Thomas to accomplish, and what only he could have accomplished at all. But he was master at Mansfield Park. When he had really resolved on any measure, he could always carry it through ; and now by dint of long talking on the subject, explaining and dwelling on the, duty of Fanny’s sometimes seeking her family, he did induce his wife to let her go; obtaining it rather from submission, however, than conviction, for Lady Bertram was convinced of very little more than that Sir Thomas thought Fanny ought to go, and therefore that she must. In the calm¬ ness of her own dressing-room, in the impartial flow of her own meditations, unbiassed by his be¬ wildering statements, she could not acknowledge any necessity for Fanny’s ever going near a father and mother who had done without her so long, while she was so useful to herself. And as to the not missing her, which under Mrs. Norris’s discus¬ sion, was the point attempted to he proved, she set herself very steadily against admitting any such thing. Sir Thomas, had appealed to her reason, com VOL. II. — 12 MANSFIELD PARK. 178 science, and dignity. He called it a sacrifice, and demanded it of her goodness and self-command as such. But Mrs. Norris wanted to persuade her that Fanny could he very well spared (she being ready to give up all her own time to her as re¬ quested) , and, in short, could not really be wanted or missed. “That may he, sister,” was all Lady Bertram’s reply. “I dare say you are very right, but I am sure I shall miss her very much.” The next step was to communicate with Ports¬ mouth. Fanny wrote to offer herself; and her mother’s answer, though short, was so kind, a few simple lines expressed so natural and motherly a joy in the prospect of seeing her child again, as to confirm all the daughter’s views of happiness in being with her, — convincing her that she should now find a warm and affectionate friend in the “mamma ” who had certainly shown no remarkable fondness for her formerly; hut this she could easily suppose to have been her own fault or her own fancy. She had probably alienated love by the helplessness and fretfulness of a fearful temper, or been unreasonable in wanting a larger share than any one among so many could deserve. Now, when she knew better how to be useful and how to forbear, and when her mother could he no longer occupied by the incessant demands of a house full of little children, there would he leisure and inclination for every comfort, and they should soon be what mother and daughter ought to he to each other. William was almost as happy in the plan as his sister. It would he the greatest pleasure to him to MANSFIELD PARK. 179 have her there to the last moment before he sailed, and perhaps find her there still when he came in from his first cruise. And, besides, he wanted her so very much to see the Thrush before she went out of harbor (the Thrush was certainly the finest sloop in the service). And there were several im¬ provements in the dock-yard, too, which he quite longed to show her. He did not scruple to add that her being at home for a while would he a great advantage to everybody. u I do not know how it is,” said he, “ hut we seem to want some of your nice ways and orderli¬ ness at my father’s. The house is always in con¬ fusion. You will set things going in a better way, I am suxe. You will tell my mother how it all ought to be, and you will he so useful to Susan, and you will teach Betsey, and make the boys love and mind you. How right and comfortable it will all he ! ” By the time Mrs. Price’s answer arrived, there remained hut a very few days more to be spent at Mansfield; and for part of one of those days the voung travellers were in a good deal of alarm on the subject of their journey, for when the mode of it came to he talked of, and Mrs. Norris found that all her anxiety to save her brother-in-law s money was vain, and that in spite of her wishes and hints for a less expensive conveyance of Fanny, they were to travel post, when she saw Sir Thomas actually give William notes for the purpose, she was struck with the idea of there being room for a third in the carriage, and suddenly seized with a 180 MANSFIELD PARK. strong inclination to go with them, — to go and see her poor dear sister Price. She proclaimed her thoughts. She must say that she had more than half a mind to go with the young people : it would be such an indulgence to her; she had not seen her poor, dear sister Price for more than twenty years ; and it would be a help to the young people in their journey to have her older head to manage for them; and she could not help thinking her poor dear sister Price would feel it very unkind of her not to come by such an opportunity. William and Fanny were horror-struck at the idea. All the comfort of their comfortable journey Avould be destroyed at once. With woful counte¬ nances they looked at each other. Their suspense lasted an hour or two. No one interfered to en¬ tourage or dissuade. Mrs. Norris was left to settle the matter by herself ; and it ended to the infinite joy of her nephew and niece, in the recollection that she could not possibly be spared from Mans¬ field Park at present; that she was a great deal too necessary to Sir Thomas and Lady Bertram for her to be able to answer it to herself to leave them even for a week, and therefore must certainly sacrifice every other pleasure to that of being useful to them. It had, in fact, occurred to her that though taken to Portsmouth for nothing, it would be hardly possible for her to avoid paying her own ex¬ penses back again. So her poor dear sister Price was left to all the disappointment of her missing such an opportunity; and another twenty years’ absence) perhaps, begun. MANSFIELD PARK. 181 Edmund’s plans were affected by this Portsmouth journey, this absence of Fanny’s. He, too, had a sacrifice to make to Mansfield Park, as well as his hunt. He had intended about this time to be going to London, but he cotild not leave his father and mother just when everybody else of most im¬ portance to their comfort was leaving them; and with an effort, felt but not boasted of, he delayed for a week or two longer a journey which he was looking forward to with the hope of its fixing his happiness forever. He told Fanny of it. She knew so much already that she must know everything. It made the sub¬ stance of one other confidential discourse about Miss Crawford; and Fanny was the more affected from feeling it to be the last time in which Miss Crawford’s name would ever he mentioned between them with any remains of liberty. Once after- Wards she was alluded to by him. Lady Bertram had been telling her niece, in the evening, to write to her soon and often, and promising to be a good correspondent herself; and Edmund, at a conven ient moment, then added, in a whisper, “ And I shall write to you, Fanny, when I have anything worth writing about, anything to say, that I think you will like to hear, and that you will not hear so soon from any other quarter.” Had she doubted bis meaning while she listened, the glow in his face, when she looked up at him, would have been decisive. „ For this letter she must try to arm herself. That a letter from Edmund should be a subject of terror! She began to feel that she had not yet 182 MANSFIELD PARK. gone through all the changes of opinion and sen¬ timent which the progress of time and variation of circumstances occasion in this world of changes. The vicissitudes of the human mind had not yet been exhausted by her. Poor Fanny! though going, as she did, willingly and eagerly, the last evening at Mansfield Park must still be wretchedness. Her heart was com¬ pletely sad at parting. She had tears for every room in the house, much more for every beloved inhab¬ itant. She clung to her aunt, because she would miss her; she kissed the hand of her uncle with struggling sobs, because she had disjrieased him; and as for Edmund, she could neither speak nor look nor think, when the last moment came with him; and it was not till it was over that she knew he was giving her the affectionate farewell of a brother. All this passed over night, for the journey was to begin very early in the morning; and when the small diminished party met at breakfast, William and Fanny were talked of as already advanced one stage. CHAPTER XIY. The novelty of travelling and the happiness of being with William soon produced their natural effect on Fanny’s spirits, when Mansfield Park was fairly left behind; and by the time their first stage was ended and they were to quit Sir Thomas’s car¬ riage, she was able to take leave of the old coach¬ man, and send back proper messages, with cheerful looks. Of pleasant talk between the brother and sister, there was no end. Everything supplied an amuse¬ ment to the high glee of William’s mind, and he was full of frolic and joke in the intervals of their higher-toned subjects, all of which ended, if they did not begin, in praise of the Thrush, conjectures how she would be employed, schemes for an action with some superior force, which — supposing the first lieutenant out of the way, and William was not very merciful to the first lieutenant — was to give himself the next step as soon as possible, or specula¬ tions upon prize money, which was to be generously distributed at home, with only the reservation of enough to make the little cottage comfortable in which he and Fanny were to pass all their middle and latter life together. Fanny’s immediate concerns, as far as they in¬ volved Mr. Crawford, made no part of their con* 184 MANSFIELD PARK. versation. "William knew what had passed, and fr0m liis heart lamented, that his sistei s feelings should be so cold towards a man whom he must consider as the first of human characters j hut he was of an age to be all for love, and therefore un¬ able to blame; and knowing her wish on the sub¬ ject, he would not distress her by the slightest allusion. She had reason to suppose herself not yet for¬ gotten by Mr. Crawford. She had heard repeatedly from his sister within the three weeks which had passed since their leaving Mansfield, and in each letter there had been a few lines from himself, warm and determined like his speeches. It was a correspondence which Fanny found quite as un¬ pleasant as she had feared. Miss Crawford’s style of writing, lively and affectionate, was itself an evil, independent of what she was thus forced into reading from the brother’s pen, for Edmund would never rest till she had read the chief of the letter to him ; and then she had to listen to his admiration of her language, and the warmth of her attachments. There had, in fact, been so much of message, of allusion, of recollection, so much of Mansfield in every letter, that Fanny could not hut suppose it meant for him to hear; and to find herself forced into a purpose of that kind, compelled into a cor¬ respondence which was bringing her the addresses of t^ie man she did not love, and obliging her to administer to the adverse passion of the man she did, was cruelly mortifying. Here, too, her present removal promised advantage. When no longer under the same roof with Edmund, she MANSFIELD PARK. 185 trusted that Miss Crawford would have no motive for writing strong enough to overcome the trouble, and that at Portsmouth their correspondence would dwindle into nothing. With such thoughts as these, among ten hun¬ dred others, Fanny proceeded in her journey safely and cheerfully, and as expeditiously as could rationally he hoped in the dirty month of February. They entered Oxford, but she could take only a hasty glimpse of Edmund’s college as they passed along, and made no stop anywhere, till they reached Newbury, where a comfortable meal, uniting dinner and supper, wound up the enjoyments and fatigues of the day. The next morning saw them off again at an early hour; and with no events and no delays they regularly advanced, and were in the environs of Portsmouth while there was yet daylight for Fanny to look around her and wonder at the new buildings. They passed the drawbridge, and en¬ tered the town; and the light was only beginning to fail, as, guided by William’s powerful voice, they were rattled into a narrow street leading from the High Street, and drawn up before the door of a small house now inhabited by Mr. 1 lice. Fanny was all agitation and flutter, all hope and apprehension. The moment they stopped, a trollopy-looking maidservant, seemingly in wait¬ ing for them at the door, stepped forward, and more intent on telling the news than giving them any help, immediately began with, “The Thrush is gone out of harbor, please, sir, and one of the officers has been here to — ” She was inter 186 MANSFIELD PARK. rupted by a fine tall boy of eleven years old, who, rushing out of the house, pushed the maid aside, and while William was opening the chaise-door himself, called out: “You are just in time. We have been looking for you this half-hour. The Thrush went out of harbor this morning. I saw her. It was a beautiful sight. And they think she will have her orders in a day or two. And Mr. Campbell was here at four o’clock to ask for you: he has got one of the Thrush’s boats, and is going off to her at six, and hoped you would be here in time to go with him.” A stare or two at Fanny, as William helped her out of the carriage, was all the voluntary notice which this brother bestowed; but he made no ob¬ jection to her kissing him, though still entirely engaged in detailing further particulars of the Thrush’s going out of harbor, in which he had a strong right of interest, being to commence liis career of seamanship in her at this very time. Another moment, and Fanny was in the nar¬ row entrance-passage of the house, and in her mother’s arms, who met her there with looks of true kindness, and with features which Fanny loved the more because they brought her aunt Bertram’s before her; and there were her two sisters, — Susan, a well-grown fine girl of fourteen, and Betsey, the youngest of the family, about five, — both glad to see her in their way, though with no advantage of manner in receiving her. But manner Fanny did not want. Would they but love her, she should be satisfied. She was then taken into a parlor so small that MANSFIELD PARK. 187 her first conviction was of its being only a pas¬ sage-room to something better, and she stood for a moment expecting to be invited on; but when she saw there was no other door, and that there were signs of habitation before her, she called back her thoughts, reproved herself, and grieved lest they should have been suspected. Her mother, however, could not stay long enough to suspect anything. She was gone again to the street door, to welcome William. “Oh, my dear William, how glad I am to see you ! But have you heard about the Thrush? She is gone out of harbor al¬ ready, three days before we had any thought of it ; and I do not know what I am to do about Sam’s things, they will never be ready in time; for she may have her orders to-morrow, perhaps. It takes me quite unawares. And now you must be ott for Spithead too. Campbell has been here, quite in a worry about you; and now what shall we do. I thought to have such a comfortable evening with you, and here everything comes upon me at Her son answered cheerfully, telling her that everything was always for the best and making light of his own inconvenience in being oblige to hurry away so soon. , « To be sure, I had much rather she had stayed in harbor, that I might have sat a few hours with you in comfort; but as there is a boat ashore, Ld better go off at once and there is no help or it. Whereabouts does the Thrush he at Spit head? Hear the Canopus? But no matter, here’s Fanny in the parlor, and why should we 188 MANSFIELD PARK. stay in the passage? Come, mother, you have hardly looked at your own dear Fanny yet.” In they both came; and Mrs. Price, having kindly kissed her daughter again, and commented a little on her growth, began with very natural solicitude to feel for their fatigues and wants as travellers. “Poor dears! how tired you must both he! and now, what will you have? I began to think you would never come. Betsey and I have been watch¬ ing for you this half-hour. And when did you get anything to eat? And what would you like to have now ? I could not tell whether you would be for some meat or only a dish of tea after your journey, or else I would have got something ready. And now I am afraid Campbell will be here be¬ fore there is time to dress a steak, and we have no butcher at hand. It is very inconvenient to have no butcher in the street. We were better off in our last house. Perhaps you would like some tea as soon as it can be got.” They both declared they should prefer it to any¬ thing. “Then, Betsey, my dear, run into the kitchen, and see if Rebecca has put the water on • and tell her to bring in the tea-things as soon as she can. I wish we could get the hell mended — but Betsey is a very handy little messenger.” Betsey went with alacrity, proud to show her abilities before her fine new sister. <( “Dfar n]e’” continued the anxious mother, what a sad fire we have got, and I dare say you are both starved with cold. Draw your chair nearer, my dear. I cannot think what Rebecca MANSFIELD PARK. 189 has been about. I am sure I told her to bring some coals half an hour ago. Susan, you should have taken care of the fire.” “I was upstairs, mamma, moving my things,” said Susan, in a fearless, self-defending tone, which startled Fanny. “You know you had but just settled that my sister Fanny and I should have the other room; and I could not get Rebecca to give me any help.” Further discussion was prevented by various bustles : first, the driver came to be paid ; then there was a squabble between Sam and Rebecca, about the manner of carrying up his sister’s trunk, which he would manage all his own way; and, lastly, in walked Mr. Price himself, his own loud voice preceding him, as with something of the oath kind he kicked away his son’s portmanteau and his daughter’s bandbox in the passage, and called out for a candle. No candle was brought, however, and he walked into the room. Fanny, with doubting feelings, had risen to meet him, but sank down again on finding herself undistinguished in the dusk, and unthought of. With a friendly shake of his son’s hand, arid an eager voice, he instantly began: “Ha! welcome back, my boy. Glad to see you. Have you heard the news? The Thrush went out of harbor this morning. Sharp is the word, you see. By G — , you are just in time. The doctor has been here inquiring for you : he has got one of the boats, and is to be off for Spithead by six, so you had better go with him. I have been to Turner’s about your mess ; it is all in a way to be done. I 190 MANSFIELD PARK. should not wonder if you had your orders to-mor- row: hut you cannot sail with this wind, if you are to cruise to the westward; and Captain Walsh thinks you will certainly have a cruise to the west¬ ward, with the Elephant. By G — , I wish you may. But old Scholey was saying, just now, that he thought you would be sent first to the Texel. Well, well, we are ready, whatever happens. But by G — , you lost a fine sight by not being here in the morning to see the Thrush go out of harbor. I would not have been out of the way for a thou¬ sand pounds. Old Scholey ran in at breakfast¬ time, to say she had slipped her moorings and was coming out. I jumped up, and made hut two steps to the platform. If ever there was a perfect beauty afloat, she is one; and there she lies at Spithead, and anybody in England would take her for an eight-and-twenty. I was upon the platform two hours this afternoon looking at her. She lies close to the Endymion, between her and the Cleo¬ patra, just to the eastward of the sheer hulk.” “Ha!” cried William, “that’s just where I should have put her myself. It ’s the best berth at Spithead. But here is my sister, sir, here is Fanny,” turning and leading her forward; “ it is so dark you do not see her.” With an acknowledgment that he had quite for¬ got ^er, Mr. Price now received his daughter; and having given her a cordial hug, and observed that she was grown into a woman, and he sup¬ posed would he wanting a husband soon, seemed very much inclined to forget her again. Fanny shrunk hack to her seat, with feelings MANSFIELD PARK. 191 sadly pained by bis language and bis smell of spirits ; and he talked on only to his son, and only of the Thrush, though William, warmly interested as he was in that subject, more than once tried to make his father think; of F anny, and her long absence and long journey. After sitting some time longer, a candle was obtained; but as there was still no appearance of tea, nor, from Betsey’s reports from the kitchen, much hope of any under a considerable period, William determined to go and change his dress, and make the necessary preparations for his re¬ moval on board directly, that he might have his tea in comfort afterwards. As he left the room, two rosy-faced boys, ragged and dirty, about eight and nine years old, rushed into it just released from school, and coming eagerly to see their sister, and tell that the Thrush was gone out of harbor, — Tom and Charles. Charles had been born since Fanny’s going away; but Tom she had often helped to nurse, and now felt a particular pleasure in seeing again. Both were kissed very tenderly; but Tom she wanted to keep by her, to try to trace the features of the baby she had loved and talked to, of his infant pref¬ erence of herself. Tom, however, had no mind for such treatment: he came home, not to stand and be talked to, but to run about and make a noise; and both boys had soon burst away from her, and slammed the parlor door till her temples 8iCll6d.* She had now seen all that were at home; there remained only two brothers between herself and 192 MANSFIELD PARK. Susan, one of whom was a clerk in a public office in London, and the other midshipman on board an Indiaman. But though she had seen all the members of the famity, she had not yet heard all the noise they could make. Another quarter of an hour brought her a great deal more. William was soon calling out, from the landing-place of the second story, for his mother and for Rebecca. He was in distress for something that he had left there, and did not find again. A key was mis¬ laid, Betsey accused of having got at his new hat, and some slight but essential alteration of his uniform waistcoat, which he had been promised to have done for him, entirely neglected. Mrs. Price, Rebecca, and Betsey all went up to defend themselves, all talking together, but Rebecca loudest; and the job was to be done, as well as it could, in a great hurry, — William trying in vain to send Betsey down again, or keep her from being troublesome where she was; the whole of which, as almost every door in the house was open, could be plainly distinguished in the parlor, except when drowned at intervals by the superior noise of Sam, Tom, and Charles ‘chasing each other up and down stairs, and tumbling about and hallooing. Fanny was almost stunned. The smallness of the house, the thinness of the walls, brought everything so close to her that, added to the fatigue of her journey and all her recent agita¬ tion, she hardly knew how to bear it. Within the room all was tranquil enough; for Susan having disappeared with the others, there were soon only MANSFIELD PARK. 193 her father and herself remaining; and he taking out a newspaper, the accustomary loan of a neigh¬ bor, applied himself to studying it, without seem¬ ing to recollect her existence. The solitary candle was held between himself and the paper, without any reference to her possible convenience; but she had nothing to do, and was glad to have the light screened from her aching head, as she sat in be¬ wildered, broken, sorrowful contemplation. She was at home. But, alas ! it was not such a home, she had not such a welcome, as — She checked herself; she was unreasonable. What right had she to be of importance to her family? She could have none, so long lost sight of! Wil¬ liam’s concerns must be dearest, — they always had been, — and he had every right. Yet to have so little said or asked about herself, — to have scarcely an inquiry made after Mansfield! It did pain her to have Mansfield forgotten; the friends who had done so much, — the dear, dear friends! But here one subject swallowed up all the rest. Perhaps it must be so. The destination of the Thrush must be now pre-eminently interesting. A day or two might show the difference. She only was to blame. Yet she thought it would not have been so at Mansfield. Yo, in her uncle’s house there would have been a consideration of times and seasons, a regulation of subject, a pro¬ priety, an attention towards everybody which there was not here. , The only interruption which thoughts like these received for nearly half an hour was from a sud den burst of her father’s, not at all calculated tu VOL. II. — 13 194 MANSFIELD PARK. compose them. At a more than ordinary pitch of thumping and hallooing in the passage, he ex¬ claimed: “ Devil take those young dogs! How they are singing out! Ay, Sam’s voice louder than all the rest! That boy is fit for a boatswain. Holla — you there — Sam — stop your confounded pipe, or I shall be after you.” This threat was so palpably disregarded that though within five minutes afterwards the three boys all burst into the room together and sat down, Fanny could not consider it as a proof of anything more than their being for the time thoroughly fagged, which their hot faces and panting breaths seemed to prove, — especially as they were still kicking each other’s shins, and hallooing out at sudden starts immediately under their father’s eye. The next opening of the door brought something more welcome; it was for the tea-things, which she had begun almost to despair of seeing that even¬ ing. Susan and an attendant girl, whose inferior appearance informed Fanny, to her great surprise, that she had previously seen the upper servant, brought m everything necessary for the meal; Susan looking, as she put the kettle on the fire and glanced at her sister, as if divided between the agreeable triumph of showing her activity and use¬ fulness, -and the dread of being thought to demean herself by such an office. - She had been into the kitchen, she said, “ to hurry Sally and help make the toast and spread the bread and butter, or she did not know when they should have got tea, and she was sure^her sister must want something after MANSFIELD PARK. 195 Fanny was very thankful. She could not hut own that she should be very glad of a little tea, and Susan immediately set about making it, as if pleased to have the employment all to herself; and with only a little unnecessary hustle, and some few injudicious attempts at keeping her brothers in better order than she could, acquitted herself very well. Fanny’s spirit was as much refreshed as her body; her head and heart were soon the better for such well-timed kindness. Susan had an open, sensible countenance; she was like William, and Fanny hoped to find her like him in disposition and good-will towards herself. In this more placid state of things William re¬ entered, followed not far behind by his mother and Betsey. He, complete in his lieutenant s uniform, looking and moving all the taller, firmer, and more graceful for it, and with the happiest smile over Ins face, walked up directly to Fanny, who, rising from her seat, looked at him for a moment m speechless ad¬ miration, and then threw her arms round Ins neck to sob out her various emotions of pain and pleasure. Anxious not to appear unhappy, she soon re¬ covered herself; and wiping away her tears, was able to notice end admire all the etnlong parts » his dress, listening with reviving spints to cheerful hopes of being on shore some part of every day before they sailed, and even of getting her to SS"°t in Mr Campbell, the surgeon of the Thrush, a very well behaved young man who came to call for his friend, and for whom The”; was with some contrivance found a chan, and 196 MANSFIELD PARK. with some hasty washing of the young tea-mater’s, a cup and saucer; and after another quarter of an hour of earnest talk between the gentlemen, noise rising upon noise, and bustle upon bustle, men and boys at last all in motion together, the moment came for setting off; everything was ready, Wil¬ liam took leave, and all of them were gone, — for the three boys, in spite of their mother’s entreaty, determined to see their brother and Mr. Campbell to the sally-port ; and Mr. Price walked off at the same time to carry back his neighbor’s newspaper. Something like tranquillity might now be hoped for; and accordingly, when Rebecca had been pre¬ vailed on to carry away the tea-things, and Mrs. Price had walked about the room some time looking for a shirt-sleeve, which Betsey at last hunted out from a drawer in the kitchen, the small party of females were pretty well composed, and the mother having lamented again over the im¬ possibility of getting Sam ready in time, was at leisure to think of her eldest daughter and the friends she had come from. A few inquiries began : but one of the earliest — ow did her sister Bertram manage about her servants Was she as much plagued as herself to get tolerable servants — soon led her mind away from Northamptonshire, and fixed it on her own domestic grievances; and the shocking character all the Portsmouth servants, of whom she be¬ lieved her own two were the very worst, engrossed r complete^. The Bertrams were all forgotten Susln L I ' faUltS °f Eebecca» a^mst whom Wn had also much to depose, and little Bet MANSFIELD PARK. 197 sey a great deal more, and who did seem so thor¬ oughly without a single recommendation that Fanny could not help modestly presuming that her mother meant to part with her when her year was up. “ Her year! ” cried Mrs. Price; “I am sure I hope I shall he rid of her before she has stayed a year, for that will not be up till November. Ser¬ vants are come to such a pass, my dear, in Ports¬ mouth, that it is quite a miracle if one keeps them more than half a year. I have no hope of ever being settled; and if I was to part with Rebecca, I should only get something worse. And yet I do not think I am a very difficult mistress to please; and I am sure the place is easy enough, for there is always a girl under her, and I often do half the work myself.” _ . Fanny was silent; hut not from being convinced that there might not he a remedy found for some of these evils. As she now sat looking at Betsey, she could not hut think particularly of another sister, a very pretty little girl, whom she had left there not much younger when the went into Northamp¬ tonshire, who had died a few years afterwards. There had been something remarkably amiable about her. Fanny in those early days had pre¬ ferred her to Susan; and when the news of her death had at last reached Mansfield, had for a short time been quite afflicted. The sight of Betsey brought the image of little Mary back again, hut she would not have pained her mother by alluding to her for the world. While considering her with these ideas, Betsey, at a small distance, was 198 MANSFIELD PARK. ing out something to catch her eyes, meaning to screen it at the same time from Susan’s. “What have you got there, my love?” said Fanny; “come and show it to me.” It was a silver knife. Up jumped Susan, claim¬ ing it as her own, and trying to get it away; but the child ran to her mother’s protection, and Susan could only reproach, which she did very warmly, and evidently hoping to interest Fanny on her side. “ It was very hard that she was not to have her own knife: it was her own knife; little sister Mary had left it to her upon her death-bed, and she ought to have had it to keep herself long ago. But mamma kept it from her, and was always let¬ ting Betsey get hold of it; and the end of it would be that Betsey would spoil it, and get it for her own, though mamma had promised her that Bet¬ sey should not have it in her own hands.” Fanny was quite snocked. Every feeling of duty, honor, and tenderness was wounded by her sister’s speech and her mother’s reply. Now, Susan,” cried Mrs. Price in a complain¬ ing voice, “now how can you be so cross? You are always quarrelling about that knife. I wish you would not be so quarrelsome. Poor little Bet¬ sey, how cross Susan is to you! But you should not have taken it out, my dear, when I sent you to the drawer, lou know I told you not to touch it, because Susan is so cross about it. I must hide it another time, Betsey. Poor Mary little thought it would be such a bone of contention when she gave it me to keep, only two hours before she died. Poor little soul! she could but just speak to MANSFIELD PARK. 199 be heard, and she said so prettily, '‘Let sister Susan have my knife, mamma, when I am dead and buried.’ Poor little dear! she was so fond of it, Panny, that she would have it lie by her in bed, all through her illness. It was the gift of her good godmother, old Mrs. Admiral Maxwell, only six weeks before she was taken for death. Poor little sweet creature! Well, she was taken away from evil to come. My own Betsey,” fond¬ ling her, “you have not the luck of such a good godmother. Aunt Norris lives too far off to think of such little people as you.” Panny had indeed nothing to convey from Aunt Norris, but a message to say she hoped her god¬ daughter was a good girl, and learnt her book. There had been at one moment a slight murmur in the drawing-room at Mansfield Park, about sending her a Prayer-book; but no second sound had been heard of such a purpose. Mrs. Norris, however, had gone home and taken down two old Prayer- books of her husband with that idea; but, upon examination, the ardor of generosity went off. One was found to have too small a print for a child s eyes, and the other to be too cumbersome for her to carry about. _ Panny, fatigued and fatigued again, was thank¬ ful to accept the first invitation of going to bed; and before Betsey had finished her cry at being al¬ lowed to sit up only one hour extraordinary in honor of sister, she was off, leaving all below in confusion and noise again, — the boys begging for toasted cheese, her father calling out for his rum and water, and Rebecca never where she ought to be. 200 MANSFIELD PARK. There was nothing to raise her spirits in the con¬ fined and scantily furnished chamber that she was to share with Susan. The smallness of the rooms above and below, indeed, and the narrowness of the passage and staircase* struck her beyond her imagination. She soon learnt to think with re¬ spect of her own little attic at Mansfield Park, in that house reckoned too small for anybody’s comfort. v CHAPTER XV. Could Sir Thomas have seen all his niece’s feel¬ ings, when she wrote her first letter to her aunt, he would not have despaired; for though a good night’s rest, a pleasant morning, the hope of soon seeing William again, and the comparatively quiet state of the house, from Tom and Charles being gone to school, Sam on some project of his own, and her father on his usual lounges, enabled her to express herself cheerfully on the subject of home, there were still to her own perfect consciousness many drawbacks suppressed. Could he have seen only half that she felt before the end of a week, he would have thought Mr. Crawford sure of her, and been delighted with his own sagacity. Before the week ended, it was all disappoint¬ ment. In the first place, William was gone. The Thrush had had her orders, the wind had changed, and he was sailed within four days from their reaching Portsmouth; and during those days she had seen him only twice, in a short and hur' ried way, when he had come ashore on duty. There had been no free conversation, no walk on the ramparts, no visit to the dock-yard, no ac¬ quaintance with the Thrush, — nothing of all that they had planned and depended on. Everything in that quarter failed her, except William’s affec- 202 MANSFIELD PARK. tion. His last thought on leaving home was for her. He stepped back again to the door to say : “ Take care of Fanny, mother. She is tender, and not used to rough it like the rest of us. I charge you, take care of Fanny.” William was gone; and the home he had left her in was — Fanny could not conceal it from herself — in almost every respect the very reverse of what she could have wished. It was the abode of noise, disorder, and impropriety. Hobody was in their right place, nothing was done as it ought to be. She could not respect her parents as she had hoped. On her father her confidence had not been san¬ guine; but he was more negligent of his family, his habits were worse, and his manners coarser than she had been prepared for. He did not want abilities; but he had no curiosity, and no informa¬ tion beyond his profession; he read only the news¬ paper and the navy-list; he talked only of the dock-yard, the harbor, Spithead, and the Mother- bank; he swore and he drank, he was dirty and gross. She had never been able to recall anything approaching to tenderness in his former treatment of herself. There had remained only a general impression of roughness and loudness; and now he scarcely ever noticed her, but to make her the object of a coarse joke. \Her disappointment in her mother was greater; there she had hoped much, and found almost noth- ing. Every flattering scheme of being of conse¬ quence to her soon fell to the ground. Mrs. Price was not unkind; but instead of gaining on her affection and confidence, and becoming more and MANSFIELD PARK. 203 more dear, her daughter never met with greater kindness from her than on the first day of her ar¬ rival. The instinct of nature was soon satisfied, and Mrs. Price’s attachment had no other source. Her heart and her time were already quite full; she had neither leisure nor affection to bestow on Panny. Her daughters never had been much to her. She was fond of her sons, especially of Wil¬ liam; but Betsey was the first of her girls whom she had ever much regarded. To her she was most injudiciously indulgent. William was her pride; Betsey her darling; and John, Bichard, Sam, Tom, and Charles occupied all the rest of her maternal solicitude, alternately her worries and her com¬ forts. These shared her heart; her time was given chiefly to her house and her servants. Her days were spent in a kind of slow bustle; all was busy without getting on, always behindhand and la¬ menting it, without altering her ways; wishing to be an economist, without contrivance or regularity ; dissatisfied with her servants, without skill to make them better, and whether helping or reprimanding or indulging them, without any power of engaging their respect. Of her two sisters, Mrs. Price very much more resembled Lady Bertram than Mrs. Norris. She was a manager by necessity, without any of Mrs. Norris’s inclination for it or any of her activity. Her disposition was naturally easy and indolent, like Lady Bertram’s; and a situation of similar affluence and do-nothingness would have been much more suited to her capacity than the exer¬ tions and self-denials of the one which her impru- 204 MANSFIELD PARK. dent marriage had placed her in. She might have made just as good a woman of consequence as Lady Bertram, but Mrs. Norris would have been a more respectable mother of nine children on a small income. Much of all this Fanny could not hut he sensible of. She might scruple to make use of the words, but she must and did feel that her mother was a partial, ill-judging parent, a dawdle, a slattern, who neither taught nor restrained her children, whose house was the scene of mismanagement and discomfort from beginning to end, and who had no talent, no conversation, no. affection towards her¬ self ; no curiosity to know her better, no desire of her friendship, and no inclination for her company that could lessen her sense of such feelings. Fanny was very anxious to be useful, and not to appear above her home, or in any way disqualified or disinclined, by her foreign education, from con¬ tributing her help to its comforts, and therefore set about working for Sam immediately, and by working early and late, with perseverance and great despatch, did so much that the hoy was shipped off at last, with more than half his linen ready. She had great pleasure in feeling, her use¬ fulness, but could not conceive how they would have managed without her. Sam, loud and overhearing as he was, she rather regretted when he went, for he was clever and in¬ telligent, and glad to be employed in any errand in the town; and though spurning the remoii- strances of Susan, given as they were, though very reasonable in themselves, with ill-timed and MANSFIELD PARK. 205 powerless warmth, was beginning to be influenced by Fanny’s services and gentle persuasions; and she found that the best of the three younger ones was gone in him, — Tom and Charles being at least as many years as they were his juniors distant from that age of feeling and reason which might suggest the expediency of making friends, and of endeavoring to he less disagreeable. Their sis¬ ter soon despaired of making the smallest impres¬ sion on them; they were quite untamable by any means of address which she had spirits or time to attempt. Every afternoon brought a return of their riotous games all over the house; and she very early learnt to sigh at the approach of Sat¬ urday’s constant half-holiday. Betsey, too, a spoilt child, trained up to think the alphabet her greatest enemy, left to be with the servants at her pleasure, and then encour¬ aged to report any evil of them, she, was almost as ready to despair of being able to love or assist; and of Susan’s temper she had many doubts. Her continual disagreements with her mother, her rash squabbles with Tom and Charles, and petulance with Betsey, were at least so distressing to Fanny that, though admitting they were by no means without provocation, she feared the disposi¬ tion that could push them to such length must he far from amiable, and ^r9m affording any repose to, herself. Such was the home which was to, put Mansfield out of her head, and teach her to tlpplr of her cousin Edmund with mo4erated feelings. On the contrary, she could think of nothing but Mansfield, 206 MANSFIELD PARK its beloved inmates, its happy ways. Everything where she now was, was in full contrast to it. The elegance, propriety, regularity, harmony, and per¬ haps, above all, the peace and tranquillity of Mansfield, were brought to her remembrance every hour of the day, by the prevalence of everything opposite to them here. The living in incessant noise was, to a frame and temper delicate and nervous like Fanny’s, an evil which no superadded elegance or harmony could have entirely atoned for. It was the great¬ est misery of all. At Mansfield no sounds of contention, no raised voice, no abrupt bursts, no tread of violence was ever heard; all proceeded in a regular course of cheerful orderliness; everybody had their due importance; everybody’s feelings were consulted. If tenderness could be ever sup¬ posed wanting, good sense and good breeding sup¬ plied its place; and as to the little irritations sometimes introduced by Aunt Norris, they were short, they were trifling, they were as a drop of water to the ocean, compared with the ceaseless tumult of her present abode. Here everybody was noisy, every voice was loud (excepting, perhaps, her mother’s, which resembled the soft mono¬ tony of Lady Bertram’s, only worn into fretful¬ ness). Whatever was wanted wras hallooed for, at|d the servants hallooed out their excuses from the kitchen. The doors were in constant banging, the stairs were never at rest, nothing was done without a clatter, nobody sat still, and nobody could command attention when they spoke. In a review of the two houses, as they appeared MANSFIELD PARK. 207 to her before the end of a week, Fanny was tempted to apply to them Dr. Johnson’s celebrated judg¬ ment as to matrimony and celibacy, and say that though Mansfield Park might have some pains, Portsmouth could have no pleasures. CHAPTER XYI. Fanny was right enough in not expecting to hear from Miss Crawford now at the rapid rate in which their correspondence had begun. Mary s next letter was after a decidedly longer interval than the last; hut she was not right in supposing that such an interval would he felt a great relief to herself. Here was another strange revolution of mind! She was really glad to receive the letter when it did come. In her present exile from good society, and distance from everything that had been wont to interest her, a letter from one belong¬ ing to the set where her heart lived, written with affection, and some degree of elegance, was thor¬ oughly acceptable. The usual plea of increasing engagements was made in excuse for not having written to her earlier. “ And now that I have begun, she continued, my letter will not be worth your reading, for there will be no little offering of love at the end, no three or four lines paqsionne'es from the most devoted H. C. in the world, for Henry is in Norfolk; business called him to Everingham ten days ago, or perhaps he only pretended the call for the sake of being travelling at the same time that you were. But there he is; and by the by his absence may sufficiently account for any remissness of his sister s in writing, for there has been no ‘ Well, Mary, when do MANSFIELD PARK. 209 you write to F army ? ’ ‘ Is not it time for you to write to Fanny?’ to spur me on. At last, after various at¬ tempts at meeting, I have seen your cousins, ‘dear Julia and dearest Mrs. Rusliworth ; ’ they found me at home yesterday, and we were glad to see each other again. We seemed very glad to see each other, and I do really think we were a little. We had a vast deal to say. Shall I tell you how Mrs. Iiusliworth looked when your name was mentioned? I did not use to think her want¬ ing in self-possession, but she had not quite enough for the demands of yesterday. Upon the whole, Julia was in the best looks of the two, at least after you were spoken of. There was no recovering the complexion from the moment that I spoke of ‘ F anny,’ and spoke of her as a sister should. But Mrs. Rushworth’s day of good looks will come; we have cards for her first party on the 28th. Then she will be in beauty, for she will open one of the best houses in Wimpole Street. I was in it two years ago, when it was Lady Laseelles’s, and prefer it to almost any I know in London, and certainly she will then feel — to use a vulgar phrase — that she has got her penny¬ worth for her penny. Henry could not have afforded hgr such a house. I hope she will recollect it, and be satisfied, as well as she may, with moving the queen of a palace, though the king may appear best in the back¬ ground; and as I have no desire to tease her, I shall never force your name upon her again. She will grow sober by degrees. From all that I hear and guess, Baron Wildenh aim’s attentions to Julia continue, but I do not know that he has any serious encouragement. She ought to do better. A poor honorable is no catch, and I cannot imagine aoy liking in the case ; for take away his rants, and the poor Baron has nothing. What a difference a vowel makes ! — if his rents were but equal to his rants ! Your cousin Edmund moves slowly; detained, perchance, by parish duties. There may be some old woman at Thornton Lacey to be converted. I am unwilling to VOL. II. — 14 210 MANSFIELD FARE. fancy myself neglected for a young one Adieu my dear sweet Fanny! This is a long letter from London, write me a pretty one in reply, to gladden Henry s eyes when he comes back, and send me an account of all the dashing young captains whom you disdain for his sake. There was great food for meditation in this letter, and chiefly for unpleasant meditation; and yet, with all the uneasiness it supplied, it con¬ nected her with the absent, it told her of people aud things about whom she had never felt so much curiosity as now, and she would have been glad to have been sure of such a letter every week. Her correspondence with her aunt Bertram was her only concern of higher interest. _A_s for any society in Portsmouth that could at all make amends for deficiencies at home,^ there were none within the circle of her father s and mother’s acquaintance to afford her the smallest satisfaction : she saw nobody in whose favor she could wish to overcome her own shyness and re¬ serve. The men appeared to her all coarse, the women all pert, everybody underbred ; and she gave as little contentment as she received from introduc¬ tions either to old or new acquaintance. The young ladies who approached her at first with some respect, in consideration of her coming from a baronet’s family, were soon offended by what they terhied “airs;” for as she neither played on the pianoforte nor wore fine pelisses, they could, on further observation, admit no right of superiority. The first solid consolation which Fanny received for the evils of home, the first which her judgment could entirely approve, and which gave any promise MANSFIELD PARK. 211 of durability, was in a better knowledge of Susan, and a hope of being of service to her. Susan had always behaved pleasantly to herself; but the de¬ termined character of her general manners had astonished and alarmed her, and it was at least a fortnight before she began to understand a disposi¬ tion so totally different from her own. Susan saw that much was wrong at home, and wanted to set it right. That a girl of fourteen, acting only on her own unassisted reason, should err in the method of reform was not wonderful; and Fanny soon became more disposed to admire the natural light of the mind which could so early distinguish justly, than to censure severely the faults of con¬ duct to which it led. Susan was only acting on the same truths and pursuing the same system which her own judgment acknowledged, but which her more supine and yielding temper would have shrunk from asserting. Susan tried to be useful, where she could only have gone away and cried; and that Susan was useful she could perceive, — that things, bad as they were, would have been worse but for such interposition, and that both her mother and Betsey were restrained from some ex¬ cesses of very offensive indulgence and vulgarity. In every argument with her mother, Susan had in point of reason the advantage, and never was there any maternal tenderness to buy her off. The blind fondness which was forever producing evil around her she had never known. There was no gratitude for affection past or present to make her better bear with its excesses to the others. All this became gradually evident, and gradu- 212 MANSFIELD PARK. ally placed Susan before her sister as an object of mingled compassion and respect. That her manner was wrong, however, at times very wrong, her measures often ill-chosen and ill-timed, and her looks and language very often indefensible, Fanny could not cease to feel ; but she began to hope they might be rectified. Susan, she found, looked up to her and wished for her good opinion; and new as anything like an office of authority was to Fanny, new as it was to imagine herself capable of guiding or informing any one, she did resolve to give occasional hints to Susan, and endeavor to exercise for her advantage the juster notions of what was due to everybody, and what would be wisest for herself, which her own more favored education had fixed in her. Her influence, or at least the consciousness and use of it, originated in an act of kindness by Su¬ san, which, after many hesitations of delicacy, she at last worked herself up to. It had very early occurred to her that a small sum of money might perhaps restore peace forever on the sore subject of the silver knife, canvassed as it now was continually ; and the riches which she was in possession of herself, her uncle having given her £10 at parting, made her as able as she was will¬ ing to be generous. But she was so wholly un¬ used io confer favors, except on the very poor, so unpractised in removing evils or bestowing kind¬ nesses among her equals, and so fearful of appear¬ ing to elevate herself as a great lady at home, that it took some time to determine that it would not be unbecoming in her to make such a present. MANSFIELD PARK. 213 It was made, however, at last; a silver knife was bought for Betsey, and accepted with great de¬ light, its newness giving it every advantage over the other that could be desired; Susan was es¬ tablished in the full possession of her own. Betsey handsomely declaring that now she had got one so much prettier herself, she should never want that again; and no reproach seemed con¬ veyed to the equally satisfied mother, which Fanny had almost feared to be impossible. The deed thoroughly answered; a source of domestic altei- cation was entirely done away, and it was the means of opening Susan’s heart to her, and gi\- ing her something more to love and be interested in. Susan showed that she had delicacy: pleased as she was to be mistress of property which she had been struggling for at least two years, she yet feared that her sister’s judgment had been against her, and that a reproof was designed her for having so struggled as to make the purchase necessary for the tranquillity of the house. Her temper was open. She acknowledged her fears, blamed herself for having contended so warmly; and from that hour Fanny, understand¬ ing the worth of her disposition, and perceiving how fully she was inclined to seek her good opin¬ ion and refer to her judgment, began to feel again the blessing of affection, and to entertain the hope of being useful to a mind so much in need of help and so much deserving it. She gave advice, — advice too sound to be resisted by a good understanding, and given so mildly and considerately as not to irritate an imperfect tern- 214 MANSFIELD PARK. per, — and she had the happiness of observing its good effects not unfrequentl y ; more was not ex¬ pected by one who, while seeing all the obliga¬ tion and expediency of submission and forbearance, saw also with sympathetic acuteness of feeling all that must be hourly grating to a girl like Susan. Her greatest wonder on the subject soon became — not that Susan should have been provoked into disrespect and impatience against her better knowl¬ edge — but that so much better knowledge, so many good notions, should have been hers at all ; and that, brought up in the midst of negligence and error, she should have formed such proper opinions of what ought to be, — she who had had no cousin Edmund to direct her thoughts or fix her principles. The intimacy thus begun between them was a material advantage to each. By sitting together upstairs, they avoided a great deal of the disturb¬ ance of the house; Fanny had peace, and Susan learnt to think it no misfortune to be quietly employed. They sat without a fire; but that was a privation familiar even to Fanny, and she suf¬ fered the less because reminded by it of the East room. It was the only point of resemblance. In space, light, furniture, and prospect there was nothing alike in the two apartments; and she often^ heaved a sigh at the remembrance of all her books and boxes, and various comforts there. By degrees the girls came to spend the chief of the morning upstairs, at first only in working and talking; but after a few days the remem¬ brance of the said books grew so potent and stirnu* MANSFIELD PARK. 215 lative that Fanny found it impossible not to try for books again. There were none in her father’s house; hut wealth is luxurious and daring, and some of hers found its way to a circulating li¬ brary. She became a subscriber; amazed at be¬ ing anything in propria persona, amazed at her own doings in every way : to be a renter, a chooser of books, and to be having any one’s improvement in view in her choice! But so it was. Susan had read nothing; and Fanny longed to give her a share in her own first pleasures, and inspire a taste for the biography and poetry which she delighted in herself. In this occupation she hoped, moreover, to bury some of the recollections of Mansfield, which were too apt to seize her mind if her fingers only were busy; and, especially at this time, hoped it might be useful in diverting her thoughts from pursuing Edmund to London, whither, on the authority of her aunt’s last letter, she knew he was gone. She had no doubt of what would ensue. The promised notification was hanging over her head. The post¬ man’s knock within the neighborhood was begin¬ ning to bring its daily terrors; and if reading could banish the idea for even half an hour, it was something gained. CHAPTER XVII. A week was gone since Edmund might be sup¬ posed in town, and Eanny had heard nothing of him. There were three different conclusions to be drawn from his silence, between which her mind was in fluctuation, - — each of them at times being held the most probable, — either his going had been again delayed, or he had yet procured no opportunity of seeing Miss Crawford alone, or he was too happy for letter-writing. One morning about this time, Eanny having now been nearly four weeks from Mansfield, — a point which she ne"er failed to think over and calculate every day, — as she and Susan were pre¬ paring to remove, as usual, upstairs, they were stopt by the knock of a visitor, whom they felt they could not avoid, from Rebecca’s alertness in going to the door, — a duty which always inter¬ ested her beyond any other. It was a gentleman’s voice; it was a voice that Eanny was just turning pale about when Mr. Crawford walked into the room. Good sense, like hers, will always act when really called upon; and she found that she had been able to name him to her mother, and recall her remembrance of the name, as that of “William’s friend,” though she could not previously have be- MANSFIELD PARK. 217 lieved herself capable of uttering a syllable at such a moment. The consciousness of his being known there only as William’s friend was some support. Having introduced him, however, and being all re¬ seated, the terrors that occurred of what this visit might lead to were overpowering, and she fancied herself on the point of fainting away. While trying to keep herself alive, their visitor, who had at first approached her with as animated a countenance as ever, was wisely and kindly keep¬ ing his eyes away, and giving her time to recover, while he devoted himself entirely to her mother, addressing her, and attending to her with the utmost politeness and propriety, at the same time with a degree of friendliness, of interest at least, which was making his manner perfect. Mrs. Price’s manners were also at their best. Warmed by the sight of such a friend to her son, and regulated by the wish of appearing to ad¬ vantage before him, she was overflowing with gratitude, artless maternal gratitude, which could not be unpleasing. Mr. Price was out, which she regretted very much. Fanny was just recovered enough to feel that she could not regret it; for to her many other sources of uneasiness was added the severe one of shame for the home in which he found her. She might scold herself for the weak¬ ness, but there was no scolding it away. She was ashamed, and she would have been yet more ashamed of her father than of all the rest. They talked of William, a subject on which Mrs. Price could never tire; and Mr. Crawford was as warm in his commendation as even her heart could 218 MANSFIELD PARK. wish. She felt that she had never seen so agree¬ able a man in her life 5 and was only astonished to find that so great and so agreeable as he was, he should he come down to Portsmouth neither.1 on a visit to the Port-admiral nor the Commissioner, nor yet with the intention of going over to the island nor of seeing the dock-yard. Nothing of all that she had been used to think of as the proof of importance or the employment of wealth, had brought him to Portsmouth. He had reached it late the night before, was come for a day or two, was staying at the Crown, had accidentally met with a navy officer or two of his acquaintance since his arrival, but had no object of that kind in coming. By the time he had given all this information, it was not unreasonable to suppose that Fanny might be looked at and spoken to; and she was tolerably able to bear his eye, and hear that he had spent half an hour with his sister, the evening before his leaving London; that she had sent her best and kindest love, but had had no time for writing; that he thought himself lucky in seeing Mary for even half an hour, having spent scarcely twenty-four hours in London, after his return from Norfolk, before he set off again; that her cousin Edmund was in town, had been in town, he under¬ stood^, a few days; that he had not seen him him¬ self, but that he was well, and left them all well at Mansfield, and was to dine, as yesterday, with the Frasers. Fanny listened collectedly, even to the last- mentioned circumstance; nay, it seemed a relief to MANSFIELD PARK. 219 her worn mind to be at any certainty; and the words, “ Then by this time it is all settled,” passed internally, without more evidence of emotion than a faint blush. After talking a little more about Mansfield, a subject in which her interest was most apparent, Crawford began to hint at the expediency of an early walk. “It was a lovely morning, and at that season of the year a fine morning so often turned off, that it was wisest for everybody not to delay their exercise; ” and such hints producing nothing, he soon proceeded to a positive recom¬ mendation to Mrs. Price and her daughters, to take their walk without loss of time. Now they came to an understanding. Mrs. Price, it ap¬ peared, scarcely ever stirred out of doors, except on a Sunday: she owned she could seldom, with her large family, find time for a walk. “'Would she not, then, persuade her daughters to take advantage of such weather, and allow him the pleasure of attending them?” Mrs. Price was greatly obliged and very complying. “Her daughters were very much confined, — Portsmouth was a sad place, — they did not often get out, and she knew they had some errands in the town which they would be very glad to do.” . And the consequence was that Fanny, strange as it was, strange, awkward, and distressing, found her¬ self and Susan within ten minutes walking towards the High Street with Mr. Crawford. It was soon pain upon pain, confusion upon con¬ fusion ; for they were hardly in the High Street, before they met her father, whose appearance 220 MANSFIELD PARK. was not the better from its being Saturday. He stopt; and ungentlemanlike as he looked, Fanny was obliged to introduce him to Mr. Crawford. She could not have a doubt of the manner in which Mr. Crawford must be struck. He must be ashamed and disgusted altogether. He must soon give her up, and cease to have the smallest in¬ clination for the match; and yet, though she had been so much wanting his affection to be cured, this was a sort of cure that would be almost as bad as the complaint; and I believe there is scarcely a young lady in the United Kingdoms who would not rather put up with the misfortune of being sought by a clever, agreeable man, than have him driven away by the vulgarity of her nearest relations. Mr. Crawford probably could not regard his future father-in-law with any idea of taking him for a model in dress; but (as Fanny instantly, and to her great relief, discerned) her father was a very different man, a very different Mr. Price in his behavior to this most highly respected stranger, from what he was in his own family at home. His manners now, though not polished, were more than passable ; they were grateful, animated, manly ; his expressions were those of an attached father and a sensible man; his loud tones did very well in the»ppen air, and there was not a single oath to be heard. Such was his instinctive compliment to the good manners of Mr. Crawford; and be the consequence what it might, Fanny’s immediate feelings were infinitely soothed. The conclusion of the two gentlemen’s civilities MANSFIELD PARK. 221 was an offer of Mr. Price’s to take Mr. Crawford into the dock-yard, which Mr. Crawford, desirous of accepting as a favor what was intended as such, though he had seen the dock-yard again and again, and hoping to he so much the longer with Fanny, was very gratefully disposed to avail himself of, if the Miss Prices were not afraid of the fatigue; and as it was somehow or other ascertained or in¬ ferred, or at least acted upon, that they were not at all afraid, to the dock-yard they wTere all to go; and hut for Mr. Crawford, Mr. Price would have turned thither directly, without the smallest con¬ sideration for his daughters’ errands in the Pligh Street. He took care, however, that they should he allowed to go to the shops they came out expressly to visit; and it did not delay them long, for Fanny could so little bear to excite impatience, or be waited for, that before the gentlemen, as they stood at the door, could do more than begin upon the last naval regulations, or settle the number of three-deckers now in commission, their companions were ready to proceed. They were then to set forward for the dock-yard at once, and the walk would have been conducted (according to Mr. Crawford’s opinion) in a singu¬ lar manner, had Mr. Price been allowed the entire regulation of it, as the two girls, he found, would have been left to follow, and keep up with them or not, as they could, while they walked on to¬ gether at their own hasty pace. He was able to in¬ troduce some improvement occasionally, though by no means to the extent he wished; he absolutely would not walk away from them; and at any cross- 222 MANSFIELD PARK. ing or any crowd, when Mr. Price was only calling out, “Come, girls, come! Pan, come! Sue, take care of yourself, keep a sharp lookout ! ’ ’ he would give them his particular attendance. Once fairly in the dock-yard, he began to reckon upon some happy intercourse with Fanny, as they were very soon, joined by a brother lounger of Mr. Price’s, who was come to take his daily survey of how things went on, and who must prove a far more worthy companion than himself; and after a time the two officers seemed very well satisfied in going about together and discussing matters of equal and never-failing interest, while the young people sat down upon some timbers in the yard, or found a seat on hoard a vessel in the stocks which they all went to look at. Fanny was most conveniently in want of rest. Crawford could not have wished her more fatigued or more ready to sit down; but he could have wished her sister away. A quick-looking girl of Susan’s age was tne very worst third in the world, — totally different from Lady Bertram, — all eyes and eai's; and there was no introducing the main point before her. He must content himself with being only generally agreeable, and letting Susan have her share of entertainment, with the indulgence, now and then, of a look or hint for the better informed and conscious Fanny. Norfolk was what he had mostly to talk of; there he had been some time, and everything tliei'e was l'ising in importance from his present schemes. Such a man could come from no place, no society, without importing something to amuse; his journeys and his acquaintance were all of use, and Susan was MANSFIELD PARK. 223 entertained in a way quite new to her. For Fanny, somewhat more was related than the accidental agreeableness of the parties he had been in. For her approbation, the particular reason of his going into Norfolk at all, at this unusual time of year, was given. It had been real business, relative to the renewal of a lease in which the welfare of a large and (he believed) industrious family was at stake. He had suspected his agent of some under¬ hand dealing, — of meaniug to bias him against the deserving, — and he had determined to go himself, and thoroughly investigate the merits of the case. He had gone, had done even more good than he had foreseen, had been useful to more than his first plan had comprehended, and was now able to congratulate himself upon it, and to feel that in performing a duty he had secured agreeable rec¬ ollections for his own mind. He had introduced himself to some tenants whom he had never seen before; he had begun making acquaintance with cottages whose very existence, though on his own estate, had been hitherto unknown to him. This was aimed, and well aimed, at Fanny. It was pleasing to hear him speak so properly ; here he had been acting as he ought to do. To be the friend of the poor and oppressed! Nothing could be more grateful to her; and she was on the point of giv¬ ing him an approving look, when it was all fright¬ ened off by his adding a something too pointed of his hoping soon to have an assistant, a friend, a guide in every plan of utility or charity for Ever- ingham, a somebody that would make Everingham and all about it a dearer object than it had ever been yet. 224 MANSFIELD PARK. She turned away, and wished he would not say such things. She was willing to allow he might have more good qualities than she had been wont to suppose. She began to feel the possibility of his turning out well at last; but he was' and must ever be completely unsuited to her, and ought not to think of her. He perceived that enough had been said of Ever- insrham, and that it would be as well to talk of something else, and turned to Mansfield. He could not have chosen better; that was a topic to bring back her attention and her looks almost in¬ stantly. It was a real indulgence to her to hear or to speak of Mansfield. How so long divided from everybody who knew the place, she felt it quite the voice of a friend when he mentioned it, and led the way to her fond exclamations in praise of its beauties and comforts, and by his honorable tribute to its inhabitants allowed her to gratify her own heart in the warmest eulogium, in speak¬ ing of her uncle as all that was clever and good, and her aunt as having the sweetest of all sweet tempers. He had a great attachment to Mansfield him¬ self; he said so; he looked forward with the hope of spending much, very much of his time there, — always there or in the neighborhood. He particu¬ larly built upon a very happy summer and autumn there this year; he felt that it would be so; he depended upon it; a summer and autumn infi¬ nitely superior to the last, — as animated, as di¬ versified, as social, but with circumstances of superiority indescribable. MANSFIELD PARK. 225 “Mansfield, Sotherton, Thornton Lacey,” he continued, — “what a society will be comprised in those houses! And at Michaelmas, perhaps, a fourth may he added, — some small hunting-box in the vicinity of everything so dear; for as to any partnership in Thornton Lacey, as Edmund Ber¬ tram once good-humoredly proposed, I hope I foresee two objections, — two fair, excellent, irresistible objections to that plan.” Fanny was doubly silenced here; though when the moment was passed, could regret that she had not forced herself into the acknowledged compre¬ hension of one half of his meaning, and encouraged him to say something more of his sister and Ed¬ mund. It was a subject which she must learn to speak of, and the weakness that shrunk from it would soon be quite unpardonable. When Mr. Price and his friend had seen all that they wished or had time for, the others were ready to return; and in the course of their walk back, Mr. Crawford contrived a minute’s privacy for telling Fanny that his only business in Ports¬ mouth was to see her, that he was come down for a couple of days on her account and hers only, and because he could not endure a longer total separa- tion. She was sorry, really sorry; and yet, in spite of this and the two or three other things which she wished he had not said, she thought him altogether improved since she had seen him; he was much more gentle, obliging, and attentive to other people’s feelings than he had ever been at Mansfield; she had never seen him so agreeable, — so near being agreeable; his behavior to her father VOL. TI. — 15 226 MANSFIELD PARK. could not offend, and there was something particu¬ larly kind and proper in the notice he took of Susan. He was decidedly improved. She wished the next day over, she wished he had come only for one day; hut it was not so very bad as she would have expected, the pleasure of talking of Mansfield was so very great! Before they parted, she had to thank him for another pleasure, and one of no trivial kind. Her father asked him to do them the honor of taking his mutton with them, and Fanny had time for only one thrill of horror, before he declared him¬ self prevented by a prior engagement. He was engaged to dinner already both for that day and the next : he had met with some acquaintance at the Crown who would not he denied; he should have the honor, however, of waiting on them again on the morrow, etc., and so they parted, — Fanny in a state of actual felicity from escaping so horrible an evil! To have had him join their family dinner-party and see all their deficiencies would have been dreadful ! Rebecca’s cookery and Rebecca’s wait¬ ing, and Betsey’s eating at table without restraint, and pulling everything about as she chose, were what Fanny herself was not yet enough inured to, for her often to make a tolerable meal. She was nice only from natural delicacy, but he had been brought up in a school of luxury and epicurism. CHAPTER XVIII. The Prices were just setting off for cliurch tlie next day when Mr. Crawford appeared again. He came, not to stop, but to join them: he was asked to go with them to the Garrison chapel, which was exactly what he had intended; and they all walked thither together. The family were now seen to advantage. Na¬ ture had given them no inconsiderable share of beauty, and every Sunday dressed them in their cleanest skins and best attire. Sunday always brought this comfort to Fanny, and on this Sun¬ day she felt it more than ever. Her poor mother now did not look so very unworthy of being Lady Bertram’s sister, as she was hut too apt to look. It often grieved her to the heart to think of the contrast between them, — to think that where Na¬ ture had made so little difference circumstances should have made so much, and that her mother, as handsome as Lady Bertram, and some years her junior, should have an appearance so much more worn and faded, so comfortless, so slatternly, so shabby. But Sunday made her a very creditable and tolerably cheerful-looking Mrs. Price, coming abroad with a fine family of children, feeling a little respite of her weekly cares, and only discom- 228 MANSFIELD PARK. posed if she saw her hoys run into danger, or Rebecca pass by with a flower in her hat. In chapel they were obliged to divide; hut Mr. Crawford took care not to he divided from the female branch, and after chapel he still continued with them, and made one in the family party on the ramparts. Mrs. Price took her weekly walk on the ram¬ parts every fine Sunday throughout the year, al¬ ways going directly after morning service and staying till dinner-time. It was her public place : there she met her acquaintance, heard a little news, talked over the badness of the Portsmouth servants, and wound up her spirits for the six days ensixing. Thither they now went, Mr. Crawford most happy to consider the Miss Prices as his peculiar charge; and before they had been there long, somehow or other — there was no saying how, Fanny could not have believed it — hut he was walking between them with an arm of each under his, and she did not know how to prevent or put an end to it. It made her uncomfortable for a time, hut yet there were enjoyments in the day and in the view which would be felt. The day was uncommonly lovely. It was really March; hut it was April in its mild air, brisk soft wind, and bright sun, occasionally clouded for a minute; and everything looked so beautiful under the influence of such a sky, the effects of the shadows pursuing each other on the ships at Spithead and the island beyond, with the ever- varying hues of the sea now at high water, dancing MANSFIELD PARK. 229 in its glee and dashing against the ramparts with so fine a sound produced altogether such a com¬ bination of charms for Fanny as made her gradu¬ ally almost careless of the circumstances under which she felt them. Nay, had she been without his arm, she would soon have known that she needed it, for she wanted strength for a two hours’ saunter of this kind, coming as it generally did upon a week’s previous inactivity. Fanny was beginning to feel the effect of being debarred from her usual regular exercise : she had lost ground as to health since her being in Portsmouth; and but for Mr. Crawford and the beauty of the weather, would soon have been knocked up now. The loveliness of the day and of the view, he felt like herself. They often stopped with the same sentiment and taste, leaning against the wall some minutes to look and admire; and considering he was not Edmund, Fanny could not but allow that he was sufficiently open to the charms of nature, and very well able to express his admiration. She had a few tender reveries now and then, which he could sometimes take advantage of to look in her face without detection; and the result of these looks was that though as bewitching as ever, her face was less blooming than it ought to be. She said she was very well, and did not like to be sup¬ posed otherwise; but take it all in all, he was convinced that her present residence could not be comfortable, and therefore could not be salutary for her, and he was growing anxious for her being again at Mansfield, where her own happiness, and his in seeing her, must be so much greater. 230 MANSFIELD PARK. “ You have been here a month, I think?” said he. “No; not quite a month. It is only four weeks to-morrow since I left Mansfield.” “You are a most accurate and honest reckoner. I should call that a month.” “I did not arrive here till Tuesday evening.” “And it is to he a two months’ visit, is not it?” “Yes. My uncle talked of two months. I suppose it will not be less.” “And how are you to be conveyed hack again? Who comes for you ? ” “ I do not know. I have heard nothing about it yet from my aunt. Perhaps I may he to stay longer. It may not be convenient for me to be fetched exactly at the two months’ end.” After a moment’s reflection Mr. Crawford re¬ plied: “ I know Mansfield, I know its way, I know its faults towards you. i know the danger of your being so far forgotten as to have your comforts give way to the imaginary convenience of any single being in the family. I am aware that you may be left here week after week, if Sir Thomas cannot settle everything for coming himself, or sending your aunt’s maid for you, without involv- ing the slightest alteration of the arrangements whic^i he may have laid down for the next quarter of a year. This will not do. Two months is an ample allowance, I should think six weeks quite enough. — I am considering your sister’s health,” said he, addressing himself to Susan, “which I think the confinement of Portsmouth unfavorable MANSFIELD PARK. 231 to. She requires constant air and exercise. When .you know her as well as I do, I am sure you will agree that she does, and that she ought never to be long banished from the free air and liberty of the country. If therefore,” turning again to Fanny, “you find yourself growing unwell, and any diffi¬ culties arise about your returning to Man'sfield — without waiting for the two months to be ended — that must not be regarded as of any consequence, if you feel yourself at all less strong or comfortable than usual, and will only let my sister know it, give her only the slightest hint, she and I will im¬ mediately come down, and take you back to Mans¬ field. You know the ease and the pleasure with which this would be done. You know all that would be felt on the occasion.” Fanny thanked him, but tried to laugh it off. “I am perfectly serious,” he replied, “as you perfectly know. And I hope you will not be cruelly concealing any tendency to indisposition. Indeed you shall not, — it shall not be in your power; for so long only as you positively say in every letter to Mary, ‘ I am well, ’ — and I know you cannot speak or write a falsehood, — so long only shall you be considered as well.” Fanny thanked him again, but was affected and distressed to a degree that made it impossible for her to say much, or even to be certain of what she ought to say. This was towards the close of their walk. He attended them to the last, and left them only at the door of their own house, when he knew them to be going to dinner, and therefore pretended to be waited for elsewhere. 232 MANSFIELD PARK. (( -•I wish you were not so tired,” said he, still detaining Fanny after all the others were m the house; “I wish I left you in stronger health Is there anything I can do for you in town? I have half an idea of going into Norfolk again soon, i am not satisfied about Maddison. I am sure he still means to impose on me if possible, and get a cousin of his own into a certain mill, which I de¬ sign for somebody else. I must come to an under¬ standing with him. I must make him know that I will not be tricked on the south side of Evemng- ham, any more than on the north, — that I will be master of my own property. I was not explicit enough with him before. The mischief such a man does on an estate, both as to the credit of his em¬ ployer and the welfare of the poor, is inconceivable. I have a great mind to go back into Norfolk di¬ rectly, and put everything at once on such a footing as cannot be afterwards swerved from. Maddison is a clever fellow; I do not wish to dis¬ place him, — provided he does not try to displace me; but it would be simple to be duped by a man who has no right of creditor to dupe me, and worse than simple to let him give me a hard-hearted, griping fellow for a tenant, instead of an honest man, to whom I have given half a promise already. Would not it be worse than simple? Shall I go? Tin imn QflvlSlP. it?” know very well what is you Do you advise it? “I advise! right.” “ Yes. When you give me your opinion I al¬ ways know what is right. Your judgment is my rule of right.” MANSFIELD PARK. 233 “Oh, no! — do not say so. We have all abetter guide in ourselves, if we would attend to it, than any other person can be. Good-by; I wish you a pleasant journey to-morrow.” “ Is there nothing I can do for you in town?” “ ISTothing, I am much obliged to you.” “ Have you no message for anybody? ” “My love to your sister, if you please; and when you see my cousin, — my cousin Edmund, — I wish you would be so good as to say that — I suppose I shall soon hear from him.” “Certainly; and if he is lazy or negligent, I will write his excuses myself — ” He could say no more, for Fanny would be no longer detained. He pressed her hand, looked at her, and was gone. He went to while away the next three hours as he could, with his other ac¬ quaintance, till the best dinner that a capital inn afforded was ready for their enjoyment; and she turned in to her more simple one immediately. Their general fare bore a very different charac¬ ter; and could he have suspected how many jiriva- tions, besides that of exercise, she endured in her father’s house, lie would have wondered that her looks were not much more affected than he found them. She was so little equal to Rebecca’s pud¬ dings and Rebecca’s hashes, brought to table, as they all were, with such accompaniments of half- cleaned plates and not half-cleaned knives and forks, that she was very often constrained to defer her heartiest meal till she could send her brothers in the evening for biscuits and buns. After being nursed up at Mansfield, it was too late in the day 234 MANSFIELD PARK. to be hardened at Portsmouth; and though Sit Thomas, had he known all, might have thought his niece in the most promising way of being starved, both mind and body, into a much juster value for Mr. Crawford’s good company and good fortune, he would probably have feared to push his experiment further, lest she might die under the cure. , , Fanny was out of spirits all the rest of the day. Though tolerably secure of not seeing Mr. Craw¬ ford again, she could not help being low. It was parting with somebody of the nature of a friend; and though, in one light, glad to have him gone, it seemed as if she was now deserted by everybody: it was a sort of renewed separation from Mansfield; and she could not think of his returning to town, and being frequently with Mary and Edmund, without feelings so near akin to envy as made her hate herself for having fhem. Her dejection had no abatement from anything passing around her; a friend or two of her father s, as always happened if he was not with them, spent the long, long evening there; and from six o’clock to half-past nine there was little intermission of noise or grog. She was very low. The wonderful improvement which she still fancied in Mr. Craw¬ ford was the nearest to administering comfort of anything within the current of her thoughts. Hot considering in how different a circle she had been just seeing him, nor how much might be owing to contrast, she was quite persuaded of his being as¬ tonishingly more gentle and regardful of others than formerly. And if in little things, must it MANSFIELD PARK. 235 not be so in great? So anxious for her health and comfort, so very feeling as he now expressed him¬ self, and really seemed, might not it be fairly sup¬ posed that he would not much longer persevere in a suit so distressing to her? CHAPTER XIX. It was presumed that Mr. Crawford was travel, ling hack to London on the morrow, for nothing more was seen of him at Mr. Price’s; and two days afterwards, it was a fact ascertained to Fanny by the following letter from his sister, opened and read by her, on another account, with the most anxious curiosity: — I have to inform you, my dearest Fanny, that Henry has been down to Portsmouth to see you ; that he had a delightful walk with you to the dock-yard last Saturday, and one still more to be dwelt on the next day, on the ramparts; when the balmy air, the sparkling sea, and your sweet looks and conversation were altogether in the most delicious harmony, and afforded sensations which are to raise ecstasy even in retrospect. This, as well as I understand, is to be the substance of my information. He makes me write, but I do not know what else is to be communicated, except this said visit to Portsmouth, and these two said walks, and his introduction to your family, especially to a fair sister of yours, a fine girl of fifteen, who Was of the party on the ramparts, taking her first lesson, I presume, in love. I have not time for writing much, but it would he out of place if I had, for this is to be a mere letter of business, penned for the purpose of conveying necessary information, which could not be de¬ layed without risk of evil. My dear, dear Fanny, if I had you here, how I would talk to you! — You should listen to me till you were tired, and advise me till you MANSFIELD PARK. 237 were still tired more ; but it is impossible to put a hun¬ dredth part of my great mind on paper, so I will abstain altogether, and leave you to guess what you like. I have no news for you. You have politics, of course ; and it would be too bad to plague you with the names of people and parties that fill up my time. I ought to have sent you an account of your cousin’s first party, but I was lazy, and now it is too long ago ; suffice it that every¬ thing was just as it ought to be, in a style that any of her connections must have been gratified to witness, and that her own dress and manners did her the greatest credit. My friend, Mrs. Fraser, is mad for such a house, and it would not make vie miserable. I go to Lady Stornaway after Easter; she seems in high spirits, and very happy. I fancy Lord S. is very good-humored and pleasant in his own family, and I do not think him so very ill-looking as I did ; at least, one sees many worse. He will not do bv the side of your cousin Edmund. Of the last-men¬ tioned hero, what shall I say ? If I avoided his name en¬ tirely, it would look suspicious. I will say, then, that we have seen him two or three times, and that my friends here are very much struck with his gentlemanlike ap¬ pearance. Mrs. Fraser (no bad judge) declares she knows but three men in town who have so good a person, height, and air ; and I must confess, when he dined here the other day, there were none to compare with him, and we were a party of sixteen. Luckily there is no distinc¬ tion of dress nowadays to tell tales, but — but — but — - Yours affectionately. I had almost forgot (it was Edmund’s fault, he gets into my head more than does me good) one very material thing I had to say from Henry and myself, — I mean about our taking you back into Northamptonshire. My dear little creature, do not stay at Portsmouth to lose your pretty looks. Those vile sea-breezes are the ruin of beauty and health. My poor aunt always felt affected 238 MANSFIELD PARK. if within ten miles of the sea, which the Admiral of course never believed, but I know it was so. I am at your service and Henry’s, at an hour s notice. I should like the scheme, and we would make a little circuit, and show you Everingham in our way, and perhaps yon would not mind passing through London, and seeing the inside of St. George’s, Hanover Square. Only keep your cousin Edmund from me at such a time, I should not like to be tempted. What a long letter ! — one word more. Henry, I find, has some idea of going into Norfolk again upon some business that you approve, but this cannot possibly be permitted before the middle of next week, that is, he cannot anyhow be spared till after the 14th, for we have a party that evening. The value of a man like Henry on such an occasion is what you can have no conception of; so you must take it upon my word to be inestimable. He will see the Rusliworths, which I own I am not sorry for, — having a little curiosity — and so I think has he, though he will not acknowledge it. This was a letter to be run through eagerly, to be read deliberately, to supply matter for much re¬ flection, and to leave everything in greater sus¬ pense than ever. The only certainty to he drawn from it was that nothing decisive had yet taken place. Edmund had not yet spoken. How Miss Crawford really felt, — how she meant to act or might act without or against her meaning, — whether his importance to her were quite what it had^been before the last separation, — whether if lessened it were likely to lessen more or to recover itself, were subjects for endless conjecture, and to be thought of on that day and many days to come, without producing any conclusion. The idea that returned the oftenest was that Miss Crawford, MANSFIELD PARK. 239 after proving herself cooled and staggered by a return to London habits, would yet prove herself in the end too much attached to him to give him up. She would try to be more ambitious than her heart would allow. She would hesitate, she would tease, she would condition, she would require a great deal, hut she would finally accept. This was Fanny’s most frequent expectation. A house in town! — that she thought must he impossible. Yet there was no saying what Miss Crawford might not ask. The prospect for her cousin grew worse and worse. The woman who could speak of him, and speak only of his appearance! — What an unworthy attachment! To he deriving sup¬ port from the commendations of Mrs. Fraser! She who had known him intimately half a year ! Fanny was ashamed of her. Those parts of the letter which related only to Mr. Crawford and herself touched her, in comparison, slightly. Whether Mr. Crawford went into Norfolk before or after the 14th was certainly no concern of hers, though, everything considered, she thought he would go without delay. That Miss Crawford should en¬ deavor to secure a meeting between him and Mrs. Rushworth was all in her worst line of conduct, and grossly unkind and ill-judged; hut she hoped he would not be actuated by any such degrading curiosity. He acknowledged no such inducement, and his sister ought to have given him credit for better feelings than her own. She was yet more impatient for another letter from town after receiving this than she had been before; and for a few days was so unsettled by it 240 MANSFIELD PARK. altogether, by what had come and what might come, that her usual readings and conversations with Susan were much suspended. She could not command her attention as she wished. If Mr. Crawford remembered her message to her cousin, she thought it very likely, most likely, that he would write to her at all events, — it would he most consistent with his usual kindness; and till she got rid of this idea, till it gradually wore off, by no letters appearing in the course of three or four days more, she was in a most restless, anxious State. At length a something like composure succeeded. Suspense must he submitted to, and must not be allowed to wear her out and make her useless. Time did something, her own exertions something more; and she resumed her attentions to Susan, and again awakened the same interest in them. Susan was growing very fond of her;, and though without any of the early delight in books which had been so strong in Fanny, with a disposition much less inclined to- -sedentary pursuits, or to. in¬ formation for information’s sake, she had so. strong a desire of not appearing ignorant as, with a good, clear understanding, made her a, most attentive, profitable, thankful pupil. Fanny was her oracle. Fanny’s explanations and remarks were a most im¬ portant addition to every essay, or every chapter of history. What Fanny told her of former times dwelt more on her mind than the pages of Gold¬ smith; and she paid her sister the compliment of preferring her style to, that of any printed author. The early habit of reading was wanting. MANSFIELD PARK. 241 Their conversations, however, were not always on subjects so high as history or morals. Others had their hour; and of lesser matters, none re¬ turned so often, or remained so long between them, as Mansfield Park, a description of the people, the manners, the amusements, the ways of Mansfield Park. Susan, who had an innate taste for the genteel and well-appointed, was eager to hear, and Fanny could not but indulge herself in dwelling on so beloved a theme. She hoped it was not wrong; though, after a time, Susan’s very great ad¬ miration of everything said or done in her uncle’s house, and earnest longing to go into Northamp¬ tonshire, seemed almost to blame her for exciting feelings which could not be gratified. Poor Susan was very little better fitted for home than her elder sister; and as. Fanny grew thor¬ oughly to understand this, she began to feel that when her own release from Portsmouth came, her happiness would have a material drawback in leaving Susan behind. That a girl so capable of being made everything good should be left in such hands distressed her more and more. Were she likely to have a home to invite her to, what a blessing it would be! and had it been possible for her to return Mr. Crawford’s regard, the prob¬ ability of his being very far from objecting to such a measure would have been the greatest in¬ crease of all her own comforts. She thought he was really good-tempered, and could fancy his entering into a plan of that sort most pleasantly. VOL. II. — 16 CHAPTER XX. sm weeks of the two months were very nearly gone, when the one letter, the letter from Edmund so long expected, was put into Fanny s hands As she opened and saw its length, she prepared herself for a minute detail of happiness and a pro¬ fusion of love and praise towards, the fortunate creature who was now mistress of his fate, ihese were the contents : Mansfield Park. My dear Fanny,— Excuse me that I have not written before. Crawford told me that you were wish- ing to hear from me, but I found it impossible to write from London, and persuaded myself that you woul< understand my silence. Could I have sent a few happy lines, they should not have been wanting, but nothing of that nature was ever in my power. I am returned to Mansfield in a less assured state than when 1 left it. My hopes are much weaker. You are probably aware of this already. So very fond of you as Miss Crawford is, it is most natural that she should tell you enough of her own feelings to furnish a tolerable guess at mine, will not be prevented, however, from making my own communication. Our confidences in you need not clash. I ask no questions. There is something soothing in the idea that we have the same friend, and that whatever unhappy differences of opinion may exist between us, we are united in our love of you. It will be a comfort to me to tell you how things now are, and what are my MANSFIELD PARK. 243 present plans, if plans I can be said to have. I have been returned since Saturday. I was three weeks in London, and saw her (for London) very often. I had every attention from the Frasers that could be reasona¬ bly expected. I dare say I was not reasonable in carry¬ ing with me hopes of an intercourse at all like that of Mansfield. It was her manner, however, rather than any unfrequency of meeting. Had she been different when I did see her, I should have made no complaint, but from the very first she was altered ; my first recep¬ tion was so unlike what I had hoped that I had almost resolved on leaving London again directly. 1 need not particularize. You know the weak side of her character, and may imagine the sentiments and expressions which were torturing me. She was in high spirits, and sur¬ rounded by those who were giving all the support of their own bad sense to her too lively mind. I do not like Mrs. Fraser. She is a cold-hearted, vain woman, who has married entirely from convenience, and, though evidently unhappy in her marriage, places her disappointment not to faults Of judgment or temper, or disproportion of age, but to her being, after all, less affluent than many of her acquaintance, especially than her sister, Lady Stornaway, and is the determined supporter of everything mercenary and ambitious, provided it be only mercenary and ambi¬ tious enough. I look upon her intimacy with those two sisters as the greatest misfortune of her life and mine. They have been leading her astray for years. Could she be detached from them ! — and sometimes I do not despair of it, for the affection appears to be principally on their side. They are very fond of her ; but I am sure she does not love them as she loves you. When I think of her great attachment to you, indeed, and the whole of her judicious, upright conduct as a sister, she appears a very different creature, capable of everything noble, and I am ready to blame myself for a too harsh construction of a playful manner. I cannot give her up, Fanny. She 244 MANSFIELD PARK. is the only woman in the world whom I could ever think of as a wife. If I did not believe that she had some regard for me, of course I should not say this, but I do believe it I am convinced that she is not without a decided preference. I have no jealousy of any individ¬ ual. It is the influence of the fashionable world alto- wether that I am jealous of. It is the habits of weak 1 that I fear. Her ideas are not higher than her own fortune may warrant, but they are beyond what our in¬ comes united could authorize. There is comfort, how¬ ever, even here. I could better bear to lose her, because not rich enough, than because of my profession. I hat would only prove her affection not equal to sacrifices, which, in fact, I am scarcely justified m asking; and if I am refused, that, I think, will be the honest motive. Her prejudices, I trust, are not so strong as they were. You have my thoughts exactly as they arise, my dear Fanny; perhaps they are sometimes contradictory, but it will not be a less faithful picture of my mind. Having once begun, it is a pleasure to me to tell you ail I feel. I cannot give her up. Connected, as we already are, and, I hope, are to be, to give up Mary Crawford would be to wive up the society of some of those most dear to me, — to banish myself from the very houses and friends whom, under any other distress, I should turn to for consolation. The loss of Mary I must consider as com¬ prehending the loss of Crawford and of Fanny. Were it a decided thing, an actual refusal, I hope I should know how to bear it, and how to endeavor to weaken her hold on my heart; and in the course of a few yearsv- But I' am writing nonsense. Were I refused, I must bear it ; and till I am, I can never cease to try for her. This is the truth. The only question is how ? What may be the likeliest means? I have sometimes thought of going to London again after Easter, and sometimes resolved on doing nothing till she returns to Mansfield. Even now she speaks with pleasure of being MANSFIELD PARK. 245 in Mansfield in June; but June is at a great distance, arid I believe I shall write to her. I have nearly deter¬ mined on explaining myself by letter. To be at an early certainty is a material object. My present slate is mis¬ erably irksome. Considering everything, I think a letter will be decidedly the best method of explanation. 3 shall be able to write hutch that I could not say and sliali oe giving her time for reflection before she resolves on liei answer, and I am less afraid of the result of reflection than of ari immediate hasty impulse', I think I am. My greatest danger would lie in her consulting Mrs. Fraser, and I at a distance, unable to help my own cause. A letter exposes to all the evil of consultation i and where the mind is anything short of perfect decision, an adviser may in an unlucky moment lead it to do what it iriay afterwards regret. I must think this matter over a little. This long letter, full of my own concerns alone, will be enough to tire even the friendship of a Fanny. The last time I saw Crawford was at Mrs. Fraser’s patty. I am more and more satisfied with all that I sec and hear of him. There is not a shadow of wavering. He thoroughly knows his own mind, and acts up to his resolutions, —an inestimable quality. I could not see him and my eldest sister in the same room with¬ out recollecting what you once told me, and 1^ acknowl¬ edge that they did not meet as friends. There was marked coolness on her side. They scarcely spoke. I saw him draw back surprised, and I was sorry that Mrs. Rush worth should resent any former supposed slight to Miss Bertram. You will wish to hear my opinion of Maria's degree Of comfort as a wife. There is no ap¬ pearance of unhappiness. I hope they get on pretty well together. I dined twice in Wimpole Street, and mi-dit have been there oftener; but it is mortifying to be with Ruehworth as a brother. Julia seems to enjoy London exceedingly. I had little enjoyment there, - but have less here. We are not a lively party. You 246 MANSFIELD PARK are very much, wanted. I miss you more than 1 can express. My mother desires her best love, and hopes to hear from you soon. She talks of you almost every hour and I am sorry to find how many weeks more she is likely to be without you. My father means to fetch you himself, but it will not be till after Easter, when he has business in town. You are happy at Portsmouth, I hope ; but this must not be a yearly visit. I want you at home, that I may have your opinion about Thornton Lacey. I have little heart for extensive improvements till I know that, it will ever have a mistress. I think I shall certainly write. It is quite settled that the Grants go to Bath; they leave Mansfield on Monday. I am glad of it. I am not comfortable enough to be fit for anybody ; but your aunt seems to feel out of luck that such an article of Mansfield news should fall to my pen instead of hers. Yours ever, my dearest Fanny. “ I never will, — no, I certainly never wall wish for a letter again,” was Fanny’s secret declaration as she finished this. “ What do they bring but disappointment and sorrow ? — Not till after Easter! How shall I bear it? And my poor aunt talking of me every hour ! ” Fanny checked the tendency of these thoughts as well as she could; but she was within half a minute of starting the idea that Sir Thomas was quite unkind both to her aunt and to herself. As fok. the main subject of the letter, — there was nothing in that to soothe irritation. She was almost vexed into displeasure and anger against Edmund. “ There is no good in this delay,” said she. “ Why is not it settled ? He is blinded, and nothing will open his eyes, — nothing can, MANSFIELD PARK. 247 after having had truths before him so long in vain. He will marry her, and be poor and miserable. God grant that her influence do not make him cease to be respectable! ” She looked over the letter again. “ ‘ So very fond of me!' ’t is non¬ sense all. She loves nobody but herself and her brother. Her friends leading her astray for years ! She is quite as likely to have led them astray. They have all, perhaps, been corrupting one an¬ other; but if they are so much fonder of her than she is of them, she is the less likely to have been hurt, except by their flattery. ‘ The only woman in the world whom he could ever think of as a wife.’ I firmly believe it. It is an attachment to govern his whole life. Accepted or refused, his heart is wedded to her forever. ‘ Ihe loss of Mary I must consider as comprehending the loss of Crawford and Fanny. ’ Edmund, you do not know me. The families would never be connected if you did not connect them! Oh, write, write! Finish it at once; let there be an end of this suspense. Fix, commit, condemn yourself . ” Such sensations, however, were too near akin to resentment to be long guiding Fanny’s soliloquies. She was soon more softened and sorrowful. His warm regard, his kind expressions, his confidential treatment touched her strongly. He was. only too good to everybody. It was a letter, in slioit, which she would not but have had for the world, and which could never be valued enough. This was the end of it. Everybody at all addicted to letter-writing \\ itli- out having much to say, which will include a laige 248 MANSFIELD PARK. proportion of the female world at least, must feel, with Lady Bertram, that she was out of luck in having such a capital piece of Mansfield news as the certainty of the Grants going to Bath occur at a time when she could make no advantage of it, and will admit that it must have been very morti¬ fying to her to see it fall to the share of her thank¬ less son, and treated as concisely as possible at the end of a long letter, instead of having it to spread over the largest part of a page of her own. Bor though Lady Bertram rather shone in the epistolary line, having early in her marriage, from the want of other employment, and the circum¬ stance of Sir Thomas’s being in Parliament, got into the way of making and keeping correspondents, and formed for herself a very creditable, common¬ place, amplifying style, so that a very little matter was enough for her, sue could not do entiiely with¬ out any, she must have something to write about, even to her niece ; and being so soon to lose all the benefit of Dr. Grant’s gouty symptoms and Mrs. Grant’s morning calls, it was very hard upon her to be deprived of one of the last epistolary uses she could put them to. There was a rich amends, however, preparing for her. Lady Bertram’s hour of good luck came. Within a few days from the receipt of Edmund s letter, Fanny had one from her aunt, beginning thus : — My dear Fanny, — I take up my pen to communi¬ cate some very alarming intelligence, which I make no doubt will give you much concern. MANSFIELD PARK. 249 This was a great deal better than to have to take up the pen to acquaint her with all the particulars of the Grants’ intended journey; for the present intelligence was of a nature to promise occupation for the pen for many days to come, being no less than the dangerous illness of her eldest son, of which they had received notice by express a few hours before. Tom had gone from London with a party of young men to Newmarket, where a neglected fall and a good deal of drinking had brought on a fever; and when the party broke up, being unable to move, had been left by himself at the house of one of these young men, to the comforts of sick¬ ness and solitude, and the attendance only of ser¬ vants. Instead of being soon well enough to follow his friends, as he had then hoped, his dis¬ order increased considerably, and it was not long before he thought so ill of himself as to be as ready as his physician to have a letter despatched to Mansfield. “ This distressing intelligence, as you may suppose,'’ observed her Ladyship, after giving the substance of it, “ has agitated us exceedingly, and we cannot prevent our¬ selves from being greatly alarmed and apprehensive for the poor invalid, whose state Sir Thomas fears may be very critical ; and Edmund kindly proposes attending his brother immediately; but I am happy to add that Sir Thomas will not leave me on this distressing occasion, as it would be too trying for me. We shall greatly miss Edmund in our small circle ; but I trust and hope he will find the poor invalid in a less alarming state than might he apprehended, and that he will be able to bring him to 250 MANSFIELD PARK. Mansfield shortly, which Sir Thomas proposes should be done, and thinks best on every account, and I flatter my¬ self the poor sufferer will soon be able to bear the re¬ moval without material inconvenience or injury. As 1 have little doubt of your feeling for us, my dear Fanny, under these distressing circumstances, I will write again very soon." Fanny’s feelings on the occasion were indeed considerably more warm and genuine than her aunt’s style of writing. She felt truly for them all. Tom dangerously ill, Edmund gone to attend him, and the sadly small party remaining at Mans¬ field were cares to shut out every other care, or almost every other. She could just find selfishness enough to wonder whether Edmund had written to Miss Crawford before this summons came, but no sentiment dwelt long with her that was not purely affectionate and disinterestedly anxious. Her aunt did not neglect her; she wrote again and again: they were receiving frequent accounts from Ed¬ mund, and these accounts were as regularly trans¬ mitted to Fanny, in the same diffuse style, and the same medley of trusts, hopes, and fears, all follow¬ ing and producing each other at hap-hazard. It was a sort of playing at being frightened. The sufferings which Lady Bertram did not see had little power over her fancy; and she wrote very comfortably about agitation and anxiety and poor invalids, till Tom was actually conveyed to Mansfield, and her own eyes had beheld his altered appearance. Then a letter which she had been previously preparing for Fanny was finished in a different style, in the language of real feeling MANSFIELD PARK. 251 and alarm; then she wrote as she might have spoken : — “ He is just come, my dear Fanny, and is taken up¬ stairs; and I am so shocked to see him that I do not know what to do. I am sure he has been very ill. Poor Tom ! I am quite grieved for him, and very much frightened ; and so is Sir Thomas ; and how glad 1 should be if you were here to comfort me ! But Sir Thomas hopes he will be better to-morrow, and says we must consider his journey.” The real solicitude now awakened in the mater¬ nal bosom was not soon over. Tom’s extreme impatience to be removed to Mansfield, and expe¬ rience those comforts of home and family which had been little thought of in uninterrupted health, had probably induced his being conveyed thither too early, as a return of fever came on, and for a week he was in a more alarming state than ever. They were all very seriously frightened. Lady Bertram wrote her daily terrors to her niece, who might now be said to live upon letters, and pass all her time between suffering from that of to¬ day and looking forward to to-morrow’s. Without any particular affection for her eldest cousin, her tenderness of heart made her feel that she could not spare him; and the purity of her principles added yet a keener solicitude, when she considered how little useful, how little self-denying his life had apparently been. Susan was her only companion and listener on this, as on more common occasions. Susan was always ready to hear and to sympathize. Nobody 252 MANSFIELD PARK. else could be interested in so remote an evil as ill¬ ness in a family above a hundred miles off, — not even Mrs. Price, beyond a brief question or two, if she saw her daughter with a letter in her hand, and now and then the quiet observation of, My poor sister Bertram must he in a great deal of trouble.” So long divided and so differently situated, the ties of blood were little more than nothing. An attachment originally as tranquil as their tem¬ pers was now become a mere name. Mrs. Price did quite as much for Lady Bertram as Lady Bertram would have done for Mrs. Price. Three or four Prices might have been swept away, any or all, except Fanny and William, and Lady Bertram would have thought little about it; or perhaps might have caught from Mrs. Norris’s lips the cant of its being a very happy thing, and a great blessing to their poor dear sister Price to have them so well provided for. CHAPTER XXI. At about the week’s end from his return to Mans¬ field, Tom’s immediate danger was over, and he was so far pronounced safe as to make his mother perfectly easy; for being now used to the sight of him in his suffering, helpless state, and hearing only the best, and never thinking beyond what she heard, with no disposition for alarm and no aptitude at a hint, Lady Bertram was the happiest subject in the world for a little medical imposition. The fever was subdued; the fever had been his complaint, of course he would soon be well again: Lady Bertram could think nothing less, and Fanny shared her aunt’s security, till she received a few lines from Edmund, written purposely to give her a clearer idea of his brother’s situation, and ac¬ quaint her with the apprehensions which he and his father had imbibed from the physician with respect to some strong hectic symptoms which seemed to seize the frame on the departure of the fever. They judged it best that Lady Bertram should not be harassed by alarms which, it was to be hoped, would prove unfounded; but there was no reason why Fanny should not know the truth. They were apprehensive for his lungs. A very few lines from Edmund showed her the patient and the sick-room in a juster and stronger 254 MANSFIELD PARK light than all Lady Bertram’s sheets of paper could do. There was hardly any one in the house who might not have described, from personal ob¬ servation, better than herself, — not one who was not more useful at times to her son. She could do nothing but glide in quietly and look at him; but when able to talk or be talked to or read to, Edmund was the companion he preferred. His aunt worried him by her cares, and Sir Thomas knew not how to bring down his conversation or his voice to the level of irritation and feebleness. Edmund was all in all. Fanny would certainly believe him so at least, and must find that her estimation of him was higher than ever when he appeared as the attendant, supporter, cheerer of a suffering brother. There was not only the de¬ bility of recent illness to assist; there was also, as she now learnt, nerves much affected, spirits much depressed, to calm and raise; and her own imagination added that there must be a mind to be properly guided. The family were not consumptive, and she was more inclined to hope than fear for her cousin, — except when she thought of Miss Crawford, — but Miss Crawford gave her the idea of being the child of good luck, and to her selfishness and vanity it would be good luck to have Edmund the only son. Eisgn in the sick-chamber the fortunate Mary was not forgotten. Edmund’s letter had this postscript; “On the subject of my last, I had actually begun a letter when called away by Tom’s illness; but I have now changed my mind, and fear to trust the influence of friends. When Tom is better, I shall go.” MANSFIELD PARK. 255 Such was the state of Mansfield, and so it con¬ tinued, with scarcely any change till Easter. A line occasionally added by Edmund to his mother’s letter was enough for Fanny’s information. Tom’s amendment was alarmingly slow. Easter came, — particularly late this year, as Fanny had most sorrowfully considered, on first learning that she had no chance of leaving Ports- moutn till after it. It came, and she had yet heard nothing of her return, — nothing even of the going to London, which was to precede her return. Her aunt often expressed a wish for her; hut there was no notice, no message from the uncle, on whom all depended. She supposed he could not yet leave his son; but it was a cruel, a terrible delay to her. The end of April was coming on: it would soon be almost three months, instead of two, that she had been absent from them all, and that her days 'had been passing in a state of penance, which she loved them too well to hope they would thoroughly understand; and who could yet say when there might be leisure to think of, or fetch her? Her eagerness, her impatience, her longing to be with them, were such as to bring a line or two of Cowper’s Tirocinium forever before her. “ With what intense desire she wants her home,” was continually on her tongue, as the truest de¬ scription of a yearning which she could not suppose any school-boy’s bosom to feel more keenly. When she had been coming to Portsmouth, she had loved to call it her home, had been fond of saying that she was going home, — the word had 256 MANSFIELD PARK. been very dear to her; and so it still was, but it must be applied to Mansfield. That was now the home. Portsmouth was Portsmouth; Mansfield was home. They had been long so arranged in the indulgence of her secret meditations; and nothing was more consolatory to her than to find her aunt using the same language. “I cannot but say, I much regret your being from home at this distressing time, so very trying to my spirits. I trust and hope and sincerely wish you may never be absent from home so long again,” were most delightful sentences to her. Still, however, it was her private regale. Delicacy to her parents made her careful not to betray such a preference of her uncle’s house: it was always, “ When I go back into Northamptonshire, or when I return to Mansfield, I shall do so and so.” For a great while it was so; but at last the longing grew stronger, it overthrew caution, and she found her¬ self talking of what she should do when she went home, before she was aware. She reproached her¬ self, colored, and looked fearfully towards her father and mother. She need not have been un¬ easy. There was no. sign of displeasure, or even of hearing her. They were perfectly free from any jealousy of Mansfield. She was as welcome to wish herself there as to be there. It was sad to Fanny to lose all the pleasures of spring. She had not known before what pleas¬ ures she had to lose in passing March and April in a town. She had not known before, how much the beginnings and progress of vegetation had delighted her. What animation both of body MANSFIELD PARK. 257 and mind she had derived from watching the ad¬ vance of that season which cannot, in spite of its capriciousness, he unlovely, and seeing its increas¬ ing beauties from the earliest flowers, in the warmest divisions of her aunt's garden, to the opening of leaves of her uncle’s plantations, and the glory of his woods. To be losing such pleas¬ ures was no trifle; to be losing them, because she was in the midst of closeness and noise; to have confinement, bad air, bad smells, substituted for liberty, freshness, fragrance, and verdure, was infinitely worse : but even these incitements to re¬ gret were feeble, compared with what arose from the conviction of being missed by her best friends, and the longing to be useful to those who were wanting her! Could she have been at home, she might have been of service to every creature in the house. She felt that she must have been of use to all. To all she must have saved some trouble of head or hand; and were it only in supporting the spirits of her aunt Bertram, keeping her from the evil of solitude, or the still greater evil of a restless, officious companion, too apt to be heightening danger in order to enhance her own importance, her being there would have been a general good. She loved to fancy how she could have read to her aunt, how she could have talked to her, and tried at once to make her feel the blessing of what was, and prepare her mind for what might be ; and how many walks up and down stairs she might have saved her, and how many messages she might have carried. _ von. n. — 17 258 MANSFIELD PARK. It astonished her that Tom’s sisters could be satisfied with remaining in London at such a time, — through an illness which had now, under dif¬ ferent degrees of danger, lasted several weeks. They might return to Mansfield when they chose; travelling could be no difficulty to them, and she could not comprehend how both could still keep away. If Mrs. Rushworth could imagine any in¬ terfering obligations, Julia was certainly able to quit London whenever she chose. It appeared from one of her aunt’s letters, that Julia had offered to return if wanted, — but this was all. It was evident that she would rather remain where she was. Fanny was disposed to think the influence of London very much at war with all respectable attachments. She saw the proof of it in Miss Crawford as well as in her cousins: her attach¬ ment to Edmund had been respectable, the most respectable part of her character; her friendship for herself had at least been blameless. Where was either sentiment now? It was so long since Fanny had had any letter from her that she had some reason to think lightly of the friendship which had been so dwelt on. It was weeks since she had heard anything of Miss Crawford or of her other connections in town, except through Mansfield, and she was beginning to suppose that she might never know whether Mr. Crawford had gone into Norfolk again or not, till they met, and might never hear from his sister any more this spring, when the following letter was received Co revive old, and create some new sensations : — MANSFIELD PARK. Otr,'* 4D\) Forgive rne, my dear Fanny, as soon as you can, for my long silence, and behave as if you could forgive me directly. This is my modest request and expectation, for you are so good that I depend upon being treated better than I deserve, — and I write now to beg an immediate answer. I want to know the state of things at Mansfield Park, and you, no doubt, are perfectly able to give it. One should be a brute not to feel for the distress they are in, — and from what I hear, poor Mr. Bertram has a bad chance of ultimate recovery. I thought little of his ill¬ ness at first. I looked upon him as a sort of person to be made a fuss with, and to make a fuss himself in any trifling disorder, and was chiefly concerned for those who had to nurse him ; but now it is confidently asserted that he is really in a decline, that the symptoms are most alarming, and that part of the family, at least, are aware of it. If it be so, I am sure you must be included in that part, that discerning part, and therefore entreat you to let me know how far I have been rightly informed. I need not say how rejoiced I shall be to hear there has been any mistake ; but the report is so prevalent that I confess I cannot help trembling. To have such a fine young man cut off in the flower of his days is most mel¬ ancholy. Poor Sir Thomas will feel it dreadfully. 1 really am quite agitated on the subject. Fanny, Fanny, 1 see you smile, and look cunning ; but upon my honor, I never bribed a physician in my life. Poor young man ! If he is to die, there will be two poor young men less in the world ; and with a fearless face and bold voice would I say to any one that wealth and conse¬ quence could fall into no hands more deserving of them. It was a foolish precipitation last Christmas, but the evil of a few days may be blotted out in part. Varnish and gilding hide many stains. It will be but the loss of the Esquire after his name. With real affection, Fanny, like mine, more might be overlooked. Write to me by return of post, judge of my anxiety, and do not trifle 260 MANSFIELD PARK. with it. Tell me the real truth, as you have it from the fountain head. And now, do not trouble yourself to be ashamed of either my feelings or your own. Believe me, they are not only natural, they are philanthropic and virtuous. I put it to your conscience, whether “Sir Edmund ” would not do more good with all the Bertram property than any other possible “ Sir.” Had the Grants been at home, I would not have troubled you ; but you are now the only one I can apply to for the truth, his sisters not being within my reach. Mrs. R. has been spend¬ ing the Easter with the Aylmers at Twickenham (as, to°be sure, you know), and is not yet returned; and Julia is with the cousins, who live near Bedford Square ; but I forgot their name and street. Could I immediately apply to either, however, I should still prefer you, be¬ cause it strikes me that they have all along been so unwilling to have their own amusements cut up as to shut their eyes to the truth. I suppose Mrs. R.’s Easter holidays will not last much longer; no doubt they are thorough holidays to her. The Aylmers are pleasant people; and her husband away, she can have nothing but enjoyment. I give her credit for promoting his going dutifully down to Bath, to fetch his mother ; but how will she and the dowager agree in one house? Henry is not at hand, so I have nothing to say from him. Do not you think Edmund would have been in town again long ago, but for this illness ? Yours ever, Mary. I-Vhad actually begun folding my letter, when Henry walked in ; but he brings no intelligence to prevent my sending it. Mrs. R. knows a decline is apprehended ; he saw her this morning : she returns to Wimpole Street to¬ day ; the old lady is come. Now do not make yourself uneasy with any queer fancies, because he has been spending a few days at Richmond. He does it every spring. Be assured he cares for nobody but you. At MANSFIELD PAKK. 261 this very moment he is wild to see you, and occupied only m contriving the means for doing so, and for makino- his pleasure conduce to yours. In proof, he repeats, ° and more eagerly, what he said at Portsmouth about our con¬ veying you home, and I join him in it with all my soul. Dear Fanny, write directly, and tell us to come. It will do us all good. He and I can go to the Parsonage, you know, and be no trouble to our friends at Mansfield Park. It would really be gratifying to see them all again, and a little addition of society might be of infinite use to them ; and as to yourself, you must feel yourself to be so wanted there that you cannot in conscience (con¬ scientious as you are) keep away, when you have the means of returning. I have not time or patience to give half Henry’s messages ; be satisfied that the spirit of each and every one is unalterable affection.” Fanny’s disgust at the greater part of this letter, with her extreme reluctance to bring the writer oi it and her cousin Edmund together, would have made her (as she felt) incapable of judging impartially whether the concluding offer might be accepted or not. To herself, individually, it was most tempting. To be finding herself, perhaps within three days, transported to Mans¬ field, was an image of the greatest felicity; hut it would have been a material drawback to be owing such felicity to persons in whose feelings and con¬ duct at the present moment she saw so much to condemn, — the sister’s feelings, the brother’s con¬ duct; her cold-hearted ambition, his thought- less vanity. To have him still the acquaintance, the dirt, perhaps, of Mrs. Rush worth! She was mortified. She had thought better of him. Happily, however, she was not left to weigh and 262 MANSFIELD PARK. decide between opposite inclinations and doubtful notions of right; there was no occasion to deter¬ mine whether she ought to keep Edmund and Mary asunder or not. She had a rule to apply to, which settled everything. Her awe of her uncle and her dread of taking a liberty with him made it instantly plain to her what she had to do. She must absolutely decline the proposal. If he wanted, he would send for her; and even to offer an early return was a presumption which hardly anything would have seemed to justify. She thanked Miss Crawford, but gave a decided negative. “ Her un¬ cle, she understood, meant to fetch her; and as her cousin’s illness had continued so many weeks with¬ out her being thought at all necessary, she must sup¬ pose her return would be unwelcome at present, and that she should be felt an incumbrance. Her representation of her cousin’s state at this time was exactly according to her own belief of it, and such as she supposed would convey to the sanguine mind of her correspondent the hope of everything she was wishing for. Edmund would be forgiven for being a clergyman, it seemed, under certain conditions of wealth; and this, she suspected, was all the conquest of prejudice, which he was so ready to congratulate himself upon. She v had only learnt to think nothing of conse¬ quence but money. CHAPTER XXII. As Fanny could not doubt that her answer was conveying a real disappointment, she was rather in expectation, from her knowledge of Miss Craw¬ ford’s temper, of being urged again; and though no second letter arrived for the space of a week, she had still the same feeling when it did come. On receiving it she could instantly decide on its containing little writing, and was persuaded of its having the air of a letter of haste and business. Its object was unquestionable; and two moments were enough to start the probability of its being merely to give her notice that they should be in Portsmouth that very day, and to throw her into all the agitation of doubting what she ought to do in such a case. If two moments, however, can sur¬ round with difficulties, a third can disperse them; and before she had opened the possibility of Mr. and Miss Crawford’s having applied to her uncle and obtained his permission, was giving her ease. This was the letter. A most scandalous, ill-natured rumor has just reached me; and I write, dear Fanny, to warn you against giving the least credit to it, should it spread into the country. Depend upon it there is some mistake, and that a day or two will clear it up, — at any rate, that Henry is blame¬ less, and in spite of a moment’s etourderie thinks of 264 MANSFIELD PARK. nobody but you. Say not a word of it, — hear nothing, surmise nothing, whisper nothing till I write again. I am sure it will be all hushed up, and nothing proved but Rushworth’s folly. If they are gone, I would lay my life they are only gone to Mansfield Park, and Julia with them. But why would not you let us come for you ? I wish you may not repent it. Yours, etc. Fanny stood aghast. As no scandalous, ill- natured rumor liad reached her, it was impossible for her to understand much of this strange letter. She could only perceive that it must relate to Wimpole Street and Mr. Crawford, and only con¬ jecture that something very imprudent had just occurred in that quarter to draw the notice of the world, and to excite her jealousy, in Miss Craw=- ford’s apprehension, if she heard it. Miss Craw¬ ford need not be alarmed for her. She was only sorry for the parties concerned and for Mansfield, if the report should spread so far; hut she hoped it might not. If the Bushworths were gone them¬ selves to Mansfield, as was to he inferred from what Miss Crawford said, it was not likely that anything unpleasant should have preceded them, or at least should make any impression. As to Mr. Crawford, she hoped it might give him a knowledge of his own disposition, convince him that he was not capable of being steadily attached to any one woman in the world, and shame him from persisting any longer in addressing herself. It was very strange! She had begun to think he really loved her, and to fancy his affection for her something more than common; and his sis* MANSFIELD PARK. 265 ter still said that he cared for nobody else. Yet there must have been some marked display of ah tentions to her cousin, there must have been some strong indiscretion, since her correspondent was not of a sort to regard a slight one. Very uncomfortable she was and must continue till she heard from Miss Crawford again. It was impossible to banish the letter from her thoughts, and she could not relieve herself by speaking of it to any human being. Miss Crawford need not have urged secrecy with so much warmth) she might have trusted to her sense of what was due to her cousin. The next day came, and brought no second letter. Fanny was disappointed. She could still think of little else all the morning; but when her father came back in the afternoon, with the daily newspaper as usual, she was so far from expecting any elucidation through such a channel that the subject was for a moment out of her head. She was deep in other musing. The remem¬ brance of her first evening in that room, of her father and his newspaper, came across her. No candle was now wanted. The sun was yet an hour and a half above the horizon. She felt that she had, indeed, been three months there; and the sun’s rays falling strongly into the parlor, instead of cheering, made her still more melan¬ choly; for sunshine appeared to her a totally dif¬ ferent thing in a town and in the country. Here its power was only a glare, — a stifling, sickly glare, serving but to bring forward stains and dirt that might otherwise have slept. There was neither 266 MANSFIELD PARK. health nor gayety in sunshine in a town. She sat in a blaze of oppressive heat, in a cloud of moving dust; and her eyes could only wander from the walls marked by her father’s head, to the table, cut and notched by her brothers, where stood the tea-board never thoroughly cleaned, the cups and saucers wiped in streaks, the milk a mixture of motes floating in thin blue, and the bread and butter growing every minute more greasy than even Rebecca’s hands had first produced it. Her father read his newspaper, and her mother la¬ mented over the ragged carpet as usual, while the tea was in preparation, and wished Rebecca would mend it; and Fanny was first roused by his calling out to her, after humpliingand considering over a particular paragraph, “What ’s the name of your great cousins in town, Fan? ” A moment’s recollection enabled her to say, “ Rushworth, sir.” “ And don’t they live in Wimpole Street?” “ Yes, sir.” “Then there’s the devil to pay among them, that’s all. There,” holding out the paper to her, “much good may such fine relations do you! I don’t know what Sir Thomas may think of such matters; he maybe too much of the courtier and fine gentleman to like his daughter the less. But by G— , if she belonged to me, I ’d give her the rope’s end as long as I could stand over her. A little flogging for man and woman, too, would be the best way of preventing such things.” Fanny read to herself that “it was with infi¬ nite concern the newspaper had to announce to MANSFIELD PARK. 267 the world a matrimonial fracas in the family of Mr. II., of Wimpole Street; the beautiful Mrs. R., whose name had not long been enrolled in the lists of Hymen, and who had promised to become so brilliant a leader in the fashionable world, having quitted her husband’s roof in company with the well-known and captivating Mr. C., the intimate friend and associate of Mr. R., and it was not known, even to the editor of the newspaper, whither they were gone.” “It is a mistake, sir,” said Fanny, instantly; “it must be a mistake, — it cannot he true, — ’it must mean some other people.” She spoke from the instinctive wish of delaying shame, she spoke with a resolution which sprung from despair, for she spoke what she did not, could not believe herself. It had been the shock of conviction as she read. The truth rushed on her; and how she could have spoken at all, how she could even have breathed, was afterwards matter of wonder to herself. Mr. Price cared too little about the report to make her much answer. “It might be all a lie,” he acknowledged; “hut so many fine ladies were going to the devil nowadays that way, that there was no answering for anybody.” “Indeed, I hope it is not true,” said Mrs. Price, plaintively; “it would be so very shocking! — If I have spoken once to Rebecca about that carpet, I am sure I have spoken at least a dozen times ; have not I, Betsey? And it would not he ten minutes’ work.” The horror of a mind like Fanny’s, as it received 268 MANSFIELD PARK. the conviction of such guilt, and began to take in some part of the misery that must ensue, can hardly be described. At first it was a sort of stupefac¬ tion; but every moment was quickening her percep¬ tion of the horrible evil. She could not doubt; she dared not indulge a hope of the paragraph being false. Miss Crawford’s letter, which she had read so. often as to make every line her own, was in frightful conformity with it. Her eager defence of her brother, her hope of its being hushed up, her evident agitation, were all of a piece with some¬ thing very bad; and if there was a woman of char¬ acter in existence, who could treat as a trifle this sin of the first magnitude, who could try to gloss it over, and desire to have it unpunished, she could believe Miss Crawford to be the woman! How she could see her own mistake as to who were gone — or said to be gone. It was not Mr. and Mrs. Rush- worth ; it was Mrs. Rushworth and Mr. Crawford. Fanny seemed to herself never to have been shocked before. There was no. possibility of rest. The evening passed without a pause of misery, the night was totally sleepless. She passed only from feelings \>f sickness to shudderings of horror, and from hot fits of fever to cold. The event was so shocking that there were moments when her heart revolted from it as impossible, — when she thought it could not be. A woman married only six months ago; a man professing himself devoted, even engaged, to another, — that other her near re¬ lation; the whole family, both families connected as they were by tie upon tie, all friends, all inti¬ mate together, — it was too horrible a confusion of MANSFIELD PAEK. 269 guilt, too gross a complication of evil, for human nature, not m a state of utter barbarism, to be ca¬ pable of! Yet her judgment told her it was so, ffis unsettled affections, wavering with his van¬ ity, Maria’s decided attachment, and no sufficient principle on either side gave it possibility; Miss Crawford’s letter stampt it a fact. What would be the consequence? Whom would it not injure? Whose views might it not affect? Whose peace would it not cut up forever? Miss Crawford herself — Edmund; but it was danger¬ ous, perhaps, to tread such ground. She confined herself, or tried to confine herself, to the simple, indubitable family misery which must envelope all, if it were indeed a matter of certified guilt and public exposure. The mother’s sufferings, the father’s — there she paused. Julia’s, Tom’s, Ed¬ mund’s — there a yet longer pause. They were the two on whom it would fall most horribly. Sir Thomas ’’s parental solicitude and high sense of honor and decorum; Edmund’s upright principles, unsuspicious temper, and genuine strength of' feel¬ ing, — made her think it scarcely possible for them to support life and reason under such disgrace; and it appeared to her that as far as this world alone was concerned, the greatest blessing to every one of kindred with Mrs. Rushworth would be instant annihilation. Nothing happened the next day or the next, to weaken her terrors. Two posts came in, and brought no refutation, public or private. There Was no second letter to explain away the first, from Miss Crawford; there was no intelligence 270 MANSFIELD PARK. from Mansfield, though it was now full time for her to hear again from her aunt. This was an evil omen. She had, indeed, scarcely the shadow of a hope to soothe her mind, and was reduced to so low and wan and trembling a condition as no mother not unkind, except Mrs. Price could have overlooked, when the third day did bring the sick¬ ening knock, and a letter was again put into her hands. It bore the London postmark, and came from Edmund. Dear Fanny, — You know our present wretchedness. May God support you under your share ! W e have been here two days, but there is nothing to be done. They cannot be traced. You may not have heard of the last blow, — Julia’s elopement; she is gone to Scotland with A ates. She left London a few hours before we entered it. At any other time this would have been felt dread¬ fully. Now it seems nothing, yet it is a heavy aggrava¬ tion. My father is not overpowered. More cannot be hoped. He is still able to think and act ; and I write, by his desire, to propose your returning home. He is anxious to get you there for my mother’s sake. I shall be at Portsmouth the morning after you receive this, and hope to find you ready to set off for Mansfield. My father wishes you to invite Susan to go with you, for a fev^ months. Settle it as you like ; say what is proper ; I am sure you will feel such an instance of his kindness at such a moment! Do justice to his meaning, however may confuse it. You may imagine something of mv present state. There is no end of the evil let loose upon us. You will see me early, by the mail. Yours, etc. Never had Fanny more wanted a cordial. Never had she felt such a one as this letter contained. MANSFIELD PARK. 271 To-morrow! to leave Portsmouth to-morrow! She was, she felt she was, in the greatest danger of being exquisitely happy, while so many were mis¬ erable. The evil which brought such good to her! She dreaded lest she should learn to be insen¬ sible of it. To be going so soon, sent for so kindly, sent for as a comfort, and with leave to take Susan was altogether such a combination of blessings as set her heart in a glow, and for a time seemed to distance every pain, and make her in¬ capable of suitably sharing the distress even of those whose distress she thought of most. Julia’s elopement could affect her comparatively but little; she was amazed and shocked; but it could not occupy her, could not dwell on her mind. She was obliged to call herself to think of it, and acknowledge it to be terrible and grievous, or it was escaping her, in the midst of all the agitating, pressing, joyful cares attending this summons to herself. There is nothing like employment, active indis¬ pensable employment, for relieving sorrow. Em¬ ployment, even melancholy, may dispel melancholy; and her occupations were hopeful. She had so much to do that not even the horrible story of Mrs. Rush worth (now fixed to the last point of certainty) could affect her as it had done before. She had not time to be miserable. Within twenty-four hours she was hoping to he gone; her father and mother must be spoken to, Susan prepared, everything got ready. Business fol¬ lowed business; the day was hardly long enough. The happiness she was imparting, too, — happi 272 MANSFIELD PARK. ness very little alloyed by the black communica¬ tion which must briefly precede it, — the joyful consent of her father and mother to Susan’s going with her, the general satisfaction with which the going of both seemed regarded, and the ecstasy of Susan herself were all serving to support her spirits. The affliction of the Bertrams was little felt in the family. Mrs. Price talked of her poor sister for a few minutes, but how to find anything to hold Susan’s clothes, because Rebecca took away all the boxes and spoilt them, was much more in her thoughts ; and as for Susan, now unexpectedly gratified in the first wish of her heart, and know¬ ing nothing personally of those who had sinned or of those who were sorrowing, — if she could help rejoicing from beginning to end, it was as much as ought to be expected from human virtue at fourteen. As nothing was really left for the decision of Mrs. Price or the good offices of Rebecca, every¬ thing was rationally and duly accomplished, and the girls were ready for the morrow. The ad¬ vantage of much sleep to prepare them for their journey was impossible. The cousin who was travelling towards them could hardly have less than visited their agitated spirits, — one all hap¬ piness, the other all varying and indescribable perturbation. By eight in the morning Edmund was in the house. The girls heard his entrance from above, and Panny went down. The idea of immediately seeing him, with the knowledge of what he must MANSFIELD PARK. 273 be suffering, brought back all her own first feel¬ ings. He so near her, and in misery, — she was ready to sink as she entered the parlor. He was alone, and met her instantly; and she found her¬ self pressed to his heart with only these words, just articulate, “My Fanny, — my only sister, — my only comfort now.” She could say nothing; nor for some minutes could he say more. He turned away to recover himself; and when he spoke again, though his voice still faltered, his manner showed the wish of self-command, and the resolution of avoiding any further allusion. “Have you breakfasted? When shall you he ready? Hoes Susan go?” — were questions fol¬ lowing each other rapidly. His great object was to be off as soon as possible. When Mansfield was considered, time was precious; and the state of his own mind made him hnd relief only in motion. It was settled that he should order the carriage to the door in half an hour; Fanny answered for their having breakfasted, and be¬ ing quite ready in half an hour. He had already ate, and declined staying for their meal. He would walk round the ramparts, and join then? with the carriage. He was gone again, glad to get away even from Fanny. He looked very ill; evidently suffering under violent emotions, which he was determined to suppress. She knew it must be so, but it was terrible to her. The carriage came; and he entered the house again at the same moment, just in time to spend a few minutes with the family, and be a witness^ VOL. II. — 18.. 274 MANSFIELD PARK. but that he saw nothing — of the tranquil manner in which the daughters were parted with, and just in time to prevent their sitting down to the break¬ fast-table, which, by dint of much unusual activity, was quite and completely ready as the carriage drove from the door. Fanny's last meal in her father’s house was in character with her first; she was dismissed from it as hospitably as she had been welcomed. How her heart swelled with joy and gratitude as she passed the barriers of Portsmouth, and how Susan’s face wore its broadest smiles, may be easily conceived. Sitting forwards, however, and screened by her bonnet, those smiles were unseen. The journey was likely to be a silent one. Ed¬ mund’s deep sighs often reached Fanny. Had he been alone with her, his heart must have opened in spite of every resolution; but Susan’s presence drove him quite into himself, and his attempts to talk on indifferent subjects could never be long supported. Fanny watched him with never-failing solici¬ tude, and sometimes catching his eye, revived an affectionate smile, which comforted her; but the first day’s journey passed without her hearing a word from him on the subjects that were weighing him down. The next morning produced a little more. Just before their setting out from Oxford, while Susan was stationed at a window, in eager- observation of the departure of a large family from the inn, the other two were standing by the fire; and Edmund, particularly struck by the alteration in Fanny s looks, and from his ignorance of the MANSFIELD PARK. 275 daily evils of her father’s house, attributing an undue share of the change, attributing all to the recent event, took her hand, and said in a low hut very expressive tone: “No wonder, — you must feel it, — you must suffer. How a man who had once loved could desert you ! But yours — your regard was new compared with — Fanny, think of me ! ” The first division of their journey occupied a long day, and brought them, almost knocked up, to Oxford; but the second was over at a much earlier hour. They were in the environs of Mans¬ field long before the usual dinner-time; and as they approached the beloved place, the hearts of both sisters sank a little. Fanny began to dread the meeting with her aunts and Tom, under so dread¬ ful a humiliation; and Susan to feel with some anxiety that all her best manners, all her lately acquired knowledge of what was practised here, was on the point of being called into action. Visions of good and ill breeding, of old vulgarisms and new gentilities were before her; and she was meditating much upon silver forks, napkins, and finger-glasses. Fanny had been everywhere awake to the difference of the country since February; but when they entered the Park, her perceptions and her pleasures were of the keenest sort. It was three months, full three months, since her quitting it; and the change was from winter to summer. Her eye fell everywhere on lawns and plantations of the freshest green; and the trees, though not fully clothed, were in that delightful state when further beauty is known to be at hand, and when, 276 MANSFIELD PARK. while much is actually given to the sight, more yet remains for the imagination. Her enjoyment, however, was for herself alone. Edmund could not share it. She looked at him, hut he was lean¬ ing back, sunk in a deeper gloom than ever, and with eyes closed as if the view of cheerfulness op¬ pressed him, and the lovely scenes of home must be shut out. It made her melancholy again; and the knowl¬ edge of what must be enduring there, invested even the house, modern and airy, and well situated as it was, with a melancholy aspect. By one of the suffering party within, they were expected with such impatience as she had never known before. Fanny had scarcely passed the solemn-looking servants, when Lady Bertram ,ame Irom the drawing-room to meet her, - came with yo indolent step, and falling on her neck, said, Dear Fanny! now I shall be comfortable.” CHAPTER XXIII. Ix had been a miserable party, each of the three believing themselves most miserable. Mrs. Nor- ris, however, as moot attached to Maria, was really the greatest sufferer. Maria was her hrst favorite, the dearest of all: the match had been her own contriving, as she had been wont with such pr.de of heart to feel and say; and th.s conclusion of it almost overpowered her. She was an altered creature, quieted, stupefied, indifferent to everything that passed. The being left with her sister and nephew, and all the house under her care, had been an advantage entirely thrown away, she had been unable to direct or dn> tate or even fancy herself useful. Mhen really touched by affliction, her active powers had been a benumbed; and neither Lady Bertram nor lom h received from her the smallest support or attempt at support. She had done no more for them than they had done for each other. They had been all Solitary helpless, and forlorn alike; and now the arrival^ of the others only established her superi¬ ority in wretchedness. Her companions were re¬ lieved but there was no good for hei. 11UU' was almost as welcome to his brother as Fanny to Per aiint but Mrs. Norris, instead of having com- tf from either, was but the more irritated by the 278 MANSFIELD PARK. sight of the person whom, in the blindness of her anger, she could have charged as the demon of the piece. Had Fanny accepted Mr. Crawford, this could not have happened. Susan, too, was a grievance. She had not spirits to notice her in more than a few repulsive looks; but she felt her as a spy and an intruder and an indigent niece, and everything most odious. By her other aunt Susan was received with quiet kindness. Lady Bertram could not give her much time or many words, hut she felt her, as Fanny’s sister, to have a claim at Mansfield, and was ready to kiss and like her; and Susan was more than satisfied, for she came perfectly aware that nothing but ill-humor was to he expected from Aunt Norris ; and was so provided with happiness, so strong in that best of blessings, an escape from many certain evils, that she could have stood against a great deal more indifference than she met with from the others. She was now left a good deal to herself, to get acquainted with the house and grounds as she could, and spent her days very happily in so doing, while those who might otherwise have at¬ tended to her were shut up, or wholly occupied each with the person quite dependent on them, at this time, for everything like comfort; Edmund trying to bury his own feelings in exertions for the relief of his brother’s, and Fanny devoted to her aunt Bertram, returning to every former office with more than former zeal, and thinking she could never do enough for one who seemed so much to want her. MANSFIELD PARK. 279 To talk over the dreadful business with Fanny, talk and lament, was all Lady Bertram’s consola¬ tion. To he listened to and borne with, and hear the voice of kindness and sympathy in return, was everything that could be done for her. To he otherwise comforted was out of the question. The case admitted of no comfort. Lady Bertram did not think deeply, hut, guided hy Sir Thomas, she thought justly on all important points; and she saw therefore, in all its enormity, what had hap¬ pened, and neither endeavored herself, nor re¬ quired Fanny to advise her, to think little of guilt and infamy. Her affections were not acute, nor was her mind tenacious. After a time Fanny found it not im¬ possible to direct her thoughts to other subjects, and revive some interest in the usual occupation ; but whenever Lady Bertram was fixed on the event, she could see it only in one light, as com¬ prehending the loss of a daughter, and a disgrace never to be wiped off. Fanny learnt from her all the particulars which had yet transpired. Her aunt was no very me¬ thodical narrator; but with the help of some let¬ ters to and from Sir Thomas, and what she already knew herself, and could reasonably combine, she was soon able to understand quite as much as she wished of the circumstances attending the story. Mrs. Rush worth had gone, for the Easter holi¬ days, to Twickenham, with a family whom she had just grown intimate with, — afamilyof lively, agiee- able manners, and probably of morals and discre¬ tion to suit, for to their house Mr. Crawford had 280 MANSFIELD PARK. constant access at all times. His having been in the same neighborhood, Fanny already knew. Mr. Eushworth had been gone at this time to Bath, to pass a few days with his mother, and bring her back to town, and Maria was with these friends without any restraint, without even Julia; for Julia had removed from Wimpole Street two or three weeks before, on a visit to some relations of Sir Thomas, — a removal which her father and mother were now disposed to attribute to some view of convenience on Mr. Yates’s account. Very soon after the Eushworths' return to Wimpole Street, Sir Thomas had received a letter from an old and most particular friend in London, who, hearing and w it- nessing a good deal to alarm him in that quaiter, wrote to recommend Sir Thomas’s coming to Lon¬ don himself, and using his influence with his daughter to put an end to an intimacy which was already exposing her to unpleasant remarks, and evidently making Mr. Eushworth uneasy. Sir Thomas was preparing to act upon this let¬ ter, without communicating its contents to any creature at Mansfield, when it was followed by an¬ other, sent express from the same friend, to break to him the almost desperate situation in which aff&irs then stood with the young people. Mrs. Eushworth had left her husband’s house; Mr. Eushworth had been in great anger and distress to him (Mr. Harding) for his advice; Mr. Harding feared there had been at least very flagrant indis¬ cretion. The maidservant of Mrs. Eushworth, senior, threatened alarmingly. He was doing all in his power to quiet everything, with the hope of MANSFIELD PARK. 281 Mrs. Rushworth’s return, but was so much coun¬ teracted in Wimpole Street by the influence of Mr. Rushworth’s mother, that the worst consequences might be apprehended. This dreadful communication could not be kept from the rest of the family. Sir Thomas set off; Edmund would go with him; and the others had been left in a state of wretchedness inferior only to what followed the receipt of the next letters from London. Everything was by that time public be¬ yond a hope. The servant of Mrs. Rushworth, the mother, had exposure in her power, and, supported by her mistress, was not to be silenced. The two ladies, even in the short time they had been to¬ gether, had disagreed; and the bitterness of the elder against her daughter-in-law might perhaps arise almost as much from the personal disrespect with which she, had herself been treated, as from sensibility for her son. However that might be, she was unmanageable. But had she been less obstinate, or of less weight with her son who was always guided by the last speaker, by the person who could get hold of and shut him up, the case would still have been hope¬ less; for Mrs. Rushworth did not appear again, and there was every reason to conclude her to be con¬ cealed somewhere with Mr. Crawford, who had quitted his uncle’s house, as for a journey, on the very day of her absenting herself. Sir Thomas, however, remained yet a little lon¬ ger in town, in the hope of discovering and snatch- big her from further vice, though all was lost on the side of character. 282 MANSFIELD PARK. His present state Fanny could hardly bear to think of. There was hut one of his children who was not at this time a source of misery to him. Tom’s complaints had been greatly heightened by the shock of his sister’s conduct, and his recovery so much thrown back by it that even Lady Ber¬ tram had been struck by the difference, and all her alarms were regularly sent off to her husband; and Julia’s elopement, the additional blow which had met him on his arrival in London, though its force had been deadened at the moment, must, she knew, be sorely felt. She saw that it was. His letters expressed how much he deplored it. Under any circumstances it would have been an unwelcome alliance; but to have it so clandestinely formed, and such a period chosen for its completion, placed Julia’s feelings in a most unfavorable light, and severely aggravated the folly of her choice. He called it a bad thing, done in the worst manner and at the worst time; and though Julia was yet as more pardonable than Maria as folly than vice, he could not but regard the step she had taken as opening the worst probabilities of a conclusion hereafter like her sister’s. Such was his opinion of the set into which she had thrown herself. v Fanny felt for him most acutely. He could have no comfort but in Edmund. Every other child must he racking his heart. His displeasure against herself she trusted, reasoning differently from Mrs. Norris, would now be done away. She should be justified. Mr. Crawford would have fully acquitted her conduct in refusing him; but this, though most material to herself, would be MANSFIELD PARK. 283 poor consolation to Sir Thomas. Her uncle’s dis¬ pleasure was terrible to her; but what could her justification or her gratitude and attachment do for him? His stay must be on Edmund alone. She was mistaken, however, in supposing that Edmund gave his father no present pain. It was of a much less poignant nature than what the others excited; hut Sir Thomas was considering his happiness as very deeply involved in the offence of his sister and friend, cut off by it as he must be from the woman whom he had been pursuing wit 1 undoubted attachment and strong probability of success, and who in everything but this despicable brother would have been so eligible a connection. He was aware of what Edmund must be suffering on his own behalf in addition to all the rest, when they were in town; lie had seen or conjectured Ins feelings, and having reason to think that one inter¬ view with Miss Crawford had taken place, from which Edmund derived only increased distress, had been as anxious on that account as on others to get him out of town, and had engaged him m taking Fanny home to her aunt, with a view to his relief and benefit, no less than theirs. Fanny was not in the secret of her uncle’s feelings, bir Thomas not in the secret of Miss Crawford s char¬ acter. Had he been privy to her conversation with his son, he would not have wished her to be¬ long to him, though her twenty thousand pounds That Edmund must be forever divided from Miss Crawford did not admit of a doubt with Fanny; and yet, till she knew that he felt the same, her 284 MANSFIELD PARK. own conviction was insufficient. She thought he did, but she wanted to be assured of it. If he would now speak to her with the unreserve which had sometimes been too much for her before, it would be most consoling; but that she found was not to be. She seldom saw him, — never alone i he probably avoided being alone with her. What was to be inferred? That his judgment submitted to all his own peculiar and bitter share of this family affliction, but that it was too keenly felt to be a subject of the slightest communication. This must be his state. He yielded, but it was with agonies which did not admit of speech. Long, long would it be ere Miss Crawford’s name passed ns lips again, or she could hope for a renewal of such confidential intercourse as had been. It was long. They reached Mansfield on Thurs¬ day, and it was not till Sunday evening that Ed¬ mund began to talk to her on the subject. Sitting with her on Sunday evening, _ a wet Sunday even¬ ing, — the very time of all others when if a friend is at hand the heart must be opened, and every- Tif ° i n° °ne e^Se roonb except his mother, who, after hearing an affecting sermon had cried herself to sleep, - it was impossible not to speak; and so, with the usual beginnings, hardly it r\rtv,hat oame flrst’ tii declaration that if she would listen to him for a neT ™a“‘S ,e-s!rld be Vel7 brief> “d certainly evei tax her kindness m the same way again — it a re^tition’ - * -uTd bseiib- luxury of relat' eiltn'eI>7’ ~he entered upon the .7 relating circumstances, and sensations of MANSFIELD PARK. 285 the first interest to himself, to one of whose affec¬ tionate sympathy he was quite convinced. How Fanny listened, with what curiosity and concern, what pain and what delight, how the agi¬ tation of his voice was watched, and how carefully her own eyes were fixed on any object but himself, may be imagined. The opening was alarming. lie had seen Miss Crawford. He had been invited to see her. He had received a note from Lady Storn¬ away to beg him to call; and regarding it as what was meant to be the last, last interview of friend¬ ship, and investing her with all the feelings of shame and wretchedness which Crawford’s sister ought to have known, he had gone to her in such a state of mind, so softened, so devoted, as made it for a few moments impossible to Fanny’s fears that it should be the last. But as he proceeded in his story, these fears were over. She had met him, he said, with a serious, — certainly a serious, — even an agitated air; but before lie had been able to speak one intelligible sentence, she had introduced the subject in a manner which he owned had shocked him. “ ‘I heard you were in town,’ said she, — < I wanted to see you. Let us talk over this sad business. What can equal the folly of our two re¬ lations?’ I could not answer, but I believe my looks spoke. She felt reproved. Sometimes how quick to feel! With a graver look and voice she then added, ‘ I do not mean to defend Henry at your sister’s expense.’ So she began; but how she went on, Fanny, is not St — is hardly St to be repeated to you. I cannot recall all her words, would not dwell upon them if I could. Their sub- 286 MANSFIELD PARK. stance was great anger at the folly of each. She reprobated her brother’s folly in being drawn on by a woman whom he had never cared for, to do what must lose him the woman he adored; but still more the folly of poor Maria, in sacrificing such a situation, plunging into such difficulties, under the idea of being really loved by a man who had long ago made his indifference clear. Guess what I must have felt. To hear the woman whom — No harsher name than folly given! So voluntarily, so freely, so coolly to canvass it! No reluctance, no horror, no feminine — shall I say? no modest loathings! This is what the world does. For where, Fanny, shall we find a woman whom nature had so richly endowed? Spoilt, spoilt!” After a little reflection he -went on with a sort of desperate calmness: “I will tell you every¬ thing, and then have done forever. She saw it only as folly, and that folly stamped only by ex¬ posure. The want of common discretion, of caution, — his going down to Richmond for the whole time of her being at Twickenham, - — her putting herself in the power of a servant; it was the detection, in short, — oh, Fanny, it was the detection, not the offence, which she reprobated. It was the im¬ prudence which had brought things to extremity, and obliged her brother to give up every dearer plan in order to fly with her.” He stopped. “And what,” said Fanny, be¬ lieving herself required to speak, — “what could you say ? ” “Nothing, nothing to be understood. I was like a man stunned. She went on, began to talk MANSFIELD PARK. 287 0f y0U) — yes, then she began to talk of you, re¬ gretting, as well she might, the loss of such a There she spoke very rationally. But she has al¬ ways done justice to you. ‘ He has thrown away, said she, ‘ such a woman as he will never see again. She would have fixed him, she would have made him happy forever.’ My dearest Fanny, I am giving you, I hope, more pleasure than pain by this retrospect of what might have been, but what never can be now. You do not wish me to he silent? If you do, give me but a look, a word, and I have done.” No look or word was given. “Thank God!” said he. “We were all dis¬ posed to wonder, - but it seems to have been the merciful appointment of Providence that the heart which know no guile should not suffer. She spoke of you with high praise and warm affection; yet even here there was alloy, a dash of evil, for m the midst of it she could exclaim: ‘ Why would not she have him? It is all her fault. Simple o-irp I shall never forgive her. Had she ac¬ cepted him as she ought, they might now have been on the point of marriage, and Henry would have been too happy and too busy to want any other object. He would have taken no pains to be on terms with Mrs. Rushworth again. It would have all ended in a regular standing flirtation, m year y meetings at Sotherton and Evenngham. Could you have believed it possible?^ But the charm is broken. My eyes are opened.” “Cruel!” said Fanny, — “ quite cruel! At such a moment to give way to gayety, and to speak with lightness, and to you ! Absolute cruelty ! 288 MANSFIELD PARK. “Cruelty, do you call it? We differ there. No, hers is not a cruel nature. I do not consider her as meaning to wound my feelings. The evil lies yet deeper, — in her total ignorance, unsuspi¬ ciousness of there being such feelings, in a perver¬ sion of mind which made it natural to her to treat the subject as she did. She was speaking only as she had been used to hear others speak, as she imagined everybody else would speak. Hers are not faults of temper. She would not volunta¬ rily give unnecessary pain to any one; and though I may deceive myself, I cannot but think that for me, for my feelings, she would — Hers are faults of principle, Fanny, of blunted delicacy and a corrupted, vitiated mind. Perhaps it is best for me, since it leaves me so little to regret. Not so, however. Gladly would I submit to all the increased pain of losing her, rather than have to think of her as I do. I told her so.” “Did you?” “Wes, when I left her I told her so.” “ How long were you together? ” “ Five-and-twenty minutes. Well, she went on to say that what remained now to be done was to bring about a marriage between them. She spoke of it, Fanny, with a steadier voice than I can.” He was obliged to pause more than once as he con¬ tinued: “‘We must persuade Henry to marry her,’ said she; ‘and what with honor, and the cer¬ tainty of having shut himself out forever from Fanny, I do not despair of it. _ Fanny he .must give up. I do not think that even he could now MANSFIELD PARK. 289 hope to succeed with one of her stamp, and there¬ fore I hope we may find no insuperable difficulty. My influence, which is not small, shall all go that way; and when once married, and properly sup¬ ported by her own family, people of respectability as they are, she may recover her footing in society to a certain degree. In some circles, we know, she would never be admitted; but with good dinners and large parties there will always be those who will be glad of her acquaintance; and there is, un¬ doubtedly, more liberality and candor on those points than formerly. What I advise is that your father lie quiet. Do not let him injure his own cause by interference. Persuade him to let things take their course. If by any officious exertions of his she is induced to leave Henry’s protection, there will be much less chance of his marrying her than if she remain with him. I know how he is likely to be influenced. Let Sir Thomas trust to his honor and compassion, and it may all end well; but if he get his daughter away, it will be destroying the chief hold.’ ” After repeating this, Edmund was so much af¬ fected that Fanny, watching him with silent but most tender concern, was almost sorry that the subject had been entered on at all. It was long before he could speak again. At last, “ Now, Fanny,” said he, “I shall soon have done. 1 have told you the substance of all that she said. As soon as I could speak, I replied that I had no supposed it possible, coming m such a state, of mind into that house as I had done, that anything could occur to make me suffer more, but that she VOL. II. — 19 290 MANSFIELD PARK. had been inflicting deeper wounds in almost every sentence; that, though I had, m the course o our acquaintance, been often sensible of some dif¬ ference in our opinions, on points too of some moment, it bad not entered my imagination to conceive the difference could be such as she had now proved it; that the manner in which she treated the dreadful crime committed by her brother and my sister — with whom lay the greater seduc¬ tion I pretended not to say— but the manner in which she spoke of the crime itself, giving it every reproach but the right, considering its ill conse¬ quences only as they were to be braved or over¬ borne by a defiance of decency and impudence in wrong, and, last of all, and above all, recom¬ mending to us a compliance, a compromise, an ac¬ quiescence, in the continuance of the sin, on the chance of a marriage which, thinking as I now thought of her brother, should rather be prevented than sought, — all this together most grievously convinced me that I had never understood her be¬ fore, and that, as far as related to mind, it had been the creature of my own imagination, not Miss Crawford, that I had been too apt to dwell on for many months past; that, perhaps, it was best for¬ me, — I had less to regret in sacrificing a friend¬ ship, feelings, hopes which must, at any rate, have been torn from me now; and yet, that I must and would confess that could I have restored her to what she had appeared to me before, I would in¬ finitely prefer any increase of the pain of parting, for the sake of carrying with me the right of ten¬ derness and esteem. This is what I said, — the MANSFIELD TARK. 291 purport of it, —but, as you may imagine, not spoken so collectedly or methodically as X have le- peated it to you. She was astonished, exceedingly astonished, more than astonished. I saw her change countenance. She turned extremely red. I imagined I saw a mixture of many feelings, a great, though short struggle, — half a wish of yielding to truths, half a sense of shame, — but habit, habit carried it. She would have laughed if she could. It was a sort of laugh, as she an¬ swered: ‘A pretty good lecture, upon my word! Was it part of your last sermon? At this rate you will soon reform everybody at Mansfield and Thornton Ijacey; and when I hear of you next, it may be as a celebrated preacher in some great so¬ ciety of Methodists, or as a missionary into foreign parts ’ She tried to speak carelessly ; but she was not so careless as she wanted to appear. I only said, in reply, that from my heart I wished her well, and earnestly hoped that she might soon learn to think more justly, and not owe the most valuable knowledge we could any of us acquire the knowledge of ourselves and of our duty o the lessons of affliction, and immediately left the room. I had gone a few steps, Fanny when I heard the door open behind me. ‘Mr. Bertram said she. I looked back. ‘Mr. Bertram, said Bhe with a smile; but it was a smile ill-sui ed to the conversation that had passed, — a saucy, play u ZZ seeming to invite in order to subdue «, at least it appeared so to me. 1 res.sted, - t the impulse of the moment to res.st.--and st.il walked on. I have since - sometimes - 292 MANSFIELD PARK. moment -regretted that I did not go hack; but 1 know I was right; and such has been the end o our acquaintance ! And what an acquaintance has it been! How have I been deceived! Equally m brother and sister deceived! I thank you for your patience, Eanny. This has been He greatest re¬ lief, and now we wall have done.” And such was Fanny’s dependence on his words that for five minutes she thought they had done. Then, however, it all came on again, or something very like it, and nothing less than Lady Bertram’s rousing thoroughly up could really close such a con¬ versation. Till that happened, they continued to talk of Miss Crawford alone, and how she had at¬ tached him, and how delightful nature had made her, and how excellent she would have been had she fallen into good hands earlier. Fanny, now at liberty to speak openly, felt more than justified in adding to his knowledge of her real character by some hint of what share his brother’s state of health might be supposed to have in her wish for a complete reconciliation. This was not an agree¬ able intimation. Nature resisted it for a while. It-^ould have been a vast deal pleasanter to have had her more disinterested in her attachment; but his vanity was not of a strength to fight long against reason. He submitted to believe that Tom’s illness had influenced her; only reserving for himself this consoling thought, that considering the many counteractions of opposing habits, she had certainly been more attached to him than could have been expected, and for his sake been more near doing right. Fanny thought exactly MANSFIELD PARK. 293 the same; and they were also quite agreed in their opinion of the lasting effect, the indelible impres¬ sion, which such a disappointment must make on his mind. Time would undoubtedly abate some¬ what of his sufferings, hut still it was a sort of thing which he never could get entirely the better of; and as to his ever meeting with any woman who could, — it was too impossible to be named but with indignation. Fanny’s friendsnip was all that he had to cling to. CHAPTER XXIV. IiET other pens dwell on guilt and misery. X quit such odious subjects as soon as I can, impa¬ tient to restore everybody, not greatly in fault themselves, to tolerable comfort, and to have done with all the rest. My Fanny, indeed, at this very time, I have the satisfaction of knowing, must have been happy in spite of everything. She must have been a happy creature in spue of all that she felt, or thought she felt, for the distress of those around her. She had sources of delight that must force their way. She was returned to Mansfield Park, she was useful, she was beloved; she was safe from Mr. Crawford; and when Sir Thomas came back she had every proof that could be given, in his then melancholy state of spirits, of his perfect approbation and increased regard; and happy as all this must make her, she would still have been happy without any of it, for Edmund was no longer the dupe of Miss Crawford. It is true that Edmund was very far from happy himself. He was suffering from disappoint¬ ment and regret, grieving over what was, and wishing for what could never be. She knew it was so, and was sorry; but it was with a sorrow so founded on satisfaction, so tending to ease, MANSFIELD PARK. 29? and so much in harmony with every dearest sensa- tion, that there are few who might not have been glad to exchange their greatest gayety for it. Sir Thomas, poor Sir Thomas, — a parent, and conscious of errors in his own conduct as a parent, was the longest to suffer. He felt that he ought not to have allowed the marriage; that his daugh¬ ter’s sentiments had been sufficiently known to him to render him culpable in authorizing it; that in so doing he had sacrificed the right to the expedient, and been governed by motives of self¬ ishness and worldly wisdom. These were reflec¬ tions that required some time to soften; but time will do almost everything; and though little com¬ fort arose on Mrs. Eushworth’s side for the mis¬ ery she had occasioned, comfort was to be found greater than he had supposed in his other chil¬ dren. Julia’s match became a less desperate busi¬ ness than he had considered it at first. She was humble, and wishing to be forgiven; and Mr. Yates, desirous of being really received into the family, was disposed to look up to him and be guided. He was not very solid; but there was a hope -of his becoming less trifling, of his being at least tolerably domestic and quiet; and at any rate, there was comfort in finding his estate rather more, and his debts much less, than he had feared, and in being consulted and treated . the friend best worth attending to. There was comfort also in Tom, who gradually regained his health, without regaining the thoughtkssMss and selfishness of his previous ^ ™ the better forever for his illness. 296 MANSFIELD PARK. fered, and he had learnt to think, — two advantages that he had never known before; and the self- reproach arising from the deplorable event in Wimpole Street, to which he felt himself acces¬ sory by all the dangerous intimacy of his unjusti¬ fiable theatre, made an impression on his mind which, at the age of six-and-twenty, with no want of sense or good companions, was durable in its happy effects. He became what he ought to be, — useful to his father, steady and quiet, and not living merely for himself. Here was comfort indeed! and quite as soon as Sir Thomas could place dependence on such sources of good, Edmund was contributing to his father’s ease by improvement in the only point in which he had given him pain before, — improve¬ ment in his spirits. After wandering about and sitting under trees with Fanny all the summer evenings, he had so well talked his mind into sub¬ mission as to be very tolerably cheerful again. These were the circumstances and the hopes which gradually brought their alleviation to Sir Thomas, deadening his sense of what was lost, aspl in part reconciling him to himself; though the anguish arising from the conviction of his own errors in the education of his daughters was never to be entirely done away. Too late he became aware how unfavorable to the character of any young people must be the to¬ tally opposite treatment which Maria and Julia had been always experiencing at home, where the excessive indulgence and flattery of their aunt had been continually contrasted with his own MANSFIELD PARK. 297 severity. He saw how ill he had judged, in ex¬ pecting to counteract what was wrong in Mrs. Norris by its reverse in himself, — clearly saw that he had but increased the evil, by teaching them to repress their spirits in his presence, as to make their real disposition unknown to him, and sending them for all their indulgences to a person who had been able to attach them only by the blindness of her affection and the excess of her praise. Here had been grievous mismanagement; but, bad as it was, he gradually grew to feel that it had not been the most direful mistake in his plan of education. Something must have been want¬ ing within, or time would have worn away much of its ill effect. He feared that principle, active principle, had been wanting; that they had never been properly taught to govern their inclinations and tempers by that sense of duty which can alone suffice. They had been instructed theoreti¬ cally in their religion, but never required to bring it into daily practice. To be distinguished for elegance and accomplishments — the authorized object of their youth — could have had no use¬ ful influence that way, no moral effect on the mind. He had meant them to be good, but his cares had been directed to the understanding and manners, not the disposition; and of the neces¬ sity of self-denial and humility, he feared they had never heard from any lips that could profit them. Bitterly did he deplore a deficiency which now he could scarcely comprehend to have been pos 298 MANSFIELD PARK. Bible. Wretchedly did he feel that with all the cost and care of an anxious and expensive educa¬ tion, he had brought up his daughters without their understanding their first duties, or his be¬ ing acquainted with their character and temper. The high spirit and strong passions of Mrs. Eushworth especially were made known to him only in their sad result. She was not to he pre¬ vailed on to leave Mr. Crawford. She hoped to marry him, and they continued together till she was obliged to be convinced that such hope was vain, and till the disappointment and wretchedness arising from the conviction rendered her temper so bad, and her feelings for him so like hatred, as to make them for a while each other’s punish¬ ment, and then induce a voluntary separation. She had lived with him to he reproached as the ruin of all his happiness in Fanny, and carried away no better consolation in leaving him than that she had divided them. What can exceed the misery of such a mind in such a situation! Mr. Eushworth had no difficulty in procuring a divorce; and so ended a marriage contracted tender such circumstances as to make any better end, the effect of good luck, not to he reckoned on. She had despised him, and loved another; and he had been very much aware that it was so. The indignities of stupidity, and the disappoint¬ ments of selfish passion can excite little pity. His punishment followed his conduct, as did a deeper punishment the deeper guilt of his wife. He was released from the engagement to be morti¬ fied and unhappy till some other pretty girl could MANSFIELD PARK. 299 attract him into matrimony again, and lie might set forward on a second and, it is to be hoped, more prosperous trial of the state, — if duped, to he duped at least with good humor and good luclr ; while she must withdraw with infinitely stronger feelings to a retirement and reproach which could allow no second spring of hope or character. Where she could be placed became a subject of most melancholy and momentous consultation. Mrs. Norris, whose attachment seemed to augment with the demerits of her niece, would have had her received at home and countenanced by them all. Sir Thomas would not hear of it; and Mrs. Norris’s anger against Fanny was so much the greater, from considering her residence there as the motive. She persisted in placing his scruples to her account, though Sir Thomas very solemnly assured her that had there been no young Woman in question, had there been no young person of either sex belonging to him, to he endangered by the society or hurt by the character of Mis. Rush worth, he would never have offered so great an insult to the neighborhood as to expect it to notice her. As a daughter, — lie hoped a pem- tent0ne, — she should be protected by him, and secured in every comfort, and supported by every encouragement to do right, which their relative situations admitted; hut further than that lie would not go. Maria had destroyed her own char¬ acter, and he would not, by a vain attempt to restore what never could he restored, he affording his sanction to vice, or, in seeking to lessen its disgrace, be anywise accessory to introducing such 300 MANSFIELD PARK. misery in another man’s family as he had known himself. It ended in Mrs. Norris’s resolving to quit Mansfield, and devote herself to her unfortunate Maria, and in an establishment being formed for them in another country, remote and private, where, shut up together with little society, on one side no affection, on the other no judgment, it may be reasonably supposed that their tempers be¬ came their mutual punishment. Mrs. Norris s removal from Mansfield was the great supplemen¬ tary comfort of Sir Thomas’s life. His opinion of her had been sinking from the day of his return from Antigua: in every transaction together from that period, in their daily intercourse, in business, or in chat, she had been regularly losing ground in his esteem, and convincing him that either time had done her much disservice, or that he had considerably overrated her sense, and wonderfully borne with her manners before. He had felt her as an hourly evil, which was so much the worse, as there seemed no chance of its ceasing but with life; she seemed a part of himself that must be bpriie forever. To be relieved from her, therefore, was so great a felicity that had she not left bitter remembrances behind her, there might have been danger of his learning almost to approve the evil which prodimed such a good. She was. regretted by no one at Mansfield. She had never been able to attach even those she loved best; and since Mrs. Rushworth’s elopement her temper had been in a state of such irritation as to make her everywhere tormenting. Not even MANSFIELD PARK. 301 Fanny had tears for Aunt Norris, — not even when she was gone forever. That Julia escaped better than Maria was ow¬ ing in some measure to a favorable difference of disposition and circumstance, but in a greater to her having been less the darling of that very aunt, less flattered and less spoilt. Her beauty and acquirements had held but a second place. She had been always used to think herself a little in¬ ferior to Maria. Her temper was naturally the easi¬ est of the two; her feelings, though quick, were more controllable; and education had not given her so very hurtful a degree of self-consequence. She had submitted the best to the disappoint¬ ment in Henry Crawford. After the first bitter¬ ness of the conviction of being slighted was over, she had been tolerably soon in a fair way of not thinking of him again; and when the acquaintance was renewed in town, and Mr. Rushworth’s house became Crawford’s object, she had had the merit of withdrawing herself from it, and of choosing that time to pay a visit to her other friends, in order to secure herself from being again too much attracted. This had been her motive in going to her cousins. Mr. Yates’s convenience had had nothing to do with it. She had been allowing his attentions some time, but with very little idea of ever accepting him; and had not her sister s con¬ duct burst forth as it did, and her increased dread of her father and of home on that event — imag¬ ining its certain consequence to herself would be greater severity and restraint — made her hastily resolve on avoiding such immediate horrors at all 302 MANSFIELD PARK. risks, it is probable that Mr. Yates would never have succeeded. She had not eloped with any worse feelings than those of selfish alarm. It had appeared to her the only thing to be done. Maria s guilt had induced Julia’s folly. Henry Crawford, ruined by early independence and bad domestic example, indulged in the freaks of a cold-blooded vanity a little too long. Once it had, by an opening undesigned and unmerited, led him into the way of happiness. Could lie have been satisfied with the conquest of one ami¬ able woman’s affections, could he have found suffi¬ cient exultation in overcoming the reluctance, in working himself into the esteem and tenderness of Fanny Price, there would have been every proba¬ bility of success and felicity for him. His affec¬ tion had already done something. Her influence over him had already given him some influence over her. Would he have deserved more, there can be no doubt that more would have been ob¬ tained; especially when that marriage had taken place which would have given him the assistance of -her conscience in subduing her first inclination, and brought them very often together. Would he have persevered, and uprightly, Fanny must have been his reward — and a reward very voluntarily bestowed — within a reasonable period from Ed¬ mund’s marrying Mar}'. Had he done as he in¬ tended, and as he knew he ought, by going down to Everingham after his return from Portsmouth, he might have been deciding his own happy destiny. But he was pressed to stay for Mrs. Fraser’s party : his staying was made of flattering MANSFIELD PARK. 303 consequence, and he was to meet Mrs. Hush worth there. Curiosity and vanity were both engaged, and the temptation of immediate pleasure was too strong for a mind unused to make any sacrifice to right: he resolved to defer his Norfolk journey, resolved that writing should answer the purpose of it, or that its purpose was unimportant, — and stayed. He saw Mrs. Eushworth, was received by her with a coldness which ought to have been repulsive, and have established apparent indiffer¬ ence between them forever ; hut he was mortified, he could not bear to he thrown off by the woman whose smiles had been so wholly at his command; he must exert himself to subdue so proud a dis¬ play of resentment; it was anger on Fanny’s ac¬ count; he must get the better of it, and make Mrs. Eushworth Maria Bertram again in her treat¬ ment of himself. In this spirit he began the attack; and by ani¬ mated perseverance had soon re-established the sort of familiar intercourse, of gallantry, of flirtation which hounded his views; hut in tri¬ umphing over the discretion which, though begin- ight have saved them both, he n the power of feelings on her ning in anger, mig had put himself in side more strong than he had supposed. She loved him: there was no withdrawing attentions avowedly dear to her. He was entangled by his own vanity, with as little excuse of love as pos lllltj j vv x uri « • i -P and without the smallest inconstancy ot hnwardfl her cousin. To keep Fanny and 304 MANSFIELD PARK. have been more desirable for Mrs. Rushworth s credit than he felt it for his own. When he re¬ turned from Richmond, he would have been glad to see Mrs. Rushworth no more. All that fol¬ lowed was the result of her imprudence; and he went off with her at last, because he could not help it, regretting Fanny, even at the moment, but regretting her infinitely more when all the bustle of the intrigue was over, and a very few months had taught him, by the force of contrast, to place a yet higher value on the sweetness of her temper, the purity of her mind, and the excellence of her principles. That punishment, the public punishment of dis¬ grace, should in a just measure attend his share of the offence, is, we know, not one of the barriers which society gives to virtue. In this world the penalty is less equal than could be wished; but without presuming to look forward to a juster appointment hereafter, we may fairly consider a man of sense, like Henry Crawford, to be pro¬ viding for himself no small portion of vexation and regret, — vexation that must rise sometimes tc^self-reproacli, and regret to wretchedness, — in having so requited hospitality, so injured family peace, so forfeited his best, most estimable, and endeared acquaintance, and so lost the woman whom he had rationally as well as passionately loved. After what had passed to wound and alienate the two families, the continuance of the Bertrams and Grants in such close neighborhood would have been most distressing; but the absence of the lat- MANSFIELD PARK. 305 ter, for some months purposely lengthened, ended very fortunately in the necessity, or at least the practicability, of a permanent removal. Dr. Grant, through an interest on which he had al¬ most ceased to form hopes, succeeded to a stall in Westminster, which, as affording an occasion for leaving Mansfield, an excuse for residence in Lon¬ don, and an increase of income to answer the ex¬ penses of the change, was highly acceptable to those who went and those who stayed. Mrs. Grant, with a temper to love and be loved, must have gone with some regret from the scenes and people she had been used to ; hut the same happiness of disposition must in any place and any society secure her a great deal to enjoy, and she had again a home to offer Mary ; and Mary had had enough of her own friends, enough of vanity, ambition, love, and disappointment in the course of the last half-year, to be in need of the true hind¬ ness of her sister’s heart, and the rational tran¬ quillity of her ways. They lived together; and when Dr. Grant had brought on apoplexy and death by three great institutionary dinners in one week, they still lived together; for Mary, though perfectly resolved against ever attaching herself to a younger brother again, was long in finding, among the dashing representatives or idle heir apparents who were at the command of her beauty and her £20,000, any one who could satisfy the better taste she had acquired at Mansfield whose character and manners could authorize a hope o the domestic happiness she had there learnt to esti¬ mate, or put Edmund Bertram sufficiently out of her head. you il — ci0 306 MANSFIELD PABK. Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in this respect. He had not to wait and wish with va¬ cant affections for an object worthy to succeed her in them. Scarcely had he done regretting Mary Crawford, and observing to Fanny how impossible it was that he should ever meet with such another woman, before it began to strike him whether a very different kind of woman might not do just as wen — or a great deal better ; whether Fanny herself were not growing as dear, as important to him, in all her smiles and all her ways, as Mary Crawford had ever been; and whether it might not be a possible, a hopeful undertaking to persuade her that her warm and sisterly regard for him would be foundation enough for wedded love.. I purposely abstain from dates on this occasion, that every one may be at liberty to fix their own, aware that the cure of unconquerable passions and the transfer of unchanging attachments must vary much as to time in different people. I only entreat everybody to believe that exactly at the time when it was quite natural that it should be so, and not a week earlier, Edmund did cease to care about Miss Crawford, and became as anxious to marry Fanny as Fanny herself could desire. ? With such a regard for her, indeed, as hi'S. had long been, — a regard founded on the most endearing claims of innocence and helplessness, and completed by every recommendation of growing worth, what could be more natural than the change? Loving, guiding, protecting her, as he had been doing ever since her being ten years old, her mind in so great a degree formed by his care, and her comfort de- MANSFIELD PARK. 307 pending on his kindness, an object to him of such close and peculiar interest, dearer by all his own importance with her than any one else at Mansfield, what was there now to add, but tbat he should learn to prefer soft light eyes to sparkling dark ones? And being always with her, and always talking confidentially, and his feelings exactly in that favorable state which a recent disappointment gives, those soft light eyes could not be very long in obtaining the pre-eminence. Having once set out, and felt that he had done so, on this road to happiness, there was nothing on the side of prudence to stop him or make his progress slow, — no doubts of her deserving, no fears from opposition of taste, no need of drawing new hopes of happiness from dissimilarity of temper. Her mind, disposition, opinions, and habits wanted no half-concealment, no self-deception on the pres¬ ent, no reliance on future improvement. Even in the midst of his late infatuation, he had acknowl¬ edged Fanny’s mental superiority. What must be his sense of it now, therefore! She was, of course, only too good for him; but as nobody minds having what is too good for them, he was very steadily earnest in the pursuit of the blessing, and it was not possible that encouragement from her should be long wanting. Timid, anxious, doubt¬ ing as she was, it was still impossible that such tenderness as hers should not at times hold out the strongest hope of success, though it remained for a later period to tell him the whole delightful and astonishing truth. His happiness in knowing himself to have been so long the beloved of such a MANSFIELD PARK. 308 heart must have been great enough to warrant any strength of language in which he could clothe it to her or to himself; it must have been a delight¬ ful happiness. But there was happiness elsewhere which no description can reach. Let no one pre¬ sume to give the feelings of a young woman on re¬ ceiving the assurance of that affection of which she has scarcely allowed herself to entertain a hope. Their own inclinations ascertained, there were no difficulties behind, no drawback of poverty or parent. It was a match which Sir Thomas’s wishes had even forestalled. Sick of ambitious and mercenary connections, prizing more and more the sterling good of principle and temper, and chiefly anxious to bind by the strongest secu¬ rities all that remained to him of domestic felicity, he had pondered with genuine satisfaction on the more than possibility of the two young friends find¬ ing their mutual consolation in each other for all that had occurred of disappointment to either; and the joyful consent which met Edmund’s application, the high sense of having realized a great acquisi¬ tion in the promise of Fanny for a daughter, formed just such a contrast with his early opinion on the subject when the poor little girl’s coming bad been first agitated, as time is forever produc¬ ing between the plans and decisions of mortals, for their own instruction and their neighbors’ entertainment. Fanny was indeed the daughter that he wanted. His charitable kindness had been rearing a prime comfort for himself. His liberality had a rich repayment, and the general goodness of his intern MANSFIELD PARK. 309 tions by her deserved it. He might have made her childhood happier: hut it had been an error of judgment only which had given him the appear¬ ance of harshness, and deprived him of her early love; and now, on really knowing each other, their mutual attachment became very strong. After settling her at Thornton Lacey with every kind attention to her comfort, the object of almost every day was to see her there, or to get her away from it. Selfishly dear as she had long been to Lady Bertram, she could not be parted with willingly by her. No happiness of son or niece could make her wish the marriage. But it was possible to part with her, because Susan remained to supply her place. Susan became the stationary niece, — delighted to be so! — and equally well adapted for it by a readiness of mind and an inclination for use¬ fulness, as Fanny bad been by sweetness of tem¬ per and strong feelings of gratitude. Susan could never be spared. First as a comfort to Fanny, then as an auxiliary, and last as her substitute, she was established at Mansfield, with every ap¬ pearance of equal permanency. Her more fearless disposition and happier nerves made everything easy to her there. With quickness in understand¬ ing the tempers of those she had to deal with, and no natural timidity to restrain any consequent wishes, she was soon welcome and useful to all; and after Fanny’s removal succeeded so naturally to her influence over the hourly comfort of her aunt, as gradually to become, perhaps, the most beloved of the two. In her usefulness, in Fanny’s 310 MANSFIELD PARK. excellence, in William’s continued good conduct and rising fame, and in the general well-doing and success of the other members of the family, all assisting to advance each other, and doing credit to his countenance and aid, Sir Thomas saw repeated and forever repeated reason to rejoice m what he had done for them all, and acknowledge the advantages of early hardship and discipline, and the consciousness of being born to struggle and endure. With so much true merit and true love, and no want of fortune or friends, the happiness of the married cousins must appear as secure as earthly happiness can be. Equally formed for domestic life, and attached to country pleasures, their home was the home of affection and comfort; and to complete the picture of good, the acquisition of Mansfield living by the death of Dr. Grant occurred just after they had been mairied long enough to begin to want an increase of income, and feel their distance from the paternal abode an inconvenience. On that event they removed to Mansfield; and Die parsonage there, which under each of its two former owners Eanny had never been able to ap¬ proach but with some painful sensation of restraint or alarm, soon grew as dear to her heart, and as thoroughly perfect in her eyes, as everything else within the view and patronage of Mansfield Park had long been. THE END. . DATE DUE JF 2.5 *70 it 2 97t QC 6 79 «Fr \ • r^nni 4UUI GAYLORD PRINTED IN U.S A. MARYGROUE COLLEGE LIBRARY Mansfield Park. 828 Au7m 3 11B7 00Q41521 3